"Ques ipsos Custodes custodie"
Saladin
Bolivar
Ahdjiia D'Tinya-Bolivar
Saladin sat quietly at a terminal reading the text report from Senator
Omar.
His china cup clinked back and he leaned back, his head aching and he
whispered a curse under his breath. Tal Shiar assasins on the Galaxy...
he
would see to it that they didn't arrive.
His mind began to whirl on the problem as he watched the screen.
One of the spiders in their quarters had noticed that slight change
in
body language from Saladin, only really noticeable since they lived
with him
day in and out now. It scurried off to get Ahdjiia who silently stepped
into the room, her offduty caftan and mantilla billowing behind her
as she
simply walked over and started to massage Saladin's temples and not
looking
at his terminal.
"May the fates protect us from stupid Romulans...." Saladin
muttered. Then
murmured happily at her massage, "That feels heavenly."
"Why do I think it is better for me not to ask?", she said
softly still
gently massaging his temples.
"No my love, this affects you too." He reached up for her hand, "It
directly affects ship's security."
"What is it?"
"Senator Omar is bringing a new bodyguard on board, I have received
a report
that the bodyguard is a Tal Shair assassin."
A soft hiss escaped Ahdjiia's lips.
"Again with that man.",
she said, "He
gives Romulans a bad name."
Unconciously he let his fingers interlace with hers.
"He does
love,
Romulans are normally smarter then this buffoon." Then he exhaled
and
leaned back to kiss her lips. "I need your mind in this one...
it is one of
the reasons I married you."
"And I am here for what you need.", she said with a soft smile.
He kissed her gently again, "How could we keep the assassin off
the ship?"
"Standard declairation of all weapons being brought aboard. An Alpha
level
scan should bring up anything hidden, along with the usual questioning
any
*clearance only* blackouts of thier file. I would imagine a Tal
Shi'ar would be violating both, and I doubt concidering the set back
they
suffered during the Dominion War they would still be as skillful as they
were before."
Saladin nodded, "I am also going to discuss this with my assistant
chief, he
seems to be a smart, capable officer. But Security increase, and I will
see
what I can do for favors for outside sources." He took her hand
in his,
"The Nietzchean prides still offer letters of marquis and reprisal
to
pirates..."
"Having read your assistant's file, I would certainly agree.",
she said, "I
will see what can be done with Security. Has my Chief been informed?"
"I was just informed myself. We will inform your chief together. Something
like this is a danger to the ship." Then a part of his mind kicked
in, the
political animal that would always find out a way to use this for their
advantage... "Unless you wanted to use it to get rid of the senator..."
Ahdjiia mulled it over. This Ambassador was far more trouble than he
was
worth as he was doing more damage to the Romulan image than if the
old hostilities were in place, "It would be good to see him off the
ship and
replaced with someone more appropriate."
Saladin's devilish side popped in and he grinned, "Like a trained
chimp?"
"A Klingon targ or warrigul with the shakes would do better.",
she chuckled
back.
Saladin chuckled, "though Lt Corgan should be immediately informed
in the
intelligence office, the only risk is, if we go directly to the ambassador
he will know we somehow can intercept his communications, and this is
something that should remain silent."
"We should go directly to Lt. Corgan, and see what he says from there.",
she
suggested, "He would know how to handle the situation with discretion."
Saladin nodded then caressed his wife's cheek, "I knew there was
another
reason I married you besides your incredible beauty..."
"And what would that be?", she smiled softly.
"Your incredible mind..." He lifted her mantilla and kissed her
tenderly,
"though, I do find you incredibly beautiful...."
Ahdjiia returned the kiss.
"And I believe our lovemaking does fit
in there
somewhere.", she teased.
He raised an eyebrow with a smile "We...do...manage to fit it in
from time
to time, though it has been a while..."
"Then we should rectify that after we deal with this situation.",
she
smiled. He nodded, duty did after all come first in situations like this, and
as
much as he enjoyed making love with his wife, they had to deal with this,
"Contact Lt Corgan, tell him we will meet him in the intelligence
offices. I
will clear him for access."
She nodded and tapped the commpanel. "Lt. D'Tinya-Bolivar to Lt.
Corgan.",
she said, "A matter requiring your attention has occured, Major
Bolivar and
I will await your presence in the Intelligence offices."
"Suspicions"
Sub-Commander Savar ir-Aihai tr'Khellian
USS Galaxy
Deck 1
Bridge
USS Pallas Athena, another one of those refitted Excelsior-class Starships,
had been assigned to a patrol along the Romulan border for a little under
a month. According to the information in the Starfleet database, part
of the main sensor array on the Pallas Athena had been replaced with
an experimental long-distance sensor array. Admiral William Valerian
had been assigned to the vessel, to 'co-ordinate' the 'patrol' of the
border. Reading this information with a sour expression, Sub-Commander
tr'Khellian was under no illusions as to what the vessel's true mission
was. Espionage. Clearly, the starship had been tasked with snooping along
the border and probing as far into the Empire as possible - farther than
ever before.
Savar scowled as he dismissed the screen bearing this information and
read onwards. Whilst he valued peace with the Federation he could still
not bring himself to believe that the Senate had authorised the dissolution
of the Neutral Zone. For centuries this narrow belt of independent space,
no more than fifty light years across at its broadest, had provided an
essential buffer zone, keeping prying eyes away from the secrets of the
Rihannsu Stellar Empire, keeping Starfleet's curiosity curbed and providing
an early warning against any sneak attacks being launched by the Federation.
The Rihannsu people are often perceived as a secretive and even paranoid
people, mistrusting and deceitful for no good reason, and Savar had experienced
this patronising attitude and heard countless negative comparisons with
the open, warm-heated demeanour of the Federation. Both views were pathetically
simplistic. Only a handful of people had ever taken the time to try to
understand the Rihannsu people and their world view. In his spare time,
Savar had begun to read a by-now-dated piece of anthropological fiction,
'The Romulan Way' by Terise Haleakala-LoBrutto. He had been drawn to
the book after searching the ship's library for any mention of his family
name, and discovered that this novel had been set in a junior branch
of the House tr'Khellian, almost a century ago. The author had taken
pains to try to understand the reasons behind Rihannsu behaviour and
Savar had been pleased by the approach, though some of the novel was
quite fanciful, surely.
Books like this one were few and far between, however. It was easier
to revile the paranoiacs from across the border than to realise that
the very existence of Rihannsu culture and history was brought about
by a wicked, treacherous attack on the Vulcan homeworld which threatened
to enslave all its inhabitants. Only cunning and guile had allowed Vulcan
to resist the onslaught, and only the survivors had learned the harsh,
brutal lesson that trust was never to be given lightly. The lessons of
the fight for independence were lost on many Vulcans - and this lead
to the fateful Sundering. The wiser survivors took their wisdom to new
worlds and new conflicts, eschewing the passive resignation of prevailing
Vulcan ideology in favour of embracing the full gamut of life experiences,
of living for the rush of blood through one's veins rather than the icy
chill of Logic.
Throughout their history, the Rihannsu had faced treachery and destruction,
violence and malice from many quarters. If this bitter experience had
made them less trusting, this could hardly be surprised. Quite aside
from anything else, acts such as despatching USS Pallas Athena on a spying
mission were succinct justification for the Empire's reluctance to trust
outsiders.
Savar continued to peruse the information available on the missing vessel.
According to its reports, the patrol along the border had been relatively
uneventful. The Captain of the Pallas Athena, Talvar At?Vhandol, had
confined his logs to relatively asinine observations about the local
population - typically staid and patronising as one would expect. Enigmatic
remarks about the effectiveness of the new sensor pod peppered his brief
missives, and tr'Khellian's spirit baulked hotly at them, wondering what
the alien's eyes had seen. The last report was a two-line affair, simply
noting that an automated distress signal had been picked up, emanating
from the Lhoranth asteroid field, and that the Pallas Athena was moving
to investigate.
There was no mention of the nature of the signal, and no word since.
"Captain," Lt Savoie spoke up from the Helm, "we are
approaching the Lhoranth asteroid field."
"Thank you, Mr Savoie," Stuart replied primly from her seat
at the centre of the bridge. "Slow to one-fifth impulse." She
turned to look towards the rear of the Bridge. "Science, what do
we know about the field?"
A junior lieutenant looked up from her console. "The field is just
over 7.5 astronomical units squared in area. The asteroids range from
small debris to several kilometres in length. There are a number of elements
within the asteroids themselves which cause interference to ships' sensors."
Stuart gazed at the Science Officer flatly at this reply, which was
not wholly what she was after. Her gaze flickered towards the man standing
at Tactical, who returned her look with fiery eyes. He held her gaze
just long enough to make the silent point that she was relying on him
for information, before adding to the scientist's report.
"The field is a haven for local miscreants," tr'Khellian related.
"Corsairs are known to operate from it and there is at least one stable
outpost where smugglers and thieves unload and trade their wares. There
is also a 'junkyard' of sorts, where salvaged ships are traded and criminals
go to have their ships repaired." He brought a 3D diagram of the field
up onto a corner of the main viewscreen, causing his estimation of the
locations of the outpost and the junkyard to glow yellow. "If we enter
the field, our sensors will be severely limited, probably to within half
a light-year. Long-range communications will be made impossible. This is
why the field had been prized by brigands who prey on local merchant shipping.
The only reason merchants have not abandoned the area altogether is that
several trade routes intersect in the adjacent sector, and they are most
lucrative." The routes here were what had made the Neutral Zone a
slightly porous buffer zone - goods were legally traded or illegally smuggled
via the Neutral Zone, which permitted some economic and cultural exchanges
between the Empire and the Federation.
"Is it possible the Pallas Athena has been ambushed?" Captain
Stuart asked, eyeing the diagram.
"Quite possibly," tr'Khellian replied smoothly. Vellen's intelligence
about the three missing Galae vessels broke the surface of his consciousness
yet again, and a desire to defend his compatriots against a non-existent
accusation rose within him. This was not the time to reveal intelligence
which might be totally unconnected with their mission. The Federation
already knew too much. "A distress call, leading a vessel into a
trap, is a time-honoured method against unwary and sanctimonious ships'
captains," he remarked snidely, betraying his feelings towards Captain
At'Vhandol, and issuing a caution as he awaited his next orders.
WARNING! Nudity and sexual content. Viewer's discretion is advised.
“Advice from a Love Slave”
By
Lieutenant Commander James Lionel Corgan
Chief of Security,
USS Galaxy
Location: Holodeck
Something else was on James Corgan’s mind.
It had dug into his brain for quite some time, and it wouldn’t
let him go. A restlessness, symbolized by bored, work laden days and
sleepless, bed tossing nights. No longer caught in the grips of his own
paranoia or the trauma’s his past life endured, he still found
that the restlessness and distress in his heart was rather disturbing.
It gripped him, a freezing clamp encasing his heart and his head at the
same time, demanding its full attention and sudden relief.
Enough was enough.
For the past month, James couldn’t find the peace he demanded
of himself. His heart pounded, his blood boiled and his soul sang a discordant
song of yearning. It was well past midnight. A half hour of one-on-one
self made satisfaction, then another two hours bringing emotion and lust
to life with his guitar brought no respite. What was really on his mind
was something he didn’t want to touch, in a place where he didn’t
want to go. But it branched off to his restlessness.
He needed escapism. Relief. Whatever he could. The pressures that his
mind threw up were no easier to handle when he ignored it, or when he
tried to find a way around it. There was only so much he could physically
do, and the mental stimuli he felt he needed were almost too much to
ask from the people he wanted to confront. Mentally, he wanted love,
if he could identify what that love was he wanted. Physically he wanted
to express it. Politely, he knew the consequences of what he wanted,
and how damaging it could be.
His escape into the holodeck was rushed. Hastily donning his civilian
clothes and snatching an isolinear chip from his collection, he then
quietly made his way to the nearest holodeck in the small hours of the
night. With only graveyard shift crew and minimal lights, he was not
disturbed by people whom would risk knowing him.
Confronting the holodeck doors, he though of any excuse he could find
to weasel his way out of some temporary amusement. He knew the isolinear
chip in his hand was questionable, but it was late into the evening and
the holodeck safeties would be switched to NA17 mode. No unsuspecting
family would walk in to see sights most normally reserved for adults,
that is, if they were actually up. He didn’t use a single holocredit
during the month. Though his glances from shoulder to shoulder, like
a dirty man buying a playboy at a convenience store counter, were overtly
cautious, he couldn’t be too careful. Even in the 24th century,
where sexual norms were excessively relaxed and almost anything went,
there were some taboos the human race didn’t get around to destroying.
However, the 24th century way of thought on sexuality was if you wanted
it, go and get it, as long as others were not hurt physically or mentally.
As long as you kept sexual encounters with other sentient beings (the
amount of legs and/or arms didn’t matter anymore) and as long as
the physical development stages (age was less of a factor) were similar,
it was supposed to be acceptable. It blended ‘free love’ with
the social norms of not going too far with deviant fetishes.
So, with the copy of ‘Vulcan Love Slave Volume 4’ he procured
from their visit to Rigel 7, he decided to forget what was bothering
him, and release a little more than some steam.
He entered into a perfume scented world, an atmosphere of gossamer veils
and mysterious mists. Its pink hued walls glowed until they were blurry
for the eye to see. The middle of his artificial dreamland held itself
a bed and a chair somewhere in the centre. Pushing back the translucent
cloths, he found the shapes of the furniture nearby. He then took the
seat, and waited patiently for what was next.
A silhouette materialized out of the dreamy mists. It was an hourglass
figure, perfected with a sculptor’s patience and a programmer’s
steamy imagination. James detected the swish and sway of her silken negligee,
watched the back and forth motion of her hips as she slowly sauntered
forward, glanced at the fine, generous curve of her breasts, and saw
the delicate pointed ears peaking out of short cropped, bowl cut hair.
As she came closer to the bed, her smooth cut, elven face showed. Serene
as a pond in winter, and just as warm. Seductresses never seemed to smile
for joy. Her mouth was an emotionless grimace, while her eyes scanned
James with an ice-cold intensity. Her negligee covered enough to qualify
and being non nude, though her toned calves and ample cleavage showed
itself carousingly. Her dress was far from James’ thoughts however.
He found himself looking for the cues on her face, the signs from her
frozen features that hinted at mutual interest without the pl ayacting.
There was nothing but that face. James found it profoundly disappointing.
The program played on. The hologram playing the role of the Vulcan love
slave came closer. He could almost taste the exotic scent of desert flora
in her perfume. Statuesque in every way, from face to form, James drank
in her beauty, and still found himself bored and wanting despite arousal.
“How may I serve you, Commander?” The Vulcan love slave
soothed, her voice adding to her crystalline coolness.
James thought carefully what would satisfy him quickly. “I would
like very much for you to dance for me, please.”
The Vulcan love slave complied, starting off his command with a sway
of her hips. Her tawny dancer’s body flexed with each move. Carefully
choosing steps around her bed, the love slave activated a music player
on the nightstand. The music played was an erotica ballad from Arnas
II, soft, quiet and seductive. As the music pumped from unseen speakers,
the Vulcan started to move her arms as if she was embracing herself,
while her hips still moved to each beat.
“Does this please you?” The love slave asked.
James found her physically exciting, but nothing else. “Sure.” He
lied. “This is ok.”
The dance continued around the bedpost. Her pointed fingernails brushed
its mahogany surface, as if scanning the intricately carved cupid and
female motifs. Her other arm folded over her breasts, leaving both to
move slightly, and tease his sight with crushed cleavage. One exposed
leg lifted up, showing a flower pink panty, as it wrapped around the
long bedpost. She grabbed hold and spun around the post, her back arched
down, her ample breasts proudly in the air. The lights darkened at that
cue, her body once again being a shapely shadow.
“Not bad.” James admitted, “You are a good dancer.
Keep going. And surprise me when you are ready.”
Her dance went unabated. She crawled slowly onto the beds, using the
silk sheets as a teasing cover. She sped up her dance, her legs poking
out of the mussed covers. The shoulder band on her negligee slipped,
exposing more skin, tantilizingly close to the nipple, pointing erectly
through the cloth.
He kept his eye on the Vulcan, but not his mind on the dance. Though
the Vulcan was everything James could ask for physically (and he had
a weak spot for Vulcan women), there was still something missing in the
mindless holowank. The fantasy lacked mental cues. The Vulcan’s
personality wasn’t quite right. There was no love in her art, just
compliance. And since Vulcans were incapable of love in the sense of
many sentient beings, the love slave thereby lacked what James was really
looking for.
As he came to that realization, the love slave was out of the bed. Her
negligee was barely hanging onto one shoulder, and now one breast was
fully exposed. His own body betrayed him, now fully aroused, though he
could tell himself that the fantasy didn’t have what he was looking
for. She pranced closer, eyes locked onto his like a sexual predator,
glancing occasionally at his engorged crotch. It was before he knew what
was going on before the love slave was up to his face, until their noses
were inches apart. The intensity was stifling. James Corgan’s breath
increased to a steady pant, mixing panic with passion.
“Stop.”
The love slave’s lips were a millimetre from his own. His command
forced the hologram to pull back. Unsure of his command, she slipped
the fallen side of her negligee back on. She asked serenely, “You
have shown signs of interest. May I ask why you have halted this activity?”
“Thinking of something else.” James kept his answer simple. “Well,
someone else. I was bored and I couldn’t get sex off the brain.
But you know, that’s not what I want.”
”You would be surprised to know that I do understand.” Answered
the love slave, “I have been programmed with adaptive emotional
and cognitive subroutines. I know about the co-relation between physical
and emotional aspects of mating. For humans, it is simplistic. However,
your species lacks accurate signs to associate which emotions are intended
with which physical reactions. For example, your erection…”
James looked down at his crotch sheepishly. “Sorry.”
“…indicates that my body is arousing to you. However, your
species disassociates what you call love with mating. In most other cultures,
love comes before mating. In humans however, you want to mate before
finding emotional compatibility. It is not the same with Vulcans. We
mate with the one whom we are arranged with, but even then there is emotional
compatibility. There is no confusion of intention and thought this way.
But for humans, your intentions and thoughs are more… chaotic.”
“What? Sex and love are different, right?” Corgan argued.
“Not according to you. You would rather associate your desires
to mate with your desire to love someone. Correct?” The Vulcan
hologram raised an eyebrow.
Impressed, James raised an eyebrow in return. The adaptive protocols
in her program were really impressive. “How did you know?”
”Though chaotic, humans can be easily predicted. One can say that
a human has his heart on his sleeve.”
Laughing, James responded, “That’s our quote.”
“There’s also a variant on Andoria, though much bloodier.”
”Oh.”
As the pink mist and the perfume settled, the Vulcan concluded, “You
call it lust. To desire selfishly. You desire me physically, but know
it will not derive satisfaction.”
”I guess you can say that. I kind of feel like it’s cheating
on someone, even if it is a hologram.”
Walking off to the side, the love slave opened up a suddenly appearing
armoire. She pulled out a pink fur robe, and covered it over his body. “Guilt
has discontinued a purely physical activity. I understand. However, may
I ask whom your potential mate is?”
“Now herein lies the problem. I don’t know who.” James
explained, “I kinda like this one girl. I am friends with another.
But I love one girl and just like the other as a friend. Frankly, I don’t
know what to do. I could risk screwing up my friendship with both women.
But I can’t hold back anymore. I have to tell her soon, or else
I’m going to crack here.”
”Then perhaps you should tell her.” The love slave simply
responded. “Or you should walk away. You cannot leave yourself
to decide forever, or both will move on.”
Though he was still trying to mull over his problem, James knew the
woman had a point. The time was now, or he was going to lose it all forever.
“Ironic how I found the answer from a Vulcan Love Slave.” He
mused.
“Ironic indeed.” The Vulcan responded.
"Lateral Pass"
Commander Cassius Henderson,
Executive Officer
Lieutenant Corran Rex,
Vanguard Leader
Cass Henderson stared for a moment at the obstruction. He remembered
the conversations he'd had with first Heloi and then Rex about the fighter's
recon abilities. Now that the switch to the Starfleet Fighter Corps was
complete, and their unscheduled distraction from Marine Intelligence
was temporarily taken care of, she was free to concentrate on the task
at hand.
And use the fighters.
"Captain, I have an idea," Cass said, getting the CO's attention.
She'd been standing at the command chair, equally engrossed with their
navigational issue.
"Go ahead," Eliza replied, watching her XO think.
"Why don't we use the fighters to penetrate the asteroid field.
They'll have visual sighting, be harder to see, and have twelve sets
of half strength sensors, instead of our one," he suggested.
"Go for it. That sounds better that trying to take Galaxy into
a dense asteroid belt," Eliza said, "I'll call Rex up for you."
Corran rubbed the back of his head, marveling at the .. scene... that
had just played out with jazz and T'shani. He was still thinking about
it as he entered the Observation Lounge, next door to the bridge. "You
wanted to see me, Captain?" he asked as he entered, noting the presence
of the Galaxy's temporary Commanding Officer. "By the way, Cass
- congrats."
"Thanks Corran," Henderson smiled, then went ahead at the
Captain's nod, "Everything taken care of with the switchover?"
The pilot nodded. "Idea's going to take some getting used to. For
some.. a little more than others."
"Well, at least it's taken care of," Cass replied, remembering
how very 'marine' T'Shani A'Akledorian was, "Especially because
of what I'm going to say next. How soon can you have your squadron ready
to launch for a long range patrol?"
"How long you think it'll take me to get back to the fighterbay from
here?"
Rex replied with a grin. "We can roll soon as you folks give the
word.
What're we looking for?"
"A missing ship. Sensors tell us that the trail ends here," Henderson
said, as Stuart excused herself. No doubt to attend to something else.
Routine patrol didn't need both of them. "We think that the USS
Pallas Athena, Admiral Valerian's command ship, was investigating something
here and got lost. Problem is that this asteroid field negates our sensors,
and it lies right on the border."
"And you want us out there, able to pick up visual scanning if
needed."
Corran filled in. "Makes sense. Our fighters have a modular sensor
package that can be installed where the minitorp bays are. If you want
the techs to swap those out first, it'll be an hour, maybe two before
we can get out there. Your call, XO."
"Well... Anything that'll give you the added edge in there. And
that'll give you a few hours to prep the squadron," Henderson considered, "Go
ahead and install the packages, then launch. I'll leave your search pattern
up to you."
The CO of Vanguard nodded. He turned to head out of the observation
lounge, and then stopped, and turned back to face the Executive Officer. "Cass,
you mind if I ask you about something. Off the record."
Cassius paused for a moment. His nerves were on end again. A'Akledorian's
spy games had him back in Intel mode... Suspicious... And not too good
at it after all these years. Now he was jumpy around people who he normally
felt comfortable with, "No, not at all."
"I know that something's going on at a higher level with one of
my pilots. I ... need to know if it's something I should be concerned
about. If it's going to put the rest of my squad at risk."
Cassius forced himself to calm. "Yes. Yes, something is going on.
I can't go into a lot of detail, but you are right. It does pose a possible
risk.
Flight Officer A'Akledorian is involved with one of the intelligence
branches. She was recently given orders, but Captain Stuart's managed
to put them on hold. Do you think she'll follow the captain's orders?"
"I had a feeling." Corran replied, under his breath. "I
think she will.
Particularly if she knows there's the threat of being brigged if she
disobeys. More than that, though, I don't see her as the type to disobey
her Captain. She may be a lot of things, but I don't think she's that."
"Good," Henderson said, "There's a lot going on right
now behind the scenes that I'm not terribly sure of. But I think you're
okay where T'Shani's concerned, if you're right. Just keep a steady eye
on her." A pang of worry for his old handler came back. Every instinct
told him to go search for the Hellfire, but he too had his orders.
"Allright then." he said, and gave a small sigh. "I'll
go get my squad ready. I'll call up to you bigwigs when we're ready for
launch."
"Thank you," the executive officer nodded, "I appreciate
it."
The pilot simply gave a nod, and as he left the observation lounge,
Henderson could already hear him ordering the techs in the fighterbay
to start installing the sensor packages.
Galaxy: The Next Generation
‘Greasy Fingernails’
Colby Elliot
and a very smug operations officer named Hilary
Colby ran a hand though his hair then put the black baseball cap on.
The cap was very black and clean, unlike Colby’s hair, and had
a silver Nike swoosh sown into the front. His over tunic was dingy and
unzipped revealing an equally dirty golden shirt.
He pointed into the open hole of the wall and cocked his head to the
side, “Do you know what that is?”
The officer that stood opposite Colby in many ways embodied the word
opposite. His uniform was cleanly pressed, his hair rigidly perfected
in its swoop to the back of his head. “Course I know what that
is,” he answered in an arrogant tone that held a note of knowing
everything and a lower truer note of not knowing what the hell he was
talking about.
“What is it,” Colby asked as he turned his hat backward
and leaned into the hole that was actually the hatchway into the maintenance
section of the turbo lift. He looked around the black and vacant column
that towered above and below him. Colby took out a marker from his pocket
and uncapped it with his teeth, the cap remaining in his mouth as he
wrote on the piece of Starfleet equipment. The ink in the pen glowed
in the darkness and in neon pink letters asked Hilary ‘the fuck
am I’?
“I know what that is,” Hilary said, very sure he was a perfect
actor and his bluff was foolproof.
“Hilary you can’t lie, you can’t fix things and you
can’t lie, I know you don’t know what that is.” Colby
said as he stepped back into the corridor.
There was oil under his fingernails and he pulled a small pocket knife
and began to remove it.
“This is a Federation Starship, it is powered by the combination
of matter and antimatter crossing in a field over dylithium and channeled
throughout the entire ship. It is the most advance piece of hardware
in the galaxy and you manage to get oil under you nails like you are
working on Cher’s pre-show make up.” Hilary said, arms crossed
over his sunken chest. His color was pale and the black of his uniform
slimmed him down to looking well under 90 pounds, without the dark evenness
he didn’t look much bigger.
“Forget the nails Hilary, what is that?” Colby asked pointing
again to the large metallic pipe inset in the turbo-shaft.
“And that hat isn’t Starfleet issue, you look like a mechanic.”
“I am a mechanic, I am working on all the things that people break
because they think it is mechanically sound to force a frozen chicken
down it.” He said referring to the previous call. The young officer
had tried to freeze an exotic bird and pass it through custom upon returning
to earth, when he realized that the animal would not be unfrozen in any
living condition he tried to force it down his drain, still frozen.
“I am just saying that I shouldn’t be lectured on what to
know about a ship in a service that my lecturer certainly isn’t
married to or he wouldn’t be trying to revive the entire grunge
culture in his gym socks.” Hilary said, “Further more I know
perfectly well what that is,” he said pointing his clean manicured
nails toward the piece of equipment whose name and purpose eluded him. “But
you don’t and I don’t intend to tell you, if you don’t
know what you’re doing maybe you should go back to football, though
they do shower after the game I know that sort of thing upsets you.”
“It’s a class D shock absorber, its connected to the D class
support struts that support a turbo lift pod if power is lost.” Colby
said leaning back against the bulkhead.
“I knew that,” Hilary lied. “I was only testing.”
Colby’s eyes widened and he nodded without saying anything. “Well,
Hilary, what are we doing with the class D shock absorber?”
“Running a stress test,” Hilary said and was right in that.
But then unless it was hanging into the void of turbo shaft limbo you
didn’t do anything with it aside from running a stress test. If
it passed then you left it alone, if it failed you found someone to replace
it.
“Gold star,” Colby mocked. “Hand me the beta test
scanner.”
Hilary reached into the push cart and handed Colby one of various computer
pads.
Colby took the pad and looked at it then handed it back, “The
beta test scanner, not the holo-vid player.”
Hilary looked down at the vid player, he had totally forgotten to put
it back in his pocket. While Colby had been grunting over the frozen
bird in the drain Hilary had moved off to a quiet corner to watch his
holo-vids that he had purchased from a man on Risa. His blood burned
and his jaw clenched as he read the title on the data disk, ‘Lesbian
Spank Infeno’ and Colby had seen it, there would be no living with
him after this.
“What’s this?” Hilary asked taking the player. “Are
you watching holo-vids on duty? This is pornographic, this is degrading
to women.”
Colby rubbed his eyes, “Its yours Hilary, I saw you stalking off
with it when I was working on the chicken. Anyway just give me the beta
scanner, you know what that looks like don’t you? Little silvery
thing that says Beta on it.”
“Well its not mine, someone must have left it in the cart. And
I know what a beta tester looks like. Someone used the cart and left
everything out of order, you know I have a system.” Hilary protested, “Someone
left their vulgar tapes in here and played havoc with my system.”
“You don’t have a system, you just memorize where everything
is so you don’t have to remember what each of them does.” Colby
said, “You’re like an overweight depressed woman in the ice
cream isle, you know where it all is so why bother looking? You could
find the super chocoblast with your eyes closed.”
“Look,” Hilary said thrusting the scanner toward Colby, “This
is not my vid player and I DO have a system and it’s so I can find
things as I need them, its in order of how often I use them.”
“Whatever Hilary,” Colby said with a sigh as he slapped
the tester on the side of the shock absorber. As he waited for the test
to be executed he sat with his back against the corridor. “So what
kind of man is named Hilary?”
he asked looking up to his co-worker.
Hilary’s head pulled back in an expression that made him look
both surprised and like a man with three chins. “What do you mean
what kind of MAN is named Hilary? It is a commanding name, a masculine
name.”
“Hilary is a masculine name?” Colby asked.
“Of course it is, one of Napoleon’s generals was named Hilary.” Hilary
informed quite sure that there was a very good possible that it might
in fact be true.
“Napoleon’s general was named Hilary?” Colby asked
doubtfully, quite sure that Hilary was laying but not really knowing
who Napoleon really was outside of the ice cream guy.
“Yes,” Hilary said leaning over looking down at Colby, “He
was one of the greats! And how would you know anyway? As far you know
Napoleon single handedly ran an army of clones of the horse faced Julian
Roberts across the planet conquering it all before flying off to Pluto
to fight dinosaurs for all you know.” Hilary said nodding his head
from side to side. He had a habit of doing that, slightly jiggling his
head from side to side as he spoke. He didn’t always jiggle his
when he spoke, only when he felt he was right stressing his superiority.
Which was most of the time. He had always felt superior to those around
him, he felt it was because he was superior while other people thought
it was because he was a total dork.
“You really are hopelessly full of yourself you know that Hilary?” Colby
asked as he stood up. He didn’t wait for Hilary’s response,
he leaned into the shaft and pulled the scanner from the shock absorber
and looked at the reading. “Shit.”
“What?” Hilary asked, sounding worried “What’s
wrong?”
“We have to pull it out, this’ll take a while. You ever
pulled one of these out? It’s a two day job easily, shit,” Colby
muttered as he looked back into the hole, “With this one out we’d
drop ten floors before the second would kick in so we can’t use
the lift as a platform, we’ll have to suspend.”
“Suspend? We’ll? You mean we are going to have to hang in
that void for two days while we fix it?” Hilary asked in disbelief. “I
am going to have to hang in a tube that is ten meters wide with a man
who thinks that bathing and the summer solstice coincide?” Hilary
shook his head and waved his hands, “No, you’ll sit there
and watch your holo-vids leaving me to do all the work.”
Colby smiled, Hilary was very scared of two things connected to the
proposition of repairing the little piece of hardware in question, heights
and work. Colby tossed the pad to Hilary.
Hilary recoiled back as the pad flew toward him. He grimaced as it hit
his chest before falling back into the cart of operations equipment. “You
know I’ll do this little job then I’ll report you not helping
me and I’ll have your little sport as assistant, I disserve it
anyway.” Hilary said, his only hope would be that Colby would insist
on doing it himself after hearing his bold words. Hilary looked at Colby
with disgust then saw the read out on the display. “You bastard.”
Colby smiled, “And everyone thought you were illiterate.”
Hilary’s look of disgust was replaced first by one of total shock
then arrogant doubt, “They don’t think I’m illiterate.
IF they say that it’s only because they are jealous.” Hilary
said matter of factly.
Colby shook his head, “I’m sure that’s it.” Colby
said switching the power regulator back to its active status and setting
the access door back then set the panel in place. He started down the
hall before turning back to face Hilary, “Come on General, I’m
sure someone has stuffed some,” Colby sighed and shook his head, “terrible
down their drain and needs it pulled.”
“Don’t you order me around, I’m the same rank you
are and I have been here longer. I should be giving you the orders.”
“I just wanted you to bring the cart.” Colby said and shook
his head as he moved down the corridor.
-A note to the reader…should there be one. This is a back post
to when the Galaxy was docked at Wolf Station. I wrote it a while back
then lost it and put off re-writing it until now so it is a little old,
so, a very BACK post.
The character bio isn’t up yet but Ian told me the character was cool so
I can’t image it’ll be too much longer.
Z
Galaxy: The Next Generation
‘The Stowaway’
Chi,(Shi and Pip)
Chi looked around the room once more, just to make sure it was empty.
She had been on the station for a week now and every time she passed
this room she checked it, and it had always been empty. That fact aside
she didn’t feel comfortable doing this here, or many places for
that matter.
As there was no choice in the matter she pulled the black leather cat-suit
that Shi wore and stuff it into her bag then pulled on the jumpsuit she
had stolen. Chi looked around as Shi and pulled at her hair as it fell
out in easy strands of orange and black and was replaced by the snow
white hair of Chi’s species. The green in her face drifted away
and was replaced by pale blue. Now she was truly Chi, Shi had gone from
the forefront of her personality to the back of her mind.
“Hey, what are you doing back there?” a voice asked from
somewhere behind her.
“Shit,” Chi mumbled as she stuffed the fallen hair into
the front pockets of the work suit.
‘Kill him,’ Shi declared from the back of her mind.
‘Don’t kill him, just get out of here’ Pip said, in protest
to her darker-sister’s-comments.
“Quiet,” Chi said.
“What was that?” the voice asked, it was distinctly male
and sounded husky.
“Nothing,” Chi said turning around and smiling at the man,
he was husky.
The front of her jumpsuit was only zipped part of the way up, partly
because of her surprise and partly because she preferred it a little
open it helped in certain situations. Chi leaned forward, exposing an
open V of soft pale blue skin, the showing area of her breasts like half
moons.
“I just got lost in this place,” She said softly with pouty
sincere eyes.
“I was trying to get to the Galaxy, I am part of the maintenance
team.” She looked around, “But I got all mixed up.”
The fat man smiled at both her child-like lost girl act and the opening
in her suit. “Well nothing wrong there, I get lost sometimes m’self.
Let me show you to the Galaxy.”
“Thank you,” Chi said sheepishly.
She waited for him to turn and begin to lead the way before she picked
up her back pack. After she had her pack she followed him down the corridor.
Moving through the station and to where the Galaxy was docked.
--
She should have had Pip do this, but this wasn’t the sort of thing
Pip did.
And she couldn’t be counted on, she was too young. It wasn’t
about sneaking on, she could sneak into most places with little trouble,
it was getting recognized. Not her face but her race, she had only met
few like her and she knew they weren’t common, though she didn’t
know all the history behind why she did understand that it could get
her in trouble. Eventually people spot the black ant in the red hill.
But as it turned out she worried for nothing. After talking to the portly
engineer for a time she was able to sneak off and pilfer what she would
need. She now moved through level 9 on the USS Galaxy, and the coast
looked clear. It was a good day for vacant halls but she couldn’t
place too much faith in it staying that way. Chi did a quick glance to
both sides before dropping to her knees and pulling out the oversized
PADD and connection cables.
‘What’s that?’ Pip asked from the back of Chi’s
mind. Chi, Pip and Shi all live together in one head, Chi’s head.
Pip and Shi were made up, or at least were in the beginning but now they
were very much a part of her.
After so many years of acting for them they had stuck and when they spoke
to her Chi’s skin would change just slightly, for Shi it started
to hue grin like the skin of the Orion-sister- and when it was Pip her
skin began to change into that fleshy pink of humans.
‘Quiet, she needs to concentrate,’ Shi said, Chi’s skin
greening.
“It’s alright,” Chi said aloud, “There is no one
here and talking helps me concentrate.” Chi said as she pulled the
panel from the wall and connected the cables to the PADD and then to the
computer uplink.
“This is an engineering PADD, it is designed to uplink with each
ship and obey engineer voice commands.” Chi explained as she connected
the last of the cables and brought the PADD online. “Each ship
has certain people it will recognize for voice commands, by using these
computers they don’t have to upload the voice pattern of each engineer
working on a ship only to remove them once the ship returned to space.”
Chi’s skin pinkened, ‘How did you learn all this?’ Pip
asked.
“I’ve been around honey,” Chi replied. “Computer,
bring up level 9 crew quarters map, highlight empty rooms in green.” A
moment after her request the mad came online, the images highlighted
as she had requested.
‘Hurry up,” Shi urged from the back of Chi’s mind,
her skin coming once again to the surface in a flash of green that was
gone in a wink.
“I’ve got it, don’t worry.” Chi replied. “Computer
open indicated room.”
Chi said as she clicked the screen. The door to her left slid open effortlessly
and Chi smiled broadly. Quickly Chi unhooked the cables and placed the
panel back over the computer hub.
The room was a good size and it came furnished, she loved that about
the bigger ships they came with so many nice things. Once inside the
room Chi pulled a key pad from her pack and set it over the key pad set
next to the rooms door. Once she hacked the room that key pad would translate
her orders into the inset one and she would be able to tell the room
whatever she wanted with her voice being recognized.
Chi sat down, pulling several computer components from her pack and laying
them out on the floor. Pip remained silent, she was either watching or
off in some other dream. Chi went on with her task, she connected the
computers to the oversized pad then pulled another panel away from the
wall, connecting to the room’s computer uplink. She then stood
up and smiled.
“Computer, run program Chi 3.” She said happily as she kicked
the heavy work boots into the corner.
The program was the most important thing she had ever done with her life
and one of the few things she kept with her from ship to ship, home to
home. It was simple but absolutely necessary. The program would enter
itself in the form of a mainframe update to the Galaxy’s computer
system. It would tell the computer that this room wasn’t vacant,
that would keep people from moving into her room. It would also give
the status as converted to storage, this would explain why the room was
not given to a registered crew member. Lastly it would leave a bounce
program in the system. The bounce would send any supply calls to the
other storage locations, that way people wouldn’t show up at her
room wanting what the computer said was here.
“I’m a genius,” Chi said around a yawn as she laid
on the floor looking up at the ceiling.
‘Yes you are!’ Pip agreed excitedly.
‘You had plenty of help,’ Shi said but didn’t have much
push behind her words. Shi after all was just a gun for hire, a ship pilot
and pirate. She didn’t know anything about computers.
“I think I am going to take a nap,” Chi said.
‘Do you want me to watch?’ Shi asked, the green hue returning ‘No,
me, I want to watch, I have been asleep for weeks.’ Pip insisted,
her insistence making the pink in Chi’s face very strongly stand
out.
“Not that kind of sleep,” Chi said to the two other women in
her head she had come to call sisters. “I mean I am going to get
some real sleep.”
‘What about the program?’ Shi asked.
“It’ll run until it has finished then it will clear its tracks
and shut down.” Chi explained as she moved for the bedroom. “In
the mean time we just have to hope no one comes in.”
That had only happened once but it wasn’t fun. Chi had to knock
the officer out and send a month in the Jeffries tubes, constantly moving
and re-hacking the system to hide her tracks. A month in those tubes
before the ship arrived at port and she was able to sneak off. That had
been the USS Chicago, she had grown to hate the small ships after that,
no space to move or hide. Not like this ship, this ship was like owning
a home. She might find a way to make her stay more long term. But that
thought could come after she went to sleep.
For some in the kind of position Chi was in sleep, relaxing of any kind
for that matter, could come with difficulty. Hard to sleep with one eye
open.
But not for Chi, she had been doing this for sometime and fell asleep
quite confident that her program would run its course and that she would
have bought some time on the USS Galaxy.
After an hour of sleeping the program had finished and her time on the
ship had begun, how it would end she wasn’t sure, Chi rarely planned
that far ahead.
NRPG/OOC : Hello everyone, it's great to be back. The Galaxy was always
my favorite sim. The name's Noam, but call me Bob :)
"Of troubled sons..."
By Lieutenant Michael Jamson,
Operations Officer
USS Galaxy
Jamson's stomach turned upside down as he walked through the corridors
of the USS Galaxy. It's been a long time and he was really excited
to be aboard his old ship and home again. By the looks of the Klingon
wannabe, you couldn't have noticed he was thrilled, as he kept his
facial expressions to himself. Not a single wink nor movement of an
eyebrow would indicate of his emotions. As time passed by, he learned
to hide his feelings from the surrounding area and his crew mates,
doing otherwise wouldn't be 'professional'.
As happy as Michael was to return to the Galaxy, he didn't experience
the same feelings as before. Something was missing, he wasn't sure
what it was. Maybe it was the exterior and refit of the old ship, the
lack of former officers who had served with him before on the original
Galaxy, or perhaps...captain Price, by now Admiral. The Admiral, or
'The General' he was nicknamed, was always there for Jamson, saving
him more than once from the puny hands of Starfleet Command. Price's
injury was a shock to Michael, he couldn't believe it. The loss of
using your own legs, for such a great man in particular, must have
been terrible. His admiration, respect and loyalty for Admiral Price
were so high, that he would gladly sacrifice himself for his old commanding
officer at any time. This was also true for his crew members and people
who earned his trust, and that was quite hard to achieve.
Passing crew men and women reminded him of old friends, which were
now either dead or somewhere else in the milky way galaxy. Gael, Shelby,
Rousseau, Shivok, Thomas, Casey, Coe and others, all great names that
now echoed throughout the halls of the Galaxy. Some were no longer
among the living, the rest are history. But he still had some friends
aboard, or at least he thought he had. The one he was really expecting
to meet...for some time now, for his surprise, was his worst adversary
- Karyn Dallas, the ship's counselor. How he longed for their joint
sessions, arguments and quarreling. She was the only counselor who
ever took a stand against him, and had the courage to fight back, a
brave soul, and a true warrior. Her tenacity and devotion were admirable.
Next, was the Chief Engineer, Ethan Suder. Their last adventure together
involved the Dominion and Jem'Hadar...how exciting that was. The glory
of battle! the smell of rotting enemy corpses, the blood rushing through
the warriors' veins. He could almost taste it...he missed the action,
and that could only be found on 'worthy' starships, such as the Galaxy.
Memories kept flooding the once executive officer of this vessel. Overhearing
several officers discussing a hand to hand combat tournament in holodeck
12, Michael touched a tiny scar under his chin and smiled. This scar
reminded him of Holodeck 3, which he single handedly destroyed, then
attacking a fellow officer, and causing the entire crew to lose their
precious holodecks for a very long time. The General's ready room,
the observation lounge, the xo's office, and the chief operation's
office - it was all 'his' once. It was tough for him to back as a mere
lieutenant....not even a lieutenant commander. The Cardassians were
to be blamed for this...they caused it all. It was because of the spoon
heads that his entire career was ruined! and those high brass imbeciles
at Starfleet Command...what did they know? in the end, it was Michael
Jamson against the universe.
The Galaxy was underway to find the USS Pallas Athena, a Nebula Class
vessel which disappeared in the Romulan Neutral Zone. All Jamson could
think of was 'Romulans...' accompanied by a slight frown of an animal.
Treacherous creatures who had no honor whatsoever. He had no respect
for the Rihannsu...he never understood their culture, nor he ever wanted
to. To make things worse, there was a Romulan onboard! the chief Tactical
officer. A big part of Michael's childhood was spent next to Romulan
space. He lived in a dusty outpost which some of it's inhabitants were
Romulans. His parents and Klingon friends despised them, and that was
more than enough for him. That outpost was located in the Romulan neutral
zone, the same part of space which was later destroyed by the Borg,
prior to the invasion of Earth at Wolf 359.
This not to small portion of space, was not very hospitable. Pirates,
rascals, and criminals were roaming the area. It was full of ancient
trade ways inside and outside both Federation and Romulan space. Not
too 'far' away, was Klingon space. He grew around here, as a rogue
merchant and mercenary. Well...he was just child, but his parents and
grandfather settled here before the Borg came. Former Federation citizens,
they were often involved in things far greater and more dangerous than
they could have handled. His grandfather, an ex-starfleet officer,
eventually detested the life he built for himself, venturing from one
starship to another, so he dropped out of service and vanished soon
after.
Romulans...Vulcans....Counselors....Doctors, they were all the same
for him. He admired Vulcans for their professionalism, and their abilities
to hide their feelings, but Vulcans...were just...Vulcans. As for Counselors
and doctors...that was something else.
It was now time for Jamson to report to his Commanding Officer, the
Chief of Operations, Lieutenant Curtis Geluf. He was 8 years younger
than Michael. Jamson didn't like this one bit, a young officer ordering
him around like a dog. But it wasn't a first...on his previous assignments,
Michael have encountered plenty of younger commanding officers. The
last time he was on the Galaxy...Jupiter Station, and the USS Expedition.
This was no different...but the feeling got worse every time. He knew
he had to accept his fate, but that wasn't easy. Instead of breaking
something, or injuring fellow crew members, he would have to swallow
his pride quietly and act like, as the great Karyn Dallas once described
him, 'a good little soldier'.
Noam Brosh Aka
"Bob" Aka
Lieutenant Michael Jamson,
Operations Officer
USS Galaxy
"More than Friends"
Ella Grey
Curtis Geluf
*occurs after "Love is in the Air"
*****
Holodeck 3
Ella stood in the center of the stage and looked out upon the empty
seats.
It wasn't one of the theaters she'd ever been to, or performed at, but
it was close enough to the one she had in mind. She looked down at the
worn wooden planks beneath her feet, looked around at the deep red curtains,
and pointedly ignored looking backstage.
It was all so ridiculous, Ella thought as she sat down upon the floor.
The whole mess between Victor and herself...it was like a bad soap opera
or theater production. Maybe that was why she wanted to be here today.
Or maybe it was because she it always came down to what would have happened
if not for that night on Copernicus... How she might have been different.
Ella hefted a heavy sigh and then, withought looking,waved her visitor
over.
"Now this a quite a nice place." Curtis said as he walked
over, admiring the artistry around him.
"You know, we didn't have indoor theater houses like this on Kera
when I was little. One of the best things about Earth if you ask me." he
continued, making his way towards his friend. A look at Ella's face, though,
quickly stiffled the mood.
"But you don't want to talk about theater houses, do you Ella?"
Ella shook her head. ~~Tell me about Kera.~~
Curtis decided to indulge the request. "It's a beautiful place.
The parts of it I can remember anyway, I haven't been back in so long." Curtis
said, bowing his head a "The atmosphere is a lot thicker then Earth's,
or most any other planet's for that matter. We Kerelians evolved our
super-hearing that way. Most other species' who visit the planet find
it very difficult to hear anything that's going on. We've started compensating,
of course. The buildings are all outfitted with filters that keep the
air from absorbing too much sound."
~~Sounds like an interesting place.~~
"You wouldn't want to visit it right now, though." Curtis
sighed, "The civil war was over 15 years ago, but the bad blood
is still there. Federation members who DO visit tend to stay around the
capital. Too much risk of running into Anti-Federation groups anywhere
else."
~~You miss it very much, don't you?~~ Ella asked.
Curtis just nodded his head, and slipped into a state of deep thought.
She was quiet for awhile, looking again out at those empty seats. She
had performed in front of a hundreds of people once upon a time. ~~Tell
me how you met Kiora.~~ She asked abruptly.
Snapping back to reality, Curtis replied "Actually I was on the
Galaxy.
Price's Galaxy, before this behemoth of a ship. She was an Engineer like
me.
We worked the same shift."
~~How did you know she was the one?~~
"A friend on board helped me out there. A counsellor named Brian.
I think he's on Miranda now. Anyway, I went to him for advice because
he was Betazoid. Kiora is half of course. But I always knew, even if
I didn't realize it at first. I slowly began to realize what that feeling
was nside. It took a little while, but eventually, I recognized what
it was." Curtis said, puzzled about the nature of the question.
Ella nodded slighly, almost to herself. ~~How did you tell her?~~
The Kerelian laughed a bit under his breath.
"I was a huge klutz about it really. It was the day before
the whole Galaxy crew left the ship for the decommissioning. I had already
been told of my transfer to the Academy and my promotion. To teach you
of course." he added, smiling.
She smiled.
"Anyway, it was while Kiora was helping me pack my things. She
found the ring on my nightstand and ran into the next room, where I was
cleaning up, and told me yes." Curtis laughed.
~~That's classic.~~ Ella replied.
Curtis nodded, "Yeah, it was a bit of a surprise to me. But why
do you ask?"
~~Oh, I dunno. I suppose I wanted to hear a happy ending, that's all.~~
"A happy ending?" Curtis asked, "That sounds a bit gloomy
Ella. Something wrong?"
She smiled again but it felt more like straining her face to move. ~~Why
should something be wrong? Everything is as it should be.~~
"I know you better than that." he said, concerned.
And that was all it seemed to take. Ella's eyes began to tear up. ~~I
think I'm in love, Professor.~~
Deep down, Curtis felt his heart begin to break. He looked at Ella,
tears starting to make their way down her face. He didn't want her to
cry, she shouldn't HAVE to cry. Not over a man. Though Curtis of course
had a good idea who it was.
"Oh Ella." he said, gently, deciding to let her tell him who
it was for herself, "Come on now, you're breaking your professor's
heart."
He reached and placed his arm around Ella's shoulders.
~~It's so stupid.~~ Ella signed between wiping her eyes. ~~Never would
work...even if he wanted to...which...doesn't and I don't know what to...he
thought it was just...and I can't....~~ She started to bawl. ~~And I
LOOK HORRIBLE WHEN I CRY!~~
"Ella, Ella. Calm down, it's alright. Take your time." Curtis
whispered,trying his best to comfort her.
~~Time.~~ Her hand's laughed. She could probably take all the time in
the universe and it would still not be enough. Ella cried harder. ~~I've
made such a mess of things.~~
"You?" Curtis asked, "You've made a mess of things? Come
now, what could you have possibly done that was so horribly bad?"
~~I kissed him. I know I shouldn't have but I wanted to. He doesn't
understand, you know? And I've been messing around these last couple
of months. More than I used to. And I know he doesn't want a woman like
that either.~~
Deciding to take a risk, Curtis answered "Can you be so sure Ella?
No one really knows what's going on inside his head. Maybe he's just
confused."
She laughed. ~~He thought I was being infected with pheremones like
those robotic women had.~~
Curtis' hand instinctively covered the back of his head. He had not
forgot the fem-bots, or the effective shoe-to-the-head technique Kiora
had employed upon him.
~~I should have hit him with my shoe.~~ Ella replied, not able to help
herself from teasing him a bit.
The Kerelian smirked, "Sounds to me like he's just nervous. Which
I completely understand, given the type of person he is. If you want
to get somewhere, you can't give up on it."
~~I can't be the...one who initiates anything.~~ Ella said. ~~I don't
want him to think of me like Angelina.~~
"You and I both know he doesn't think of you like that. If you
want this, its going to take some work.
I refuse to believe Victor is incapable of those kinds of feelings and
I think if he were to feel anything or anyone it would and should be
you."
Curtis reassured her.
~~You're just a romantic.~~ Ella replied, but not unkindly. ~~But its
nice of you to think so.~~
"Maybe so. But why should things be any different for you? You
and Victor have something in common, you both think you're outcasts,
but you really aren't. The laws of humanity still apply to you, no matter
what the circumstances. Victor's just a tougher egg to crack is all.
If he were truely a monster, he wouldn't have any friends." he explained.
Ella sniffed. ~~Try convincing him of that. I've been trying for months.
The man is impossible. He is....~~ She paused. ~~I never said it was
Victor.~~
Busted.
Curtis sighed heavily, "You didn't have to Ella, I know."
Ella pouted out her lower lip. Was it that apparent? "How did you
know?"
"Who else could it be?" Curtis said, giving a 'do you have
to even ask?'
expression, "I see how you flirt with him and who else could we
be talking about, extreme stuborness is a Victor only trait."
~~Ain't that the truth.~~ Ella's hands drawled. An idea suddenly dawned
on her. ~~Hey, do you think you could sort of...um...ask him about me.~~
Curtis looked up in surprise, "Ask him about you? Well, I do have
coffee with him from time to time. But what should I say?"
Ella blushed a bit, embarresed suddenly at the childish nature of the
request she was about to ask. ~~Do you think you could, um, ask what
he thinks about me. If he could maybe consider me as more than a friend
someday.~~
Curtis couldn't help but laugh, "You want me to have him check
yes or no while we're at it?"
She slugged him in the arm.
"Alright! Alright!" he cried, then, grinning, he added "I'll
just give him a ring and we'll have some coffee and I'll pop the question
for you."
~~PROFESSOR!~~ Ella couldnt help but laugh even as she signed in indignation
and squeezed the last remainng tears from her eyes.
"Oh! That's not what you had in mind I take it??" Curtis asked
with mock seriousness.
~~You're a brat.~~ Ella signed and stuck out her tongue.
"Well, now that's better isn't it?" he said, wiping the last
tears from Ella's face, "Much better."
~~Thank you.~~
"Hey, it's why I'm here isn't it?" Curtis asked,"Alright,
I'll talk to Victor. We'll see what's going on."
"Lowest Expectations"
By Lieutenant Curtis Geluf,
Chief OPS
And
Lt. Michael Jamson,
Operations Officer
USS Galaxy
The Galaxy was already on-route to its next assignment and Curtis still
hadn't managed to finish up the paperwork on the new arrivals. Much less
meet with his new staff. But in a few moments he was scheaduled to meet
with someone he had not been looking forward to chatting with.
Lieutenant Michael Jamson, former Starfleet captain and according to
his file, a time bomb just waiting to cause bodily harm.
BUPERS had warned Curtis before they left the station the Jamson would
have problems accepting the authority of a younger officer. The Kerelian
had done enough background research into Jamson's file to know just how
hot and bothered the man could get. A human that thinks he's a klingon
is a mental case as far as Curtis was concerned. Still, he'd have to
find some way to deal with Jamson, he couldn't show any signs of weakness.
That would just make things worse.
"Come in." Curtis called out to his door. No one had rung the
bell, but they didn't have to. The Kerelian heard the footsteps approaching
sixty seconds prior.
The tension was impossible to bear and the uneasy feeling was taking
over Michael slowly. Jamson didn't want to report to His commanding officer,
he preferred to share a Warnog, his favorite drink, with a Cardassian
dog instead of facing his operations chief. But duty was duty and hierarchy
was just that. Staring at the door, Michael crossed his hands behind
his back and awaited to the famous chime and chirp which didn't arrive.
Instead, he was invited by his lieutenant, how odd could that be? He
didn't read his commanding officer's biography, nor he had heard anything
of him. "God...don't let it be a Ferengi..." he wispered to
himself and stepped inside.
"Lieutenant Jamson reporting for duty Sir" Michael stood at
attention. He nearly said lieutenant commander, but was able to leave
the commander out. He's been a lieutenant for the last several years,
must be the ship which brought him back to better times. How relieved
he was to see a human behind the desk. He almost didn't recognize the
room.
Curtis gave him a once-over before speaking, "Lieutenant, take a
seat."
Jamson had a feeling it was going to be a one way straight point conversation.
He saw it before, in fact, he himself while commanding others was exactly
like that. Do this, do that, be quiet, and do as told, no questions asked
unless it's really important. Besides, no one liked a trouble maker.
"Alright, first thing's first. Let's cut through the crap. I don't
need to sit here and preach to you about how to do your job and we both
know it." The Kerelian stated, flatly. He had already decided that
a matter-of-fact tone would go over better than a cheery one.
Jamson was right, but he preferred this sort of treatment than the usual
'I want to get to know' kind of bubbling from other officers, especially
younger ones with no experience. Trust and getting to know each other
comes in time, and no single conversation would change it. Couple of
points for Geluf in Jamson's bank already.
Curtis continued, "And lets put this out on the table right now.
I know your record, and I know you don't like serving under officers
younger than you. Can't say I blame you really, hell you were out Captaining
starships when I was a freshman at the Academy."
Jamson looked lieutenant Geluf straight in the eyes "Lieutenant...cards
on the table, as they say? I appreciate the 'warm'
welcome" he glanced around before continuing. As much as he hated
to admit, he was a Starfleet officer and starfleet officers were committed
to duty "but first and foremost, I am a Starfleet Officer. And duty
is at the top of my list. I can assure you I will perform admirably".
"Your record suggests otherwise." Curtis said.
"My record is 'enchanting', I know. But along side all my 'incidents',
you'd find that I have performed above and beyond any standard" Michael
was watching Curtis closely. He was checking his new superior officer,
trying to assess his responses and replies. He was young, true, but would
he fight back? Many officers felt threatened by Michael, in particular
after reading his record and data sheet.
"Yes, I've seen all that. If I didn't think you could do your job
I'd have fought BUPERS to the death to keep you out of my department." The
Kerelian continued his flat tone, "As it is, I didn't. Experience
is something this ship's crew is sorely lacking, even in this department.
You have it, and thats all the better as far as I'm concerned."
"I'm glad to hear that" Michael crossed his arms again while
sitting. "As long as you get the Romulans and Counselors out of
my, the better I'd perform". "I wish I had better news then." Curtis
sighed. "Counseling sessions have been ordered for you. Nothing
I can do about it, you'll just have to grin and bear it. As for Romulans...you'll
have to deal with them. We have an Ambassador onboard, plus our Chief
Tactical officer is a Romulan exchange officer".
"Two of them?!" Michael raised his voice. He thought there
was only one Romulan on the Galaxy. Now he was informed of a second dog?
An Ambassador, no less. He felt like a puppy in a leash.
"Yes, two of them." Curtis stated, "You aren't the only
one on board who doesn't like the idea either, so I'm sure you'll fit
right in here." The Kerelian scanned his PADD, "I think that
about covers it Lieutenant."
"One more question sir...are you Terran by any chance?" Michael
wondered. "I don't like snooping around, but I find that knowing
from what species my commanding officer comes from, is quite important
to me" While observing Geluf, Jamson noted something strange yet
simple. His heart rate was much faster than ordinary humans, and the
fact he knew when Jamson was coming to his office only added to the mystery.
"Look it don't I?" Curtis smirked, "No, no. I'm a Kerelian.
I wouldn't expect you to know what those are, there's only two of us
in the Fleet and one of them is an ambassador. That little trick I pull
when you were in the hallway can tell you a bit about my species. We
have better hearing than any other species in the known galaxy. So, if
you have anything nasty to say about me, I suggested keeping it in your
head at all times. I can hear anything on the ship, at any time." he
let his face relax into a smile, he almost laughed, but not quite.
"Sounds familiar...but not quite. Hope you're not as greedy as the
Ferengi Ha'd-Leb'a" Jamson grinned and rose from the chair. The
appointment wasn't so bad after all. He must learn to get used to lieutenant
Geluf as his Co.
Not an easy task, but it is, possible.
"Welcome aboard then, Lieutenant. You'll be getting our shift assignment
by tommorow. Meanwhile, you'd better head down to Counselling to start
making apointments before the day is out. The brass get testy if you
put off their orders." Curtis said.
"I think I'll pass through sick bay before heading to deck 14...a
standard physical before the counselling sessions" Jamson said and
turned to leave the room. "I hate doctors too..." he said quietly,
knowing Curtis must have heard him.
"Great Warriors, Tiny Needles"
By
Lieutenant Janelle Reynolds,
CMO
USS Galaxy
And
Lt. Michael Jamson,
Operations Officer
USS Galaxy
The next step on Jamson's list was sick bay and the regular checkup
and physical for all newcomers. He disliked sick bay, and doctors. They
were almost as bad as counselors. Even though he was a great believer
in technology and science, going through a physical, especially with
an EMH, was not his favorite experience. All those scanning and equipment,
it was similar to the transporter process - you dematerialize on one
end, but who knows what would come out on the other? Besides, the place
was always crowded with crew members who couldn't help themselves and
have been injured through their holographic adventures.
Janelle hadn't made it to sickbay yet. She was running late. She had
also made a housecall sort to speak, someone who refused to step in Sickbay
unless he was dying.
The doors swished opened and Michael slipped slowly inside. He was right,
sickbay was full. Nurses and doctors moving about, treating patients,
scanning with their specially enhanced medical tricorders, the usual.
He felt like a T'arg locked in a cage, expecting some unpleasant experiments
and demise eventually. Perishing in a bloody cage, helpless...there is
no honor in that.
"May I help you?" A young Ensign Okuda asked with a smile.
"Yes...I'm due to a physical..." Jamson replied instantly.
"Oh...new on board?" She smiled again
"You could say that..." he glanced around. Sickbay was different
from the last time he was here. He remembered the first he came here,
as an experienced lieutenant commander. The CMO was Dr. Rousseau, and
she was a stunning brilliant officer. Things have definitely changed
around here, for the better? who knows, only time would tell. He was
now a pitiful lieutenant.
"Nurse!" One of the doctors yelled at the Ensign Okuda. "I'm
sorry...I'll have someone take care of your physical right away. In the
meantime, hop on that bed over there. Hope to catch you around the ship" she
moved away quickly.
Dr. Reynolds ran in just in time to be stopped by the young Ensign.
Janelle looked over at her new patient and shook her head, "I'll
take care of him myself." She disappeared for a few minutes to go
wash her hands.
Minutes passed, as the relentless hot-tempered lieutenant sat on the
biobed like a school child waiting for anyone to approach and tell him
what to do. There were days when he entered and the entire staff would
be on their feet, treating him as if he was a king...of course, back
then, he had 4 pips on his collar.
Janelle walked over to him, "Hi, how are you doing? I'm Dr. Janelle
Reynolds, the Chief Medical Officer. I understand you need a physical." She
could see that he was uncomfortable being there. "Any questions
before we start?"
Jamson instantly looked at the Chief Medical Officer's collar. He then
raised his left eyebrow, she was only a lieutenant. "Actually Lieutenant,
I'm doing fine...there's no need for a checkup. If you could just confirm
my fitness by signing on this PADD, I'll be on my way and out of yours" he
tried to fake a smile unsuccessfully.
"Now you know that I can't do that. Just cooperate and I will have
you out in five to ten minutes." He was starting of on the wrong
foot with her.
Jamson frowned "I'm sure most of your patients agree to such terms,
but I for once refuse to go through any intrusive procedures...I am not
a Talarian laboratory rat." This was a matter of principle, Jamson
hated doctors. He felt like a boy refusing to go to the dentist. All
those instruments and needles, it was like a Borg assimilation chamber.
He would die before letting a doctor touch him, least a lieutenant.
"No, you're not and I won't treat you like one. Can we please begin?
The faster you let me, the faster you'll get out of here."
Jamson never trusted doctors, they always tried to hide the unpleasant
truth instead of saying it outright. He observed Dr. Reynolds with hesitation,
trying to figure out whether she was telling the truth or only trying
to achieve her goals. "OK..." he looked around and checked
no one was looking "but, do I have your assurance, no hyposprays?" the
brave warrior whispered. He pride wouldn't let him admit he needed help.
"Hypospray? I don't know what you heard about my sickbay but hyposprays
are only necessary if you aren't up on your required inoculations and
you can't even get on a ship without them." Now she was getting
irritated with him.
"What is that..." He asked curiously while suspiciously following
the instrument in Janelles' hands.
"Geeze, relax, will you? It's a vial for another patient." She
shook her head at his attitude.
He felt uneased and uncomfortable, he couldn't hold still. Sick bay
was always a tormenting place for him. He lost a lot of friends on those
bio beds and officers under his command. All the fights and wars in the
universe ended up in one place...sickbay. A corpse strapped to a bed,
sometimes with a force field on...the surgical table not too far away.
"You need to hold still so I can finish my scans. If you don't,
I'm going to have to hog tie you."
"I am not some sort of a helpless medical experiment!" he
grew mad "You cannot expect me to sit here and do nothing while
you keep checking me up like a wounded T'arg! I should be out there,
among the start with my own vessel, making a difference...engaging some
sort of a threat to the Federation in battle!"
Janelle motioned for the nurse to bring her a sedative. His behavior
was making her very nervous that he might do bodily harm.
"I was once-" instincts took over as Jamson suddenly turned
to grab Ensign Okuda's hand, holding a hypospray, "What do you thinkyou're
doing???" he asked. Ensign Okuda looked nervous as Jamson felt the
cold press of metal on his neck from the other direction. He fell like
brick on the bio bed.
"What set him off?" Lieutenant Reynolds sighed. "Thanks
Ensign Okuda". She finished her scans on Jamson and then closed
it quickly. "We're done Mr....what was his name?" she turned
to Ensign Okuda who immediately took Jamson's PADD "It says Michael
Jamson sir. The newest addition to operations".
"He should be completely awake in a bit. Hopefully, his demeanor
will have improved." Janelle wanted to play an awful trick on him
but was afraid that he'd flip out even more. She waited for him to come
too. She had him moved away from the other patients in case he got out
of control again. She continued to hold a hypo of sedative for fear that
he might hurt her. She would have to report this incident to the Captain.
"Ready When You Are"
Principal Characters:
Lt. Corran Horn
Lt (JG) Victor Krieghoff
****
USS Galaxy
Deck 39
Vanguard Fighter Bay
Corran folded his arms and looked over the fighter bay as techs were
running to and from, replacing the minitorpedo launcher modules on the
bottom of the hulls with the more efficient sensor packages they'd be
needing while looking for the Pallas Athena. It reduced the fighters'
offensive capabilities by half, but, theoretically, they weren't going
to be shooting anything more than rocks.
"Sergeant." Corran said, looking over at the tech crew chief. "I'm
going to take a walk. Notify me with the fighters are ready."
"Sure thing, Lieutenant." came the enlisted man's reply.
The Trill was rather glad that the fighter bays was located on the ship's
lower decks. Other than the nearby Security Offices, only the Engineering
crews ever came down here, and that was a pretty rare thing. Rex was
actually alone with his thoughts.
Or rather, as alone as he could be, in his thoughts.
~Seemin a bit maudlin there, kid.~ came Vorrin's voice in his mind.
~Been wondering where you were, old man. ~ Corran replied. ~You been
quiet lately.~
~Been feeling a little more at peace that before. Or feeling my age,
mayhap.~ the smuggler replied.
~You're not old, Vorrin, you're dead. There's a difference.~ came the
pilot's wry reply.
A wry chuckle echoed through Corran's mind as he saw a solitary figure
walking ahead. Strangely, in one of those weirdly coincidental things
that made a body believe in a higher power of some sort, that individual
was a partial source of Rex's past host's contentment. "Afternoon,
Victor." Corran called out, hurrying his pace slightly to catch
up to the brooding Security Officer.
Victor looked up at Corran's approach and nodded once in acknowledgement, "Rex." His
pace didn't slow, but he did shift to the left before looking back down
at the device in his hand, something Corran recognized as a field meter,
used to measure the depth and strength of force fields.
The Trill raised an eyebrow. "On a patrol?"
"Checking for distortions in the brig force fields," Victor
replied tonelessly. "They're not configured correctly along their
anterior sides."
He pointed the meter at the ceiling and took a reading. "Better
to find out where before we bother someone about it."
"How tediously fun."the pilot replied. "So what's new?
Still creeping out ninety-nine percent of the people you meet?" he
offered with a wide grin.
Victor shrugged. "Doesn't matter. They won't be dealing with me
for long anyway. I'll be someone else's problem."
"You know, that's the second time you've said something like that." the
Trill noted. "yet, you're still aboard Galaxy, still going about
your business. My dear Mr. Kreighoff, I do believe you've developed something
of a complex."
"M'Kantu's already made the decision, Horn. He just hasn't found
someone that will take me yet." Victor took another reading. "You
transferring to Counseling, now?"
"I don't know. I've been a lot of things, but never a shrink. I
wonder what they call that. Fear of Transfer, maybe? Everybody knows
about how you turned down your medal. That's a helluva thing. They don't
ship heroes off to the Breen Embassy, my friend."
"I'm not afraid of a transfer, Rex." Victor stopped to take
another reading and frowned at the meter. "And I'm no hero."
"Then you haven't been paying attention to yourself. You've been
as true blue as anyone else in the 'Fleet. Might help if you at least
admitted that to yourself." Corran stated.
"I'm just doing my job, Rex, that's all." He looked up, eyes
expressionless.
"I could be one of the monsters that prey on people, or I can stand
between the people and those monsters, those were my only choices. I chose
to stand between them. I didn't do it for the medals, or the glory, or
to have friends - I did it because this is all I'll ever have."
"You're missing the point." Rex replied, his tone growing
serious for the first time in the conversation. "That's the same
choice everyone in our line of work faces. And you made the decision
to stand between the innocents an the monsters. Don't fool yourself -
there's a lot of monsters out there. No matter what else is kicking around
in your head, the fact is that the choices you've made have placed you
on the side of the angels. And because you didn't do it for the glory
- that makes you different from all those gloryhounds out there. I'm
a pilot, remember? I've seen plenty of that type.
They end up getting themselves and others killed. You're not one of them."
"I'm not like anyone," Victor observed as he looked down to
check the readings on the scanner again and then looked back up. "Not
even the uncle part of you thought I was."
"Hey, bud. I'm about four and three-quarters of a century older
than you.
Have some respect for your elders, eh?"
Empty eyes blinked once.
"I'm going to make you laugh. You know that, don't you? Someday,
somehow, it's going to happen. Time may stop and the universe may end
as a result, but it'll happen. You'll see."
"You don't want to hear me laugh, Rex. No one does."
"Such a doubting man. Tsk tsk." Corran replied, making a little
clucking sound with his tongue. He wondered if Victor had any idea of
how much fun he actually was to be around - even with his perpetually-dour
attitude. For a moment, Corran wondered if the grand amount of difference
in their attitudes was why he - and Vorrin in regards to Kreighhoff's
Uncle before them - found him so interesting. "So. Any word from
your Aunts yet?"
"Yes"
"Aaaannnnnnd...?"
"They'd like to talk to Vorrin."
"Fantastic." Corran replied. Maybe if Vorrin had another little
conversation, he'd keep quiet like he had been. As far as Rex's current
host was concerned, that was a wonderful thing. "Any idea on when?"
"Whenever I call, they'll be ready." Victor looked at the
reader in his hand and checked the time on the display. "They both
work the same shift on the Venture. They'll be off in twenty minutes."
The pilot slapped his commbadge. "Rex to Fighter Bay. How long
till you're done, Sergeant?"
["About an hour, Lieutenant."] came the gruff voice back over
the comm.
"Thanks, sarge. Rex out." he said, and closed the comm. "Ready
when you are, Mister Kreighoff."
"If you have something to do later," Victor observed, "today's
a bad day."
"Forty minutes should be long enough then, shouldn't it?"
"They'll want more than an hour. It'll take that long just to get
everyone introduced and let them finish the usual questions." His
expression didn't change, but the words had just enough tone to reveal
that he wasn't looking forward to the questions, whatever they were.
"Hmm." Corran hummphed, trying to draw on Vorrin's few memories
of the Andorian sisters. "You know, my dear Mister Kreighoff, I
think you may be right."
“When It All Comes Down To A Decision”
By
Lieutenant Commander James Lionel Corgan
Chief of Security,
USS Galaxy
Location: Various decks of the ship.
NRPG: This is it. A turning point for many characters and a catalyst
for what could be a major plotline. This is a must read. I hope I did
well. Enjoy!
James Corgan was confused.
The general urgency in which he left the holodeck, and the chaotic mind
making inside his head didn’t leave him much time to think out
where exactly he was going to go. But he did know that he wanted to go
somewhere, and try to resolve the issues at hand.
Two girls. One heart. Who was going to take it? It was not up to the
girls to decide, for both already made up their minds, as far as James
Corgan was concerned.
One was the ever bright Rose Isis MacAllen. Cheerful when James could
not be, introspective to the core. Ever so affectionate and free with
her feelings as most Betazoids tended to be. Understanding of people’s
faults and suspicions, and trusting. She was the side of good which James
could only hope to emulate someday. He could love her so, and may very
well since she was clear on her intentions before. And for that sunshine
that James could accept from her heart, why not state his love? Was she
not caring enough, and generous enough with her emotions to satiate that
longing? However, her trusting nature led her down dark paths. A former
lover abused her before. Another was taken away. This led to her greatest
fear, the fear of not being in love forever. Like a child, she hugged
at whatever she could come across, and James felt he was the unfortunate
victim, the man whom must have set off such a tripwire trap by saying
or doing the right thing, as he was so habitual to do wi
th women who’s hearts were harmed.
Then there was Rebecca Von Ernst. James whistfully thought about the
elfin like redhead fondly. She was far from perfect as well, like any
human. Shy to a fault, hard to understand and know, and unlearned in
most human rituals and responses. She was the bookworm and the headcase
everyone would taunt in their junior years, and look over their shoulder
to avoid during their adult life. Used by anyone who admired her brains
and tactical knowledge more than her soul, she carefully constructed
walls of ice around her, meant to keep any affection (real or fake) away
from her. Though frightened like a turtle, it was the most beautiful
thing, in James; opinion, whenever she smiled, laughed, or began to converse
with him away from her confining shells. She didn’t know it herself,
but the sun shone brighter and the day was warmer whenever she let herself
go and enjoy life, and enjoy other’s company. When out of her shell,
she was a fascinating and lively person, and James couldn’t ge
t enough of that cute exterior.
And now he had to make a choice.
The gentle breeze that was Rose.
Or the glowing sun that was Rebecca.
~“F**k, if only all that poetry made my decision that much easier!”~
Groused the chief of security, as he rode the turbolift deeper into the
shift.
By coincidence, the Liason’s quarters and the First Officer’s
quarters were very close by. On the same deck, as a matter of fact, close
to his own. The turbolift was uncommonly swift and well maintained, therefore
he had little time to make his decision.
Whatever decision he made, it had to be quick and decisive.
Which girl.
~”Why me, huh?”~ He wondered aloud, cursing what he had
to do, ~”I mean, dammit, why those two, and why me? I make one
wrong move, and I could make a bad situation worse. I mean, what’s
Rebecca going to say? What’s Rose going to say? About either decision?…………….
What the hell am I going to do?!?! Who am I going to do this with?! Dammit!
F**k! Dammit! Why?!?”
“Come on, you know who you want already.”
Much sooner than James could undignified that with a ‘What the
f**k?’, he saw the image of his exasperating mind made realistic
appear beside him in the turbolift. Much like himself, but female. Shapely
in hips and crest, and wearing the form fitting Starfleet Uniform standard
on all females on the ship, his subconscious representative came only
during crisis; to taunt, tease, or even help.
“Reason.” James greeted through gritted teeth.
“James.” She bowed mockingly, “Haven’t heard
from you in awhile. Have you gone normal on me all the sudden?”
He choked an answer. “Something like that. Haven’t heard
from you either.”
“Hey.” She shrugged with a smirk, “It happens. The
mind gets too preoccupied with other things, such as your work, normal
life’s difficulties… love… that sometimes looking
into yourself to lament your pains or solve them takes a backseat. Ergo,
I wasn’t there because your conscience wasn’t obsessing over
some personal dilemma. But you know it was going to be soon when we meet
again, hon. Eventually, borg attack traumas, Dominion War memories, guilt
and matters of the heart always catch up to you.”
“I’ll have you know that I’m seeing a counsellor for
all that.” James growled.
“Good for you, Broken Head. A doctor a day keeps Reason away!” She
sang, then shot back to being serious, “You never told your counsellor
about this, though.”
”Sure I have. Karyn Dallas. I talked to her quite awhile back.”
”And what did that get you?”
He had to dig deep to get to the answer. “She told me to wait
before I made a decision.”
”Oh… wait she told you?” She paced around him, her
hand thoughtfully on her chin, pondering the problem. “And you
waited… waited… waited… and waited, driving both
women mad with your indecisiveness. Jimmy, you put off the decision for
way too long. But you know what? I think you actually already decided,
and you couldn’t get yourself to think about the consequences thereafter.
Now James, think. What would happen if you made the decision you wanted
to make?”
Pausing for what felt like the longest minute of his life, James went
to his deepest thoughts to dredge up the decision. How he amazed himself!
How could James bury his head in the sand for so long, screaming at the
top of his eardrums, while banging pots, pans, and setting off photon
grenades a mere meter away trying to avoid coming to terms with what
he wanted.
Supposed he made the decision. One girl could go for him. If he proposed
to such a woman, rejection could be the result. But James was confident
enough to believe in fate, and believed he would not be denied. He would
ask the woman, and ask her firmly and surely, what he wanted in their
relationship. Friendship was the first step, and that prerequisite was
already filled. There was the next step, the serious step, that would
test their heart’s bond to the limits, before making that final
decision into a permanent bonding. James didn’t want to ask for
a date, he wanted a whole relationship, and for the most part he felt
the girl would agree.
But what of the other? He already knew how she felt, and so therefore
she was a sure bet in case one woman rejected him. But with the way James
felt, he couldn’t bear to go into the other relationship with false
pretences. Being rejected by one woman, and to ask another smacked of
dishonesty. How would she feel if she was the consolation prize? How
would it damage her confidence, knowing that she wasn’t the first
and foremost in his heart?
He knew that answer. It would nearly kill her, inside and out.
“Ahhh…” Reason hummed, “That’s it. Can’t
stand to hurt the other girl, can’t you?”
“Yes.” Admitted Corgan. “I don’t want to hurt
her. She’s a very sweet woman, and she’s gone through so
much. If I did this, she would be devastated.”
“Then devastate her.”
Shocked and appalled, James snapped at his alter ego. “What the
hell for? She doesn’t deserve to be rejected like that!”
“Oh cut the noble crap!” Reason argued back, “How
the hell are you going to face her otherwise? You have to be honest with
those you love, even when you know you can’t love some people in
the way they want to be loved. Unfortunately, you can only have one.
Once you make that decision, it’s all over. You can’t go
back to the other. How will she feel when she knows? Like she’s
worth that much less. And if you stay quiet about it, she’ll suspect
and resent you for it, whether you take your consolation prize or not.
Now what do you say about that?”
Momentarily crunching out the scenario, James replied, “I think
I don’t like it. I don’t want to break her heart.”
”Well love’s like that. Some lose during that contest. But
eventually, everyone will win. Don’t worry about her. She’ll
be sad, and feel sorry for herself, but eventually she’ll get it
through her pretty little skull that losing you isn’t the end of
her world. Some guy will come by, sweep her away, and she’ll forget
why she even had any feelings for you. Heck, you’ll be a fond memory
for her, as she will for you. And you’ll both be happy eventually.”
”I know her. She doesn’t let these things go easily.”
“I know. Could take longer than most for her. You’ll have
to have a heart to heart with her. She’s going to crash hard, just
like you did before. She needs to know that everything will be ok.”
”But how do I tell her?”
”Ad lib it.”
The voice in his head, his conscience in a sense, had perfect clarity.
It seemed so easy, though the human cost would be so high.
“And if I lose both?” He whispered.
“Then you lose both. Hey, you recovered from Lexa, right?” Reason
smiled.
James nodded his head, humming. “Suppose I did. I really loved
her too. Could have married her if we didn’t hit those snags. But
I moved on, and so did she. Hell, I still get a communiqué from
her every few months. It ended well, didn’t it?”
”It sure did, tiger. Now, do what you have to do. Remember who
you’re going for, and don’t worry. They’ll both be
ok.”
“Right!”
The turbolift swooshed open, beckoning his last steps forward. He looked
outside, then back to Reason, and found the figment of his sub-conscious
gone. Recovering from the moment of surprise, he stepped out, and thought
a moment which way to turn.
He spun his heels towards the left, and looked to the right as he walked
away, feeling the pangs of guilt for not being able to walk that other
path. Walk to that other woman’s door. Leaving her for someone
else he cared about, but loved that much further.
A step later, he was in front of that very woman’s door, ringing
her bell. One chirrup. And silence. He stopped for that awkward wait.
Nothing happened. There was no answer at the door.
He rang the bell again, holding it down to relay an audio message.
“Rebecca…. It’s me.” Trembling terribly, he
forced himself to wait.
And wait he did.
For three whole minutes.
James tried the bell again. “Rebecca. It’s James. We need
to talk. Please respond.”
And another three minutes he waited, anxious for a reply. There was
nothing. Silence pervaded the hall. He knew he wouldn’t get this
kind of response from Rose! Perhaps Rebecca already knew his intention,
and was scared off?
Or she could be gone as well, he thought. “Computer, where is
Commander Rebecca Von Ernst.”
=/\=”Commander Rebecca Von Ernst is not onboard.”=/\= The
computer replied. It might as well been a stone spear to his heart, as
cold as the message was. He didn’t remember Rebecca mentioning
any trips off the ship, or about meetings, or away missions. Fact was,
she preferred to be on board! A fact that struck this revelation as quite
strange indeed.
“Computer, Security override on Commander Von Ernst’s quarters.
Authorization…” James stopped himself ~”Sh*t! What
will Rebecca say? She’ll think I’m being a stalker or something,
pulling a stunt like this! I can’t barge into her quarters and
root around like this! Gone or not, this could be a mistake….
But I have to know.”~ He continued reciting the code with added
urgency, “Authorization Corgan gamma tau ceti ebon.”
The doors parted noisily, and James was hit with the slight perfumed
scent of peppermint. But what he saw was quite more startling.
“Oh… god…” He gasped. Commander Von Ernst’s
quarters were devoid of her passing. Not a sign of her habitation remained.
“The Message”
*Back Post Takes place while the Galaxy is docked at Wolf 359*
Lieutenant Commander Ethan Suder
Chief Engineer
&
NPC Chandrakala Lakshmi Eshe
Engineer from the Klingon Bird
of Pray - T’kengra.
The sweat dripped down Ethan’s head like a small waterfall. His
vest was the same, the light and small fabric absorbing what it could.
He continued to pound the big bag in front of him, without missing a
heartbeat, ~punch punch~. He looked at the tape wrapped around his wrists
for a moment and continued punching the bag. The sound of the bag being
hit seemed to echo throughout the large gym. It had been empty for at
least an hour now.
[Commander Suder, incoming message.]
~PUNCH~ He almost growled as the computer interrupted his chain of thoughts. “Computer,
put the message through.” He strolled over to the computer console
on the wall nearest him and pressed a button.
The screen lit up although the picture was dark and distorted.
[“Commander Suder?”] a broken voice asked.
“That would be me.” He replied rubbing his wrists.
[“I r…. your ……”] the reply came through,
more distorted than the picture.
Ethan for the first time looked up at the screen and gave it a confused
look. Tapping a few buttons and accessing the communications system,
he made an attempt to clear up the message. “You’re breaking
up, please repeat.”
A grating sound came over the comm line followed by a loud thud. The
picture cleared up somewhat, but blurred still as the person moved.
[“Dam Klingon junk. All it needs is a good punch! Can you hear
me now?”] As she sat down and became still her face cleared up,
Dhanishta’s face!
Ethan stopped rubbing his wrists and for some reason looked around him. “Why
would Dhani be contacting him in this way, and with Klingon equipment?
Why not just use a communicator? “It’s a lot clearer yes.
What can I do for you?”
[“As I said, I received your message. What’s the problem,
with Dhani?”] She asked her piercing green eyes staring at him.
She looked somewhat annoyed as she flicked her fiery red hair over her
shoulder.
Ethan’s eyes for a moment shot wide open. He was finally catching
on. “Well, she’s not feeling herself. I mean, she’s
not well. Nothing serious, I don’t think. Not yet anyway. I’ve
tried helping her, but she won’t have any of it. She needs help
from someone, I figure that you would be the best person to do just that.”
Turning so sharply that the screen blurred she screamed something out
in Klingon. When the screen finally cleared up she was no where to be
seen. A few moments later something flew across the screen, making the
screen crackle and jump. It was another five minutes before she sat back
down in-front of the screen.
[“What exactly is the problem?”] she asked looking somewhat
fraught.
“It’s a… sensitive issue. A Starfleet issue. She’s
got a mental problem as it were. I think it’s degrading. I don’t
know what’s going to happen if it gets worse. More than that, I
don’t see how she’s going to get better without help. As
long as she’s like this, unpredictable, volatile… I need
you to help her.” he explained honestly.
Her face wrinkled into a frown, [“This line is breaking up at my end. Dam Klingon sh….”] The line went and the screen blackened.
“Computer, re-establish the link.” He ordered.
“Unable to comply.” Came the dull and predictable response.
“Figures.” He began tapping away at the screen, explaining
some of Dhani’s symptoms to her sister. And also offered to help
improve the systems on whatever ship that ‘Kala might be on. Just
a friendly offer of help.
He returned to the bag and began punching it again. “Computer,
send message.”
“Message sent.” It reported after a few seconds delay.
“Klingons…” he muttered. He loved working on repairing
and upgrading Klingon ship systems. Hopefully she was on a Klingon ship
and he would get a chance to take a look at it. That was of course if
Dhani’s sister did in fact show up to help. He hoped that she wasn’t
as stubborn as the Engineer on this ship. ~Punch~ He frowned at the thought.
Two women, looking pretty much identical, with the same stubborn-factor.
That would be worth seeing ~PUNCH~.
***Two days later***
The doors of Engineering opened and a young Trill swept in. She was
dressed in a Klingon uniform, a strange sight to see. Engineering seemed
to stop as all eyes turned to look. She walked right up to the Chiefs
office and right in. After a few moments she came back out and turned
to the first person she saw, “Where is the Commander?” she
demanded.
“Er, er, er. In his office.” The young ensign replied.
“If he was in his office do you really think I would be out here
asking you where he was?” she replied harshly. “Never mind.” She
sighed at him, “Move along!” she snapped at him as he lingered
with a vacant expression.
“Computer,” she called out as the ensign slowly walked away
looking disgruntled, “locate Commander Ethan Suder.”
“Lieutenant Commander Suder is in his quarters.”
******
Ethan flicked through the pages of a book he had spent the last few
weeks reading. With his feet up on the couch, he was kind of relaxed.
On the table near by, there was a glass, half empty. Occasionally he
would pick it up and drink a little, his eyes never leaving the book.
There was a thud at his door that caught his attention. He could sense
something, something odd. Then a chime echoed through his dark quarters.
Resting the glass on the table slowly, but not taking his fingers off
of it, he called out, “Enter.”
She swept into his quarters, just like she had when she walked into
engineering. It was like she owned everything in the room, she stood
tall, her demeanour spoke power. She glanced around his quarters looking
vaguely interested and then her head snapped towards Ethan.
“Welcome aboard.” He said raising his glass. “Well,
I suppose you’re not one for waiting around, so I’ll take
you straight to her.” he said standing up and looking at her for
the first time. Even he had to admit that she was little stunning. He
wished that Jiiles was there. They could really hit it off! He shrugged
the thoughts out of his head and looked at the Klingon outfit. “You
take Halloween seriously huh?” he asked, expecting his joke to
be brushed straight off.
She tilted her head at his comment and looked him up and down slowly.
A smile crept across her face, her lips parted and she let out a hearty
mock laugh, right from the belly. As abruptly as her laugh started it
stopped, but the smile remained turning slightly smug.
“I’ve had one hell of a day. Mind if I get a drink?” she
asked.
Ethan stopped in his tracks and turned away slightly. He hadn’t
been expecting that reaction. “Here or some where a little more
public?” he asked.
“I don’t mind either way, as long as there is alcohol involved,
and I mean the real stuff!” she said giving him a wink.
He silently sighed and strolled over to his desk. Grabbing a bottle
and two glasses from under it, he strolled over to the couch and placed
the glasses on the table. “Have a seat.” He offered. He opened
the bottle and poured the strong liquid out into the two glasses.
Picking up the glass she held it up to what little light there was in
Ethans quarters and looked at the blue liquid as it swirled gently in
the glass. Next she held it to her nose and sniffed it, relishing the
smell, and then brought it to her lips slowly sipping it, “Mmmmm.” She
murmured as it caressed her tongue, slipping its way down her oesophagus, “That’s
the best drink I’ve had in years.” She commented.
Ethan swallowed a large mouthful of the substance and placed the glass
on the table. Filling it up again, he offered to top-up her drink.
“Forgive my rushing of things, for some reason, I thought you’d
be like Dhani, wanting to get on with things straight away, not a second
to waste. I’m Ethan Suder, which you already know.” he raised
his glass in honour of his guest and introduction.
She mimicked his gesture with her own glass, “Chandrakala Lakshmi
Eshe Engineer of the T’kengra.” She sat down and leaned back
into the chair, boy was it comfy. She let out a sigh of relief as she
felt several knots loosen in her shoulders. Shifting them from side to
side, feeling her muscles tense and relax she looked over at Ethan, “For
starters I’m nothing like my sister. Except the face.” She
gestured.
“I actually have a sense of humour. And a personality. Not that Dhani
doesn’t have those qualities,” she back peddled some, “it’s
just you gotta look quite hard to find them. Once you break through that
Vulcanised exterior. Perseverance is the word.”
“Cheers.” Ethan replied raising his glass again. “Interesting
to see how different you both you are, but then I guess all brothers
and sisters are different, even if they’re twins.” He explained
sitting back down and putting his feet up on the table.
She gave him a sideways glance. She could sense his emotions, she wasn’t
a telepath just an empath, but still his emotions flowed out through
every word he spoke. And she was quite adept at reading between the lines.
“I never had a brother.” She stated, “But I do live
on a ship surrounded by men I would risk my life for. Granted they all
smell and find head butting to be a great past time, but I’m sure
that the same with-in any male on male relationship?” She spoke
like she really believed the comparison she was making. She sipped her
drink whilst waiting for Ethan to reply.
“I had a brother. Not much like me… Like Dhani’s
not much like you. But I’d be there for him in a heartbeat, if
I could have been.” He looked into his glass as took another sip.
“What happened?” Kala asked automatically. It wasn’t
that she was a nosy person, she just knew when people needed to talk.
Looking around she guessed that he didn’t often get to talk about
himself. Something about the room told her that he was alone a lot, maybe
it was the low level lighting, the meticulous cleanliness of the place,
the half read book resting on the table or the stack of data padds on
the desk. Or maybe it was her Betazoid senses, ah, who cares, she thought.
She returned her momentary diverted eyes back to Suder and studied his
posture, reading his body language more than his aura.
Ethan remained still and continued to look at the glass for a while.
Then he finally cleared his throat and looked at Kala. “He died.
A few years back. Long story really. Suffice to say he was on the other
side of the galaxy and there was no way that I could have gotten there.” He
raised the glass to his lips and drank some more. He then looked over
at Kala. Something seemed a bit too odd. He got the impression that she
wasn’t everything that the showed herself off to be. Like Dhani,
he expected there to be a whole other world under her outside personality.
She was certainly more than the eye would normally see. But he refrained
from asking any questions that may have been personal. He stood up and
strolled over to his desk. Finishing off his drink, he placed the glass
next to the data padds, computer and picture and turned around.
Kala followed Ethan’s movement with her eyes until he moved out
of her line of sight. She took a moment to let what he had said sink
in before asking her next question. Swivelling in the chair she turned
to him, “How did it happen?” she asked with a hint of caution
in her voice, she didn’t want to over step her mark, after all
they didn’t know each other well and she was worried that she may
be asking a too private question.
Ethan glanced at the objects on his table and slowly turned around.
Leaning back and raising a leg, he half sat on it and interlocked his
fingers together. “A Federation Starship was dragged across the
galaxy. At one point, their ship was overrun by an enemy force. The crew
were set down on a planet, while the intruders left, planning to use
the Starfleet technology to their own advantage.” He drew in another
deep breath as he continued the story. “My brother had been confined
to quarters but managed to escape detection when the intruders boarded
the ship. He, along with the Medical Hologram managed to take back the
ship. He was killed in the process.” For a moment he gazed at Kala’s
expressions and body language. Then he half smiled. “You must see
a lot of combat, being on a Klingon ship and all. You’ve no doubt
seen people die. So whether their family or friends, it doesn’t
make a difference. You’ve seen one death, you’ve seen them
all, until the next one come!
s along…” he muttered, wondering if he made any sense.
She gave him a sorrowful look, “It’s different every time.” she
said, “Living and working with Klingons has made me come to regard
death in a different light. It’s just another step in the journey.” she
concluded, “Although with Klingons the circumstances matter. I
can’t tell you how many missions I have been on to get someone
into Stovakor. But I don’t see that it matters, it happens, doesn’t
matter how.” She returned Suders gaze and smiled slightly, one
of regret, for him, and understanding at how he must have felt and probably
still did, “But if your brother was a Klingon I think he would
have made it.”
Ethan chuckled. “Perhaps… It’s possible his final
burst of courage and actions may have been, retribution….” Ethan
paused and moved back towards the chair. “Don’t take this
the wrong way, but if you go on more than a few missions to get Klingons
into their heaven, I suppose many of those of which you work with are,
how can I put this, without honour?”
“Dying because a plasma conduit explodes in your face, isn’t
an honourable death.” She explained slightly clipped. She took
a moment and sighed, “Sorry. We got caught in an iron storm. The
ship got, well, fucked!” she explained, “We lost one engineer
and the Chief is not doing too good. Which is why I have been bumped
up to Chief!” she gave him a quick half smile and shrugged her
shoulders.
Ethan forced a smile. Obviously one thing ran through the family, Engineering! “Ah,
of course. Honourable death in combat.” Ethan reminded himself. “It’s
not for everyone, I don’t think. Klingons, yes, it’s a way
of life for them… But for everyone else, it’s interesting
seeing how most people, most species run away from it, afraid.”
“Yeah.” She agreed. She took a long swig of her drink. Setting
it down on the table she looked at him, “You forgot the eating
of your enemy’s heart!” she gave him a rueful smile.
“Not really my idea of a good time.” He replied with another
smile. “So Chief Engineer on a Klingon ship, huh? How exciting.
You know, if I left Starfleet, my first choice, wait, my second choice
of something to do would be to prove myself and work on a Klingon ship.
It’s a shame the Federation don’t employ Bird of Prey vessels,
they’re a lot more effective than most of our ships.”
“Yeah, I do like their style but I soooo miss federation comforts.
And I’m only a Chief temporarily.” She added, “I’m
only a Lieutenant, and a junior grade at that.”
“We’ve all been there.” Ethan said with a smile remembering
when he used to be a Lieutenant. A few years back, everything seemed
to be so much simpler. “Although I never got the chance to act
as Chief Engineer of a Klingon vessel. I remember serving temporarily
on one during the Dominion war. Was a lot of fun, working on the ship
that is. The war sucked!” He grabbed the bottle again and topped
up his glass, and then Kala’s. “Working with a different
species outside of the Federation will do your career good… I
wish I had the chance to do that again.” He said feeling a little
regret.
“Well if your looking for a transfer all you need to do is kill
So’han!” she joked.
Before Ethan had chance to reply the door opened suddenly. A tall Klingon
female walked in, her leather creaking with every step she took. Her
dark crimped, rebellious hair framed her face which had a less than pleased
expression on it.
Kala jumped to her feet and glared at the woman, “I told you I
did not want to be disturbed.” She said coldly.
The intruder looked from Kala to Suder,
“I’m sorry to disturb you, you look extremely busy.” She
said sarcastically.
Kala did not respond, just continued to look at her with contempt.
With a slightly amused expression she continued, “There is a problem
with the modifications you requested.”
Again Kala did not say anything just stood there waiting.
The Klingon grunted and then produced a data padd from her waist band
holding it out for Kala to take.
Kala slowly walked forward and took the padd from her. The atmosphere
between them was thick enough to be cut with a knife. The contempt they
had for each other was more than noticeable.
All Kala wanted to do was wipe the smug look off Rohana’s face,
preferably with a knife, and a big one at that. Rohana stood oozing victory
over Kala, and she wasn’t ashamed to show it.
Ethan frowned at the Klingon woman who had arrived uninvited. He didn’t
like people just showing up, unless of course he knew them, like people
on the ship. But for someone to just show up, full of attitude, that
left a lot to be desired. He raised the glass once again and took a long
sip.
After scanning the information on the padd Kala looked back up at Rohana
with raised eyebrows, as if to say ‘is that it?’ She waited
a few moments for Rohana to explain herself, the problem was quite simple
a first year cadet could fix it, but when no response came she sighed.
“Is there anything else Rohana?” she asked curtly.
“No ma’am.” Came the increasingly sarcastic reply.
“And you thought this to be a big enough problem that you came
all the way over here to tell me?” Kala asked.
Rohana did not reply, she just continued to feel more and more happy
with herself.
Kala pursed her lips and licked her teeth as she put the data padd on
the table, “Very well.” She muttered as she sat back down
on the couch.
Rohana stared at Kala in disbelief,
“Well?” she questioned gesturing to the door, a frown creeping
across her face.
“I’ll be there when I have finished with Lieutenant Commander
Suder.” Kala replied taking a sip of her drink.
“But,” Rohana began.
Kala shot her a look that shut her up quicker than if she’d cut
her vocal chords. Disgruntled, Rohana left without another word. After
the door closed Kala waited a few minutes before turning to Suder, “I’m
sorry about that.” She said.
“She’s not the first person to drop by with attitude.” Ethan
replied with a smile. “Tough break, having to work with someone
who doesn’t like you, or by the looks of it respect you. Have a
similar problem myself with my Assistant Chief, she… Has issues
with me. Can’t imagine why.” He explained sarcastically.
Kala smiled but it faded quickly. It seemed other things were on her
mind. Picking up the data padd she tapped it on the table, “If
there was one person I wished dead I wish it was her.” she smiled
and tried to palm it off as a joke but the underlying truth was just
that, she wanted her dead, or at least seriously hurt, maimed, the list
went on.
“She’s our latest recruit,” Kala explained, “joined
about four months ago. Within her first week she managed to bed the entire
senior staff. Most of them are good friends of mine.”
Ethan sensed she was not so much joking and nodded as his first reply. “I
don’t have any feelings like that with my Assistant Chief, although
I think she might.” He joked. “How much longer are supposed
to be working with the Klingons?” he asked, changing the subject
a little.
Kala shrugged, “Not much longer if I don’t get these repairs
sorted.” She stood up, “I’m sorry but I really should
see to these.” She said waving the padd in the air.
Half way towards the door she stopped and turned back, “Hey you
wanna come? I’ll even give you the grand tour.” She said
sweetening the deal.
Ethan’s eyes shot open and for the first time that day, he felt
really awake. He finished the drink his glass and stood up. “Nothing
but honour.” He said lowering his head slightly in sign of respect.
He hadn’t seen a Bird of Prey for a long time, this was going to
be great! “Lead the way.” He said following her out of her
quarters.
“The Grand Tour”
*Back Post Takes place while the Galaxy is docked at Wolf 359*
Lieutenant Commander Ethan Suder
Chief Engineer of the Galaxy
&
NPC Lieutenant (Jg) Chandrakala Lakshmi Eshe
Engineer from the Klingon Bird of Pray - T’kengra.
“And finally,” Kala said as they walked down the dimly lit
corridor of the T’kengra,
“wait for it,” she gave Suder a playful smile. She hadn’t
seen anyone so excited about a tour before, it was exhilarating to show
Ethan round,
“….. Engineering!”
Ethan looked around. It wasn’t in the best state. But then these
were hard times… Wait, they weren’t. Odd. He brushed his
hand across one of the consoles and silently drew in a deep breath. The
Klingon atmosphere was heart racing. “So, what happened, run-in
with some pirates, an ion-storm?” he asked turning back to look
at Kala.
She smiled at his enthusiasm and imagination, “Something like
that.” She turned to a consol and began to bring up schematics
for the deflector array.
“Our shield generators are unable to compensate for the modifications
and keep fluctuating when activated.” She told Suder.
Suder stood next to her and browsed through the information. “Hmmm…” he
said as he continued to scroll through the information with her. Although
the specs were very different to that of a Federation Starship, things
were beginning to fall into place. “We should run a diagnostic,
but I think there’s too much power being routed through the deflector.
The power’s not being channelled correctly and is overloading,
that’s your fluctuation.” He suggested. He turned and gave
her a short smile. Of course it was only a theory, but then that’s
why he was Chief, or so he imagined… After years of crawling through
conduits, fixing everything from a replicator to the warp core and running
more diagnostics than he could think of, he could see the problem quite
quickly. Perhaps after he was finished here, he should give Kala a tour
of the Galaxy and see if she could bring any new light to the Quick Virus
that was beginning to make a permanent residence as a thorn in Ethan’s
leg. “S!
hall we get to work?” he asked looking around again.
She smiled at him, “My thoughts exactly.” She said, ~ Now
why didn’t Rohana think of that? ~ she wondered as she began to
tap away at the console.
Ethan grabbed a tool that looked as old as him. Opening a panel on the
wall, he browsed over the circuitry and control boards inside. He activated
the tool and waved it over the boards. “So really, what happened
here? Haven’t seen a Klingon ship in this state since the war… But
then, I haven’t seen one since the war so it kind of makes sense.” He
mumbled to himself.
“We haven’t been to a Starbase in about 8 months and about
10 before that, haven’t had the time to get her fixed. I have a
feeling that they are planning to decommission her anyway so they are
not too bothered.” She said as her fingers skipped over the panel
bringing up a different display,
“So’ Han’s had his work cut out for him, I think he intentionally
got himself hurt to get a few days off!” she joked about her Chief.
Ethan raised an eyebrow and looked around again. Decommission? He repeated
in his head. “Well, I hate to see a ship like this go to waste… I
have a lot of free time at the moment, why don’t we turn this ship
inside out, in a manner of speaking. Let the honour shine off the walls
once again?” He activated the tool again. “Could change the
Council’s mind, maybe keep her in service for a few more years
yet. I’m game if you are?”
“Sounds fine t…..” her words were cut short when
the doors opened and a Klingon male entered. He scanned the room quickly,
locking on to Kala he strode towards her sneering. She didn’t even
know he was there until she was spun round hard. She was so shocked that
she didn’t have time to block the incoming hand as it belted her
across her face. The shock combined with the strength of the Klingon
was enough to knock her off balance and she crashed to the floor banging
into the consol on her decent.
Ethan deactivated the tool and placed it on the floor. Standing up,
he straightened his uniform and looked down at Kala. A large part of
him wanted to help her right there and beat whatever crap he could out
of the Klingon guy that just struck her, after all, she was a Starfleet
officer. But then this was a Klingon ship, with Klingon rules. Respect
and honour meant more within these walls than Starfleet rules and regs
of conduct. He frowned and glared at the Klingon.
His nostrils flared as he shouted something at her in a language unfamiliar
to Ethan. Kala stayed on the floor till her vision cleared up and then
she stood up slowly. She didn’t look at the Klingon, her body language
was dismissive, her eyes diverted. Wiping the blood from her split lip
on the back of her hand she gave Suder a quick glance,
“Commander Suder this is K’vol, the First Officer, and my partner.
K’vol this is the Chief of engineering from the Galaxy.” She
turned to Suder again, “Please excuse us a moment.” She turned
and walked into the Engineering office. K’vol noted Suders presents
with a grunt before following Kala.
Ethan just glared at the First Officer until he was out of sight. Then
he had an idea. It actually brought a smile to his face. He picked up
the tool he had been using earlier and continued running it over the
exposed conduit. He continued to grin as he wondered what this K’vol
and Kala might be talking about.
“There’s no point trying to understand them,” a husky
voice told him, “they are speaking in *her* language so that none
of us know that they are having a lovers tiff.”
Ethan’s smile instantly faded away. He frowned again as his head
slowly turned, expecting to find another Klingon.
“I am Teresa from the House of Dukross.” She was small for
a Klingon not much more 5ft 9 inc. She had long black hair that covered
her shoulders and fell either side of her breasts, which were on show,
a distinctive trait with Klingon clothing. She smiled at him and laughed, “Their
only problem is that neither of them know the language to its full extent,
so they have to find a privet corner to shout at each other in.” As
if on queue there voices rose from the other room, followed by a loud
thud.
Ethan wondered for a moment what the thud was and continued with his
task in the conduit. “Sounds like their having fun.” He commented. “I’m
Suder by the way, Chief Engineer, Starship Galaxy. I’m glad to
not have to be fighting for respect from every Klingon on the ship.” He
explained, hoping that Teresa wasn’t picking up on what he was
doing.
Teresa nodded at him. She turned sharply as K’vol marched out
of the office and pretended to be doing something as he glanced around
engineering. She watched him leave from the corner of her eye. For a
moment it looked like she was going to tell or ask Suder something, but
thought better of it and walked away to continue with her duties.
Ethan stood up and once again straightened his duty jacket and quickly
left Engineering. Down the hall, he could see the Klingon. “K’vol!” he
snapped storming after the larger Klingon.
K’vol stopped and turned slowly.
“Do you have a moment? I wanted to ask you something?” Without
missing a heart beat, he punched out at the Klingon. Making solid contact
with his jaw, he frowned and looked at his fist. Already, it had turned
a little red. That was a hell of a jaw! He slowly, began stepping backwards,
towards Engineering. “Are all Klingons as soft you?”
K’vol didn’t even flinch he merely looked down at the small
man before him and glared. After a moment of deliberation he concluded
that this puny thing wasn’t worth his time. With one hand he lashed
out at him swatting Suder like he was a bug, splat against the wall.
Ethan grunted and dropped to one knee. He felt a sharp tingle shoot
through his back. The collision with the bulkhead was harsh and causing
damage to his already injured back. Part of his jaw had gone numb and
the right corner of his lip had been split wide open, unleashing his
blood on to the deck below. Spitting a little, he quickly charged the
Klingon, diving into his stomach. They both fell back into Engineering.
Suder quickly got back to his feet and kicked the Klingon. The Klingon
looked to be younger than Ethan, he wondered if K’vol had seen
as much combat as he did. Funny question for a Klingon.
K’vol got to his feet quickly, he was not impressed. Grabbing
Suder by his collar he picked him clean up off the floor and brought
him close so that their noses were touching,
“You are making your own grave, Hew-mon, if you think you can challenge
me and win.” He lifted his arm more, the distance between Suder and
the floor grew at an alarming rate. With his arm fully extended he looked
up at Suder and almost smiled before letting him go, dropping him to the
floor. With out further a due he barked at his crew to get back to work
and then left, not even a last glance to Suder who lay broken on the floor.
Ethan grabbed his tricorder as he lay on the floor and smiled as he
opened it. Pressing a button, he could hear an overload run through several
of the console in Engineering. Then an explosion tore out of the conduit
he had previously been working on, knocking the Klingon to the floor.
Suder picked himself off the floor and wiped some of the large amount
of blood leaking from his lip. “I’m not challenging you for
anything.” He said looking down at the Klingon. “Just looking
for respect, and maybe the chance to serve on this ship every now and
again. I figured that cleaning the place up and making it look and run
like a brand new ship wouldn’t quite get me the honour, so… What
do you say?” he asked respectfully.
K’vol grunted as he pushed himself off the floor and to his feet, “I
suggest that you pay your respects to Lieutenant Eshe, and get the hell
off my ship! And you better hope that you and I don’t meet any
time soon.”
Ethan said nothing as K’vol walked off. Turning around, he hunched
over a console a little and took in a deep breath. Boy did his jaw hurt,
not to mention his back. He unzipped his duty jacket and rubbed his ribs
a little as he strolled through the small Engine room towards the office
where Kala was last seen.
After the impact with the wall Kala was a little dazed to say the least,
she wasn’t sure but she though that Klingon bastard might have
broken a rib. She winced with pain as she crawled across the floor to
her desk. Pulling herself up into the chair she fought the urge to cry.
She sat there facing the wall as the pain flooded through her chest and
head. She hated the taste of blood especially when it was her own.
Ethan frowned as he entered the office. He pointed behind him and raised
his eyebrows, “So you’re in love with that guy?”
Kala didn’t even turn the chair round; she just continued to look
at the wall,
“Your help would be appreciated in Engineering, if you have the time.” She
said in a neutral tone, “You mentioned some modifications in your
last communication. Whatever you have in mind I’m sure would be fine.”
Ethan gave a nod. “You ok? Need a hand with anything?”
“I’m fine.” She lied, “And as I said your help
in engineering would be appreciated.” She continued with business
talk, hoping that he would get the message. She reached out behind her
to the desk without turning and grabbed the nearest data padd,
“I have some paperwork to finish up here. When I’m done I will
go and see Dhanishta. If you have any problems you can reach me over the
comm.” She looked at her face in the reflection of the padd, no matter
how hard she tried she couldn’t stop the tears that were falling
from her eyes. Her face was already beginning to swell and her ribcage
felt like it was on fire and no matter how much she shifted in her chair
it didn’t make it any more comfortable.
Ethan walked out of her office and tapped his communicator. “Suder
to Jackson.”
=/\= Jackson here =/\=
“Assemble a small team and transport over to the *****, we have
some work to do, more of a clean up operation…. And be discrete.”
=/\= Yes, Sir. =/\= came the reply.
Ethan got to work on cleaning up Engineering, after that, the rest of
the ship. He wasn’t lying when he mentioned that he wanted the
ship to glow with the honour that it no doubt had.
"Intelligence Reports"
Maj Saladin Bolivar
Ensign Paulo DiMillo Romulan fleet movements and data were pretty tough things to get a hold
of in the best of times.
The information sharing with the Federation had expired when the instrument
of surrender had been signed by the dominion.
All they had to go on was what they could get by sensor....
Paulo walked down the hall heading the the main intelligence area. He
still hadn't met Major Bolivar, and he needed to do that. He walked in
and looked around.
Saladin looked up, it was ensign DiMillo, he knew every person who came
in to his department, because he approved every person who was cleared
for the office, and each room. The only person who didn't have need to
know who was admitted was Ahdjiia, and that was because there was no
way he was going to be telling his wife that she was not allowed in his
office. That and he did like it when she dropped by.
"In here Mr. DiMillo."
Paulo looked and followed the voice to its location. "Ensign Paulo
DiMillo reporting for duty," Paulo replied. He took a second to
familiarize himself with his new CO and the room he was in. The room
was laid out in a pretty much standard intelligence room, with a large
monitor on one wall, and many control surfaces all around, with access
to communications, engineering, and all sensor data.
His desk was austere, efficient, no personal effects at all except a
picture taken of him and Ahdjiia. And the only reason he had it on his
desk was it was expected, and he wanted to remind himself of her.
Silently he watched his assistant. Then he slid a padd across from him.
"What do you make of this Ensign?"
Paulo looked over the the PADD. "To me it looks like a small build
up for some reason. He kept reading over the PADD. "From previous
reports on this sector there are at least a half a dozen more ships they
usual.
There are massive special distortions making it look like there may be some
cloaked ships in the area, though if they are clocked ships these are new signatures
to me. It almost looks like they are setting something or someone up for something."
"You think there is something more afoot then our sensor show...
and how would you prove it?"
"A low yield photon torpedo. About the power of throwing a rock
at a ship, just enough to show that we know they are around."
Saladin raised an eyebrow at that. He was impressed with the aggressiveness
the young man showed, "An interesting concept, I will discuss it
with the captain. We do need a threat analysis on the Romulans."
"I can start on that right now. Though the problem is that a lot
of information stopped coming our way after the end of the way, so the
data may not be correct."
"Excellent." Saladin nodded, "I will not hang you out
to dry for being more liberal with your assessments, I would rather be
more careful then necessary then not. 'it is better to be judged by 12
then carried by 6."
"Good point sir."
"Get me a good assessment ensign It's all I ask."
"Will do," Paulo said as he turned and left, heading for a
workspace.
"Devotion to Duty" - Part One
By
Legate Kylar Curran,
Chief Liaison Officer
Sub-Commander Savar ir-Aihai tr'Khellian
Acting Chief Tactical Officer
Lieutenant Commander James Lionel Corgan
Chief Security Officer
Appearances by:
Saladin Bolivar,
Chief Intelligence Officer
Ahdjiia D'Tinya,
Security Officer
*****
Random Location
USS Galaxy
*****
Having dispensed with the bureaucracy of discussing the situation with
Captain Stuart of Ramir Omar's unauthorized transmission off the ship
and
subsequent discovery of an impending arrival of Tal Shi'ar, the Kelvan
was
granted broad powers in dealing with the situation.
This far out in space, inside the Rihannsu border, gave no assistance
from
Starfleet in this matter. Legate Curran was the law on board the starship,
therefore this was his jurisdiction.
Having sent the particulars to Major Bolivar, the Kelvan's next stop
would be to intercept Sub-Commander tr'Khellian. The Romulan would be
able to shed some light on an otherwise tangled situation, he hoped,
so that this could be dealt with in as efficient and mutually
beneficial manner. The fact of a direct threat on his life had no
bearing on Curran relinquishing the information, nor the fact that
unauthorized transmissions were monitored, potentially forfeiting a
clear advantage.
No, he and Savar had dispensed with pleasantries soon after Quentin
and
arrived at an uneasy truce. They were both outcasts from their respective
cultures. The knowledge of the Kelvan's abilities to decrypt certain
levels
of code were not widely known, and the risk was enough. If they intercepted
this Tal Shi'ar officer, the opportunity for information was great, but
the
greater import of maintaining the relations with ch'Rihan were greater.
Savar's death would serve no purpose except a spark of a flame that may
burn
the already stoked embers of the treaty the Rihannsu had signed with
the
Federation.
The decision was difficult to arrive to, but the assistance Savar could
offer would only strengthen his standing on board the Galaxy in the end.
Kylar did not envy Savar's position in this juncture.
Tr'Khellian himself, ignorant of these duplicitious events, was
feeling more upbeat and confident. His temporary promotion to the post
of Chief Tactical Officer had smoothed over some of the cracks in his
shattered ego, even as Henderson's continued suspicion had remade some
of the fractures. Whilst the Tactical staff might not like him, they
had been forced to acknowledge his expertise and cunning, and whilst
not a 'cuddly' chief like many Starfleet officers who seemed to want,
above all else, to be best of friends with their subordinates, he
treated them with courtesy and respect, as became a Rihana gentleman.
Being back on 'home territory', as the Humans called it, was
energising. No more strange stars, unfamiliar systems and uncouth,
mysterious races - this was space he knew intimately, from his first
lessons in stellar cartography to his first tour of duty upon
graduation from the Imperial War College. Moreover, for the first time
onboard the Galaxy, he felt needed. Though he knew this would only
last for the duration of this one mission, he relished in the crew's
dependency, and saw this as an excellent opportunity to prove his
resourcefulness and increase his standing - to finally force others to
give him the respect he deserved.
The polite request he had received to attend upon Legate Curran had
been seen by Savar in that context. The Kelvan had hinted long in
advance of this mission that his knowledge would be needed, and in
this respect it seemed Curran had links giving him prior knowledge of
events, before even the Captain knew. As tr'Khellian made his way to
the designated meeting point, he reflected on the last time they had
met. Whilst a thorny encounter, it was not without promise, and
alliances of convenience could prove just as fertile as genuine bonds
of friendship. The Federation Legate would require his help, and this
was therefore an excellent opportunity to cement that alliance.
*****
Deck 8
Stardrive Section
Intelligence Offices
***** Intelligence and Tactical worked hand-in-hand; a starship of the size
of
Galaxy required it. The former incarnation of the Galaxy, under its final
command of Captain Price - now promoted to Admiral and command of sector
forces in the Alpha Quadrant, had no need for Intelligence offices. It
was
an Explorer of the stars, a journey to herald the contact of new life,
to
add to the conglomerate of peace built up by the Federation over the
past
200 years.
But since the Dominion War, and Project ArchAngel's agenda, all starships
were now in process of being converted to a more offensive stance. Of
course, the reasons given were to 'defend ourselves', but with no enemy
on
the horizon or near future, it still made one wonder why they progressed
with the militaristic overtures.
Not that it bothered Curran any. This Federation needed strict guidelines
to follow, and definitely needed to establish a strength in firepower
and
numbers. They were not about to let themselves be caught unawares any
longer.
This Galaxy, upon its refit and re-commissioning under its first Captain,
John Brhode, had bee gutted and converted in many ways, including an
Intelligence office that worked in tandem with Tactical and Strategics.
So, it was here the Kelvan entered, to find the Rihannsu Exchange Officer
in
tense discussion with the Nietsczhean, Saladin Bolivar.
Lieutenant Commander Corgan was on his own, hiding himself in a corner
of
the room, next to the food replicator. Nursing a steaming cup of coffee,
the Chief of Security wore a serious, hawklike look on his face. He was
clearly agitated, as if his grave was being stepped on. Security usually
was kept in the dark about anything the intelligence and tactical officers
were privvy to, unless it directly concerned the ship's safety. Therefore,
it was rather unusual to be summoned to the intelligence office; much
less
twice in one day.
"Good day, Curran." James greeted grimly, raising his mug
in a weak salute.
Corgan didn't quite trust the Kelvan, always feeling as if Kylar Curran
had
a superiority complex, and felt looked down upon every time Kylar came
by.
So naturally, James kept his greeting curt, polite, but very guarded.
Kylar nodded curtly to the Chief Security Officer. All were accounted
for.
Beckoning the occupants, he led the group into an adjoining module to
the
offices, of which was a mirror image of the main observation lounge above,
only smaller and darker.
"We have a problem." It was most proper to get down to business.
No time
for Terran pleasantries or diplomacy.
Saladin and Ahdjiia approached quietly at the Kelvan's announcement
to bring
the meeting to order. Ahdjiia had arrived soon after Bolivar's private
discussion with the Romulan exchange officer, tr'Khellian. The Major
intercepted the Security officer as she entered and walked with her to
the
group, "Gentlemen."
"Major Bolivar, Sub-Commander, Commander Corgan. Have you all
received the documentation on our potential problem? With the
exception of the Sub-Commander of course."
"I have," Ahdjiia said simply.
Tr'Khellian's head snapped towards the Chrysalian, and his eyes
narrowed, looking around at the others. What was it they knew, and he
did not? Why was he here, at this sort of disadvantage, and what was
this about? His mind raced with the possibilities, feeling suddenly
exposed. This was not quite the encounter he had forseen.
"Excellent, then there is no need to waste time." Kylar turned
sharply to
the Rihannsu Exchange Officer, of whom it could not be determined his
thoughts of under the wary eyes.
"It is good that you are now Chief Tactical Officer, tr'Khellian.
It
makes you privy to certain aspects of the situation that would
otherwise be potentially criminal due to the sensitivity of the
information."
Saladin nodded. Savar had only made the approved list because of his
appointment as chief tactical and if that changes he will find himself
back on the outside. "I will be restricting information to the
Senator....immediately."
Savar scowled, his head turning to eye the Intelligence Officer at
this comment which did not make syntaxic sense to the alien's ears.
"This is something to do with Ambassador Omar?" he demanded.
Curran went smoothly onwards. "What is stated in this room is for
our
knowledge only, as well as the First Officer and Captain's. We have
been granted broad measures in dealing with this situation, of which
Sub-Commander tr'Khellian can fill in particulars in Rihannsu
etiquette. Is it understood that no information will leave this
chamber?"
Ahdjiia nodded. Saladin nodded as well. It was ridiculous to explain
this to the chief of intelligence but they had to. Savar leaned back
in his chair, folding his arms across his expansive chest, inclining
his head in the tiniest of acquiescent gestures. His curiosity was now
piqued, especially if all this were to be at the expense of the
arrogant Ambassador, but his spine still tingled with the suspicion of
something entangling him also, and the defensive body language he was
using betrayed something of that.
"Very good." The four key figures in the operation encircled
Bolivar's
'war-room' conference table. D'Tinya took up station at the doors entrance
to prevent any uninvited occupants from intruding. Being that the Battle
Bridge was on the same deck, this room operated as the Commanding Officer's
Observation Lounge as above on Deck 1.
The Liaison Officer depressed a series of keys on the terminal at the
head
of the table to release the textual transcript of Ramir Omar's message
to
his father. Kylar watched the others expressions for any reading on their
thoughts.
He was most interested in Savar's responses to the contents.
"From the Shadows, Part III"
Primary Charachters:
Captain Eliza Stuart
Lieutenant Commander Cassius Henderson
1st Lieutenant T'Shani A'Akledorian
----------
**Immediately after "From the Shadows, Part II" and before "Toe
The Line"**
=^= Deck 1: Main Observation Lounge =^=
... "Is that is? What does that have to do with us in the here
and now?"
Stuart asked.
T'Shani swiveled in her chair, holding Stuart's eyes. "Everything,
Captain... everything..."
"Care to go into detail?" Cass asked. The briefing had him
intrigued, though T'Shani's way of avoiding the point continued to be
a little bit annoying. She obviously enjoyed playing the game. ~She's
an artist,~ he though, remembering a treatise on common types of operatives,
~The type that's driven to be the best agent ever, and the most well
known as well.~
T'Shani spun back to the center of the conference table, tapping at
the control pad in front of her. The paused presentation from before
was quickly replaced with two pictures--side-by-side--with Starfleet
Personnel files scrolling beneath each.
Cassius Henderson found himself drawing in breath all too sharply, his
impassive mask dropping. He read slowly, his voice low, "*Captain*
Brenna Worthman, Betazoid, SFI. Missing. Marine Captain Korman Blackar,
Caitian, Red Division. Deceased." He frowned, and cut off Captain
Stuart, surprising her, before she could respond, "T'Shani, I'm
going to give some very simple orders, and you are going to follow them.
Otherwise, I'm going to start giving other orders that you won't like
as much." He paused and turned to Stuart. "With your permission,
of course, ma'am."
Tish merely flicked her right antenna in mild amusement/annoyance, staring
at Henderson, waiting for him to continue...
Eliza, who'd been watching, nodded, "Yes, that should be fine,
'Commander."
Something in one of those files had bothered her new XO, and she was
curious as to what it was. But she wasn't about to ask him what it was,
not in the prescense of a subordinate.
"Thank you," he said, "Lieutenant, tell me what happened
to Korman Blackar and Brenna Worthman. Then tell me what the Tholian
device has to do with that. Then tell me what both of those situations
have to do with this ship in the here and now. Begin." Any friendliness
that had remained in his voice was gone. Admittedly, Brenna had known
the risks, but she had been his direct superior, his handler, and if
this had taken an agent like Brenna Worthman... It wasn't good. And T'Shani
had been dancing around the point for far too long.
Tish barely contained a chuckle. *Now* 'Commander Henderson was acting
like a *real* officer...or at least a real *Andorian* officer: no fooling
around... ~maybe I've been around Pinkskins too long~ she thought. ~I'm
beginning to act too much like them, myself...~
"Very well, Sir. Captain Blackar was killed--and Captain Worthman
declared 'Missing'--during an attack on Starbase 51, one week ago."
"Stabase 51 was destroyed years ago. Over 100 years ago. It no
longer exists," Stuart was far from confused. No doubt this was
another SFI designation. "I haven't heard of a Starbase 51 that
would have been in operation a week ago."
"No one has, Sir," was all that T'Shani was allowed to say.
She wasn't surprised. It really wasn't more than a hollowed-out asteroid,
in the Beta Androlinous belt, near the Federation/Rihannsu border. Before
Stuart could add another question, she continued...
"The 'Deep Shadow' Crystal--as it is called by Red Division--was
being studied and experimented upon at this starbase,"...a sector
map flashed onto the holoscreen..., " The advance team was successful
in adapting required systems to and activating the artifact, creating
a stable, 11-dimensional 'bubble'. Phase two--which, coincidentally was
scheduled to be completed last week--was to fit this system to the U.S.S.
Hellfire..." T'Shani turned back to the screen as another schematic
appeared on the screen...
Henderson watched as the Deep Shadow systems were overlain onto the
standard Defiant-Class spaceframe of the USS Hellfire, NX-98700. ~An
apt name for the ship, if Lieutenant Black's logs are anywhere near accurate.~
Henderson thought grimly, remembering the descriptions of the USS Defiant,
returned form a Hell-Dimension. If this crystal had anything to do with
it... then Red Division had made a critical error.
...she continued on: "An hour before Phase Two was to be tested,
the base was attacked by a..." she paused, a look of disgust on
her face as she spat out the next word, "*Romulan* garrison. Captain
Blackar and his team attempted to secure the Hellfire, but were repelled--resulting
in his aforementioned death." She stopped, momentarily. Having been
in many firefights with Blackar, and growing to respect him...his death
had been a close-blow to Tish...
"So let me get this straight, Lieutenant? Red Division has allowed
a trans-space capable, Defiant-class starship to fall into the hands
of the Rihannsu, who are in fact our allies," Henderson said, "And
in the meantime, Brenna Worthman is missing."
T'Shani drew in a deep breath, let it out, and cleared her mind--for
the time being. ~What was the old Terran story...Wolves in Sheeps' Clothing?~ "Sir,
I am not authorized to divulge SFI's findings in the matter..."
"Did you not understand that you have no authority on this ship,
Lieutenant?
As I recall it, when your application to join the crew was accepted, it was
as a Delta Two, Fighter Pilot. If you think that..." A'Akledorian cut
him off with an icy glare. Henderson could feel his temper rising, but reminded
himself where he was. ~Insolent...~
T'Shani switched her gaze to Stuart, while keeping an antenna on Henderson.
"*However*," she stressed, "I *am* authorized to tell you
that Captain Worthman was in command of the Hellfire when it was stolen..."
Stuart sat in her seat. She had long ago decided to allow Henderson
to handle this. It all meant too little to her. She understood the dangers
of the Rihannsu having a ship with those capabilities, but not the intricacies
of the games Henderson and A'Akledorian were playing. But Henderson obviously
realized the implications...
"Now you come out with it..." Henderson nodded, "Now
you finally start talking sense. Captain Worthman has been captured by
the Rihannsu. You see, this is at least half of why I no longer work
for Pavel Illyanovitch.
Because you Intelligence types don't seem to get that you're dealing
in lives and secrets that cost lives. You all conveniently ignore the
human factor. Now then, my rant's over. Full explanation."
"No, Sir," T'Shani stated bluntly. "During the attack,
sensor records show that not *one* Romulan boarded the starship. In fact,
*only* Captain Worthman, Commander Ateles'kes (the Chief Engineer), and
Lieutenant-Commander Lemmes (the flight-controller) were on board. With
the Captain's liason to Romulan Naval Intel..." Tish let the thought
trail as the two other bios--one of a Deltan female in a gold uniform,
and the other of a young Tellarite male in a red uniform--flashed onto
the screen, with 'Missing In Action' under their pictures.
Henderson was finally silenced. It did fit. The Brenna Worthman he knew
had never seemed to be the sort to work with Red Division. She'd handled
officers who'd worked against Red Division in the days before Pavel Illyanovitch
had become director of SFI. This could be her way of continuing the fight.
It would be just like her. "And this involves the Galaxy how?" he
said through gritted teeth.
"As for the Galaxy is concerned, Sir, it just happens to be in
the right place at the right time..." Tish said, looking at Stuart, "but,
no involvement is necessary," she paused, again, "...for now."
"Then what is needed?"
T'Shani tapped a password into the pad in front of her. The images on
the holoscreen were replaced with scrolling text...
Turning back to the other two officers: "By order of General Houghton--and
with the approval of Commodore Illyanovitch--tactical retrieval...or
destruction...of the U.S.S. Hellfire is to be carried-out by a Marine
Recon Team, organized by myself," she stated matter-of-factly.
Stuart raised her hand to silence Cassius Henderson, who'd been about
to say something sharp again. His blood was up, and he was no longer
in intelligence. He didn't seem to feel a need to stay calm now, with
his friend on the line. Toeing the line... There was that concept again.
"I'm sorry, Lieutenant. Until I recieve orders corresponding to
these from somebody in my own chain of command, I can't act on them," she
raised her hand again, this time to silence T'Shani, "I have my
own orders and protocols to follow. Another thing that will stand in
your way is that we're out of communication right now, and I'm not turning
the ship around to recieve orders from somebody outside my chain of command."
"I understand how you feel, Sir...but the orders *are* standing:
I have been given retrieval-command verification from the Joint Chiefs,
themselves..."
she let that sink in, as well.
"I don't care if they come from Jehovah," Eliza repeated,
noting that Cassius had collected himself, and seemed to be thinking
again, "You will not leave this ship. That is a direct order. I
can't follow orders that I haven't been given, and you don't have the
command authority to give them to me directly. I need command confirmation
from the Admiralty. Which we can't get. Also, you might want to speak
to Lieutenant Rex. He has some orders that he recieved just before we
left range that pertain to Vanguard Squadron. They're somewhat relevent,
chain-of-commandwise."
Tish just sighed and rolled her left antenna slightly. Tanner had warned
her that this very thing would probably happen. At least the *mission*
wasn't actually scheduled yet; damned SFI hadn't been able to track their
own tracking devices on the Hellfire!
Tish absently tapped her left index finger on the black table top. Part
of her told her to say 'fuck-off' to Stuart...but the more *reasonable*
side of Tish--rare, indeed--said: 'maaaayyyybeeee.....'
"Very well, Sir," the difficulty in respecting Stuart's *command*
evident in Tish's voice. "I will comply with your requests, for
the time being."
~I love how protocol just softens things like that,~ Henderson said.
A'Akledorian had backed down... for now. He'd be keeping an eye on her.
"However, *Captain*," Tish leaned forward, antennas arched
to the front, yellow-gold eyes wide and menacing, "When you recieve
your *confirmations* from the *Chain-of-Command*, you will be informed
that--at that time--I will no-longer work for you." Tish bit back
the urge to get on the edge of her seat, facing Stuart.
"Very well, Lieutenant. Go see Lieutenant Rex. Dismissed," Stuart
said, folding her hands in front of her.
"Aye-Sir!" Tish said--in true Marine fashion--as she quickly
stood to full attention. Pushing the chair back, and with a quick snap
of her boots, she turned to her left and quickly exited the briefing
room.
"Let the games begin..." she said to herself on the way out.
"That was... unpleasant at best," Stuart said to Henderson, "What
do you think."
"I want a runabout, to go out and find the Hellfire now. While
A'Akledorian and her marines are held up here," Cass said sitting
upright in his chair.
"Red Division is an organization that has worked with Section 31,
operates along similar lines. She's working for people who I've opposed,
either in the field to a small extent, or idealogically."
Stuart sighed, "Were you not listening? I need everyone here to
complete this mission. It doesn't matter who she works for. We have a
job to do.
You and T'Shani can cross swords after we rescue the crew of the Pallas
Athena. In the meantime, keep an eye on her. I don't want to be caught
with our pants down. Right now she's divided, which makes her a threat."
"Aye, ma'am. I understand," he said, nodding to her as he
stood. ~Bad to worse.~
“The Chair Match”
*Back Post Takes place while the Galaxy is docked at Wolf 359*
Lieutenant (Jg) Dhanishta Eshe
Engineer
&
Lieutenant (Jg) Chandrakala Lakshmi Eshe
Engineer of the Klingon Bird
of Pray T’kengra.
Chandrakala sat on one of the many uncomfortable chairs of the stadium
in Holodeck 12. She’d figured that Dhani would be here, fighting.
But so far she hadn’t seen her or heard anyone mention her. It
was strange, Dhani rarely missed a competition like this, but then this
wasn’t as honourable as the Bat’leth competitions that they
usually entered. Dhani would have won the last one she had been in if
it wasn’t for her. Kala felt a little guilty about that, but at
the same time she and a lot of others would have died if Dhani hadn’t
risked her own life to save them all. She began to wonder what happened
to the bloke Dhani had saved, he hadn’t seemed appreciative enough
and Kala had called him a jerk, after which he had a go at her. Lucky
for him that they were both talking telepathically or K’vol would
have probably killed him if he had heard the way he spoke to her. Besides
she was talking to Dhani telepathically, he shouldn’t have been
listening in, jerk!
Returning her focus to the current match she winced as she watched a
Vulcan beat the hell out of some guy, she was ruthless. Okay strike that
Kala thought as she watched the woman grab a chair and precede to smack
him with it, upgraded to vicious. She liked her already, tapping away
at her datapadd she brought up the woman’s file; Vulcan-Human hybrid
name; 8-Ball. Kala needed to get herself an introduction. She stood up
sharply and frowned as pain rippled across her abdomen, pain killers
wearing off, bugger!
Carefully she walked down the steps holding her ribs tenderly. By the
time she reached the bottom 8-Ball was nowhere to be seen, and bugger
again, thought Kala. She scanned the area again in search for 8-Ball
and Dhani, sighing and wincing a little she turned to the exit.
As she walked out into the hall she smiled, Dhani! It was like she could
smell her or something, must be a twin thing.
Dhanishta was on her usual stomp round the ship, she had decided to
confront all the demons in the halls. Each day she tackled a new deck.
Every room she explored, every nook and cranny she delved into brought
her closer to piecing the flash backs together. As she turned the next
corner she paused, she hated this part, lifting her head she scanned
the corridor. The living and the dead walked hand in had, the wrecked
hall superimposed on the pristine hall faded in and out. Looking around
she tried not to stare at the walking corpses, there was no wonder as
to why she hadn’t eaten in the last week, but something in the
hall stood out, something that had never been there.
“Dhanishta!” Kala exclaimed ecstatic.
Dhani just stared for a moment, her face remained expressionless as
she tried to work out if this was flash back, reality or fantasy.
Kalas face lit up. Even though it hurt to smile she did so anyway. Her
swollen face ached and her ribs throbbed but still she ran up to her
sister grabbing her round the waist she lifted her clean off the floor
and spun her round, laughing and giggling like a school girl.
After the third spin Dhani began to smile, the rest of the hall faded
away in a blur of colours and light, all she saw was her sister smiling
at her. Such comfort Dhani drew from that embrace. Kalas smile was infectious
her warmth penetrated Dhanis icy exterior just as it always had, Kalas
light enveloped Dhani and began to emanate from Dhani too. As Kala placed
Dhani back on the deck more was said in the ten minuet silence that could
ever be expressed with words.
“Hey,” Kala said picking up the datapadd she had discarded
to the floor, “do you know this chick?” she brought up 8-Balls
profile on the padd.
Dhani looked at the picture, “No.” she concluded, “Why?”
“I was just watching her fight.” Kala explained, “I
liked what I saw, was hoping for an introduction.” She said a mischievous
twinkle in her eye.
“You mean an opponent?” Dhani asked.
“Well, yeah, that too!” Kala smiled. “She fought well,
I liked her style. She took a chair to some guy. Wouldn’t mind
a match up with her. Hey why weren’t you in there, I thought maybe
you and I could have a go?”
“Looks like you already have.” Dhani commented on her bruised
face.
“Oh this?” Kala pointed, “Nah, this was K’vol.
I was waiting for you.”
“K’vol did that? Why?” Dhani asked as she took her
sisters arm and began to walk down the hall.
Kala sighed deeply, “Well in a nut shell…” she paused, “he
accused me of sleeping with So’han.”
“And did you?” Dhani asked.
“No.” Kala replied truthfully.
“So why did he swat you like a fly?”
“I told him that I had.” She replied flatly.
“Why would you do that?” Dhani asked frowning.
“Because I wanted him to hurt,” She stopped in the hall
and turned to her sister, “he slept with Rohana” she explained.
“Ah.” Dhani exclaimed finally understanding, “So you
told him that you had slept with So’han because he slept with Rohana
and you wanted pay back.”
“Yeah,” Kala sighed, “I know it was a stupid thing
to do but he hurt me and I wanted revenge.”
They began to walk down the hall away from the holo deck.
“And what happens when he confronts So’han?” Dhani
asked her mind already playing out the consequences of Kalas actions.
Kala shrugged her shoulder and scrunched up her face, a ‘who knows’ gesture.
Dhani couldn’t help but smile at her sisters naivety, shaking
her head they stepped into a turbo lift. As the doors closed the subject
changed. By the time that they reached Ten forward, a hundred topics
and more had been covered. Being with Kala was like having a face work
out, all the laughing and smiling, made Dhanis face ach.
Grabbing a drink they sat down under the large window. Both of them
sat cross legged on their chairs facing each other, their hands flying
wildly in the air as they illustrated their anecdotes. The air around
them crackled with telepathic energy as they talked double speed, verbally
and telepathically.
The hours passed, the lights in Ten Forward changed from day to night
and day again. The drinks were refilled, and still they chatted, smiling
and laughing as if they had never been apart.
“Hey, hey, hey,” Kala slurred as her head rested on the
table, “whatever happened to that bloke, you know the one you saved?” The
glass in her hand tilted dangerously as she flung it around in her hand
gesturing fanatically, totally drunk.
Dhani giggled for ten minutes before she replied, “Which one?” she
asked still giggling, “I’ve saved sooo many!”
“Nah, nah, nah…” Kala babbled again. Taking a sip
of her drink she frowned when nothing came out. Turning the glass upside
down she shook it, “Bugger I’m empty, you want another?” She
grabbed Dhanis glass before she replied slipping out of her chair she
wobbled up to the bar.
“Another!” the bar tender gave her an amused look whilst
he pored out another drink for the both of them.
Returning to the table she sat down hard and slid the glass across the
table. Even though Dhani caught it some of the liquid spilled out over
her hand. She mumbled a grumble and held out her hand, “Lick it!” she
told Kala.
Kala laughed brushing Dhanis hand away, to which Dhani proceeded to
wipe her hand on Kalas leg.
“Last time we saw each other there was this bloke. Remember? You
saved his life and he was all like ‘well gee thanks’.” She
mimicked a deep man voice.
“Yeah.” Dhani murmured still trying to wipe the substance
off her hand which was now turning sticky, “What about him?”
“Ah nothing I was just thinking about him before, wondered what
happened to him, the jerk! But we’ll never know I suppose.”
“Why don’t you just ask him?” Dhani responded, frowning
at her hand, “he’s right over there.” She pointed.
“What?” Kala exclaimed surprised. Turning in her chair she
looked across at the bar, she saw Suder standing in the shadows, apart
from him there was no one standing at the bar. There were however several
people milling around, “Which one?” she asked turning back.
“Standing at the bar.” Dhani pointed again, flicking her
hand in the air in a futile attempt to rid her hand of the split drink. “Suder,
he’s the chief of Engineering.”
Kalas eyes almost popped out, “What!” she stared at him
for a moment, “That’s the Jerk you beat at the tournament?” She
kept glancing back at Suder in disbelief. She had spent all day with
him, or rather the day before. And he hadn’t even mentioned that!
“He’s not a jerk.” Dhani replied still totally preoccupied
with her hand.
“But, but..” Kala began to stammer, he never, arg, jerk!
She rambled in her head.
“I’m going to wash this off.” Dhani said finally accepting
that waving her hand around was not going to clean it!
Kala nodded and as Dhani left the table she grabbed her drink and wondered
up to the bar, pausing to regain her balance on every other chair. When
she got to the bar she leaned on it heavily and slid along her elbows
towards Suder, “Hey you jerk!” she called out gulping some
of her drink.
“The Jerk”
*Back Post Takes place while the Galaxy is docked at Wolf 359*
Lieutenant Commander Ethan Suder
Chief Engineer of the Galaxy
&
NPC
Chandrakala Lakshmi Eshe
Engineer from the Klingon Bird of Pray
- T’kengra.
&
Lieutenant (Jg) Dhanishta Eshe
Engineer
Suder raised his eyebrows and slowly turned. Standing up straight he
looked down at Dhanishta….. No, it was Kala. He didn’t say
anything, just looked at her. At first he thought it was someone who
was going to complain about a replicator that had broken and no one had
fixed it yet, but then it turned out to be her. And she was calling him
a jerk. What was that about?
She punched him on the shoulder with a playful smile across her lips, “You
never told me that we met before” her speech slightly slurred by
the drink. “You JERK.” She began to laugh.
Ethan felt a smile creep out at the corner of his lips as he turned
away and drank some more. He then looked back at her. “We did?” he
asked.
“Yeah,” she said, “I was surprised too!” she
giggled over her glass.
“When?” he asked looking confused.
Throwing her head back she laughed loudly, “And here I thought
that I left a lasting impression.”
Ethan thought for a moment. “The tournament?” he asked.
It had to have been. Sure he’d seen a lot of people come and go,
but it was his best guess thus far.
She giggled again, must be the drink! “Never mind,” she
said, “I’m just glad to see that you’re happy to be
alive.”
“Happy?” Ethan asked turning back to finish off the drink
in his glass. “That’s a question.”
“Sure it is, but I didn’t ask you that!” Kala replied
whilst ordering a refill.
“But I seem happy to be alive?” He placed one elbow on the
bar and gestured to the barmen for another drink.
Kala yawned and stretched, sitting down on the bar stool she rested
her head on the bar, “Yeah,” she mumbled, “Dhani saved
your life and you didn’t seem too chuffed about it at the time,
she also kicked your butt, won the tournament. But I suppose you forgot
about that too.” she yawned again. “Take me to bed.” She
requested.
Ethan chuckled. “Yeah, she won the tournament.” He repeated
thinking back to the incident. “But you neglect to mention she
wanted a rematch because I was… Distracted. And I’m not
going to be the one to take you to your bed.”
“She was talking to me.” A voice from behind him spoke.
Ethan turned around, already knowing that it was Dhanishta that had
spoken. He gave her a nod and looked passed her for a few seconds before
turning back to the bar. “Maybe a good idea, she’s looks
kind of tired.”
“She’s drunk.” Dhani stated coldly, she and Suder
hadn’t spoken in three days, this was probably the closest they
had got since he locked her in her own quarters with him, and she was
still pissed at him. Strange feeling to be angry with anyone for a period
of time, she wasn’t used to it. But then lately she was angry at
everyone. She slipped under Kalas arm and slipped her hand round Kalas
waist, gently lifting her off the chair and to her feet. She frowned
at Suder for a moment till Kala got her balance.
“Have a nice evening.” He said to Kala with a wink.
“Don’t.” Dhani said sharply if looks could freeze
a man Dhanis would have. She didn’t like the way he acted round
her sister, or more to a point she didn’t like the way Kala was
acting. Or maybe she just couldn’t stand him! Kala on the other
hand gave him a drunken smile as she rested her head on her sisters shoulder.
“Excuse me?” Ethan said turning to face Dhani fully. “What?
Don’t what?” he said frowning.
Dhani scowled at him. Without another word she turned and walked away,
Kala stumbling to keep up, her drunken feet getting tangled.
Ethan continued to frown, as if doing that was pushing Dhani out quicker.
He really hadn’t got her at all. First they met at a tournament,
it had gone up and down and at one point, she stopped him from being
sucked through a bulkhead when there was a hull breach. Perhaps a mistake
on her part. Then she gets a transfer to the Galaxy, things go well for
a while, but then all hell breaks loose! She treats Ethan and everyone
with no respect, she walks around like she owns the ship…. Ethan
didn’t care, what he did care about, no, the second thing he cared
about was Engineering. That was his turf, his back yard. And the moment
that some little puppy was going to start messing around in there, he
would be the first to deal with it. What the hell had happened to her.
A promising Engineer with a good career ahead of her, to this, a woman
with some harsh looks and some mental problems? He really didn’t
get her. He wished that she, Like Ella Grey would just spit it out. S!
ort out their problem, whatever they had to do, he wished that the dust
would just settle. But as every day went on, the situation between them
all just got worse.
“A steaming mug of Lies and Secrets”
*Back Post Takes place while the Galaxy is docked at Wolf 359*
Lieutenant Commander Ethan Suder
Chief Engineer of the Galaxy
&
NPC Lieutenant (Jg) Chandrakala Lakshmi Eshe
Engineer from the Klingon Bird of Pray - T’kengra.
**** Mess Hall, 0900 hrs. ****
Kala sat in front of a mug of hot strong coffee, she had forgotten that
Dhani could drink her under the table and then some. Her head throbbed,
and she still hadn’t been to sick bay to get her face and ribs
fixed. That would be her next point of call, as soon as she had her morning
coffee. She groaned with a mixture of pain and pleasure as she brought
the mug to her lips. The steam swirled around her face as she took a
sip, ahh, heaven!
Ethan walked in with a couple of data padds. He had never really visited
the mess hall before and now for some reason seemed like a good time.
Standing in the middle of the room, he looked around. There weren’t
any tables free and he didn’t feel like sharing one. Seeing Kala
at a table nearby, he bit his bottom lip and turned to leave. He probably
shouldn’t be there, it would just lead to them talking and Dhani
for some reason, would hate that. Hey turned to leave.
~“hey jerk”~ Kala called out to him with her mind, shouting
would have just made her head hurt even more, ~ “wanna seat?” ~
she pushed the chair out with her foot, wincing a little at the noise
that went right through her head.
Ethan’s first instinct was to say ‘thanks, but I need to
get to Engineering’ or something like that. But he frowned at his
own decision and gave a simple nod. Sitting down, he looked at the data
padd in his hand. It was the holodeck program he had been working on.
The recreation of the dream that he had over and over again. “I
never understood why people drink to the point where their going to be
ill, and feel like hammered shit the next day.” He said looking
up at her.
“As long as I don’t look like hammered shit then its okay!” she
smiled a little, “I wasn’t intending to get drunk. I should
remember that when catching up with my sister I shouldn’t try to
keep up with her! You think I would have learned that by now huh? But
I just don’t see how she does it, I mean I work and live with the
biggest drinkers in the galaxy. I can keep up with them okay, but not
her. I swear that she could drink any Klingon under the table!”
“She doesn’t drink that much, I mean, she can’t drink
that much. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve heard and read bits and
pieces, forget it.”
Kala frowned at him, “Look I know I have a hangover but still,
I’m sure that that made no sense. Can I have a repeat, the full
version?”
“No.” he replied plainly. “I didn’t come here
to talk about your sister. I don’t want to talk to your sister.
I’m not going to stand here and pretend everything is ok and let
you be the messenger caught in the middle of crap. She talks to you about
me, I talk to you about her, she doesn’t like me talking to you
for some reason, so forget it. I’m not going to talk about Her!
I don’t want to!” he snapped. He once again looked down at
the data padd, his expression, not a frown, but slight sadness.
Kala took a moment to digest. His snappish remark got her annoyed, “Look
Ethan,” she started harshly, “I pulled in a lot of favours
to get here. You called me and told me that something was wrong with
my sister. Now either you start talking or I start walking and you can
deal with what comes next.” She spoke like she knew what was to
come, she actually felt a little afraid for her sister, and them. An
ugly memory reared its head but she pushed it away. Her eyes levelled
with Suders.
“Your right. I did.” He shot back. “There’s
something wrong with Dhani. I don’t know what. The Doctors don’t
know and the freakin Counsellor doesn’t know! She won’t let
anyone in. She won’t accept help. I’ve tried my best as a
friend and a superior officer to help her, but every time, I get a slap
in the face and a crap load of attitude. I invited you here to help her,
talk to her, I figured that she would talk to you, more chance of you
rather than someone else. Have you talked to her yet, because I thought
last night, you might have done, but you were busy getting drunk. That’s
helping your sister. Now walk if you want, leave and go play Klingon
with someone who beats you up for the wrong reasons because your too
scared and little to look at the big picture, go on!” Ethan said
raising his voice a little. “If your willing to not help your sister
because I don’t want to talk to her just this second, fine! I was
hoping we talk this afternoon, but why talk to me, !
I’ve told you what I know, you should be talking to her!”
Kala sat still for a few seconds, she wanted to smack him in the face,
no one talked to her like that. But this wasn’t her ship and she
was *in* the Federation, so punching another officer would probably look
really bad on her record. But it would sure as hell feel great! She brushed
her anger aside and took a long look at Suder coupled with a long sip
of her drink.
“Firstly Ethan, I would appreciate it if you did not comment on my
personal life. My business is just that *mine*. You have no right to make
judgment on a situation that you know nothing about.” She stayed
calm for a change. With anyone else she, well they wouldn’t be talking,
they would have been on the floor, unconscious. At least she hadn’t
forgotten how to interact with Starfleet personal. “And for your
information I have spoken with my sister on a great many topics. And I
have yet to understand why you have requested my presence. She seams to
be coping with her death quite well. I understand that she has been slightly
erratic but then you have to understand the circumstances. Insomnia is
not easily cured, Suder.”
“Huh!” Ethan breathed heavily. “I thought I was the
only one who didn’t sleep. And your business is associated with
my business. You’re a Starfleet Officer! And you don’t know
why I called you here. If she’s coping really well and doing as
great as you say, then why isn’t she working yet? Why won’t
she stick around sickbay for a while and get checked out, why won’t
she talk to a freakin Counsellor just so that they can confirm what you
just told me, why can’t she sleep? Is it the fact that she died.
Come on, she’s not the only one that’s died before, people
deal with it, but the way she’s handled thus far, it’s not
that impressive!” he again, almost shouted. He stood up and gestured
with a nod for Kala to follow him.
Together they left the Mess Hall and continued down the hall.
“I’ve died before. I remember ever second of it. I remember
trying my hardest to save the ship and prolong a warp core breach!” he
explained. “I remember being the only one on the ship trying to
save it, after everyone had abandoned it! In the end, transporters were
down and time was up. I had to overload the core myself and destroy the
ship to save everybody who managed to escape on the saucer section. I
remember what it was like, knowing there was nothing I could do but be
quite happy with the fact that maybe, just maybe, I get what I wanted,
eternal rest. And if that wasn’t enough, spending thirty years
alone, well, not literally, but I have the memory of being alone for
decades! I got over it, I dealt with it and carried on with my life,
just like everything else, I’ve lost friends, I’ve lost my
whole family, I’ve not been able to do anything to help any of
them, I lost the one person who I care about the most, but here I am,
like I said, getting on with my life.!
You think everything is fine with her, I think you should reconsider your opinion.
I called you here because there’s a small chance, no matter how small,
that something might happen to her. No one can help her because she won’t
let them. So she’s playing all fine and normal because you’re here,
well it’s bollocks!! I was hoping that if I can’t do anything again,
then perhaps someone else could. Your family, you can help her, so help her,
or leave.
0 And I’ll keep you informed of whatever happens as it happens. Hell,
maybe you’re right, maybe she’s fine, but isn’t it worth
the time to at least look into it for a while longer. Tell me, what would it
be like if I ended up sending you a message to let you know of her death?” he
asked, his hands clenched into fists.
Kala stopped and grabbed his arm hard, “What would have been nice
is if someone told me that she had died in the first fucking place.” She
didn’t hold back her anger this time, “Have you any idea
how it felt to hear that she had died, even if it was for just an instant…” she
broke off, realising that he did know. Their conversation from the previous
night replayed just to spite her. Shaking her head she looked down at
the floor ‘foot in mouth’ didn’t really cover it. Relinquishing
her hold of his arm she took a step back to let some others pass. She
sighed and looked back up at him, “I’m sorry. That was insensitive
of me.” She leaned against the wall, “Look, I don’t
have all the answers, okay? You need to ask her, and I have a feeling
that she doesn’t have all the answers either. And that’s
not something to be angry at her about. Everybody handles things in different
ways, you of all people should know that. She isn’t going to open
up to you unless she trusts you. And locking her in her quarters isn’t
the way of gaining anyone’s trust. Dhani has more mental training
than I think anyone should, and there’s a dammed good reason for
that. I don’t mean to offend you but I don’t think you know
any mental trick that she doesn’t already know, on the other hand
you could show me a few tricks!” she said trying to lighten the
mood.
Seeing as the expression on his face stayed the same she continued, “Maybe
she is just acting fine because I’m around, I can’t answer
that. Dhani has more fire walls than the central computer. And I’m
not telepathic, well not like you and her. I can talk to you both but
I can’t read your minds, I’m just an empath. To be truthful
I don’t really know what you expect me to do. I can’t push
her for information, Ethan.”
Ethan’s teeth began to hurt from the tension in his jaw. He turned
away and tried to speak, but his jaw would not unclench. Her outburst
had brought back so much, his brother, Lon Suder, his parents, Adrianna,
Worthington, Sama… He could feel the blood boiling in his veins.
He felt really warm inside. His hands and knuckles were white from the
pressure of fists that he had made. Of course he wasn’t going to
unleash anything on her, he never would, he never could, but he wanted
to release something. For the first time in years, he wanted to let it
all out, for once and for all. Everything, his friends deaths, his families
death and sudden disappearances, the one person he loved more than anything
in this universe, everything! But he couldn’t. If he did, he felt
that he couldn’t stop. Tears welled up in his eyes as he continued
walking slowly, taking deep breathes. He was beginning to lose it. With
each step that he took, he felt like there was something strapped ar!
ound his chest that prevented him from taking the breathes that he needed.
For a long moment, he didn’t say anything. He looked up at one
of the doors he was about to pass. The Holodeck. He looked down at the
data padd in his hand and frowned harder. He then looked up at Kala. “She
never did trust me. Like so many others before, is it because I’m
Betazoid, because I’m me?? I don’t know. I did what I could
to get her to trust me, to show her that I wasn’t just a Chief,
that I was a friend. As time went on, I had to take more drastic measures,
try and get her to let go of what she was holding inside. But she wouldn’t.
Like so many others before her.” he stopped taking deep breaths
again as he continued to look at the Holodeck. “I can understand.
To have something, to know something, something that no one else knows…” His
eyes seemed to penetrate the doors of the Holodeck, and what he saw was
like something out of a dream. It was as if the program he was working
on was active and running. He could see the fields, the sun setting,
the house… “Something so big, so intense, that sometimes… Maybe
words aren’t enough to explain…” He trailed off again
and watched as the children, his children suddenly became noticeable,
playing catch in the fields. Their mother stood near the house, watching
them with a smile. “She died. Self inflicted. Her quarters were
trashed, I found that out after she started a fight with me!
, whilst drunk. So I have to ask, what could have driven her to the state
of insanity that could drive someone to do such a thing? I can think
of a few reasons, can you?” he asked turning and looking at Kala
with tears in his eyes.
Kala felt heat ripple through her as he spoke, his feelings maybe. But
no, they were hers, Dhani hadn’t told her how she had died. And
hearing it from him was upsetting to say the least.
“Why do you think she did it Ethan?” Kala asked quietly, taking
everything in. She could feel his pain and tried to block it out. She had
never realised until now how intense he was.
He pushed a button on the wall panel and the Holodeck doors slid open.
And as he thought, the program he had been working on was in fact active
and running. But he hadn’t activated it. It had been dormant for
the last few weeks! Quick Virus, he thought. For some reason, various
Holodeck programs had just activated for no reason. He began walking
through the fields. He found breathing a lot easier, yet he still seemed
a little lost in it all. “Why would she have done it?” Ethan
asked himself. “She gets transferred here, the chance of a life
time, she’s happy. And then everything goes out the freakin airlock.
She can’t sleep, probably having trouble eating too. Love perhaps… No!
Something else. Do I know why? No, because I don’t know what’s
going on any more than you. Have I read her thoughts, no!” He remembered
the last time that his mind had been opened to someone elses. Years ago.
He hadn’t probed at all since then. And all because of an accident.
He co!
uld, but he wouldn’t. He continued walking down the hill towards
the house where the children were playing near.
Kala stood and watched him for a few seconds, she had to talk to Dhani.
Why hadn’t she told her any of this? Why hadn’t Ethan told
her any of this? Why did everyone leave things to the last minute?
“You know what Ethan?” she asked him, “This would all
have been easier if you had told me this before.” Her anger rose,
her ship was due to leave today and now he tells her. “Why the hell
didn’t you tell me all this?” she shouted at him, “Why
the fuck does everything have to be cloak and dagger with you?”
Ethan turned suddenly and looked down at Kala, his eyes seeming to pierce
her soul. “Me!” he snapped back, his jaw clenched again. “You
were the one who was with Dhani yesterday, you were the one who had drinks
with her all night, you were the one who talked to her about a great
many topics, she didn’t tell you and you didn’t find out.
So before you start pointing the finger at me like I’m the one
with the problem and the secrets, think about who you’re really
angry with!”
“You know something else? I think you’re the one who needs
help.” She shot back at him, “I can sense your feelings a
mile off. You think that you dealt with all your pain, you think that
you’re better than everyone else. But you’re not. You buried
your feelings, you haven’t dealt with anything, just pushed it
all aside. And here you stand dissing Dhani because she is having trouble
dealing with her problems. You make me sick. And once more you judged
me. How dare you! You know nothing about me, or Dhani for that matter.
You have no idea what she is capable of. And before you ever think about
bitching about how someone else deals with things take a dammed good
look in the fuckin mirror and sort your self out first, you fuckin hypocrite.” She
screamed at him.
Ethan stepped closer and almost growled at her, but remaining still
and silent for a short while added to the tension. His eyes narrowed
on the Trill in front of him. “My pain is what keeps me going from
day to day. You don’t know the first thing about it. And I’m
not ‘dissing’ Dhani. I respect her, consider her a friend… And
I never said that I was better than everyone else, so don’t go
putting words in my mouth.” He shouted back. He leaned in a little
closer, his teeth showing and his black eyes widening, shooting straight
through Kala. “And I don’t know anything about you? I think
I know enough. In fact, I’m thinking that my original statement
about you was wrong. You’re very similar to you sister. If it wasn’t
for your freakin language and hair colour, hell, I’d probably mistake
you for her!”
Kala snapped and slapped him across his face, leaving a nice red hand
print.
“Don’t you ever talk to me like that again.” She growled
at him, “You think that you’re intimidating me? I work with
Klingons you prick! You don’t scare me. Your no friend of Dhani’s.” she
shook her head as she looked him up and down with disgust. “You don’t
respect her. You haven’t taken the time out to get to know her. And
I think I know why. You’re afraid of getting to close to someone,
anyone for that matter. You have a huge superiority complex and I think
you need counselling, that and your ego deflating. I’m going to tell
you this once, leave my sister alone. Get it? Stay away from her.” she
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