"Vibes"
Ensign Zev Raynor
Terran Telepath
"Intelligence" Officer
You wander the corriodiors of a ship long enough, you
begin to pick up vibes. Vibes from the ship. Vibes from
outer space. Vibes from the crew.
You talk to enough people, witness enough conversations,
listen to sounds of their steps, of their breathe, of
their voice and you can tell the mood of the ship. Of
the crew.
The vibe said tension. The kind you could cut with a
butter knife. You could find yourself lost in an ocean
of it. It's heat swallowing you whole and slowly building
pressure until it errupts in a storm of rage. Well it
actually hadn't errupted yet, but it would unless someone
did SOMETHING to ease the pressure.
Raynor of course first waited for command to come up
with something. But all they had done was seperate the
crew and the Jem'hadar. That only slowed the pace, it
did not stop it, or release any of the pressure, so of
course they thought of the probelm as dealt with or dealt
with enough... And now with the delay in transfering
them over to Deep Space 5 or rather... as some would
put it "getting rid of" the Jem'Hadar, on top
of crossing the border into Romulan space... the pressure
was just going to keep building and building. And unless
something was done...
But why should he be the one to do it? It wasn't his
responisblity... it's not like his efforts were ever
recognised for what they were... and yet he knew he would
have to something because no one esle would. Because
the evil to fear most was the indifference of good men.
And while deep in this train of thought... Raynor figured
out a way to attack this probelm on two fronts... thus
diminishing the effect of the tension. He knew that would
be those few individual crewmen he would not be able
to reach with his plan, and that he needed help to lanuch
the second front... but the first 'front' he could do
alone.
And after many long months of putting it off... Raynor
finally sat down, and tried to figure out how to structure
his presentation... fiddling around with some of the
seemingly trivial aspects of the show, but at the same
time knowing that he had to sell it to as wide an audience
as possible and that would mean figuring out... he had
to do a survey without doing it in an obvious form so
as to give away what was to come...
"Here's the Cheese - Where's the Trap?"
Captain Cassius Henderson,
Commanding Officer
Lieutenant Ella Grey,
Acting Chief Engineer
Lieutenant Tarin Iniara,
Chief Operations Manager
****
Main Engineering,
Deck 36,
USS Galaxy
Cassius Henderson had not stopped by Main Engineering
since just after Captain M'Kantu had departed for his
competency hearing. Being of a more tactically oriented
of a commanding officer, he relied on his Chief Engineer
and Chief Operations Manager to keep him up to date on
the state of the ship's systems. Usually, that worked
just fine, and he didn't have to try to understand technology
with inner workings that were, honestly, beyond him.
Even when he'd worked for SFI, he'd left all of the gadgetry
and technical aspects of their missions to Art Blackwelder.
Unfortunately, that policy might now be about to backfire
in a very big way. Cassius knew that he had to act quickly
to prevent it, before they were in orbit over the capital
world of a galactic superpower not known for its stability.
Stepping into Main Engineering, he took note of his
surroundings. The chaotic hustle and bustle of the ship's
heart. Behind him, he could hear Tarin Iniara slowing
down to walk behind him. Sighting Ella Grey standing
at a central table talking to several engineers, he walked
over to get her attention, Tarin in tow.
Ella saw Cass and nodded at him before finishing what
she had to say to the other officers quickly so that
she could join him. It was strange to think of him as
the captain now, she had had tea with this man and even
a chocolate syrup fight ages ago, but Ella was capable
of being on her mostly best behavior. "Captain."
It was strange for Cassius, addressing her as the Chief
Engineer. When he'd first come onboard, he'd had quite
a crush on the small, silent engineer. From his position
as the master of the ship, those days seemed so distant.
In fact, he didn't see Ella Grey that often, and now
that he did, he was reminded how cute she was. Corran
was a lucky man.
But speak to her as Chief Engineer he did. "Good
morning, Ella. Iniara and I need to talk to you in your
office."
"Of course, Captain." The engineer replied.
They walked the short distance into the empty shell
of O'Shea's office in silence. Before the events that
had brought them to this meeting, the room had been dominated
by hundreds of PADDs. Now it was eerily empty, the contents
having been carted off by Lieutenant Dobryin's intelligence
analysis team.
They took up positions around the desk, the only sign
that the room had been occupied. "Chief, I'm sure
its occurred to you the kind of damage that could be
done by an entrenched and well liked Chief Engineer?" Cassius
asked her.
"Yes." Ella said.
"I need you and Iniara to develop a schedule for
a full systems diagnostic," he said, "I haven't
a clue what that entails, only that it takes over a week.
If you can, start with the simple, so that we cover every
system on a basic level, and then move to the more complicated."
"No problem. We've already started looking at some
of the smaller systems." The engineer replied and
then looked at the Ops officer. "How do you want
to go about this?"
"O'Shea was a talented engineer," Iniara stated,
thoughtfully. "If she sabotaged the ship, she probably
disguised it with other things. We'll have to wade through
whatever distractions she placed to find the real threats."
"That's a very real possibility. According to Cora,
O'Shea was in a position to access every major ship's
system and most of the minor ones in the last month before
we arrived at Tru'Haran," Cassius added, carefully
schooling his features to avoid a scowl. If Iniara was
right, then it would take a miracle to uncover everything
before the Galaxy arrived in orbit of ch'Rihan. "We
have a lot of ground to cover."
"Yes," Ella agreed. "Tarin, if your people
did a cursory scan of each system, I could devote my
department to a more in depth follow through.
"Yes," Ella agreed. "Tarin, if your
people did a cursory scan of each system, I could devote
my department to a more in depth follow through. As it
is, we've been following our regular maintenance schedule
sand trying to keep an eye out for any... creative malfunctions.
We've turned up minor things here and there - timers
on the grav controls in the whales tanks and other minor
nuisances. But I can't believe that's all there is."
"Then we're in agreement," Cassius stated,
wrapping up the discussion. Normally he would have been
happy to consider all the options, but with the Galaxy
due to arrive on ch'Rihan in a few days, the proverbial
clock was already ticking. "I'll want reports at
the end of every shift. Tarin, Ella, if either of you
need more people, let me know and I'll get security on
it."
"That'd probably be for the best, if Operations
is just going to be doing a cursory scan," the Betazoid/Bajoran
woman replied. "If you send me the Operations minors
first, Captain, they should be able to spot the obvious
things." Turning to Ella, she continued, "When
they do, we'll forward it on to Engineering so that you
can look for the deeper problems."
"Will do." Ella replied in her vocoder-accented
voice.
"Then let's be about it," Cassius said, with
a certain finality. "Thank you both. I'll leave
you to work out the details. If you need anything, you
know where I'll be."
"The Holding Pattern"
Lt. (JG) 8-ball Hunter, the Girl Who Never Learns
8-ball couldn't believe it. She wouldn't believe. She
sure as hell wouldn't trust it. She walked around the
ship in circles, or as circular as you could get on the
Galaxy without doing anything too strenous like crawling
through Jeffries Tubes. She snooped. She investigated.
It was true. She couldn't believe it.
NOTHING was happening on the ship.
Oh, there were some things, 8-ball decided. There were
a bunch of Jem Hadars running around, and that was making
everyone a might cranky. 8-ball herself didn't seem to
have too much problem with them, as they mostly ignored
her and she mostly ignored them---the only exception
to this was when she ran into a few of the orphan children
who reminded her far too much of children she had already
met and let down. She avoided the children like the plague,
any child, really on this ship. 8-ball had discovered
all too well that she really wasn't good at dealing with
them.
So some tension. . .some anger. . some unfound prejudices.
. .but beyond that. . .
Not a whole helluva lot.
There were no possessions. No takeovers. No random memory
swapping. No holodecks gone crazy, no admirals running
around like psychotic bulldogs.
NOTHING seemed to be happening at all.
The Galaxy was in a holding pattern. . .and it was scary
as fuck.
Once she allowed herself to believe that really absolutely
nothing was going on, 8-ball was actually relieved. Maybe
they'd have a normal few weeks.
Maybe everyone could stop going crazy for awhile. Maybe
things would be happy and birds would sing and dandelions
would dance. Even though there were no birds and no dandelions
and certain no dancing dandelions. The point was, everyone
would live happily ever after.
8-ball let herself believe this notion for about .0333
seconds and then laughed.
No, all this holding pattern meant was that big stuff
was gonna happen. The shit was going to hit the fan;
it just wasn't quite there yet. The longer the wait,
the more the world was likely the collapse on itself.
The eye of the storm, and all that. This was not a good
silence.
Still. . .even though she knew that. . .and even though
she knew she'd miss this quiet period once it was gone.
. .8-ball couldn't help but being ever so slightly bored
out of her skull. NOTHING was happening. It was so freakishly
dull. Asking for excitement on this ship was wrong and
dangerous and atrociously psychotic and yet. . .8-ball
did it anyway. Because she was bored. Because she was
discontent. Because she never freaking learned.
Maybe she should start a mud wrestling tournament, or
something.
"Distorted Perception"
Ensign Keldan
Operations Officer, USS-Galaxy
Lieutenant Kimberly Burton
Chief Medical Officer, USS-Galaxy
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~ ~ ~ ~
Keldan sat up, patiently waiting on the edge of the
biobed for the attention of one of the medical staff.
He sure wasn't going to fall asleep again. The dream
still played far too clearly in his mind. It would be
a while before the gruesome images could be silenced.
The biobed monitors stopped their regular beats and
humming as soon as he left his reclining position. He
cursed inwardly at his blindness. His sight had only
improved slightly in the weeks since the away mission
to the Jem'Hadar planet.
At first he had only been able to make out large patches
of darkness passing in front of him. Now his range of
vision seemed to extend a meter or so in front of him,
but otherwise, it was just blurs of colour.
Doctors and nurses passed in front of him, and there
was the constant din of medical chatter.
While he was still able to operate an Ops console, he
wasn't much good for anything else until his vision was
fully restored. Fortunately, his duty shift was late-night,
but that could change at any moment.
He'd busied himself reading the official logs of the
Galaxy to get up to speed on recent events, allowing
himself to fit in more quickly and efficiently. But a
good number of the accounts read like something out of
a Klingon sadomasochism handbook. Encounters with the
Breen. The Hydrans, The Romul...er... Rihannsu, he corrected
himself again. And of course, there were the recent events
on Deep Space 5 with some kind of life form called the
Diphtharu. It was a wonder that the entire crew hadn't
devolved into stark raving lunatics.
He had stopped worrying whether the damage to his eyes
was permanent. In most likelihood it wasn't since he
was making progress. If it was beyond repair, he probably
wouldn't be able to see anything at all. Damn retinal
burns. Fixable, he thought, though it would take time
before his vision was completely back to normal. Still,
he was uncomfortable sitting there just waiting. But
since he didn't have the expertise to fix his own eyes,
he'd have to be patient. More patient. No wonder the
humans considered it a virtue.
Accepting a PADD from her staff nurse, Kimberly quickly
scanned it as she walked over to the young Ensign, "Ensign,
Keldan," she greeted him as she stopped before him, "Hello,
so how are you feeling today?" she asked, already
having a good idea, but they how someone explained their
complaints was occasionally enlightening.
"Just wishing this recovery process could move
a bit more quickly." Not wanting to insult her,
he added, "Sorry, I know you're doing your best,
Doctor. I guess I'll just have to be a little more patient.
I guess this is the price you pay for a little excitement
that gets out of control."
Nodding as he spoke Kimberly opened her Tricorder and
ran a scan of his head as she spoke, "I think we've
all had our fair share of excitement recently," she
said a little absently as she began to work, "life
recently has certainly not been without it's highlights," she
added, a slight twist to her voice, indicating the other
side of the ward, "Na'Toha turned out to be okay
though," looking at the Jem'Hadar physician who
was deep in conversation with the EMH.
"So was Kor'A'Thus," he replied. "Extremely...
efficient... at dealing with security threats to a satisfactory
resolution." Painfully efficient, Keldan thought,
trying to imagine the Jem'Hadar engineer who'd attacked
Ensign Eytan and himself, hanging limply with his head
and neck stuffed into a wall. "It was a cool reminder
at how swiftly and efficiently they were able to achieve
their military objectives back during the Dominion War."
"Efficiency, thoroughness and persistence, says
it all really about your typical Jem'Hadar doesn't it," Kimberly
offered thoughtfully, adjusting her tricorder slightly
she rechecked a reading and activated the biobed systems.
Kel weighed over in his mind whether to broach one certain
topic of discussion with the doctor. However, it seemed
logical she might be in a position to shed some light
on recent events on board the Galaxy.
"Doctor, if you don't mind, could you answer a
question for me? I know that you're bound not to reveal
personal medical information about other members of the
crew, but my question is a bit more general in nature.
What can you tell me about Dhanishta Eshe?"
Thinking a moment, "Well, nothing you probably
don't already know I'm afraid, aside from a few meetings
here, which I can't discuss," she added with a slightly
serious tone, "I haven't really gotten to know her
that well yet. Why do you ask?"
"She and I were acquai... Well, no, friends would
be a more appropriate term, I suppose. Back when we are
at the Academy. It was a rather traumatic period and
she's not the person I remember from then."
"We all change Ensign," Kimberly offered sagely, "All
I can say for now I'm afraid is that you're probably
better heading up to the canteen, or down to engineering
to ask her friends about her, or check the ships records
you have access to," she offered helpfully, "I'm
sure you understand why I can't discuss a patient," she
apologised.
"Of course, Doctor." Well, he couldn't fault
her professionalism, despite the fact that it was putting
up another obstacle. However, it did make it rather plain
that Eshe's and the doctor's relationship at the present
point in time was simply that... professional. Since
he remembered quite distinctly Dhanishta's fondness for
doctors, counsellors and therapists (or lack thereof),
that was apparently one thing that hadn't changed. Still,
not gaining any insight was annoying, since he'd already
finished checking all the public record information and
official logs made by Dhanishta over a week ago.
"Would you mind laying back please," she asked
as she picked up a retinal scanner, "I'd like to
check your eyes. If I may ask though, what can 'you'
tell me about the Lieutenant, as I said I'm still getting
to know her, I'd appreciate any insights you might have?"
Keldan lay himself back on the biobed, opening his eyes
wide for the doctor's retinal scanner.
"Well, I can really only tell you about the Dhanishta
Eshe that I knew, and that was back before the Dominion
War. When I first met her, I was working on a freighter
and she was off to Qo'Nos or Trill or somewhere, I don't
remember. What I do remember was how vibrant a person
she was. Outspoken. Not afraid of anything." He
stopped, trying to figure out what the doctor might truly
valuable. "She was never one to talk openly about
personal matters." He refrained from adding, 'like
most women.' "Getting her to talk about her emotions
was always difficult. Probably her Vulcan training. Or
maybe her Klingon. Who knows?"
~ Vibrant, outspoken, hmmm, ~ "You wouldn't happen
to know what she likes to eat would you?"
Keldan snorted slightly. "I don't know what she's
been eating lately, but I'd wager it isn't enough. She's
practically a walking corpse, at least compared to the
last time I saw her. Since I suppose nutritional welfare
falls under your area of expertise, it would seem prudent
to mention it. However, Dhanishta never was particularly
fond of going to see doctors," or anyone else she
didn't want to see for that matter, he added to himself, "so
good luck in getting her in to see you."
"I'm beginning to get that impression only too
well," Kimberly agreed, "please, continue,
tell me more if you would, I'd like to get to know her,
but as you've said she's a little reluctant to see me,
perhaps if I can learn a bit more about her I might help," setting
aside the retinal scanner she picked up another instrument,
this time a neural scanner and aimed it at his left eye, "this
won't hurt, but please try not to blink, it'll interrupt
the scan of your visual cortex."
"Well, she's half-Trill, half-Betazoid; grown up
on Vulcan, Trill and Qo'Nos, of all places. Parents were
famous scientists and moved the family all over the place.
Of course, that's all in her file, which I'm sure you've
already read. As far as knowing her... well, I thought
I knew her, but after bumping into her onboard the Galaxy,
I'm not so sure. I know what you mean when you say people
change... but this is like there's an entirely different
person inside. I don't know, maybe I'm getting ahead
of myself here." Actually, he was pretty sure he
was getting ahead of himself. It was possible all this
weirdness with Dhanishta could just be in his imagination...
but he didn't think so.
~ She's quite a character alright ~ Kimberly mused to
herself as she gently ran the scanner over his eye, recalling
the few encounters she had so far with Dhanishta, "She's
certainly been through a lot recently though, I mean
since I've been aboard alone the whole crew has had Dithparu
and Jem'Hadar to deal with, neither were easy I imagine
on most people." moving the scanner over to his
right eye she repeated the scan, "does she like
sport at all?"
"Very much so. She was always up to trying... well,
trying anything really. We kept each other... on our
toes. Keeping up with her could be... a *challenge* sometimes.
I can't say I was ever much good at that 'fencing' thing
she introduced me to. But then, riding on the back of
a saddled t'stayan was probably about as much fun for
her as being poked in the eye."
Setting aside the cortex scanner Kimberly checked the
results against her predictions for his recovery, ~ Oh
why didn't the Retinax work! ~ she griped to herself,
satisfied though that his eyes were recovering, even
though not as fast as she would like she pulled something
she'd had replicated from out of her pocket, "I
just get the impression that if I could get together
with her outside of sickbay, doing something she at least
has an interest in perhaps we might be able to actually
chat. I don't want to pester her too much right now,
but I would like to keep an eye on her so to speak, if
I have to make things official, it's not going to look
good on her record," she said a little quieter, "anyway,
try these on if you would," offering him a small
case she opened it to reveal a pair of spectacles.
Keldan scowled at the case and spectacles, but didn't
hesitate in taking them from her. He carefully unfolded
them and lifted them to his face.
His scowl changed to surprise, however, as he realized
the archaic device actually managed to extend his vision
a couple of additional meters. He squinted at the far
wall of sickbay and then refocused on the good doctor's
features. "Well that wasn't exactly the improvement
I was hoping for, but I'll take what I can get."
"They're strictly for the short term only, and
I'd ask you only use them when you really need to on
duty, you eyes need to adapt on their own, but now your
eyes have improved to this point you can have these,
though you'll likely need to bring them back next week
for adjustment," she cautioned him, "but if
you find you're getting headaches wearing them come back
immediately."
"Sounds good to me. Thanks, Doctor." Getting
up from the biobed and heading toward the exit, he turned
back for one final comment. "And Doctor... I noticed
in your public file a hobby listed as riding something
called a 'Harley Davidson'. I tried to find a listing
in the Federation exobiology database but was unsuccessful.
Perhaps at some point you could introduce me to this
experience?"
Chuckling as she put her instruments away, "Instead
of checking exobiology, look it up in Terran automotive
history," she suggested, pleased someone had noticed
one of the notes she had listed on the BBS, "it's
an old Earth vehicle," she informed him, "once
you've had a look, and if you're still interested let
me know, I have a holodeck program you can try if you
like, though we'll have to wait 'til your eyes are much
better first."
"Intriguing. Sounds like another reason to be impatient
about my sight returning to normal. See you around, Doctor."
"Revelations"
by
Ensign T'Rei
Personal Quarters
Glancing around her quarters, she felt at peace for
the first time since her arrival on the Galaxy. Her roommate
and her had gotten along, which was surprising, but the
woman kept to her and did not conversant much at all.
Amanda liked to be alone, liked things neat and organized,
and was quite. Perfect in T’Rei’s opinion.
Replicating a cup of tea, she found it curious that
her message box on the computer was blinking. Who would
be sending her any type of document? Training had been
secured for the next day, all the usual appointments
had been made or completed, and her parental figures
were off on holiday enjoying some much needed relaxation.
Curiosity got the best of her as she walked over and
sat down at the counsel. Upon opening the document she
received, her mind set about Vulcans instantly changed.
Star date:
Memo
To: Satark
From: T’Leone
Subject: Experiment 543 AKA Savannah Boost
We have made the final report findings concerning our
twenty year emotional experiment with subject 543 and
find that the results are outstanding. The subject has
been totally assimilated into the Vulcan culture and
has shown no signs of disintegration. The subjects mind
is extremely disciplined, and in matters relating to
mind melding and pinch execution, the subject shows vast
improvement from year 10 through year 20.
The subjects emotions are non existent, and do not appear
to have influence over her logic analysis of every day
decisions and reactions to life around her.
It is of the opinion that the experiment is under continued
observance upon her posting at the USS Galaxy through
monthly reports from an inside source. It is also of
the opinion that the initial stage of this experiment
has been successful, and the next stage should be implemented
right away.
Detailed report to follow
T’Leone
*End Transmit ion-Sender Unknown*
Silence filled the quarters as T’Rei sat in her
seat, flabbergasted at the document in front of her own
the screen. It was unreal to her that all the years spent
in the Vulcan discipline were for a damned research project.
Closing her eyes, she shook her head slowly back and
forth. Leaning forward, she rested her head on the console
for a few minutes.
It was unreal…..her identity was a fake, a joke, and
most illogical. Raising her head, she read the document at
least ten times, each time attempting to grasp her identity
each time she read it. Was this what she needed? Was this document
proof enough to start acting emotional? And if she acted emotional,
was she doing it the right way? What was the right way? Sighing,
she stood with a padd in hand as she transferred the data onto
the mobile unit. Shoving her anger, disappointment, and upset
deep within her, she stood up, left her quarters, and made
her way to her first counseling appointment.
*Backposted with permission* - Slight Content Advisory
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"Starfleet's
Grim Reaper to the Rescue"
Principal Characters
2nd Lieutenant Branwen London - Furies Counselor
Lt
(JG) Victor Krieghoff - Security Officer
Lieutenant Kimberly
Burton - Chief Medical Officer
****
Planetside
Hydran Research Facility
Laboratory 6
Her mind was shutting down. This could not be happening.
These creatures were not talking to her. In fact she
couldn't even understand them, it was some kind of foreign
language. Bran was still paralyzed only her eyelids were
able to move a little so she could shield her eyes against
the bright glare of the surgical lamps.
****
Planetside
Hydran Research Facility
Corridor
Victor would have preferred to have done this alone,
just his skills against the enemy's, but that wasn't
the plan he'd been given. He had others assigned to him,
troops and support personnel to make certain that all
the prisoners were returned. He'd considered telling
Captain Henderson that he didn't need them, that they'd
just be in the way, but Henderson hadn't waited to hear
that before moving on with the assignments. With the
loss of the Captain's attention, the desire to say something
had just fallen away into the nothingness inside him.
He'd do what he was ordered to. He always did, even if
the people issuing the orders didn't understand that.
There were doors ahead, and a branching corridor to
the left. A tricorder check showed the majority of the
prisoners were in one area down the left side of the
branching corridor. All but one. There was one on the
right side, In a separate room.
"You four. That side." Victor pointed. "The
crew goes back. The Hydrans stay here. Bring up the medics,
they'll need them."
The others nodded and passed the orders back.
"I'll take the one on the right. We go on four."
The hastily-assembled troops looked at one another,
shook their heads, and tightened the grips on their weapons.
"One."
"Two."
"Three."
"Four."
****
She still could not move, or see her captors. But she
could feel, she could feel them putting things inside
her, it hurt it hurt so badly, like they were tearing
her apart from the inside out. Some tears managed to
escape her eyes. But there was still no sound. Only the
silent agony.
****
Victor came through the door silently, only the sound
of the mechanism operating betraying his presence as
he stepped into the room. He hadn't been certain what
he would find, hadn't known what the Hydrans were doing,
but this, this was nothing he'd envisioned. Not even
the machines he'd seen in an abandoned Cardassian Interrogation
post after the War had been so. Wrong.
He didn't try to restrain the red haze that rose up
across his vision, didn't try to hold back the surge
from within him as the thing inside him went from its
normal controlled state to being totally unchecked in
a single heartbeat. These were *his* people, not the
Hydran's - and unlike the Diparthu, the Hydrans were
here, they were physical, and he could reach them.
There were four Hydrans in the room, all in lightweight
suits connected to an atmosphere generator supplying
their methane breathing mix so that they could operate
their machinery and monitor the results of their tests
first-hand. Obviously they were used to the sound of
the door mechanism, or were so absorbed in what they
were doing that they hadn't heard it operate. Victor
smiled Death's smile and the sudden surge of his presence
slammed across the room like an explosion, causing all
four of the aliens to look up.
A single phaser discharge severed the connections to
the atmosphere generator and starting a shriek of escaping
methane and other gasses as the four suits emptied out.
Victor reached the first flailing Hydran in two silent
steps, his rifle falling to hang by the sling as he reached
for the alien. Phasers were too impersonal, too remote;
for this offence, a more personal touch was needed.
Escaping methane was suddenly not the loudest thing
screaming in the room.
****
Outside the door Victor had just entered Kimberly shuddered
at the sounds from within, it was one thing to hear the
high pitched whine of a phaser doing it's work, but the
grisly sound of flesh meeting bone could be heard even
out here...
"Ouch!" she muttered after one particularly
loud and unpleasant sound, "that sounded permanent!"
Checking her own tricorder she saw the same readings
that Victor obviously had, the bulk of the prisoners
were on one side of the corridor where the majority of
the team were even now working to extract them, Mr. Krieghoff
it seemed was after one separate prisoner, ~ Interrogation
perhaps? ~ she wondered. Looking to the Trauma squad
gathered with a few guards in the corridor she waved
to the team, "Follow the main squad as soon as they
give the word," she instructed, "I'll see what's
happening in here and follow."
Noticing that the sounds beyond were dying down she
stepped cautiously through the door after Krieghoff,
he may not be her favourite person aboard the Galaxy,
but that was secondary to the mission right now, even
so, she averted her eyes from him as she entered and
surveyed the room.
~ Ugh! ~ was all she thought upon first seeing the carnage
he had wrought.
****
Branwen knew something was happening. There was a lot
of shouting, shrieking and they stopped touching her.
There were still instruments inside her, but they had
stopped twisting and turning them, hurting her inside.
Still she could not move a muscle, she couldn't shout
or look to see what was going on. Branwen just made a
silent prayer that they would not touch her again. Anything
but that. Anything.
****
Victor blinked once and the red faded slightly, enough
that he knew someone else was in the room - and that
they weren't a Hydran, which meant they were one
of the others that had come with him. and that they weren't
supposed to die.
He took a breath, the methane stink in the air choking
him, but even that did nothing to make his voice less
terrifying, to lessen the talons of fear that the words
sent digging into Kimberly's spine. "See to." he
looked at the person on the table for the first time
and realized he knew her, "the Lieutenant here,
Doctor - I believe she'll react better to you than to
me." He turned slightly, the shadows and a curl
of frozen methane making his face into something other
than human. "The Hydrans don't need any assistance."
Branwen recognized the voice. And internally she sobbed
with relief. It was Victor, her friend Victor who had
come to save her. She knew he was a good man, she knew
it. But then it sunk in, he was going to see her like
this. He was going to see everything about her. And then
she shrieked again within her mind.
Stepping over one of the now definitely deceased Hydrans
Kimberly moved swiftly to the young Lieutenants side,
glancing swiftly around as she moved she saw the instruments
and devices that lay nearby, "Mr...
Krieghoff... Have a look round please, It'd be nice to
know what they've been doing here, I could use any data
chips or crystals you can find, plus scans of any drugs
you can see so I know what they might've used,"
she asked flatly.
Victor frowned and looked around the room. To him, at
least, it seemed obvious what the Hydrans had been doing,
although why they'd gone about it in this fashion when
there were scanners and micro-transporter samplers that
could have done the job for them faster and with less
mess. As he programmed his tricorder to run scans, it
occurred to him that the Hydrans had chosen this method
deliberately, possibly even contemptuously, to send a
message. If that were the case, then he'd need to make
certain that they received one in kind.
"Hey Branwen," she said softer as reached
her, looking the table over she winced internally as
she saw some of the things there, and what had obviously
been in progress, running her tricorder over the secured
woman she ran a quick check before releasing her, "gimme
a sec and we'll get you out of here," she assured
her, without looking around, "I'll need a blanket
as well!" she called to Victor.
Victor glanced around the lab, but saw nothing suitable
for a blanket except some opaque foil-like sheeting covering
a bundle of equipment.
Wrenching it free, he handed it to Kimberly. "We
can't take too long, Doctor. Their security will be responding
soon."
A few tears escaped Branwen's eyes. She felt so utterly
humiliated and degraded. A small part of her even wished
she had not been rescued so nobody would have to see
her this way.
Cursing inwardly at the abuse that had been heaped on
Branwen Kimberly tried not to let it show on her face,
her tricorder readings indicated Branwen's voluntary
nervous system was inhibited somehow, as well as there
being several devices within her, "Hold on, we'll
have you out soon," she promised again, looking
the restraints over again, ~ I'll need a key. or a phaser
torch! ~ she realised.
"Doctor?" Victor repeated, offering the improvised
blanket again.
Turning slightly Kimberly saw the offered material and
took it with a nod, "We'll need the key or code
for the restraints, failing that a cutter," she
informed the looming officer, "but we'll be here
for a bit, she's not moving 'til I check her and stabilise
her condition, so I guess you get to cover me," she
informed him and she covered Branwen's prone form.
Branwen felt something slide over her. They were covering
her, covering the shame. But probably not until everybody
had seen it.
"We won't have that much time, Doctor," Victor
replied, his voice a soft whisper that dug under the
skin and sent tingles of fear up the spine.
"There will be a security response within three to
five minutes, and self-destruct charges after that - assuming
they bother with the troops at all."
Feeling the unholy shiver in her spine at his tone she
closed her eyes for a brief second and tried to ignore
the memories surfacing, "Just get her free," Kimberly
snapped as she started working, "I'll be quick."
"Move." The single word was not a request.
Stepping around to the other side of the table she ignored
his tone and kept her mind on her work, moving as swiftly
as she could she made sure the devices either attached,
or inserted, were either removed or posed no immediate
danger to Branwen.
Literally as soon as Kimberly was clear, Victor stepped
up to the table.
"She'll have burns, Doctor, have something ready for
that." Without another word he was lifting a hand,
and a thin beam of blue-white light was lancing out from
it to slice into the restraints, cutting through them in
swift arcs.
It hurt. The burning brought tears to Branwen's eyes.
But this was the kind of pain she could deal with. It
was something her father would do when she was little.
Hold her hand over a candle flame. This pain now meant
they were getting her out of here. And it was a good
thing.
"The burns I can treat later, just get her free.
are you always this.
fluffy?" she said, a slight sarcastic lilt to her
voice as she gave Branwen a quick shot, "Two Hydrans
incoming by the way," she informed the security
officer, waving her tricorder slightly in the direction
of a nearby door.
Victor frowned at the restraints and switched over to
the second set. "I am what I am, Doctor," he
answered as the beam sliced through the restraints on
that side, narrowing missing Kimberly's foot as it sectioned
off a part of the table as well. As the restraints and
part of the table dropped free, he swung around without
bothering to turn off the device - Kimberly finally recognizing
it as a Phaser 1 of a model that hadn't been issued in
over a century - the beam scorching a line in the floor
and wall as he turned. "Even the Hydrans can tell
that," he added in that same, terrifying voice,
the words wrapping around the soft whine of the archaic
phaser, blending with it so that it seemed that it was
they that sliced into the floor and not a beam of energy
from the weapon he held.
The door she'd indicated slid open with a hiss - just
as the beam he'd dragged across the floor reached it.
The two Hydrans there raised their weapons, mechanically-translated
voices stared to speak. and Victor's thumb shifted slightly
on the weapon, the whine intensifying as the power setting
was ratcheted up into the lethal range as he sliced them
apart with the beam, the bulky aliens dissipating into
soft white clouds of molecular gas that flared and vanished,
leaving nothing to show that they'd ever been there at
all.
Victor thumbed the weapon off and finished his turn
so that he was now facing Kimberly again. "It appears
that they've forgotten, though," he said with a
smile, the sense of his presence shifting, as if something
else had entered the room and stepped into him to wear
his face like a mask, something that Kimberly knew well,
something that she fought against for the life of every
patient. "I think, perhaps, that they need to be
reminded why it is that their children are afraid of
the dark,"
Death finished.
Pausing involuntarily she shuddered at the sudden cold
feeling that crept up and down her spine, this man chilled
her very soul. Slapping her commbadge perhaps a little
too hard she raised her voice, "Trauma team one,
I need a stretcher in here now!" she ordered, her
voice sounding strained.
=/\= On the way ma'am. =/\=
Looking at the intimidating security officer she took
a deep breath and turned back to Branwen, "Just
cover us for another moment," she ordered brusquely, "Branwen,
can you hear me?" she asked a little softer.
She even managed to make a little sound this time. Maybe
the poison in her body was wearing off. But she couldn't
really speak or move much.
Letting her breath hiss out between her teeth in frustration
she willed the medtech to move faster as she worked to
disentangle Branwen from the table, stepping back suddenly
she looked to Victor, "Cut the table," she
announced, "take out the support column, we'll attach
the antigrav stretcher to the table direct and take her
as she is," she decided as the door opened behind
them, "We'll get her off this back on the ship!
Get over here!" she called to the techs urgently.
The thing that was speaking through Victor smiled again,
a different simile than the last one - no less chilling,
but different. "All right Doctor."
Directing the two paramedics she let them attach the
antigravs to the underside of the table and directed
them to activate them and step back once done, "All
yours," she called to Victor, eager to be out of
here and away, and not just because of their proximity
to the Hydrans.
Bran found that she could move her head a little. Embarrassed
as she was, she was glad to have Victor near now. She
felt safe with him watching over her.
Without a word, Victor raised his hand again and used
the phaser to slice through the support column attaching
the table to the floor. As the table jerked and then
floated free, he powered off the weapon.
"Done," he said simply. He turned to look at
Kimberly. "Get her out of her, Doctor. There will
be at most one other Hydran security team before they decide
this is pointless and evacuate. Once that happens, this
installation's existence is no longer necessary - or desirable
- from their point of view." Without waiting for a
response, he tapped his commbadge. "So'ka. Report."
There was a moment's hesitation and then a voice responded:
=/\= "Prisoners secured, sir. No fatalities. Commander
Corgan is requesting a phaser." =/\=
"No weapons until he's cleared by Medical, So'ka.
He knows the rules; if he tries to take one, stun him.
Get everyone out."
=/\= "Ahh. Are you. staying, sir?" =/\=
Victor smiled Death's smile again. "Only for a
moment; I need to send a message to someone."
There was a longer pause. =/\= "Aye, sir. Commencing
evacuation now."
=/\=
Still smiling, Death looked at Kimberly again. "Why
are you still here, Doctor?" he asked with Victor's
mouth. "Go - this isn't a place for you any more."
Looking at the security officer Kimberly found herself
drawn to his eyes, and for a brief second found her gaze
locked with his. Feeling an almost primordial terror
grip her she did the only thing her mind would let her.
She bolted, just as she had before when she had first
met him, and she didn't stop running until she reached
the runabout.
As Kimberly departed, Death was bending over the remains
of the Hydran scientists, making a pile of separated
parts next to one of the scientist's transporter recall
beacons and a box he'd dragged from by one wall and dumped
out on the floor.
"In The Halls"
By Kylar Curran,
Chief Liaison Officer
Ensign Zev Raynor
'Intelligence' Officer
Lt. (jg) Naranda Sol Roswell
Engineering Officer
Counselor Kiel
with still unnamed 4 y/o Jemmie NPC
Ensign Artim
Security Medic
****
Deck 32,
Crew Lounges
With the Jem'Hadar now safely ensconced on board the
ship, it hadn't been difficult to cordon them into 'safe
zones' in order to reduce the opportunity for any of
the on-board saboteurs to do any serious damage.
Still, being so close to the Phaser Cannon taps and Stardrive
core systems, the need for an on-site security team in
all major areas where the Jem`Hadar were allowed to propagate
was mandatory.
Even so, Curran needed to make the effort to keep an
ongoing rapport with their guest, since Captain Henderson
had been ordered to divert from Deep Space 5 in order
to deliver the former junior Senator Ramir Omar's body
back to ch'Rihan for a proper burial.
So, here he was, lodged into the crew lounges on Deck
32 to help the Jem`Hadar adapt to a new way of life until
a suitable transport or location could be found to take
them there.
Raynor had no idea what he was doing on Deck 32. He
was told to go make regular checks on what the Jem'Hadar
were up to... but the way the order was given impressed
upon him something along the lines of... "Don't
come back until you have something you can nail these
bastards with."
This assignment had landed him making hourly reports
of conversations he had, and how they don't seem to be
up to anything, which was not going over particularly
well with the officer who gave him the assignment.
But the thing was, if they were going to do anything,
they would of done it by now, while they were spread
throughout the ship in various tour groups, when they
could attack many places at once, making them damned
hard to contain. But then again, maybe he gave them a
little too much credit. They might not know the layout
of the ship, as well as Raynor had assumed although he
knew that the first batch of groups could gather intelligence
that they needed for any attacks, and they could of tried
using several methods of dividing the group up.
But it wasn't just that. His telepathic senses told
him that there was no plot amoung the people he met.
No feeling of deception. Just simply that they'd wanted
to live peacefully. Ender, his one time Jem'Hadar ward
would of been puzzled by these people. Not necessarily
because they wanted peace but by the fact they seemed
unwilling to fight even in self defence it would seem.
How many of these peaceful Jem'Hadar died on the planet
not fighting back.
Of course he knew the exact number buried into his unconscious
mind and if he really wanted to he could search for it.
But he didn't want to. Suffice to say he knew the mentallity
these Jem'Hadar held towards combat. They were not soldiers.
He continued his walk... wondering how much longer he
would have to keep this up, until everyone was convinced
of the facts that Raynor already knew.
Nara was closing up a kit after fixing a unit on the
wall. She looked over and saw Raynor. She stood and waved
at him, "Hi, there."
Raynor saw Nara and wondered for a second, if she was
stalking him, because they seemed to bump into each alot,
without any sort of plan he was aware of... but he waved
it off.
"Hey, what you working on?" Raynor asked,
then jokingly added "The latest attempt at sabotage?"
"Wouldn't sink to their level." Then she started
walking, Stuff needs fixing all over. It's my favorite
part really, getting out, opening up the guts of the
ship, making her happy again."
"She been happy before?" Raynor asked. "I
thought she was always a grumpy mean old ship..."
*****Meanwhile on Deck 35*****
"Are you hungry," Kiel asked of his companion,
as the mismatched pair came around one corner of the
corridor which wound through Deck 35. On which, there
seemed to be quite a number of non-Jem'Hadar among the
deck's denizens. The ship's young El Aurian ensign walking
hand- in-hand with the diminutive Jem'Hadar toddler,
who's short legs were a flurry as the black-haired, shale-skinned
child skipped about the hallway, tethered by the hold
which the preteen counselor restrained the small child
from bounding up the walls. The idea had been to let
the bouncing boy exercise some of his superfilous energy
while also getting him out around some of the other Jem'Hadar
and letting him interact with some of his own people.
With so many orphaned children and displaced adults,
the Jem'Hadar were struggling to make do and, as such,
they still hadn't found someone among them to care of
the young Jemmie; whose name still hadn't been pried
from him.
And so, Kiel continued to care for the child he'd pulled
out of the wreckage
on the world; which seemed to actually cull favor between
himself and some
of the survivors, enabling them to open up to the preteenlistener
and talk about the massacre. All that aside, Kiel looked
down at the boy. Craning
his head around, the child looked up at the blond-haired
ensign to
cheerfully declare, "Yes! Want ice cream!"
Giving a quiet chuckle, Kiel shook his head as the preteen
guided the tot Toward one of the replicators in one of
the crew lounges. "How about
something a little less... sugary," Kiel proposed,
already certain that
the child wouldn't be happy to compromise.
"Now now, what's wrong with sugar? We should be
introducing them to all the great cuisines of the universe.
Don't tempt me or I might make up a pan of brownies."
Artim smiled as he came around the corner and saw Kiel
and his young Jem'hadar charge. The Miran had been avoiding
them as much as possible though quite a bit of his time
since he transfered to security had been
spent chasing Jem'hadar kids all over the ship. At least
Kiel had control
of this one. "So Kiel, enjoying being a parent?"
Glaring over at the other uniformed kid, the young El
Aurian shot a dark
look in the Miran's general direction. "Well, it
was really more of his
idea than mine," the blond-haired boy replied slowly.
His hazel eyes
showing as a smokey silver as he leveled a sharp glance
at the medic for
the brownie comment. Like the Jemmie needed any more
damn sugar...
As if on cue, the charcoal-skinned tot piped up. "What's
a brownzies? Or
a kwi... kiwi... kwi-zine," the small child asked,
his voice demanding answers to these important questions;
though at the sight of the somewhat unfamiliar Artim,
the boy retracted so that he was closer to Kiel.
Reaching out with his free hand, the Jemmie hugged against
the El Aurian's left leg.
"Food...rather yummy food." Artim replied
grinning.
Looking down at the top of the child's head, Kiel gave
a soft sigh as he
glanced back up at Artim with an almost helpless expression,
holding out a
small toy which seemed to be broken. "I decided
to get him out and try to
walk off some energy after he trashed his favorite...
whatever this is,"
the counselor explained, a sense of frustration underpining
his words. "I
don't suppose you know anyone who might be good at fixing
these...whatevers?"
Artim took the toy and looked it, puzzling over what
it was. After examining it for a few moments he returned
it and said, "Well, I paid attention in basic engneering
but I don't think I can do much with this. We could go
find a real engineer?"
Artim was giving the only suggestion he could come up
with as he grinned down at the little Jem'hadar. Perhaps
if these kids could be made...docile the cycle could
be broken. Perhaps the Jem'hadar can be taught...civilization.
They appeared to be doing well back there, before their
fellows who couldn't let go destroyed it.
With his hand now free, Kiel momentarily shifted his
attention to the clingy Jem'Hadar that was wrapped around
his leg. Reaching down, the El Aurian youth let go of
the child's hand as he slipped his hands under the small
boy's arms and lifted him up off the deck, settling the
boy against his right hip as the preteen youth shifted
his hold and balance so to comfortably carry the Jemmie.
For his part, the gray-skinned child just rested his
head against Kiel's shoulder, staring at Artim with his
large, coal black eyes; the fingers of his right hand
reaching across Kiel's chest to fiddle with the silver
and gold parabolic pin afixed to the front of the counselor's
uniform.
Brushing a strand of hair from out of the boy's face,
the young El Aurian glanced back at the Miran. "Yeah,
I've been looking to see if there were any around while
we've been talking with some of the Jem'Hadar but...
well, some like to talk more than others."
*****Meanwhile on Deck 32*****
As she continued to walk, she laughed, "To you
she is. You annoy her crew
With your bubble wrap and invading her comm systems for
some practical joke."
"A: I'm part of this crew now, for better or for
worse," Raynor started in
His defense. "B: Better to be slightly annoyed,
than in a deep brooding state of depression waiting for
a handful of over booked counselors who decided handle
the situation in a way that drains them, puts people
on waiting lists edging over closer and closer to suicide...
something that is not helped by the lack of natural sunlight
on a ship such as this... a fact that does apparently
effect humans... rather than group theraphy which would
of at least given some people the bandage they needed
until a regular counselling session was available...
and that fling did happen to boost morale, and C: I still
have to put together a stupid radio show together now.
FOR A DAILY ANNOYANCE, as you seem to take it."
Nara laughed and shook her head as his ramblings started
to endear her.
Her new sparring partner--well, they've yet to spar,
but she did run into him a lot--seemed to get started
on some rant everytime she saw him, "Well a radio
show seems up your alley. You love to talk."
"No... I love annoying superior officers. Talking
is just a method of doing that," Raynor said. "Especially
when you're handed an oppuntunity to talk back to the
stupid ones... those guys always the most fun." He
had a smirk on his face as he followed her around the
corner...
...and ran into the ships Liaison Officer.
Kylar had been hovering just around the corner, listening
to the exchange with mild displeasure. After having left
the lounges in order to obtain an answer on several questions
relating to the living and assignment arrangements of
the Jem`Hadar, he'd grown exasperated and claustrophobic
at the cramped slave pens the ship's Quartermaster called
a 'safe zone'. They were hot, humid, and far too heady
for his liking.
"And how is it you define stupid, Ensign? By surveying
yourself in the morning while preening? Or by not taking
care of watching your mouth while it runs on in a public
corridor? If those are your criteria, then it isn't likely
any person on this ship is as unintelligent as you are.
Ironic considering the department you apparently are
a part of." Kylar gestured to the black collar of
Raynor's sweater. "You should take more care in
how you phrase comments on this ship."
Raynor had a small internal thought... about oh how
this entire loud mouth insubordinate idiot thing was
an act so that every spy on board would peg him as incapable
of doing anything right... spreading false information
about personnel was part of the job, while gathering
intelligence about every part of the ships crew so he
knew the exact emotional states and capabilities. But
of course with this never escaped his lips... as he kept
his bright smile on.
"Nah... I rather be honest and allow everyone to
know my thoughts rather
than having to deal with the stress of keeping my mouth
shut..." Raynor
said in an ironic truth. Keeping up the act did in fact
stress him out at
times, but it was also fun as well, he made sure he his
mouth moved often
and loudly but rarely did it say anything that mattered
in his heart, just
random half baked ideas. "And your right, I should
be in charge of the
stupidity department... to bad this ship doesn't have
one," Raynor joked.
"So how goes the talks with our Jem'Hadar guests?" he
asked after a short
pause.
"You're in Intelligence. You should know already." Curran
felt this officer was either playing the idiot, or truly
was one. He leaned towards the latter. There was supposed
to be a level of professionalism to the uniform, and
this... person... certainly was lacking that. So much
for Intelligence officers being low-key.
Nara was just glad he hadn't heard her comment about
the Jem'Hadar. She tried to hide her prejudice from people
who would scold her for it. She knew deep down it was
wrong. But it wasn't something lectures would cure.
Like most things, it would take time. She just didn't
trust them on the ship.
"These 'talks' with our guests are also supposed
to demonstrate our level of responsibility, maturity,
and impressions of overall presentation to a potential
partner and member of the Federation. Would it make you
feel any more consolation if you knew you drove the Jem`Hadar
to align with the T`Kith'Kin and Hydrans? That's one
sure-fire way to have yourself terminated from Starfleet.
Only I think you'd find life much more difficult to survive
on a day-to-day basis knowing your face and name are
spoken on the billboards and breaths of trillions, with
no one to protect you.
"I suggest you keep your mouth shut, your opinions
to yourself, and perhaps removed from any possible physical
interactions with the Jem`Hadar before the rest of us
have to perform damage control. Your opinions are not
sanctioned by the diplomatic corps or Starfleet, so take
them to your personal quarters and off-duty. I will be
sure to corroborate this encounter with Lieutenant Dobryin
so no errors in judgment occur from any party."
He nodded to Roswell as he passed through, "Good
day, Lieutenant. Be careful of who you associate with.
It may not bode well for your career."
Without waiting for a reply from either, he continued
into the next series crew lounges, where he continued
to search for Goran`Agar.
Nara just nodded, "Aye sir."
Raynor blinked for a second, watching the Vice-Legate
storm off. "It's funny because I'm one of the few
crewmembers who actually respect these Jem'Hadar for
trying to overcome the hatred that exists against them,
and forge a new racial identity for themselves despite
all odds against them. And he just told to shut up because
I'LL cause diplomatic damage... ironic isn't it?" He
turned to Nara eyebrows raised.
She looked back at him and with a slight smirk, replied, "You
would." She then walked off to her next item on
the list of repairs.
"He Who Watches The Watchers"
Captain Cassius Henderson,
Commanding Officer
Pilot Paulo DiMillo,
Intelligence Liaison, Vanguard Squadron
with...
PO3 Lysandra Stuart,
Intelligence Analyst
Major Sharien
t'Riasau,
RNI Liaison
****
Flight Deck,
Deck 38,
USS Galaxy
"Pilot DiMillo," Lysa Stuart called up from
the flight deck, cocking her head back to look up the
cockpit of the DiMillo's starfighter. She was expecting
a quick response. All of the intelligence personnel that
served on the Galaxy knew her voice, as she often served
as the messenger for Captain Henderson.
"Yes," he said climbing out. He didn't spend
a lot of hours in these things, but it was required to
get in one for so many hours a month. It was a nice change
from sitting in a Runabout all the time.
Lysa leaned against his fighter as he climbed down,
nonchalantly looking around the bay. On her homeworld,
starfighters were raced for sport. It was a deadly profession,
but it was often the only way to get enough money or
fame to get off world. She'd always wanted to be a pilot,
but in the end it had been easier to enlist in Starfleet.
"What can I do for you Petty Officer?" He
asked as he stepped down onto the deck.
"I have an update for you from Lieutenant Dobryin," Lysa
said, handing him a PADD. Other intelligence analysts
frequently found themselves bringing reports to the liaison
officers for the attached commands; Vanguard Squadron
and the SFMC Furies. Coming from Lysa Stuart, DiMillo
would know that there was no such update on the PADD.
"Ah, thank you," he said taking the pad and
bring up the message. What he saw more or less shocked
him, especially as he was expecting a report from Cora.
------------------------------------------------------------------
TO: Pilot DiMillo, Paulo, IL: VS
FROM: Captain Henderson, Cassius, SH: HS
Come to my office. I need an update from you.
------------------------------------------------------------------
"This isn't from Lt Dobryin," he said looking
up and looking for her.
When he turned around, Lysa was already gone.
****
Captain's Ready Room,
Deck 1,
USS Galaxy
"Come in," Cassius called upon hearing the
chime. That would likely be DiMillo. Glancing over the
shoulder of his guest, he confirmed that suspicion, and
stood up. "Major, I'm sorry, but I have another
meeting right now. If you have any questions, don't hesitate
to send me a message. The guards will return you to your
quarters now."
The Rihannsu Naval Intelligence Liaison nodded, standing
to shake his hand. "Jolan'tru, Captain. If you require
further consultation, the offer goes both ways," Sharien
smiled, before spinning on her heel and walking out of
the ready room, into the waiting arms of the security
guards. She'd been under house arrest since Ramir Omar's
murder, and although O'Shea had claimed responsibility
for that action, both of them agreed that it would be
best for her to remain in custody.
"Thank you, Major," Cass replied, waiting
until the door had slid shut to continue. "Sit down,
Pilot. Would you like something to drink?"
"Water is fine," he said. "Keeping up
with the hours needed in a starfighter can be parching
to the throat." He paused as he took the glass of
water. "Sir, if you don't mind me asking, what it
this about?"
Cassius didn't reply immediately, instead ordering two
waters from the replicator. The glasses were appropriately
chilled, ice cold to the touch. Returning to the desk,
he placed one before DiMillo and took a drink from the
other. "Paulo, do you consider yourself to be unbiased
in your activities as a member of Starfleet Intelligence."
Paulo paused, taking a sip. "I would like to think
so sir, but as you asked me, I suspect you have your
doubts," he admitted.
"I am," Cassius nodded, reluctantly. These
were the conversations he hated, but had to have anyway.
The job came with it. "Do you remember the stated
policy for intelligence operations in Hydran Sector,
pursuant to unofficial and unauthorized investigations?"
"Something about don't," Paulo admitted knowing
where this was headed.
"Something about don't?" Cassius bellowed,
slamming a clenched fist down on Captain M'Kantu's desk,
causing his glass of water to jump. With lightning reflexes,
he caught it and lowered it back to the desk, catching
a beat to calm down. "How can you be so nonchalant
and still have a career in intelligence? These rules
exist for a reason, and yet time and time again you flaunt
them like they don't apply to you."
"This is not the first time you've conducted an
unsanctioned investigation. Before this, there was the
one into Bental, which was only retroactively authorized," he
continued. "Starfleet Intelligence officers do not
conduct their own investigations, especially not into
family members, Paulo. I know you don't understand your
sister's defection. But it's not your place, and you're
only tying up the real investigation."
Paulo had been a little startled by the out lash, but
had expected something. "Sir, with all due respect,
you did miss one. The reason I went AWOL back when I
was assigned to SFI between assignments here on the Galaxy." Paulo
paused a second looking down at his chest at his combadge. "It
is well within your right to ask for my resignation within
SFI." He paused again knowing what that entailed.
It meant a memory wipe of all his activities within Intel.
His time with Cora, finding out he had a half sister,
who had since decided that being a traitor was a better
idea.
"I may not like the reality of having to step out
of Intelligence, but you are right. I have gone against
code three times, one that hurt me pretty bad, and two
others that have caused SFI to look down at me. I have
no delusions of coming out of this incident with my hide
intact."
"Having to step outside of Intelligence?" Cassius
questioned, maintaining a firm tone of voice. "What
could possibly require you to step outside of the community,
Paulo?"
"Sir, its apparent that SFI is not happy with me.
If they had been I would have had at least gotten one
promotion." Paulo paused seeing the facts in front
of him. "I am also starting to think I joined for
the wrong reasons."
"Don't dodge the question," Cassius said sharply. "Why
did you step outside of the community and conduct your
own, unsanctioned investigations on three separate occasions?"
"I am guessing I take things to personal," Paulo
replied. "I was told at the Academy that. Guess
that is the best answer."
Cassius sighed, doing his best to resist the urge to
shout again. He often wondered when Starfleet Academy
had stopped teaching protocol and decorum. Instead of
continuing on to dress him down, Cassius paused. "Pilot,
why did you join Starfleet Intelligence?"
"When I was little I had two very important things
taken from me. One was my little sister, and the other
was my little brother. The two where twins and where
always together. They did everything together. On their
6th Birthday my little sister, for some reason ran out
side. We didn't think anything of it at the time. The
next thing we know, she was gone." Paulo paused
remembering those events. "A few weeks later my
little brother died from what the doctor called a "broken
heart". He rationalized that his other half had
been taken from him, and he couldn't go on without it.
Since then, the driving force in my life has been to
find out who did this. Who took my little sister, but
I have gotten nothing. I had hopped that after Section
31 was taken down that she would have appeared, like
Major Weber, but I had no such luck."
"Pilot, I don't want you to think that your loss,
and more importantly your brother and sister's loss,
was in any way unimportant," Cassius said, trying
to think about what wisdom Captain M'Kantu would have
offered in the same situation. He often found that he
was too opinionated to give the same quality advice that
the Galaxy's former commanding officer would have imparted. "However,
that's a dangerous reason to join a group like SFI. You
swore an oath when you joined the service to act in the
interest of the Federation. In conducting your own investigations
into casework you haven't been assigned, you're failing
that oath. And to be frank, you're probably impeding
the progress of the official investigation."
"The official investigation was ended years ago
on my brother and sister." He paused. "And
I truly don't have a good reason for as to why I was
looking into Anna," he admitted.
"And did you discover anything about your sister's
disappearance that the official investigators didn't?" Cassius
asked.
"Nothing," Paulo admitted. "I thought
I had a few leads, but they all turned up to be dead
ends."
"Then what did you accomplish?" Cassius questioned, "These
investigations have only compounded your problems. You
spent time in the stockade. Starfleet Intelligence no
longer trusts you."
"So I am gathering," Paulo replied. "What
are my options?"
"Frankly, you don't have options. I'm inclined
to agree with my superiors in this case," he explained,
letting a pregnant pause hang in the air as he took a
pull from his cup. "You're a loose cannon, Mr. DiMillo.
We're in the business of keeping secrets, and SFI can't
account for people they can't predict. I'm suspending
your access to Starfleet Intelligence's Database until
further notice, and placing a formal reprimand on your
file."
Paulo was a little surprised. He hadn't expected them
to be that harsh, but what did he expect. "I understand."
"You're dismissed, Pilot," Cassius said. It
was time to wrap this up, as he had several more meetings
to go through for Hydran Sector Intelligence and Strategic
Operations before he could move on to ship's business. "And
Liaison wanted me to convey to you that this is your
final warning. Deviate from the SFI rules of operation,
and you'll be facing retirement. I don't have to explain
to you what that entails."
It was, after all, not that long ago that they'd discussed
the difference between memory wipes and staying in SFI.
That time it had been in reference to his budding romance
with Lieutenant Dobryin. This time was more serious.
Paulo stood up, saluted and headed towards the door
leading to the bridge. As he headed out of the door Cora
was just ready to hit the chime. He didn't say anything.
He nodded and kept on walking.
"Strained Resources"
Captain Cassius Henderson,
Commanding Officer
Lieutenant JG Cora Dobryin,
Chief Intelligence Officer
with...
PO3 Lysandra Stuart,
Intelligence Analyst
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Intelligence Center,
Deck 8,
USS Galaxy
After dropping off her handler's instructions with DiMillo
in the fighter bay, Lysa Stuart made her was back to
the intelligence center to complete her morning rounds.
As she crossed the threshold, she could see that the
room was bustling with activity. Crates were stacked
in one corner, labeled as evidence in the O'Shea case,
which was just getting underway. Lysa guessed that the
crates contained the contents of O'Shea's office in Engineering,
which had been cleared to make room for Lieutenant Grey.
Lysa made a beeline for the Intelligence Liaison's office,
stopping only to accept a cup of coffee from one of her
fellow analysts. Leaning on the doorframe, she rang the
chime and waited to be called in.
"Enter," Cora called.
The slim petty office stepped into the office and over
to Lieutenant Dobryin's desk with her usual grace. "HH
wants to see you," she said, carefully pronouncing
each letter of the shorthand for Handler: Hydran Sector
- Captain Cassius Henderson.
Cora nodded, "In his office I presume. Make sure
those crates don't go anywhere. I'll be back to run make
assignment for the O'Shea case."
"Aye, Ma'am," Lysa nodded, "I'll see
to it."
****
Captain's Ready Room,
Deck 1,
USS Galaxy
"Come in and take a seat, Cora," Cassius called
out. Compared to the unpleasant meeting with Pilot DiMillo,
this would be much more satisfying. Dobryin was a professional,
and their meeting would actual accomplish something.
Cassius would take that over reprimanding sullen junior
officers any day.
It occurred to him that he should have had somebody
else in between the two, as they'd likely passed in the
hall. But it was already done, and perhaps better this
way. He could be up front with Dobryin about DiMillo's
situation, if she chose to inquire.
The CIO took a seat, "You wanted to see me, Sir."
"Yes, about the current disposition of Galaxy's
intelligence resources. But only briefly," he replied,
handing her a PADD. "As of this morning, you're
officially charged with a full investigation into the
extent of Commander Brianna O'Shea's activities as an
agent of the Hydran Sovereignty. Normally, this would
be the purview of the Security Department, but because
it involves a foreign power, it falls to you."
The Intelligence unit stationed on the Galaxy was a
small one, the sort usually deployed to provide accurate
intelligence reports on the ship's current mission. With
the Galaxy being asked to enter Rihannsu space, they
would already be working overtime. The O'Shea Investigation
being added to that could push their workload to the
point of impossibility. "We knew this was coming,
and I assume you've been planning accordingly. How do
you intend to counter in increased strain on your resources?"
"We'll be busy but I've set up a rotation schedule
that will allow us to handle the added work load," Cora
replied.
Cassius nodded, accepting her judgment. He had confidence
in her ability to manage her people. She knew them better
than anyone else. "Don't hesitate to ask Security
for help, if you feel the need. Commander Corgan has
some very talented investigators."
"I will do that Sir," Cora knew when too much
was too much. "If things get too difficult I'll
get help."
"Do you have a schedule for the investigation yet?" Cassius
asked, curious what areas she'd be covering first, and
in what order.
"After I leave here I'm briefing my staff. Theres
a lot of containers in Intel but we still have to search
her quarters."
"Well, I look forward to reading your report," he
stated, before moving on to a new topic. "On the
subject of Intelligence's other main focus, I need you
to compile a report on the political factions currently
operating on ch'Rihan, as well as the military disposition
of the area. Get with Lieutenant Bental on that last
one."
"Understood I'll get with the Lieutenant," Cora
replied.
Her response wasn't what he'd been expecting, given
her history with Bental. "I take it you and Mr.
Bental have resolved your differences?"
Cora simply responded, "What ever our differences
are Sir, I'm first and foremost an officer in Starfleet.
I can act like a professional to get the job done."
"As it should be," Cassius agreed. Textbook
answer, but it would have to suffice. She had every reason
to be suspicious of Bental, but within the preparation
of the report that he needed, they'd do their jobs. "That's
everything for today. Before you go, I need to tell you
that I've suspended Pilot DiMillo's access to the SFI
Database. He's been conducting unauthorized investigations
again, and SFI thinks he may become a security risk."
Slowly Cora nodded, "I have to admit thats news
I wasn't expecting to hear. Unathorized investigations
isn't a good thing thats for sure." It complicated
things but Cora knew nothing about Paulo's actions until
now.
"It's not the first time, Cora," he said,
more informally. "You remember why he spent time
in the stockade. Illegal investigation into the disappearance
of his sister. Later, it was Bental, which we retroactively
sanctioned. Now it's O'Shea. I'd call that a pattern.
He can't be trusted no to strike out on his own when
people he cares about are involved."
"Its a pattern yes," Cora admitted, "And
you're right. However I assume he didn't take this news
too well at all."
"He didn't seem to react at all, which actually
concerns me more," Cassius replied, "I pointed
out that what he was doing was only hurting his career,
but he didn't seem overly concerned."
"Thats not good at all," Cora answered the
question.
"I know that you and he are close. You should talk
to him about it. He's more likely to open up to you," Cassius
suggested, his tone indicated informality. "He's
passionate enough, but if he wants to achieve his goals...
and I won't pretend to know what they are... he needs
to straighten himself out. Eventually, SFI is going to
cut their losses, and he'll have to retire."
Cora nodded, "We're close yes. Probably more than
I thought would happen but we'll see if he'll talk to
me or not. You're right he's passionate enough but can
he straighten himself out. I'll talk to him but there's
no guarantees especially since I don't want him to think
I'm the enemy for saying anything at all regarding this."
"And I certainly don't want you to be What happens
between you should stay between you," he replied,
clasping his hands together on his desk.
At that Cora simply nodded, "If there's nothing
else, I have an Intel department to hate me for adding
more to our work load." She smiled, "And yes
I'll make sure they aren't too overworked."
"Do what you have to do, Lieutenant. If we have
to push them hard for two weeks to get through this assignment,
then that's what we'll do," Cassius stated, standing
up to walk with her to the door. "Keep me posted."
*Note - Apologies, this one, and the previous
one I sent in are set 'Before' "Pain of Words" -
Where Bran Slaps Saul*
"Did You Know?"
Lieutenant Kimberly Burton
Chief Medical Officer
Lieutenant Branwen London
Furies Counsellor
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Tapping on Branwen’s door, Kimberly looked down
at the PADD she carried,
~ Kids, they'll be the end of me! ~ she decided, hearing
the call from inside she stepped through the door, "Hey," she
said with a smile as she entered, "how's you?" placing
a bag on the desk she dropped inelegantly into a convenient
chair, "how'd the shouting go?"
"Shouting? You mean training? Not bad. I'm not
being too tough on them as it has been a hard time for
everybody. They just have to be back in shape by the
time Baile returns. I am getting there. Have a seat,
Kimberley."
"Thanks," she replied, already getting comfortable, "So,
since we skipped lunch I brought sandwiches and salad,
interested?" indicating the bag on Branwens desk, "and
a story about two troublesome girls."
"I am interested in both." Branwen seemed
a little bit more relaxed than earlier. "I am very
hungry, thank you Kimberley."
"Great," unpacking a selection of sandwiches
and a large salad bowl she also unpacked some plates
and cutlery, "How come everyone needs to get 'back'
in shape? Everyone been lazing around while the boss
is away?" she asked with a small smile.
"They were a bit shook up about what happened.
And they need to learn how to work together, some are
pretty new. And some actually also want psychological
help to deal with what happened. All in all it keeps
me pretty busy." She admitted.
"It has been hectic lately," Kimberly agreed, "how
about you? How're you coping with all that's happened?
And the extra work has to be taking a lot of your free
time as well?"
"A lot, try all." Branwen leaned back in her
chair. "I'm coping though. Yet it isn't easy. But
back to the girls, that's why you are here."
Nodding, "Mostly," sliding some salad across
the desk she followed it up with a PADD, "I've the
feeling it might be better to talk with them both about
this at the same time, I thought about approaching her
parents, but I recalled you've been assigned as her mentor,
so I thought I'd speak with you first."
"Yes our former captain decided that." Branwen
smiled. "She is a handful."
"Well, I was running some diagnostics on the KittyKat,
my shuttle," she added, "and unless I'm mistaken,
it looks like the girls beamed down to Junction during
our visit there, looks like they were down on the surface
for quite a while, and partly during the troubles down
there."
"She did what!" Branwen exploded. "She
was on the planet! The stupid headstrong child." She
went pale thinking of what could have happened to Samantha.
"Stupid is one word I used," Kimberly agreed, "but
calm down for a bit, save it for the girls, I plan on
having a 'very' strong chat with Sara- Jayne soon and
I was hoping you'd be there to back me up and do the
same with Sam?"
"Oh yes definitely." Bran said. "You
count on that!" She was fuming.
"Has Sam done anything like this before?" taking
a bite from a sandwich she watched Branwen as she obviously
contemplated what to do with the teenager.
"Believe me, yes. She always gets into trouble.
The child is amazing, I like her a great deal. But sometimes...
I think I will have to be a lot tougher on her."
"As I will on Sara, I thought giving her a little
trust and freedom was a good thing, but I guess I've
a lot to learn about raising a teenager," shrugging, "I'll
need to give them both a check up, they went down without
any inoculations," she explained, "and there's
other concerns... when do you think we should speak with
them? Me, I'm more or less ready to do it right after
school if you are?"
"Yes, sounds like a good plan. Samantha has been
avoiding me, and that is never a good sign. I'm totally
with you there."
"Good, will you talk to her parents? I mean, since
you know them."
"First I want to talk to her. Then probably I will
talk to her parents." Branwen said. She looked at
her watch. "Don't have much time left."
"What are you off to next then?"
"Patients." Gwen said simply. "Loads
of them."
"Mind if I ask when you plan to relax? And do something
for yourself? Every time I've seen you lately you've
been terribly busy?"
"That can come when my boss gets back. Hopefully
not much longer now. Then I can relax a little." Branwen
said.
“When’s he due back then?”
"I'm not sure. It is not as if he keeps me very
well up-to-date." She said to her friend.
“Well you need to relax, remember our earlier
chat?” she asked solicitously, “Is there
anything I can do to help?”
"No. I told you before I will rest when my boss
gets back. It is no big deal." She didn't look at
her friend.
"It is a big deal! You're in charge of the Marines
aboard, that's a lot of responsibility, plus you have
your own duties to take care of and believe me when I
say I know how involved you can get worrying about other
people, plus I've just asked for help with the kids...
What else is on your plate?"
"Oh that's about it." Gwen said casually.
"Are you sure?" giving her a direct look.
"Yeah." Branwen said. It was enough what she
had going on.
“Okay then, well as I said, if I can help be sure
to call okay, in the meantime I’ll get what I need
from my shuttle and see you back here later about the
girls, just so you know though, I’ve made sure
Sara-Jayne can’t do that again, ever.”
"Sounds good." I will see you later. Branwen
was already emerged in work again.
“Later then, but remember to eat as well,” she
advised as she got up, nudging the salad closer.
"Yes mother." Branwen said smiling. "Shoo!"
“That’s the second time you’ve called
me that,” Kimberly objected cheerfully as she got
up to leave, “watch it kiddo, you’re only
a few years younger than me!” she reminded the
marine.
"To me you are ancient." She actually giggled.
“Watch it girl!” Kimberly mock threatened
with a stern gaze, “just remember you have a physical
coming up soon, I’m sure I can make that interesting.”
"Awwww mommy." Branwen teased.
“This must be what it feels like to have an annoying
baby in the house then,” Kimberly teased back from
the door, “watch it youngster, or I’ll have
you sent to Kindergarden with all the other toddlers
to play.” She decided as the door opened.
Seeing her leave Branwen actually felt good. It had
been a while since she had even laughed.
“And don’t forget to eat something!” came
Kimberly’s disembodied voice from the corridor
as the door slid shut.
Branwen just smiled and went back to work.
"The Pain of Words"
Lieutenant Saul Bental
Chief Tactical Officer
2nd Lieutenant Branwen London
Furies Executive Officer / Psychologist
Bran sat in a corner of the observation deck. She came
here a lot lately just sitting in the dark and watching
the stars. She selected times that nobody else was around.
She didn't like to be around people much at the moment.
This was easier, just being alone with her own misery.
Today, however, her wish to be left undisturbed was
short lived.
"There should be regulations against pretty girls
sitting on their own."
Before she could protest, someone sat next to her on
the bench. The starlight revealed a face that she hasn't
seen for a long while.
She looked away from him. "Please Saul. I am not
in the mood." Bran said softly.
"That I can see.", He said, his tone turning
soft. "So what is it that you see out there?",
He asked, motioning toward the marvelous dark view outside.
"Nothing. And I like it that way." She was
curled into a little ball.
"Bran.", He reached for her, but stop his
hand in mid-motion. After all they've been through, touching
her won't be a good idea, especially when she was in
a clearly vulnerable state. "Don't tell me it's
nothing. Why are you depressed? And don't tell me it's
me, otherwise I'll just go ahead and throw myself out
of the nearest airlock."
"It's not always about you, you know." Was
all she wanted to say.
"So what is it about?"
"You are not my boyfriend, so I don't have to tell
you." She really wanted to be difficult today.
"You know, Bran, if I was the one who was depressed
I know that you wouldn't just let me be."
"No, but it is my profession. You are a spook."
"I'm just someone who cares.", Saul shrugged,
and interlaced his fingers behind his head.
To tell the truth, he had no intention of being Branwen's
psychologist. All he wanted to do is to tell her that
he's back, and see that all was well with her before
proceeding to do the same with Nyoko, Nieca, 8-Ball and
the other crewmembers he befriended since he came on
board.
In Branwen's case, obviously, not all was well. "The
truth is, I actually need your professional opinion about
a friend of mine. I recently got back from a long leave,
and I found her sitting alone gazing at the stars with
the most miserable expression imaginable on her face.
As a certified psychologist, how do you advise me to
help her?"
She gave him a dirty look. "Saul, why don't you
go and be with Nara. She is home."
"I thought you said it wasn't about me.",
Saul shot back. Nara was in fact the first person he
came to see when he got back, even before the debriefing
with Captain Henderson. But he had no intention of discussing
Nara with Bran. "The fastest way to get rid of me,
Bran, is to tell me what the problem is."
"What if it is personal and I don't want to talk
about it. Maybe I came here for some peace and quiet.
You are not the first one to ask me what is wrong, but
I really hope you will be the last one."
"Obviously it's personal, and obviously you came
here for peace and quiet.", Saul frowned. "Seeing
you like this, I thought you could use a friendly ear.
Just wanted to tell you that I'm back, anyway."
"Thank you for telling me."
Saul stood up slowly, and glanced at Bran. The woman
looked as pale and worn out as she sounded. Or perhaps,
it was just the starlight and the mind of a weary traveler.
He mindlessly patted Bran's hair. "I'll leave you
for your peace and quite, then.", He told her, then
added with a sly grin, "and be thankful that I can't
torture you into telling me what's wrong."
The next moment he was on the ground the sting of the
hand she had slapped him with hard, smarting. "You
bastard." She hissed.
Saul didn't respond. His face burnt, as if someone attached
a photon mine to his cheek and pressed the detonator.
Everything around him turned, whirled.
"Naienn.", he cursed. He recalled that Branwen's
was quite muscular beneath the lady-like appearance she
had, it just never translated in his mind to a threat,
until that very moment.
Somewhere among the echoes of pain, he decided to remain
on the floor until he comes back to his senses enough
to do anything. If he rises now, and the marine decides
to give him a second course, he won't be able to defend
himself.
Branwen however realizing what she had done, started
to cry.
"Bran...", Saul muttered, finally bringing
himself to a crouch well outside Bran's reach. Moving
his mouth hurt. "What's wrong with you?"
"I am sorry for hitting you." She sniffed. "But
you should not tease me with that, that was mean, especially
coming from you."
"Tease you with what?", Saul asked, dumbfounded.
He wanted to step forward and wipe Bran's tears, but
the searing pain which began to spread up toward his
temple and down toward the chin told him otherwise.
"You know how… you know torture….
the mission … my dad." She wasn't making
much sense.
Saul suddenly felt stupid. He knew very well why Branwen
was touchy when it came to torture. He saw her father
abuse her with his own eyes, when he found himself in
her dream last year. She was only twelve, and he was
so intimidating...
"What mission?"
"The mission to the planet were we were taken by
the aliens and stuff.' She mumbled with a red head now. "Let
me look at your jaw."
Saul instinctively raised his hand, and took a step backwards. "I'll
be just fine. If you're talking about what the Galaxy
did while I was away, I didn't bring myself up-to-date
with recent events. Thought I should see my FRIENDS first.
Is that why you're upset? The mission?"
"Yeah." She said. "Don't be a baby, I
promise not to hurt you again. Let me have a look okay."
"I don't think so.", He took another step back. "What
happened in the mission?"
"We got captured by Hydrans." She didn't come
forward. "I promise not to hurt you again. I said
I was sorry."
"Hydrans.", Saul repeated dryly.
"Yes, hydrans." Now she did more forward.
She needn't say anything else. Saul saw what the Hydrans
were capable of when it came to prisoners. He saw the
tanks at Olor 50, saw the Deltan floating in the foul
liquid, the cybernetic implants. The thought that Branwen
would be victimize by the heartless tripedal bastards
made him shudder.
He couldn't think of anything to say that would make
her feel better.
"They'll pay.", He finally said. "Let's
get out of here, Bran, this place is an invitation for
bad thoughts and neither of us can afford bad thoughts
right now."
"That's go somewhere else indeed. Maybe sickbay
first, to check out I didn't break anything." She
blushed. "I really am sorry. You just said the wrong
thing at the wrong time."
"My expertise.", Saul tried to chuckle, but
it was too painful to be worth it. He didn't want to
appear in sickbay after being struck by a woman, but
the goal justifies the means and right now the goal was
to get Branwen out of solitude and to the company of
people.
"No, usually you're very nice." She guided
him out.
On their way out, Saul watched Bran's slender back,
and couldn't help thinking about Eve.
Was he any better than the Hydran scientists?
"Confessional"
Second Lieutenant Branwen London
CO ad-temp, SFMC Furies Detachment
Second Lieutenant Steven Jonas
SFMC, Furies Detachment
With brief appearances from some of the SFMC Furies
188th TSS Detachment
****
Marine Central Commons,
Deck 16,
USS Galaxy
The Marine Commons was practically empty. The day hadn't
begun for the Marines yet. Unlike the various navy departments,
the Marines didn't keep regular shifts. They worked and
trained regularly, but didn't have the rigors of daily
duty shifts. It was better that way. If part of the engine
broke, an Engineer could head out from Main Engineering
and fix it, but the Marines didn't have such duties aboard
the ship. Their purpose was to train and assist with
any incidents that occurred that required specialized
warfare training. Anything from a full on battle to clandestine
operations were fair game for the Furies. It was the
way of things and they liked it that way.
It seemed that Tokka Razza, the Gorn-like Basik, was
a glutton for punishment. He was here yet again, the
fourth or fifth time this week, battling Chuckles at
tri-dee chess. And from the looks of things, he wasn't
in the best position against the Vulcan. A sudden banging
noise, and several loud expletives, emanating from the
adjoining Mess told him that Axl was hard at work preparing
breakfast for the grunts. Yet again it was probably some
lousy concoction of leftovers from the night before,
all rolled up into some 'delectible' dish to be served
shortly.
Amy VanDuren sat at one of the common tables, pulling
her rifle apart. A hard ass if ever there was one in
the team, the Private seemed to have a need to clean
that rifle every morning. First Platoon was lucky to
have her, despite her being a hard ass, as she was one
of the best soldiers that the Furies had.
But none of that was why he was here this early. It
was half an hour before they had their morning briefing
and he had an appointment to keep. Meetings with Councellors
were the bane of all Marines. Most of them were fucked
up, having seen and done things that made others cower
in fear. It was what they did, and no amount of talking
to a shrink about it was gonna change that.
Heck, knowing what he had previously done allowed Jonas
to focus on the real gritty tasks, including the ones
where you "Don't Exist", and gave him a sense
of empowerment that they could be achieved successfully.
Lieutenant London had an office down a hallway on the
far side of the Commons, and he was headed there now.
Most meetings would have been during down time during
their training sessions but with Lieutenant Baile away,
her duties had increased and this was the best time available.
The door neared and Jonas felt a pang of nervousness.
He'd face a horde of Jem'Hadar soldier any day of the
week, even the Borg, compared to what he'd find behind
the door. Ghosts of Christmas Past would be coming out
of the walls to get him in short order, there was little
doubt of that to Jonas.
"That was an illogical move Razza." Chuckles'
voice drifted from the Commons. "You have sacrificed
a valuable piece."
Jonas couldn't quite hear the response from the Basik,
but had no doubt that he was up to something. he was
a crafty bastard. He had found that out the hard way
during a training session in the holodeck one day. Pressing
the buzzer at the door, Steven waited for the Lieutenant
to respond.
In short order she replied, "Enter". The door
hissed open.
"Ma'am, I'm here for our appointment." Jonas
said, pausing a moment to allow his eyes to adjust to
the brightness of the room. Being so early in the day,
Commons wasn't lit fully causing his eyes to strain at
the elevated brightness.
"Come in, Lieutenant" Branwen called out.
Jonas stepped into the room. Her desk was situated in
one corner, allowing more room for the dreaded couch
amongst other possessions that the Lieutenant had decorated
her room with. There were no ghosts, no monsters, just
a standard office with trinkets and furniture. Jonas
sighed in relief.
"I hope I find you well, after your ordeal down on
the planet that is."
It was something Branwen was struggling with herself.
She would probably need some counseling to get the images
of the torture out of my mind. But it was not something
she wanted to discuss with a patient. It had been drummed
into her very early in her studies to keep her private
life private.
"It was a difficult time, Lieutenant, but I am
coping." She said. "Have a seat, and tell me
what I can do for you." She smiled.
"Eh ma'am, it's been a month since I joined the
ship and haven't had my initial psych review yet." Jonas
smiled, though it may have looked a little to forced. "You've
all been busy it seems. Something about the last mission..." Jonas
didn't need to finish the sentence. It was clear on her
face that it had been a trying time.
"Yes. It has been a very busy time." As she
had needed sometime herself to adjust and to digest what
had happened to her. "But I have time now."
"Not to be disrespectful to you or your profession
ma'am, but I hate these kinds of things. And since the
initial psych session is mandatory, I'd like to get it
out of the way. I know you had a rough time down there
and if you'd like to postpone it..." Jonas left
the rest unspoken, allowing the Lieutenant to decide
what she wanted to do.
"Lieutenant, I am a Marine. I will handle whatever
happened to me off duty.
Rest assured that I am fit to talk to you. But if you
prefer you are always allowed to talk to the naval shrinks." She
said.
"No Ma'am. I'm okay with this arrangement. Where
do you want to begin?"
Steven asked. He eased himself onto the couch and tried,
unsuccessfully, to get comfortable. Giving up on the
impossible task, he focused his attention on the Furies
XO. She was a striking woman, beautiful and youthful.
Jonas doubted she was older that 25, and, as Executive
Officer, very young by Marine standards. Most XOs had
at least a decade of experience. Still there was obviously
something to her to be given the XO spot over some of
the longer serving marines. Her dark eyes seemed to have
the uncanny ability to bore into your soul and help release
the issues that were holding you back.
Very appropriate for a Counselor.
Lost in his thoughts he missed what she had said. "Eh,
sorry Ma'am, I kinda zoned out there for a moment. Could
you please repeat what you just said?"
"Never mind." She said. "I would rather
focus on why it is difficult for you to concentrate at
the moment." She said looking at him.
"Well, I was just trying to remember if I had ever
had such a young CO. Most of the time they were older
guys who had been in the Marines for decades."
Jonas sighed. "Plus I'm trying to figure out how
I managed to end up rescuing a trapped young boy when
I should have been rescuing you and the others."
"I am only the XO." She did not know what
else to say, because it still baffled her as well being
a such a position hardly out of the academy. "Did
you save the boy?" Branwen asked him.
Jonas nodded. "Yes.We managed to free the boy.
It was lucky that Chief Loret turned up. She was instrumental
in the rescue." It was true. Without her it would
have been a lot harder to get him out.
"The boy and his friend took off,heading home I
think. They barely said a word of thanks." Jonas
sighed. "But being Jem'Hadar, I didn't expect much
from them anyway."
"It should be enough for you that you did your
job, Jonas. That is important. There were others to rescue
our party." Branwen smiled.
Steven nodded. "True. And they did a good job.
Pity they couldn't find Falkor. He was a good Marine."
"yes." Bran said softly. She took it personally
to lose someone under her command.
"So how are you settling in ? Are you making friends
already?"
Jonas smiled. "You mean apart from the bunch of
apes out there?" He threw a thumb in the direction
of the Marine common area.
She grinned back. Glad the mood was a little lighter
now. "Yup."
"I haven't really had much time to meet many of
the Navy guys.. Seems our new CO has been pushing us
pretty hard since leaving Starbase 5." Jonas winked
at Branwen. With Baile away she had been in charge for
a while now.
She smiled again. "We have to make an impression
on the navy guys, Jonas.You guys have been doing great
though. And I am sure you had some time."
Jonas moved around a bit, trying to get in a better
position. "I met the secuirty officer escorting
Chief Loret. Krieghoff I think he said his name was...
Now he was a strange guy... Gave me the wierdest of feelings
just by being in his presence. And one of the young Jem'Hadar
children seemed to be frightened of him, very frightened.
I shivered quite badly upon meeting him.
And in all my years I'd never felt like that after meeting
someone. It just isn't natural."
"Ah Victor." She smiled. "Victor is strange,
I am still trying to get to know him myself to be honest."
"It seems thatthe uneasiness that I felt isn't
isolated to just me?" It was more rhetorical than
a question. Jonas carried on. "I guess the other
guys in Security are used to being around him by now."
"Did you meet anyone else?"
"I've met a few people here and there. Mostly while
spending some time in Ten-Forward. Or while jogging or
swimming. I did meet the Chief of Operations while on
the rescue mission. Nice lady. Seemed a bit distant and
aloof I thought. Probably had had a visit by Victor on
his way out of the cave."
She smiled. "And here in the Marine Corps? I know
it takes a while to make friends though."
"Well, they all seem friendly enough... And work
well together, from what I've seen of their training
sessions." Jonas paused. "I still get an uneasy
feeling from having all those Jem'Hadar onboard. It creeps
me out."
"You are probably not the only one. But we have
to learn to live with it.
I trust you can be professional around them?" Again
she was more the XO then the therapist asking that question.
Jonas nodded. "Yes Ma'am. You have nothing to worry
about. Besides, I doubt any of them will venture down
our way."
"Not if they are wise." Bran grinned. "you
will fit in here, Jonas. Give it some time."
"Yes Ma'am." Jonas grinned back. "I hope
so."
Jonas coughed. "Ma'am, If I could speak freely?"
Taking her nod as an agreement, Jonas began bringing
up a concern he had had
since returning from the planet. "I haven't read
any of the reports from people on the planet, but from
what I've heard some of the grunts saying, a lot of them
got caught with their pants down, so to speak. Perhaps
we need to up our training requirements in the areas
of Observation and Reaction times. To try and avert this
from happening again." He had gone off track from
the Psych review, but thought he should raise the issue.
"We definitely have to. The boss is not going to
be happy." She cringed at the thought of having
to face Baile. But did not see what she could have done
better.
"No, I can't see him being happy with it. But if
we can get the right procedures and training is put in
place before he gets back on active duty, then it might
soften the blow a bit." Steven didn't really know
Baile, and couldn't predict how he would react to the
events on the planet. Still it couldn't hurt to try.
"Yes." Outwardly Branwen was completely calm.
Inside there was turmoil, there was too much to do. Talking
to traumatised people while she was traumatised herself
took up a lot of her time and energy. And then there
was the running of the department. Needless to say she
didn't get much sleep.
"I'm sure you have a lot to do today, so perhaps
we should end the session now. Besides, I'm sure you'd
like me to finish that report on the expansion of the
Marine Barracks that is due." In reality, he had
completed the report the day before and all that was
needed was to send it on to her. He just hadn't had time
to do that, and he was sure that the CO had a lot on
her mind and would welcome the peace of this Marine vacating
her office.
"Yes, that would be fine." She smiled at him.
"Chance encounter"
Raynor
Branwen
She was late again, so Branwen was running through the
corridors. Her two duties took her all over the ship,
and she had planned to little time between them to get
from A to B, and finally her tiredness was starting to
catch up with her.
He was late again, so Raynor was walking through the
corridors in no particular rush in the wrong section
of the ship, not heading to Intelligence... He completely
awake, yet appeared to be completely lost.
He looked this way often, so no one could tell that he
knew where he was going... some would see this as paranoid
behaviour... Raynor saw it as a jest.
He saw a massive turn coming up and heard hurried steps...
he decided to walk in that direction any ways... fully
ready for the cliche collision. The
collision came. They hit each other with Branwen at
full speed. Her papers went flying through the corridor.
The young redhead began to curse in her native language
as she started to pick them up.
Raynor picked up a few of the papers and handed it to
her... "Sorry about that... are you alright?" he
asked, as he made a quick glance trying to gather as
much information as possible by her appearance alone...
a marine Lieutenant... probably not too highly experienced...
he guessed by the way she carried herself... and she
probably got an unhealthy amount of stress.
He tried to guess at what as he waited for her to take
the papers...
"I am fine." She said still preoccupied. "Thank
you." Branwen added belatedly.
"You sure? You seem distracted..." Raynor
was trying to place her face...
he had seen it before but where... then it hit him...
on the rescue mission.
He decided to ask again more softly.
Branwen did not recognise him. "Why does everybody
seemed to worry if I am okay. I don't even know you." She
grumbled.
"Being the victim of an enemy test tube generally
does that... and rumors spread quickly on any given ship
in the fleet," Raynor stated. He knew this
from his own personal experience. But he dispelled that
feeling within about three hours by punching the captain
during his 'debriefing'. But the reason he was concerned
he supposed was that he was of those people dispite his
best efforts could not remain indifferent to others probelms.
Her eyes narrowed. "They are gossiping about me." She
blushed wanting to get away from him as soon as possible.
"No they are gossiping about Hydran Test Subjects...
they don't seem to actually come up with any names," Raynor
reassured her. "But I can see the lack of sleep
that comes from nightmares in your eyes, the questioning
of what is the value of your life if that can be done
to you, and the fear of what you think you've become...
I've seen on my own face plenty of times.
You seemed stressed beyond the average day to day hussle...
So I ask again, are you OK?"
"Promise you won't tell anyone it was me." She
said. "And of course I am fine, I am a marine. Hell
it was a piece of cake." Her smile did not reach
her eyes.
Raynor wouldn't have believed that statement even if
he wasn't a telepath or someone who could read body language.
But its not like he could very well force her to admit
what he knew she was going through so he did the only
thing he could do...
"Not a whisper, I promise..." Raynor said
with a serious tone about him.
"Ensign Zev Raynor by the way..." he held out
his hand.
After a little reluctance she shook his hand. "Branwen,
Branwen London.
Thank you for helping me pick my stuff up." The
confident smile was back in place. "It was nice
meeting you."
"Same..." Raynor smiled. "Now if you
want get wherever you going quickly, I'd suggest a site
to site transport. Or steroids..." he joked. His
internal thoughts played with possiblity of checking
in on Branwen later on... after all the incident had
just happened and its impossible to tell if
this was going to last... long term...
He just wasn't someone who could watch others endure
pain needlessly. He hated that part of about himself,
not because he hated helping people, but by the fact
it was needed at all.
"Steriods don't sound bad, but I guess I have to
stick to running." She said. "I really have
to go. Maybe we can meet again another time?"
"Sure, call me whenever you feel like it..." Raynor
said. "My door is usually open..."
"Counsellors Make The Worst Clients!"
Lieutenant Kimberly Burton
Chief Medical Officer
Lieutenant Branwen London
Furies Counsellor
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Wandering down one of the many faceless corridors of
the starship Kimberly checked door numbers for a while
until she found the one she wanted, tapping the door
chime she waited patiently for Branwen to answer. She
hadn't seen much of the young counsellor since the Jem'Hadar
planet, and was curious and a little concerned about
how she was doing.
Branwen had been in bed. Not that she was sleeping much,
she was sleeping very badly since the whole incident.
She could not put it behind her. She had not bothered
Commander Dallas with it, knowing the woman was very
busy. And besides others needed help more than she did.
She was a trained therapist and should be able to help
herself. Others would also probably consider it trivial
what happened to her.
Rubbing sleep from her eyes Branwen opened the door. "Hello." She
blushed with embarrassment, the doctor had seen her and
her most vulnerable. "Is there an emergency?"
"Hi," Kimberly said as the door opened, "No,
no emergency, just came by to see how you're getting
on?" she asked softly.
"Oh me? I am fine. You saw that I was not seriously
wounded." Yet somehow she did not manage a smile.
Nodding, “True, but I just wondered if you wanted
to chat?” Having been where she’d been she
had some idea of the aftermath.
"You pity me don't you?" Branwen said. "You
don't have to, I have been through worse." She kept
her voice friendly.
Raising an eyebrow Kimberly looked a little confused, “Pity?...
I just came by to talk is all, you of all people should
appreciate the need to just gossip once in a while,” she
said with a small smile. While Branwen might not want
to talk about the incident, that didn’t stop the
young CMO from wanting to see how she was coping.
"Come in then." No need to show the naval
officer what a nervous wreck she was. Crying at everything
and jumpy.
“Thanks,” Kimberly replied with a smile,
casting a quick eye around the room as she entered she
picked a couch to perch on, “so, what’s new?” she
asked.
"Not much. I don't have much time to do anything
else but work. Baile still isn't back, so I'm doing two
jobs."
"You of all people should know that isn't good,
you've got to make some time for yourself, have you looked
in a mirror lately? You look terrible," Kimberly
said bluntly, but cheerfully, meaning it humorously.
"Look who's talking. You look like death warmed
over yourself." Branwen shot back. She really didn't
want to think about what had happened. "I am a marine.
I can cope."
"Well that's nice of you to say," Kimberly
replied warmly, "but forgive me if I say that you
of all people should know better? You wanna go get drunk?"
Branwen hesitated. She didn't drink much, couldn't take
alcohol that well really, and she was a little bit afraid
of losing control. "I don't know, Kimberley. I don't
have much time."
"You have time to relax," Kimberly insisted
as she took the young marines hand, "c'mon, get
changed an' I'll buy you lunch at least...?"
"Okay then, just for half an hour." Branwen
went into her bedroom and came out ten minutes later
dressed casually.
Leading the way, Kimberly half dragged half pushed the
seemingly half awake young counsellor to the turbolift,
~ Geez, I hope she doesn’t fall asleep in her pizza!
~ she thought, “So, whaddya like to eat?” he
asked as they got on the lift.
“Dunno.” Branwen said flatly.
“Terran? Vulcan? Tellarite? Klingon?” She
listed back, “C’mon, you gotta like something?”
“You pick something.” Branwen leant against
the wall of the lift.
Looking at the semi conscious girl before her Kimberly
thought for a moment as the lift slowed to a halt, ~
Okay! ~ she decided, “C’mon then,” taking
Branwen’s arm she guided her off the lift and into
the busy cantina, looking around she spied a table and
steered Branwen over to it, “How does Pizza sound?” she
asked the tense young counsellor.
“Da yawn.” Branwen said, heading for the
first chair she saw.
Looking confused Kimberly thought for a moment, then,
tapping her commbadge she called the computer for a language
update to her commbadge, ~ Thousands of languages on
file, and she picks one to speak not on my comms! ~ she
griped, letting the computer work she let Branwen drop
into a seat. Waving a waiter over she spoke up as he
approached, “Diavolo Pizza, large and a large jug
of iced Therellian Mineral water.” She ordered.
Letting the waiter depart Kimberly turned to the marine
and looked her up and down, her tense but weary frame
was slouched inelegantly in the chair, her red eyes half
open, and her hair obviously something just tended to
so it was ‘out of the way’ was all saying
one thing to Kimberly… ‘Overwork’
“So,” she started loudly, hoping to startle
Branwen into a semblance of coherence, ”What’s
new?”
“New?”
“New, as in, what’re you doing, how’s
life, the family, friends… anything?” Kimberly
asked, already wondering if a shot of Nitro would help
here.
“Oh, okay.”
“USS Galaxy to Ms Branwen, please relay your hyperspace
co-ordinates!” Kimberly asked, pretty sure now
that while Branwen’s body was here, her mind was
blatantly elsewhere.
“Huh?”
Snapping her fingers in front of Branwens eyes Kimberly
held up a couple of fingers, “How many fingers?” she
asked, actually wondering if a sedative and a biobed
were needed here so she could get some sleep.
“You are weird.” Branwen started to rise, “I
have to get back to the office.”
Putting her hand on Branwen’s shoulder Kimberly
pushed gently downwards, “Whoa, just worried is
all, you seemed to be light years away, half asleep an’ everything… you
feeling okay?”
“Sure, I actually do have to get ready, I’m
drilling my soldiers this afternoon, I have to change.”
“And how will it look if you collapse from exhaustion
and lack of nourishment before them?” Kimberly
asked, bringing her other hand up above table level she
showed Branwen a small medical tricorder, “low
blood sugar level, low cytokines level, low serotonin
levels… you need something to eat,” she
offered sagely, “you’re wandering around
half awake, I bet you don’t even realise you spoke
some odd language to me earlier.”
Branwen gave her a quizzical look, “I just spoke
English to you, I’ll order a sandwich to take out
and I have some sugary treats, and I thought you were
here as a friend.” She started to rise again.
“I am here as a friend,” Kimberly assured
her, “can’t I worry a little when I see someone
obviously overworking?” she asked as she put her
hand again gently on Branwens shoulder and pushed down
gently again, “you need a good meal, a sit down
and a chat, in standard please, not in…” tapping
her commbadge she spoke up, “computer, what language
was that?” she asked.
[Terran… Welsh Language.] It replied… [Translation
of requested quote is ‘Very Good’] It supplied.
Raising an eyebrow Kimberly looked to Branwen, “You’re
Welsh then?” she asked innocently.
“Get your hand off me!” she brusquely swatted
the hand off. “I need to go wash before I work
out.”
Looking a little hurt Kimberly sat back, “I was
just trying to be friendly,” she offered, “you
just looked like a break was needed is all… I’ll
see you later I guess, around the time you pass out from
hunger.”
“I won’t.” she came to her feet, standing
a little awkward, the starting to move off.
Watching Branwen walk off Kimberly bit her lip for a
second then got up and followed, “Hey,” she
called as she got out into the corridor, “one other
thing,” she asked as she followed the marine to
the turbolift. Ms Widdlestein, you’re her mentor,
correct?”
“Yeah.” Branwen said. “Why?”
“Who do I see if she gets into trouble, you or
her parents?”
Branwen sighed, “What did she do this time?”
“Well that’s kinda what I wanted to talk
about over lunch, not on the move. If you’re free
later I’ll be in the cantina after your shift… Sound
okay?”
“Could we talk somewhere else? My office maybe.” Bran
asked.
“What’s wrong with the cantina, it’s
away from work.”
Branwen hesitated, “It’s just that everyone’s
looking at me, and I don’t like that right now.”
“Looking at you?”
“Don’t play stupid, you know how dirty I
am.” She slipped into the elevator.
~ Oh! ~ Following Branwen onto the lift Kimberly made
sure no-one followed them on, “Mind if I ask a
personal question?”
Branwen hesitated, “Depends.”
Shrugging, “Since Junction, have you, spoken to
anyone about what happened?” she asked tentatively.
The young marine looked at the ground, “I made
an appointment with my mentor, but we are all terribly
busy, and since I can look after myself there’s
no rush.”
Sighing softly Kimberly shook her head, ~ Doctors, Counsellors
and Vulcans, they all make the absolute worst patients!
~ she remembered, “Your mentor is probably a good
person to talk to, but since she is also the person you
discuss your work and client issues with, and since she’s
also apparently busy right now, have you thought about
making an appointment with someone else? You out of everyone
should appreciate the need to get things off your chest
so to speak.”
“We’re all busy. So I kind of talk to myself,
it’s not too bad.” She smiled for the first
time, but it did not reach her eyes.
“Well, talking to yourself isn’t a bad thing,
I’ve found you can have some good conversations
that way,” Kimberly agreed with a grin of her own, “however,
there is one counsellor aboard who does have time, I
can promise you she has plenty of time.”
“Then she must be doing something wrong.” The
welsh girl said.
“Not really, she just has another job as well,
you may know her, she used to be the Chief Counsellor
of the Relentless, before she came here to be the CMO,” Kimberly
reminded her cheerfully.
“Oh.” Branwen thought for a second, “but
we are friends, and I value our friendship. Believe me
there are people who need help a lot more than I do.
This is my stop.”
“Mine too,” Kimberly said insincerely as
she followed the Marine, who was still walking awkwardly, “and
I’ll get around to them later, however, I can be
your friend, and your doctor and your counsellor… if
you like. Regs are a little, flexible as you know, and
if you valued our friendship, young as it is, you wouldn’t
leave a perfectly good pizza to cool down just so you
can run away.”
“I’m not running away, I don’t like
pizza that much. And we had this conversation a while
ago when we were discussing me becoming your counsellor.
As you remember we decided against it as we wanted to
be friends.” With a little smile Branwen entered
the gym, immediately her whole countenance changed, she
walked straighter and looked much more alert.
Watching from the door Kimberly shook her head, “Branwen,
the offer is there, I’d like help, if you want
me to,” ~ Ah well, I tried ~ “anyway, I’ll
leave you to shout at your minions, just remember to
eat something!” she reminded her.
“Yes mother. Come and see me later about Sam.” With
that she walked off to the showers.
~ Mother indeed! ~
*Takes place immediately after "Pain of Words" (The
one where Branwen slaps Saul...)*
“Conditional Healing…” Part 1
Lieutenant Saul Bental
Chief Tactical Officer
Lieutenant Kimberly Burton
Chief Medical Officer
Lieutenant Branwen London
Furies Counsellor
Main Sickbay – Deck 11
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Branwen was looking rather stricken as she walked into
sickbay with the Intel officer. "Hello Kimberly." She
said. "I need you to check out Mr Bental to see
if he is okay."
She was closely followed by Saul, who Kimberly already
met when she gave him a physical check-up, shortly after
coming on board. The left side of his face was swollen,
and he seemed a little dazed. Still, he was smirking. "Ah,
Doctor, the things I do to see you again."
Branwen looked disapproving at his flirting, but didn't
say anything.
"Hello to the both of you," Kimberly greeted
them warmly, smiling at the nurse she had been talking
to, "we'll carry this on later," indicating
a bio bed as the nurse left, "well, what've you
two been up to then?" she asked as she plucked a
tricorder from its charging slot on the bed.
Saul rested his hand on Bran's shoulder as she began
opening her mouth.
"Bran made a sharp movement just as I turned the
corner, catching me square in the face," He said
with amusement, "I think she's more shaken than
I am!"
Branwen gave him a grateful look for not telling the
truth.
"Well have a seat and we'll see just what she's
done," Kimberly offered, calling up Bental's file
she scanned it quickly for anything she might need to
know then raised the tricorder, "Have a seat Branwen,
you might as well put your feet up if you're going to
wait," she offered, "so, a few more details
if you would, exactly where did Branwen connect with
you? Chin, cheek? And does it still hurt?"
"I'm not sure. It was quite a surprise for both
of us," Saul responded. It wasn't a lie. Neither
he nor Branwen knew that she was going to slap him a
second before she did.
"I think just below the cheekbone," He added, "but
half of my face hurts.
That was an understatement, of course. His face was
still burning, searing with pain, and somehow felt like
it was disconnected from the rest of his body. However,
like most guys in his shoes, Saul didn't want it to look
like a girl whooped his ass.
"How about you?" Doctor Burton asked Branwen
as she scanned Saul, "If you connected this solidly
by accident, how's your hand, or elbow?" she asked.
"Ehrm, fine." Bran said blushing and looking
the other way. She was not a very good liar.
Raising an eyebrow as she scanned Saul's face she turned
slightly, "Come on Branwen, 'fess up," she
asked sternly, "you couldn't have cracked his Zygomatic
arch like this and cracked his cheekbone without a pretty
solid swing..." turning back to Saul, "this'll
take a moment to fix," she said simply, "would
you like something for the pain?"
"I didn't break anything did I... I am so sorry
Saul." Bran said for the third time.
"Break, well, the Zygomatic arch is more dislocated,
but the cheek bone, yup, that's broken," she informed
the obviously crestfallen young woman, "if this
was an accident, all I can say is you're going to have
to be a 'lot' more careful in the future!"
Bran bit her lip. "To be honest, I lost my temper." She
mumbled.
"Thank goodness we have the same insurance compa--
what?"
"So, let me get this straight, Branwen connected
with you as you came round the corner, both of you surprised...
But you lost your temper..." looking to Branwen, "Well,
someone want to fill me in?" Kimberly asked as she
swapped the tricorder for a hypo, "this my hurt
a little as I set the bones," she informed Saul, "so
lay back please and I'll numb the area," selecting
an local anaesthetic she gave him a quick shot and swapped
the hypo for an osteo regenerator.
"It's kind of private." Bran said. "I
am sorry, Saul. I cannot let you lie for me. It was my
fault. I am not a coward." she said to him.
Saul stared at Bran, horrified by both her words and
the treatment he was about to go through. At least he
will have something to concentrate about while Burton
does her bone magic.
That's what you get for trying to help a lady after
swearing you'll never help her again, he reckoned.
She saw his stare and suddenly she couldn’t keep
from crying. “I am sorry. I always do everything
wrong when I am around you. Please don’t be so
angry at me, Saul.”
Sighing Kimberly shook her head, “Branwen… an
accident is one thing, but you’ve just told me
you lost your temper and struck a superior officer, you
are aware I have to report this, even if I don’t
want to! If Lieutenant Bental chooses to, Kol could instigate
courts martial proceedings you realise!”
"No! Kimberly please don't! I would lose my job.
Baile would never trust me again!" Her voice sounded
shrill and nearly hysterical. Not like her normal calm
or light tone. "I will never do it again. Oh god." She
came to her feet ready to flee.
“Will you relax,” Kimberly said sharply,
looking around sickbay to see who was looking, “don’t
you know the regs? Striking a senior officer is an offence,
but if the Lieutenant here is okay with it then we can
probably bury it, but you and me are going to have a
chat about this, and soon! Okay! And I mean a friendly
chat ‘and’ a professional one.” Looking
to Saul, "Ball's in your court I guess?"
Bran was walking in circles like a puppet on speed. "I
was off duty, he was off duty, he said something really
mean, I was just tired. Please don't destroy my career
as well it is the only thing I have left. I thought you
were my friend, Kimberly. I told you as a friend.
Saul flailed his arms, trying to signals his opinion
of the quickly deteriorating situation. However, being
in the middle of a bone restoration process prevented
him from speaking, and so he wasn't able to contribute
in any sensible way.
“Will you ‘Relax’!” Kimberly
said, grabbing Branwen suddenly she stopped her by a
chair and eased her into it, whether she wanted to sit
or not, “I ‘am’ your friend,” she
assured her as she returned to Saul, “but even
though you’re not on duty ‘I’ am, now,
as I said we just need to work this out, it shouldn’t
be a problem, but we need some input from our silent
third party here,” focussing the regenerator on
Saul’s cheek again she carried on, “who will
be able to speak as soon as I reverse the anaesthetic
that’s locked his jaw, now, just sit there and
relax or I’ll ‘give’ you something
to help you relax, you’re wound up so tight right
now I could dump the warp core and power the ship with
you I think!” Trying to concentrate on her work
she checked the bed readouts to make sure the bone was
knitting properly and correctly.
Branwen sat meekly, staring at the floor she started
to bite her nails. Not that there was much left of them
by now.
Looking briefly at the worried Welsh girl Kimberly returned
to her work and after a moment soon had the Lieutenants
Zygomatic arch and cheek bone restored, they would be
tender for a while, but the worst of it was over, fortunately
none of the damage was major, but still, to crack a bone
took quite a punch. Giving Bental a shot to give him
feeling back she patted his shoulder, “Give it
a moment and you’ll be fine, just don’t sit
up too quickly or we’ll be picking you up off the
floor, your balance might be off for a bit until the
drugs are neutralised,” she warned him, going over
to Branwen now she sat beside her and put her arm around
her, “You should stop biting your nails, it’s
not good you know.”
“Neither-is-making-sharp-movements-into-other-people's-face." Saul
spoke slowly, getting adjusted to the new sensation in
his mouth. He moved his jaw, checking the entire range
of motions. It seemed fine.
"Of course," he continued, slightly more confident, "there
will be no formal charges, as I don't want to see Kol
more than I absolutely need to. However, there are three
conditions."
~ Only three? ~ Kimberly thought a little sarcastically
Branwen just paled and nodded.
"Condition one – you'll never make 'sharp
movements' when you're near me again. Just to prevent
the possibility of another 'accident'."
"How many times can I say I am sorry. Of course
it will never happen again." The Marine said.
"Good. Condition two - and it's a difficult one,
especially here on the USS Rumour Mill – this story
doesn't leave this room. As far as I'm concerned, this
incident is top-secret, need to know basis. You CAN keep
a secret, right Bran?" He glared at the marine counsellor.
Simply nodding, Kimberly looked to Branwen for agreement
"Yes, of course I can. I agree." Branwen said.
Saul rolled his eyes. Bran broke so easily and told
the Doc about what really happened, he had no doubt that
she'll have a hard time with condition two. He also hoped
that Doctor Burton caught the wind of his intention and
will keep what happened to herself.
And if she didn't get the subtle hint, he'll just have
to bribe her.
“Now, the Doctor did such a splendid work," He
beamed at Kimberly, "That I'm letting her choose
condition three."
"Oh that's an easy one," Kimberly assured
the two, "Branwen and I are going to sit down and
have a chat, a long one, in my office later today, and
probably the first of many," she assured the Marine.
Branwen flushed. But there was nothing she could do
about it, she had been outmanoeuvred so she simply nodded.
Hitting people she loved was not a good sign.
As she looked at Saul. "I hope in time you can
forgive me, and like me a little bit again. I promise
not to bother you again, Lieutenant."
"That brings me to condition four,” Saul
said hastily, "Don't 'Lieutenant' me, Bran. You
were upset, I hit a soft point, you snapped. Happens.
Feel free to bother me as much as you want."
As long as you don't bother my face with your fist,
he added mentally.
"You won't be afraid of me? Maybe it is better
if I just stayed away from everybody off duty." She
came to her feet again. "I will be here later to
talk, Kimberley. I promised. I will be in immediately
after my shift."
Tugging Branwen back into her seat before she even had
the chance to stand Kimberly shook her head, “Sure,
right after I check you, you must pack a mean right hook
to crack bone like that, so just satisfy your friends
concern and let me give your hand a quick scan, okay?” looking
to Saul Kimberly smiled slightly, “Thank you Lieutenant,” she
said with a touch of warmth in her voice, “swing
by tomorrow and see me for a follow up if you would,
but we’re more or less done, if you experience
any discomfort though comm me immediately and come back,
okay?”
"Sure thing." Saul sent a crooked smile toward
the Doctor. He took an unsteady step, then began to pace
toward sickbay's exit with greater confidence. As he
passed by Bran, his fingers fluttered on the marine's
shoulder momentarily. Hopefully, she'll realize that
he's not angry, just a little concerned about his reputation.
"I'm fine. I already told you, no harm done." Branwen
tried to get out from under it.
“Hey, who’s the Doctor here?” picking
up a nearby tricorder she unclipped the scanner, “this’ll
only take a moment, please.”
Branwen grumbled but she could not get out of this.
OOC - Takes place right after: Relationship's Backpay
"The Measurements of Love"
By:
Flight Officer Ember Lansky
Pilot Ayden O'Connor
===--
After the holodeck, Ember and Ayden made their way towards
his quarters where she saw his living area, kitchen,
bedroom... they hadn't gotten much further than that.
Articles of uniform, clothing, and undergarments were
carelessly laid across the floor in a haphazard path
towards the bed, from which now only soft moans and tender
sighs could escape the layers of swaying bed sheets.
Hours later, the two lovers finally emerged from those
ruffled sheets into a intimately, and mutually satisfied
embrace. Ayden's arm laid across the back of Ember's
neck, which was nestled comfortably upon his chest. His
fingertips brushed along her damp skin in a fashion that
occasionally sent an invigorating tickle down her body,
each occasion making him chuckle as she would squirm
slightly.
It was the most amazing moment in his life; everything
felt right.
For once, he felt that there was nothing that could hold
him back from saying what he had been yearning to for
so long. "I love you..." he cooed softly into
her ear before placing a soft kiss upon the side of her
head.
Ember experienced contentment in a way she had never
felt before. With him so close to her, their bodies touching
and intimately connected, the feelings for him that rose
up inside her were inexpressible. But for all that she
had given, despite the walls that she had tried to dismantle
for him, hearing the three words – that promise,
involuntarily made her bristle. It was barely noticeable,
just a mere moment of tenseness; and she hated herself
for it.
It shouldn't have been there, but it was. It was such
a huge step that she had to make – from full defensiveness
to complete vulnerability.
She couldn't. She couldn't remember the last time she
had uttered her love for another person, couldn't remember
if she ever had. Maybe in another lifetime, when her
world hadn't been completely turned around.
"Me too," She said softly, lifting her head
up to kiss him tenderly, hoping he understood.
Ayden laid his head back against the pillow, squeezing
Ember's shoulder for some reassurance. For some reason,
he couldn't get this silly grin off his face, but he
felt like the happiest man in the world. He was completely
content to just lay there with her for hours, just talking.
As unrealistic as it might have seemed only hours ago,
he finally had the woman of his dreams.
"I never thought this would happen..." he
replied thoughtfully, tilting his head to look down at
her, while she looked up at him with this cute little
posture. "... us finally being steady."
She smiled wryly, closing her eyes as her hand trailed
large circles on his chest, her fingertips brushing against
his skin tenderly. "Me neither, not in a million
years," She told him honestly, but her words had
far more implications than just the two of them. "If
you asked me last week, if I would have gone steady with
anyone…" She chuckled. Her laugh was soft
and throaty. "I would have thought you were crazy
and socked you."
Ayden grinned, enjoying her touch. "And now?"
She was quiet, not answering for a few moments. Even
though she knew it was the truth in her heart, it was
not so easy to verbalize that she, Ember Lansky, and
him, Ayden O'Connor, were steady, a pair. "I'll
still sock you," She teased, scrunching up her nose
at him playfully.
"You'll deserve it if you asked that question of me
now."
Ayden chuckled, tilting his head enough to give her
a soft kiss to her scrunched up nose. "But it might
be fun..." he joked sarcastically, almost feeling
ready enough to take this on to a physical encounter
once again. He dropped his hand down past her waist,
stroking the length of her thigh playfully.
It would only be their third time in the evening, and
with as many months of pent up sexual frustration that
at least he had, it certainly would be welcome.
His touch was beginning to stir the tendrils of desire
within her, yet again. But it wasn't like it had to be
easy. *That* would take the fun out of the equation.
Looking up at him, she gave him a lazy, seductive smile. "Why,
is that a challenge?" She asked, her legs moving
together to gently clamp his hand.
"Maybe" Ayden grinned, admiring this woman
for her playfulness. Even if they spent the rest of their
lives together he very much doubted that sex, let alone
the more meaningful aspects of their relationship would
ever get boring. While he drew in for a kiss, he freed
his fingertips enough to move in a flurry of motion along
her thigh, tickling her as best he could.
As she started laughing, trying to squirm away he quickly
laid his body ontop of her in order to pin her down.
As soon as he had her, he moved both hands onto her hips,
continuing to amuse himself with her laughter. The grin
on his face grew wider with every second, but he knew
that with Ember he wouldn't have an easy time keeping
the advantage.
He was right. Ember wasn't about to concede defeat so
easily. The moment he decided to play rough, the languid
laziness she was indulging in vanished, and she was all
ready to fight it out. She grinned, struggling hard against
the weight of his body. She might not be as strong, but
she did have a few sneaky tactics up her sleeve.
Hooking her leg over his, and unleashing a sudden spurt
of energy, she gained the leverage to flip herself over,
with him lying beneath her.
She couldn't wipe the self-satisfied smirk off her face
as her hands pressed against his arms, locking them. "Much
better," She winked.
Ayden struggled for a moment, but then realized that
he rather enjoyed her on top at the moment. Taking a
moment to enjoy her delicious physic, he relaxed his
muscles while his eyes returned to hers. The sensation
of her warm body pressing against his was invigorating.
He felt his arousal rise sharply, wanting so much to
enter her again. A broad smile escaped his lips, "I
let you win." He lied.
She l aughed, rolling her eyes playfully at him. "Yea
right. You're a sore loser, and you just gotta admit
that," She joked, giving him a mock punch on the
shoulder. But whichever the case, it was clear she enjoyed
being exactly where she was, with him pinned down – and
for the moment, unable to retaliate. She wasn't oblivious
to his state of arousal, but she was deliberately dragging
it out with banter, prolonging his 'agony'. "Hmm… you
know, I think I could really get used to this position
of power," She said slowly with a grin.
Ayden chuckled, wrestling with her for enough to get
a hold of her hands. Even still it was a stalemate. "Hmm...
I think I like it too, a woman on top is always nice."
She was feisty. That, with her determination and her
willingness to 'play dirty', it wasn't proving simple
for him to regain any ounce of advantage. When he once
again decided to stop struggling, she pressed down hard
on his wrists, as though telling him to just suck it
in and stay still. Then, with that mischievous smile
on her face, she bent over and kissed him lightly on
his lips, her tongue grazing across his jaw. "Of
course you would like it, wouldn't you…" She
whispered.
Ayden could only grin, not minding the playful determination
from Ember one bit. He kept his eyes locked into hers,
despite the sheer beauty of her physical self staring
right at him. The sheets had been knocked off the bed,
and there was nothing to protect their nudity.
He loved it, he loved her. He wanted her, now.
She was well aware, which made it more fun delaying
it. She didn't stop the game she was playing, gently
brushing feather-light kisses and tongue down his neck,
then back up again. The unfortunate consequence of whatever
'sweet torture' she was pulling on him though, was that
*she* was aroused too. And getting increasingly more
so. Her grip of her hands on his wrists loosened gradually.
When she finally locked her lips with his again, the
slow dance of the seductress was already disappearing,
the kiss growing more urgent, more wanting.
Ayden felt her gyration as it consumed him, his free
wrists now wrapped around the small of her back, while
he moved in tandum to her motions. He closed his eyes
for a moment, taking in the fullness of how he felt while
inside of her before opening again, watching the woman
he loved. Slowly, the intensity of their movement grew
as it had before, yet no less invigorating.
Sliding his hands lower, he gripped her lightly, rocking
her forward and backward with increasing pace and desire.
Her hands moved around him, then onto her own body, returning
to his in a way that surged his desire further.
Ember arched her back, moving as close as she could
possibly to him as the raw sensations gripped her in
a place beyond thought. Having him inside her – that
feeling of pure completion and rightness eluded description.
It was not easy to understand, but for the first time,
being with a man didn't just fill her up physically,
but filled her heart to the brim with overflowing emotions
as though it would burst.
And it did explode, when they rode to climax and found
release from the building tempo in a shattering peak
that left her weak in the knees.
Breathing deeply and heavily, she eased her body down
and laid her head on his chest, their legs intertwining
in an embrace that had not yet broken. "You take
my breath away, Ayden," She confessed softly, that
admittance probably coming as close as she possibly could
at that moment to the profession of love he had made
only minutes earlier.
Ayden chuckled, allowing his breathing to return to
a steady tempo again. To be truthful he was worn out,
and didn't even figure his odds of being able to stand
let alone move for several hours were that great. He
pulled his arm around her and brought her as close to
him as he could, feeling warm and as happy as he could
ever be. "Mmm...
that's my line." He laughed lightly, overtaken by
exhaustion.
Placing a soft kiss on her forehead, he listened as Ember's
breathing slowed down into slumber, before slumber found
him as well.
"Recognizing Diversity: Part I"
By: Pilot Ayden O'Connor & Ensign T'Rei
===---
Ayden was in what he would say to be somewhat of a rush
on his way back to ten-forward, realizing that he had
left his PADD next to one of the booths. He couldn't
believe that he had even forgotten it, mentioning the
fact that he had been off tempo ever since the rescue
mission. Something just wasn't settling, and he was more
forgetful, and more clumsy than ever before.
It was like he was in a constant daze from which he couldn't
free himself of, even with his booming relationship with
Ember. A woman he had chased for months had finally surrendered
to her own feelings for him, making the last several
days more interesting than ever before. It felt great
to finally be steady with someone, but for some reason
it wasn't helping his dwindling sense of focus.
T'Rei had finished with all the required chores involving
straightening out her quarters. It took longer than expected,
due to the fact that the Ensign was rather obsessive
with her belongings. At the present time, she was bored
and felt as if some people observation might be a nice
pursuit to undertake. Grabbing a padd with some data
on it, she headed out the door and sought the entrance
to Ten-Forward.
Upon entering, her eyes scanned an appropriate booth.
Walking over, she placed her padd on the table, headed
to the bar, and ordered her favorite Terran coffee. Once
the drink was cradled in her hands, she meandered over
to the booth, placed the coffee down, and picked up her
padd.
Ayden moved through double doors into a busy ten-forward
lounge, he made his way through the busy crowds until
he arrived at the booth where someone had already taken
their seat. Worst still, she was reviewing *his* PADD.
Approaching quickly, he stopped next to the booth and
cleared his throat a bit before speaking. "Excuse
me."
Her eyes raised upwards to catch a someone interested
gaze of a crew member. "Yes?" T'Rei answered
simply.
Ayden gestured to the small PADD with a polite smile, "Hi,
I'm pretty sure that's mine... I accidently left it
behind."
"This padd is under my ownership." Lowering
her glance, she located the runaway padd that was now
captured. Handing it to him, she responded. "I believe
this was what you were looking for?"
Ayden felt a little silly for not taking a look around
first, but shrugged it off as a simple mistake; the
least of his worries right now. He took the PADD and
hand and rose it up, "Thanks... sorry about that." He
took a moment to examine the young woman sitting on
his former booth, realizing that the way she talked
seemed a bit... off. He quickly checked her ears, and
verified that she wasn't at least a vulcan.
"I have been assigned to the Galaxy as a security
officer. I am called T'Rei." Inwardly, she sighed.
It was not logical that everyone checked her ears for
points. At this rate, T'Rei was seriously contemplating
cosmetic surgery so she resembled a Vulcan instead of
a Terran. That, or taking voice inflection classes so
it appeared that she knew how to express emotion. Reaching
out, she grabbed his had and shook it up and down in
customary greeting. She waited for the next obvious line
of questioning. "Oh, you don't look like a Vulcan...or
oh, what an interesting name...or, oh can you mind meld?" Holding
his gaze with her emerald eyes, she patiently waited
for a response.
Ayden chuckled for a moment before gesturing whether
or not he could take a seat. It was kind of funny since
he had just left it only a few minutes ago, but that
was before he had someone to converse with. "Umm...
well how have you been adjusting to the ship?" He
started off with, even while he was curious about her
background, he could see it in her eyes that she was
expecting that line of questioning right away, meaning
that she probably got it often. At least this way,
he could set himself apart from the others.
She motioned for him to take a seat, and he did. It
would be interesting. He had not started off with the
typical questions....which had her off quilter for
a mere second. "I don't adjust, I just do. I have
been trained for my assignment on board the Galaxy,
and that's what I'm doing. If one is trained properly,
no adjustment is needed. Do you agree?"
For a moment he started to wonder if he should warn
T'Rei about Ember, knowing how much of a blast his
girlfriend would have if his suspicions were right.
A few of his friends had spent a lot of time on Vulcan,
or other alien worlds, him included, so he figured
this was some sort of cultural assimilation. Hence
why he never went to Vulcan.
Of course, then again... she could just be having a
bad day.
T'Rei could tell what was eating at him. His features
portrayed that he was interested in getting to know
her, even if it was to gain information and then run
to tell everyone that a Terran was pretending to be
a Vulcan. She opened her mouth to speak, but then shut
it. "If I tell you what you want to know, can
you keep it just between us?" If word got out
around the ship, especially security, it would be a
game that it was in the Academy and in primary school.
Let's see what we can do to get some emotion out of
the ice queen. Ice queen....that name brought up some
memories. She never let them win....she had been close
a few times, but was able to control her emotions until
she was alone. Thank the gods for holoprograms and
great counselors.
Ayden looked at her curiously, moreso into her comment
rather than the mystery shrouding her background, even
if they both probably related to the same thing. He
had always considered himself trustworthy, and wasn't
the kind to spread rumors or stories in the slightest.
Afterall, his girlfriend was one big rumor waiting
to happen and it took enough effort just to quell those.
He heaved an internal sigh for a moment, wondering
if he was going to find Ember running the corridors
in stark nude.
He diverted his attention back towards T'rei, who by
her last comment also seemed to express a bit of emotion.
Afterall, any typical vulcan, even one with an ear
job, wouldn't be too concerned about what others thought
of her. "Absolutely," he replied steadly.
Widening her eyes somewhat, she held his gaze. "I'm
a Terran by birth, adopted by Vulcan parents." She
leaned back in her seat, wondering if a sign plastered
to her chest would aliviate the problem of telling
everyone she met. "That's why I'm like I am." T'rei
took a sip of her coffee, the liquid was still hot,
forcing her to contort her face. "If that gets
around the ship, it will turn into a game of 'let's
irratate T'rei. It will make my life difficult."
"Hmm," Ayden began with a soft chuckle, his
eyes swaying over a bit while he absorbed the truth of
the situation. He hadn't heard of a Terran child being
cared for by Vulcans before, and was even more curious
as to how any vulcan adult would consider such a decision
logical. That wasn't up to him to judge though, and he
could understand T'Rei's concerns. "Well you don't
need to worry about me, nor do I think you'd have to
worry about most of anybody on board the Galaxy. We have
stranger... I mean, a variety of personalities on board
the ship. For instance, an engineer who doesn't talk,
a couple of grown adults who look more like children,
and a guy who likes to live in his aquarium eating lobsters.
Not to mention weirdest of all, me." He added, trying
to add a bit of humor to the discussion even while it
was null when coming across to a Vulcan.
"Curious. Why would you consider yourself odd?"
Ayden laughed again, finding more amusment in the conversation.
She really had her vulcan qualities, but he could see
a lot of human in her too. "Only when I'm off
duty..." He joked.
T'rei sat back and pondered the answer for a moment.
Taking another sip of her drink, she studied him as
he spoke. "Do people find companionship on this
ship? With all the strange personalities, it is suprising
that anyone would want to get to know each other."
"Actually I'd find all the stranger personalities
key in order for anybody to find companionship." Ayden
began, "If we were all alike, there'd be no point
in trying to make friend's because we'd just be meeting
ourselves, right?" He chuckled a bit, he had always
wanted to debate diversity with a vulcan but never had
the chance up until now, well, sort of. "I mean,
for example I've just met you and yet I already want
to know more about you, and give you the chance to learn
more about me. Be friends, you know?"
T'Rei pondered this for a moment once again, before
responding. "Friendship is a necessity for social
development. I believe that it would be prosperous
for us both if we would continue to learn more about
each other." The ever so slightest hint of a smile
etched across her face, instantly softening her features. "If
you excuse me, I have to attend to a medical exam." Standing,
she gently clasped his hand. "It was pleasurable
to make your acquaintance, and it is my wish to meet
with you again.....perhaps in a more intimate setting?"
Ayden might have well been stunned by a phaser when
those words escaped the woman's lips. She was by no
means whatsoever unattractive, and if it hadn't been
for Ember he would have taken her invitation without
reservation nor hesitation. Internally, he was laughing
it up, realizing of how he just couldn't meet a normal
girl. But as he just told T'Rei, it was in people's
differences that allowed for mutual bonds.
But he still wasn't sure how to respond, and could
only smile for a few seconds. ~She can't mean intimate
as in... intimate. After all even without pointy ears
this girl is a vulcan at heart, so intimate probably
means casual.~ That allowed him to speak at least, "Uh,
sure." He replied with another smile. "My
name's Ayden O'Connor, so let me know when you want
to meet up."
"I'll leave a message for you. It's been most....interesting
indeed." Turning on her heel, she went to leave.
Blushing slightly, she returned and gingerly bent over
to retrieve her padd she left on the seat beside her. "Bye..." T'rei
barely whispered.
Ayden nodded as she walked away before picking his
own PADD up, thumbing the edge of it slightly as he
contemplated what just happened. Maybe good things
did come to those who wait, but too much of anything
can kill you. He smirked a bit, before stepping off
and leaving the lounge as well.
"Conflict of Interests: Part I"
By:
Pilot Ayden O'Connor
2nd Lt Branwen London
==--==
Ayden went down with a solid thud against the sparring
mat. The force of the impact knocked the air out of his
lung, and he quickly realized how badly he had underestimted
his opponent. He laid there for a moment staring up at
the ceiling, trying to recollect exactly where he had
gone wrong in the fluid motion, so confident that he
had her up until the moment of unsatisifying contact
with the ground.
Tilting his head, he looked at his 'trainer', the young
petite redhead who had barely broken out a sweat by the
time he was starting to wonder if it was time to give
up and raise the white flag. He managed to draw in breath
before chuckling lightly, "And just where did you
learn how to do that?"
"Marine training." She said grimly. Branwen
knew she really shouldn't take on any more duties at
the moment. She was tired all the time, and irritable.
But when this young pilot and friend came to her asking
for help in defending himself, she couldn't refuse. She
couldn't run the risk of somebody going through what
she had just gone through because she refused help. "You're
not doing that bad." She added.
Ayden chuckled again, pushing himself off the floor with
both hands. He and Branwen had interacted from time to
time ever since before he was possessed by those damn
ghosts, beginning when she helped him to sickbay after
he had collapsed from 'initial symptoms'. When he decided
to ask a Marine for some tips when dealing with hand
to hand combat, naturally her name came up first. Of
course, he wasn't expecting to be put on his back quite
so easily by the young female.
"Eh, it's just part of my clever and diabolical
scheme. Make you underestimate me, and then I'll take
you down when you're least expecting it." He laughed,
the sarcasm practically painting the room around them.
In honest truth he had noticed her... recent change in
demenor. Unfortunately he had never asked about it, at
least not since the crash. He did however, decide to
make it a point to ask sometime today.
"Try." She said simply taking a defensive position.
Alright, so she successfully called his bluff, it still
didn't seem as though she was being coy or cute with
him. It almost seemed that she was a little more on edge
than he had initially thought. He assumed the posture
she showed him in the beginning of their instruction,
side stepping a little in order to test his balance,
and her alertness.
"Alright, but don't hate if I hurt..."
In a single motion, he moved while in mid sentence. Once
again he thought he had the element of surprise, stretching
his arm out to grab hers, while his other arm would wrap
around her waist in order to force her to the ground.
Before he knew it however, it was she who had a grip
on him, and he was soon rolling over her back before
yet another loud crack into the flooring.
At least this time he managed to grab the back of her
uniform, pulling her down right towards him. Somehow
she maintained her footing long enough to plant her knee
firmly against his gut, forcing him to exhale what little
air he had left at the time. It was a precarious position
that part of him didn't mind, even though it hurt...
as he'd be honest enough to admit.
She let go of him suddenly not being comfortable that
close to a man right now. “You are learning. Don’t
feel bad.” Bran said softly.
Ayden laughed in between gasping for air, he was certainly
going to feel sore tomorrow. "This is fun..." he
mumbled with a grin before looking over to Branwen. "But
are you sure there isn't anything that's bothering you?
Aside from the fact that your hits seem to be getting
harder with each time, you seem a little off tempo today.
Distant, I suppose would be the best word."
"Why does everybody keep asking that!" She
said irritated. "Can't a woman have a little bit
of privacy. I'm fine!" She snapped at him.
Ayden just stared at her for a moment, as if his own
eyes were reflecting her tone right back at her. After
a moment, he picked himself up from the ground and dusted
himself off. "I'm not a counselor, but I'm know
enough to realize that you aren't..."
”Arent’what?” She snapped again.
"Fine..." Ayden replied, keeping his tone down
in order to promote a calm conversation as much as possible. "Seriously
Bran... what's bothering you? You look tired, stressed..."
”Drop it will you.” She growled. “Did
Kimberly set you up to do this?”
Ayden shook his head, "Who? Bran, no... I don't
even know who Kimberly is. This is of my own personal
observations." he replied. It was strange how
the mood had taken such a stark transition from a tense
sparing session down to a grueling argument. The explosion
of frustration on Bran's behalf was just a little surprising
compared to how modest and relaxed she usually was.
He realized that the sparring room probably wasn't
the best environment to be having a heart to heart
discussion about her personal affairs, but at the moment
they were as secluded as they were going to be. It
was, however, painfully obvious that trying to get
the truth out of her like this was going to be counter-productive. "Look,
we don't have to talk about it... but how about we
settle down for a moment and just talk; about anything."
Branwen took a deep breath. "I am sorry, very
busy with work." Finally she managed a smile. "Talking
is good, about you for instance. How have you been?" She
sounded more like her old self.
Ayden was a little reluctant of how quickly that fire
was put out, but decided that for the moment it would
be good to start out her way. "I've been good..." he
started out. After a second of pause he wandered over
to the corner and grabbed a couple bottles of water,
passing one to her. "Still trying to sort out
everything that happened on the planet... I think I'll
stick with my fighter next time I ever have to fly
planetside." He joked half heartedly.
"Was it bad for you?" She asked softly.
Ayden shrugged, not changing his demenor in the slightest. "I
got blasted out of the aft end of a runabout when we
were shot down,falling over a hundred meters out of
the sky with no anti-gravity pack, hitting the ground,
yet some how picking myself up alive and unharmed." He
paused for a moment, the whole incident running through
his head like a movie clip on fast forward. "Was
it bad? Intense I suppose, I thought I was as sure
as dead. I even managed to make peace with myself a
few seconds left to go, I just wasn't expecting to
survive that."
”But you did.” She said. “What went
through your head when you realized that?” She
felt more comfortable back in counseling mode, much more
relaxed.
Ayden paused for a few seconds, trying to recall the
events which had passed so quickly that day. It hadn't
been a few days ago, and yet already they were blurring
into the chaotic melody of his life. He shrugged after
a moment more, "Umm... actually I started to think
I couldn't die for a while, that I had some sort of
mission to complete... not for Starfleet, but for something
higher. A whole lot of good I did though, I got beat
up by a girl, knocked unconsious by a tree, waking
up a few hours later in some abandoned base until we
were picked up by the Galaxy. It was pretty silly honestly,
I guess I was just lucky... and that's it."
Ayden looked over towards Branwen who had settled down
even more now that she had him talking about his experience
on the planet. She seemed more content, a reminder
of the Bran he had come to befriend. "I bet that
as a Marine, you'e probably had more... intense experiences
like that."
Immediately she was tense again. “Ehm, yeah sure.” She
said. “But getting back to you. I am glad you
came through okay, Ayden.”
Ayden took that as an obvious hint that he simply wasn't
going to be able to break through whatever barriers
she had put up to protect herself so easily. ~What
is with women on board this ship~ he thought, considering
his rocky relationship with Ember, his strange sibling-like
relationship with Aren, and now his friendship with
Bran.
He let it all roll down his back, "Yeah, me too...
I'm glad I was able to get my butt kicked by you a
few times today, it's always a good time." He
joked, gently nudging her shoulder with his fist.
She pulled away from him in a reflex. Then got her
composure back. “If… if you practice you
will be able to win within a few weeks time.” She
said to him.
Ayden rolled his eyes, bluntly aware that he had his
ass handed to him by the a lightweight female, yet
trusting her enough not to brag to her fellow Marines.
Pilot/Marine relations has always been on shaky ground
since before mankind reached towards the outer edge
of space, and unlike the pilots... Marines were desperate
for bragging rights.
At least, that was his perspective.
"Maybe," he replied. "But somehow I think
I'd have better chances falling out of the sky and surviving
than beating you in a fair fight." He joked, including
the word fair as if to imply his playfullness.
She smiled. “Live and learn.”She liked
teaching and she had no problems with navy types.
"Indeed..." Ayden replied, taking another small
stream of the cool beverage. "Well either way I
think I've had enough for one night, want to go get a
drink in ten-forward?"
She hesitated. “I am sorry. I have no time for
social things. Paperwork to catch up on.”
Ayden nodded with a slight hesitation, he really wanted
to give Bran the chance to relax and unwind, which
seemed to be pretty necessary at the moment. But he
couldn't be any more persistant or he'd risk getting
her upset again, which would obviously be counterproductive. "Alright,
well take it easy." He replied, picking up his
jacket off the floor.
"Thank you. Same time next week?" She asked.
"Yeah, same time next week." Ayden replied,
rubbing the slight soreness out of his back. Maybe after
he got back to his quarters he'd ask Ember for a little
help, but figured she'd be more likely to whack him than
anything else. "Take it easy Bran."
He would be back to talk to her again...
Conclicts of Interest: Part II"
By: Ayden O'Connor and Branwen London
==---
Bran was stretching and yawning. It was a week later
and she had promised Ayden another lesson but right now
she felt like she could fall asleep any moment. Not a
good thing. Not at all.
Ayden came through the doors again, a little late because
of Ember's playful spirit. His cloths and hair were left
a little rough, and there was a faint but sly grin on
his face as he approached his good friend. It wasn't
the type he could help, but he certainly wasn't expecting
himself to be able to concentrate much today.
"Sorry I was late..." he announced, immediately
noting that Bran's head had been nodding back and forth
just as he came in, her eyes fluttering inconsistantly. "You
look like you're about to crash there Bran, should I
replicate a pillow for you?" He joked slightly,
pulling his zipper down from his coat.
She really wasn't looking good at all, and he already
decided that it would be a good idea to skip practice
today. She really needed some rest, but that may not
be too easy for her right now. He he had heard rumors
of her abduction, but very few details. Either way, he
knew it wasn't something she was taking very easy.
“I don’t appreciate people being late for
my lessons.” She snapped. “It isn’t
as if I have time to spare. Get ready and warm up, Ayden.”
That stopped Ayden cold, as he watched his friend closely.
He knew that she wasn't angry at him personally, rather
she was venting her own frustrations in the best way
that she could... even if it meant snapping at him. Being
a patient man, he probably could of just moved forward
and followed her instructions, but something nudged his
consiousness towards the belief that this wouldn't be
settled until it was confronted. "Ok... well I don't
appreciate it when my friends think they can handle their
problems on their own when it's pretty damn obvious they
need a helping hand." He paused, staring her dead
in the eyes, the exhausted tired eyes. "So what
is it going to take to break the ice with you?"
Maybe he came on a little too strong, too direct, too
fast. Either way, this wasn't going to be pretty, but
then again it is usually the ends that justify the means.
"What the.. for the 627th time I am fine. Don't
try to turn attention away from yourself. You are the
one who was late!" She shouted back.
Ayden grinned a bit, no matter how hard he tried to keep
it hidden. Bran certainly did have a personality, and
a talent at deflecting the deflector. "For the 628th
time you're not fine, and it doesn't take an expert to
realize this. You look exhausted, you've been short tempered
ever since the mission, and you're practically shoot
anybody down whenever they worry about you... including
me." He stepped closer to her, his voice remaining
strong but not overbearing or insultive. "And don't
tell me this is the whole doctors make the worst patients
thing either."
“I am not a doctor, I am a psychologist And a marine
and I am tired because I do two jobs and damned good
as well!” She shot back.
"I'm not saying you're not... but sometimes you
have to stop worrying so much about others and start
taking care of yourself." He retorted evenly, already
feeling the adrenaline pumping through his own blood
as he argued with the petite young Marine. "Otherwise
you'll burn out, and then you'll lose everything you've
worked this far for."
“Wrong! If I show weakness now I lose everything.
I have to show Baile that I can hack it. And I can.” She
shot back.
Ayden stopped for a second, the tone of his next words
being much more collected and without the aggression
they were passing back and forth. "Is that what
this is about Bran? What Baile thinks about you?" Part
of him couldn't believe that it was that simple, that
this was a contest of who could outperform the other.
He was sure there was something more to the picture,
at least he was finally starting to see. "If you're
letting yourself slip because of what one guy with a
mohawk seems to think about the universe, then you're
even further down the rabbits hole than I thought."
"Don't you see. I am a woman, a shrink, green as
grass, I have to prove myself. If I break down and cry
over something as silly as this they are never going
to respect me. And I would succeed a lot better if everybody
stopped being such a nuisance."
Ayden had to be frank, "Bran, that's the most naive
thing I think I've ever heard you say." He replied,
he grabbed her by both shoulders firmly enough so that
she wasn't able to escape. Hopefully, she wouldn't resort
to her Marine training to break free of his grasp. "There's
a time and a place for everything. If you don't lower
those walls and let some of that pressure out from time
to time, I can promise you that you're going to give
out. If you don't want to break down and cry when you're
around your crew, don't."
He paused for a second, reflecting on the potential consequences
of his next few words. It was all very possible that
lines could be crossed if he selected to be her support,
but right now she needed him and he was going to be there
for her. "Do it when you're with me."
Deadtired she beat against his chest. “I am dirty.” She
whispered. “Get away from me!”
Ayden persisted in his hold over her, shaking his head
even though she couldn't notice since she wasn't looking
him in the eyes anymore. "No," he replied firmly,
but with tenderness in his voice. He gave her shoulders
a reassuring squeeze, as if it didn't matter how dirty
she was, or in what context she was referring to. Something
was definately wrong. "Not until I know what's going
on, it has to be deeper than this."
“Just let me go.’ She whispered close to
tears.
Reluctantly, Ayden eased his grip enough to allow her
to pull away a little bit, but not completely. Even though
he had no idea what was going on, he could feel the pain
pouring out of her through her voice, and the watery
gaze of her eyes. "Bran..." he started to reply,
but his tongue cut him off with silence. He didn't know
what to say anymore, either she was going to open up
or shut him out. At least she was getting something out
right now, the wall was obviously cracked, but not raised.
“No!” She pushed him away. “I am ugly!
I wasn’t good enough for a man before and now…..” Finally
a tear came.
Ayden heaved an internal sigh,realizing that this woman
was feeling insecurities on so many levels she just didn't
know how to cope anymore. The worst thing was that there
wasn't a lot that he could do for her, especially in
regards to his relationship with Ember. It had taken
so long to finally get past Ember's walls, did he really
want to risk that even though his friend was hurting?
It was hard for him to know what to do, but with one
hand he took her chin and raised it so she could see
into his eyes, see into the sincerity of the words he
was about to express. "You, are not ugly." He
affirmed, his thumb stroking her cheek lightly.
The rush ofinternal conflict was making this worse, as
he felt her warm tears wander from her eyes to his hand.
He wiped the stray tears, maintaining his deep gaze into
her eyes. "If I was in a position to call you my
own, I wouldn't hesitate to do so."
"Don't! I know you have a girlfriend. In the end
everybody chooses someone else but me." She pushed
him away again. "Just go."
Ayden released her, the truth of the matter stinging
him as much as it did her. Yes, he had a girlfriend,
so why was he allowing him to be swayed to be with Branwen?
It wasn't something that Ayden could easily explain,
it wasn't like Ember had done anything wrong either.
Everything just felt new, but the after shocks of their
bumpy relationship were far from over. Still though,
what had he come so close to doing?
Ayden just stood there, arms to his side as he looked
at Branwen; his friend, unable to say or do anything
more. She was hurting, in pain, and obviously the one
thing she wanted more than anything else in the world
was to have someone to hold onto. "I'm sorry..." he
muttered lightly.
This body language was very clear, she felt like such
a freak and a weakling. "Could you please leave." She
said softly.
Heaving an internal sigh, Ayden reluctantly nodded. His
best effort to help a friend in need had rather complicated
the situation further. He wished that he could fix everything,
but there wasn't anything that could be done here. Wanting
to say something further, he couldn't find the words,
so Ayden turned and moved towards the doors, turning
back to see Bran before disappearing through them.
Conflict of Interests: Part III"
By: 2nd Lieutenant
Branwen London
Pilot Ayden O'Connor
===---
It had been nearly an hour since Ayden arrived in the
spar room, following a routine from which he wasn't certain
would be satisfied tonight. Last week, in his efforts
to help a friend he almost lost his own resolve. Had
that happened, he couldn't even begin to consider how
it might have affected his life.
Dressed in his standard duty uniform compared to the traditional
sparing costume Branwen insisted they wear during their practice,
he paced from one end of the bare empty room towards the other,
each step carrying him closer to the door as he realized the
fuility of even coming.
"This is stupid..." he finally muttered, pivoting on
his heel and moving straight towards the doors. He was mentally
cursing himself for thinking that any of this could return to
the way it once was, unrealized in the fact that the doors before
him opened a half second earlier.
With a sudden impact, he had plowed into, rolled past, and
knocked down the one person he didn't expect to see any time
soon. The two laid on the floor still trying to regain their
orientation when they realized where they were, and who they
were with.
"Bran?" He asked, slowly peeling himself off the floor.
Unlike him, she *was* dressed in the sparing robes, although
it certainly didn't seem as though she had been expecting him.
She probably came to practice on her own, thinking that if she
waited this long he would have already left.
"Ayden." she said. The one person she was trying to
avoid. The look in his eyes last time they had met, the utter
rejection, it had hurt her very much. She remember how he had
flirted with her the first time they had met. And basically asked
her on a date. The next time they met he had another girlfriend.
Somehow they had managed to build a friendship, and she thought
she had put behind her. Obviously she hadn't. "Could you
please get off me?"
As straightforward as she has been, a farcry from the woman
he had met months ago, Ayden realized this was a very different
Branwen. Reluctantly, not out of desire to be so close to her,
but just with the sheer awkwardness of the situation, he relented
and got off. Once up, he extended his free hand towards her
in order to help her up.
After a slight hesitation she took his hand. "I thought
we were happy avoiding each other."
"Not happily..." Ayden returned, pulling her up carefully
enough so that she was able to keep her distance between them
by the time she was up to her feet. He felt awkward, because
he didn't want her to be nervous but as long as they were together
like this, he figured there wasn't any other option. "Well...
I guess I should be going." He paused for a moment, lingering
as if he'd rather sort out their problems then leave the closet
closed.
She hesitated. “I'm…. sorry about the other day.” Bran
said softly.
Ayden hesitated, struggling with his own words. "It wasn't
right for me to expect you to open up to me." He paused
for a moment, considering his words carefully even though he
knew they could incite a repeat of last week's events. "...to
trust me. Whatever you've been through, I just wish I could
help, I don't have an alternate motive." He replied.
“It’s …. It’s difficult for me Ayden.” She
said. “I know I am not okay now, but I feel embarrassed
about it and vulnerable.”
Ayden shifted his weight for a moment, glancing down at the
floor as he examined his next set of words. His gaze gently
returned to Branwen's. "Well... I'm your friend, and whatever
we talk about will be kept between us. No doctors, no counselors,
no gossip amonst the crew. But I think you probably know more
than anybody else on this ship that you need to have someone
to talk to, even if it's *not* me."
“Kimberly kind of forced me to talk to her professionally.” She
said. “And Nara helps as well. I haven’t really opened
up to my friends. You know it wasn’t that bad, I am being
a bit of a sissy.”
"Well I wouldn't know..." Ayden replied, "so should
we get out of the corridors or..."
"Yes, we should. We could go to my office, it isn't that
far." She said smiling awkwardly.
Ayden grinned lightly, knowing how nervous she must have felt.
Part of her biggest issue was that she wanted to have someone
to hold onto her, and as close to slipping as he might have
come, he was pretty sure he wasn't going to make that same
mistake again. His relationship with Ember had grown stronger
by the day, and he didn't think he would find himself looking
back. "Ok," he replied, taking her lead.
They entered her office. "Would you like something to
drink?" In her own space she felt more at ease.
Ayden nodded, "Sure... um, whatever you're having."
"Just water." She handed him a glass. "How are
things for you?"
"Good," Ayden replied as he humbly took the glass before
taking a seat on a nearby couch. "And you?" This all
seemed too awkward, like a sheet of ice was disrupting their
normal conversation.
"Better." She admitted. "I still find it difficult
to talk about."
Ayden nodded again, agreeing with her fully. "I know it's
not easy, there's thing *I* still don't talk about. Things
I'd rather just forget, but there are things nobody can carry
on their own."
"Maybe you should talk to a professional about it. We are
trained to help you with it." Bran said. Only we cannot
help ourselves, she thought.
Ayden grinned, "This isn't related to Starfleet..." he
paused for a moment, "At least not directly, more n regards
to family." He wasn't about to get any more detailed than
that, at least not unless she asked him. His parents had always
been a touchy subject, usually sparking a bit of anger or frustration
in him everytime they were brought up.
"The fact that we are military personnel doesn't mean you
cannot talk about private problems. We are all fully qualified
therapists, it is something you can bring up with yours." Bran
said.
Ayden chuckled, wanting rather to leave it alone than dwell
on something he left behind years ago. But her curiosity would
get the best of her, and the conversation if he didn't settle
her questions with something. "My parents didn't approve
of my joining Starfleet, nor staying in. My dad kept me out
of the war when I wanted to do nothing more than fight, so
I burned my bridges to them and moved forward on my own. Nothing
much about it..." he replied.
"It is. I know what it is like, Ayden. Please don't downplay
it. Talk about it, it's important. If you pretend there is nothing
wrong it will eat at you." She looked at him gently.
Ayden laughed, a little more obviously this time as he eyed
her. "Isn't that my line?" There was a certain irony
to the situation, and there were times he thought that when
she was suggesting things to him, it was moreso because she
couldn't suggest the same advise for her.
"I'm the shrink." She said. "Seriously, talk about
it was your girlfriend and you therapist if you have one, and
your friends. I know will it is like when your family casts you
out."
"I casted them out..." Ayden corrected her, "And
I'm not a kid so it really doesn't bother me. I have everything
I need right here where I am, a good career, a good woman..." he
paused to consider that one, even as good as he felt with his
relationship with Ember, she certainly hadn't gotten tired of
throwing him for a few twists. "... and good friends." He
finished. "Now you might be the shrink, but you're definatetly
are also the one who needs to let things out more... so even
if I have to put you in your own client's seat, I want you to
talk to me about what's going on with you."
“You want to put me in that chair.” Bran smiled looked
at the chair she used for clients. ‘You want to join the
counseling profession?”
"Counselors are just people who develop an ability and intuition
that was always there." Ayden retorted with a grin, patting
gently on the patient's seat as if inviting her to sit down. "Besides,
I always gave great advise out when I was a kid."
"All right than." She sat down. "But just for
a second."
Conflicts of Interests: Part IV
By: Ayden O'Connor & Branwen London
===----
Ayden grinned again, moving over towards where Branwen
would typically sit. This in a way felt like it was some
sort of acting job or a game of some sort in how they
were playing musical chairs with their careers. Next
thing he'd hear is that Bran wanted to start flying Banzai's.
He stepped over towards the tall chair and sat down,
facing her while she laid down in her own seat.
It was probably stranger for her than anything else,
suddenly being in the chair you've known for so long,
yet sat in for so little of your life. "So, tell
me what's happening..." he said in a calm, gentle
tone. As amusing as this might be, he couldn't forget
that it was also a very serious matter.
“Well.”Bran giggled. “I am being a
bit silly about the last mission. Hell, you know my dad
torutured me almost every day of my first 14 years and
now I go all silly over a bunch of aliens. No big deal.”
Ayden just looked at her as she refused her own advise,
down playing the past and present as if it wasn't anything.
Bran was a strong girl, but far from the sense of invulnerability
she wanted to have so much. He hesitated in a response,
unsure of what would be the right thing to say and what
would be the wrong. That's when he realized how badly
he'd probably get chewed out by the Chief Counselor if
he did screw up here. "You've been through hell,
that goes without saying... but that doesn't make anything
easier just because you've experienced some of what it's
like before. I haven't heard a lot about what happened
down there, but I've been assured that it was everything
short of silly."
“It wasn’t even torture.” Bran said. “They
paralyzed us and then they conducted medical experiments.
That’s all.” She didn’t say that she
would have taken torture a lot better.
Ayden nodded, "I know what it's like to be helpless,
out of control and unable to do anything about it." He
said, referring to his possession only a short time ago. "Even
if everything came out alright in the end, it's still
a difficult experience to adjust to. Sometimes we even
downplay it, 'nobody got hurt', or 'it was just for a
little while', or 'they just conducted medical experiments'.
But that doesn't change the fact that it was very real,
and very hard to deal with."
“I should have been the one least affected.” She
mumbled.
"But you weren't." Ayden retorted gently. "And
now you have a few choices to make."
Brown raised an eyebrow. "Really doctor?"
Ayden chuckled a bit, the ease of seriousness helpful
to their environment. "Really." He replied
simply.
"And what choices with that be?"
"You're the doctor, you tell me." Ayden replied.
“Wrong. The patient needs to do all the work.’ Bran
grinned.
Ayden grinned again, but then a serious tone came over
him. "You'll be buried by whatever guilt and doubts
you have right now if you don't let them go, and overcome
them with help. You need to stop downplaying this."
“Hell I am already talking to Kimberly opening
up a little. It is a sensitive topic for me you know.”
"I know," Ayden replied. "Do you feel
like you're getting enough out for Kimberly? It's going
to take some time obviously, but if there's not enough..." his
words droned off for a moment.
“She is nice.” Bran said. “And competent.
I wanted to be her shrink you know.” She smiled.
Ayden laughed again, "Why?"
“Won’t tell you. But it is always better
to be the shrink then to be shrunken.”
Shifting in his seat a little, Ayden couldn't help but
be amused by the hidden agenda of the shrink. "Secrets
will get you nowhere with me Ms. London." He joked, "although
I'm already starting to get the feeling that I'm better
off being a pilot."
“Because what I know or think I know about Kimberly
is confidential.” Bran grinned.
"No fair," Ayden retorted with a snicker. "This
is why we don't like psychologists... we have to tell
them everything and they tell us nothing in return." He
joked, standing up from the chair and moving over towards
Bran, crouching beside her.
She hesitated when he came so close. Bran liked him
enough not to want him that close.
Ayden could sense the sudden tension running in Bran,
and supposed that he could understand it. "Well
I think our time is up," he winked, "same
time next week?"
“Allright.” She smiled.
"Dancing with Mischief"
By: Ayden O'Connor & T'Rei
===---
The street was wet with the previous light shower that
fell on the city. The lights reflected off of the pavement
with a welcoming glow as she stepped across the street.
Her favorite hangout was just in front of her, Club Titon.
The white of the building was accented by red spotlights
that drew a smile from her lips. Straightening the halter
dress of turquoise glitter material, another coy grin
crossed her features as she continued up the drive, past
the swaying palm trees and loudening salsa music that
was outside. The smell of the city, the lights, and the
club were enticing, making this the perfect escape for
T’Rei.
People of various nationalities streamed in and out of
the front entrance. All looked content, and sweaty. A
sexuality hung in the air as T’Rei smiled at the
bouncer and entered the club. The music was a swaying
beat, and made T’Rei instantly have the urge to
loose all her inhibitions at the door.
Once inside, the Latin music intoxicated her. A male
grabber her, spun her around, and made her laugh in delight.
She didn’t know him, and in a club like this, it
didn’t matter. Everyone was here for one and one
purpose only, to dance.
Placing a hand on his shoulder and grasping his other
hand, she smiled attractively at him. “Wooo!” She
explained as she was bumped from behind. “It’s
crowded!”
“It’s perfect” Her male companion stated. “Shall
we?”
Nodding, she lowered her hands to clasp his that were
at his waist. They started the dance as he spun her around
in all the glory and pageantry she could muster.
* * *
"This definately isn't the Risan hot springs..." Ayden
muttered as the thick holodeck doors closed behind him.
The latin jazz echoed through the streets as people danced,
moved, and talked freely with one another. Ember had
suggested that he and her take a night to relax, and
there wasn't anything more suited to relaxing than skinny
dipping in the Risan hot springs.
Maybe she changed her mind, and just wanted to dance,
maybe catch a hotel room later after the pulsing music
wore them out. He thought about contacting her via the
communicator, but where was the fun in that? She was
probably waiting in the main building.
The environment was sophisticated, he could smell the
electricity in the air as he passed through the main
doors and came upon a thick crowd of dancers. No where
was Ember, whom he had expected to be by in large the
center of attention.
But he did catch a glimpse of someone familiar, that
vulcan-human girl he had met in ten-forward a few days
ago. Almost as soon as he noticed her, she allowed her
eyes to settle upon him. This was definately a new side,
as she was beaming with excitement and amusement; a farcry
from the vulcan attitude she had earlier.
But why was she here?
The bass beat had her as she spotted him across the room.
Why was he here? There had been a cancelation and she
quickly had been able to reserve the spot to relax.....She
kept her eyes on him as she was passed from male to male
in an elaborate dance with other couples. Finally, as
the dance ended, she made her way over to his spot.
"Hi...What brings you here?" She stated breathlessly.
Ayden gazed upon T'Rei, baffled and uncertain of where
he should start. Surprisngly enough, the woman was absolutely
stunning, if anything for the moistness of her smooth
skin, piercing eyes, and a bolstering smile. That confused
him even more as he couldn't fathom anybody who was raised
by the strictiness of vulcan training to smile. Perhaps
her training wasn't as intense... hell it was pretty
damn obvious that was the case.
"Uhm..." he began.
Arching her eyebrow, she responded. "Well?" She
shot him a look of curiousity as she viewed him scanning
her. "I reserved this after a cancelation came in
this afternoon. It's something I like to do when I'm
possitve no one else is around." She challenged
him with her eyes....if she let herself, she would surely
fall for his rugged good looks and smoking dark eyes.
However, she had to focus on enjoyment, rather than hopeful
longing. "Is there something else Ayden?"
Ayden stammered for a second, hoping it wasn't too obvious.
He looked around the dance floor again as if he were
double checking to make sure Ember wasn't hanging around
ready to surprise him, it was certainly in her style.
If she had cancelled the arrangement he would have liked
to have heard something about it. "I'm sorry for
interrupting, Ember and I had made reservations and I
didn't know it got cancelled."
He looked back towards T'Rei, still shining from her
activities. "Um... keep having, fun then." He
replied with a short smile as he started to turn in order
to retreat out the double doors.
"Uh...tell me Ayden....do you know how to dance?"
Ayden turned around, standing there as one of the few
people *not* dancing at the very moment, knowing that
it was for a very good reason. He was a skilled pilot,
and very romantic when the occasion strikes, but he was
not however, a dancer. It simply wasn't his knack in
life, and it showed more obvious than a solar implosion. "Not
really," he replied subtly.
"If you are not doing anything....care to join me?"
Ayden started to chuckle, realizing how much of a fool
he'd probably look like if he tried dancing with her,
especially to the tandum of this powerful and invigorating
beat. Granted, he certainly wouldn't mind being closer
to T'Rei, which was a bit confusing since he was with
Ember. It had been a while since even he had been in
a stable relationship, no longer moving from bed to bed
per each night's arrival.
~Old habits die hard~ He thought, with a reluctant shake
of his head. "I'd either step on your toes or embaress
you, I'm not a good dancer. Thanks though." He smiled
greatfully.
Running up to him, she grabbed his hand. "Come on.
I won't bite." She stated with a laugh. "I'll
teach you."
Ayden turned, feeling her firm yet tender grip around
his wrist, the playful smile crossing her lips. "I
never said you did bite," he replied with a jovial
grin, guessing it was better to try than not. "I
did however, warn you that you'll probably be unable
to walk on your toes after this, but ok." He finished.
"Ha. Why do you think steel toed dancing shoes were
invented?" She purred back playfully at him. Easing
him out on the dance floor, she attempted with her best
effort to help him, but all was lost. One song, and she
was about done when a slow beat started.
"Tell me Ayden....you do know how to dance slow....don't
you?" Praying to God that he said yes, she waited
patiently for an answer.....
Ayden nodded a bit, not quick enough to see where this
one was going until it was too late. Slow Dancing was
perhaps the only way he could dance, with a gentle yet
predictable sway to the left and right. It was easy,
at least that's what he thought. Part of him was glad
to see that a slow song came on, but once he realized
how this meant he'd be dancing closely with another woman
he started to wonder if it was such a good idea. ~It's
an innocent dance, nothing else~ He thought as T'Rei
slowly conformed to the desired position.
"Okay."
As the music played over the crowd, the hot and intense
beat dying into a slow, passionate, and romantic tune,
Ayden and T'Rei slowly shifted across the floor. Every
few seconds brought her a little closer as she placed
herself into a more comfortable position around him.
He considered bringing Ember to this program sometime,
she'd probably enjoy it although it meant he'd have to
pick up some moves. He looked down to her, "So where'd
you learn how to move like that, I doubt they taught
it much at the Vulcan academy."
"I did not attend the Vulcan Academy. I went to
Harvard, then Starfleet. While I was at Harvard....the
big thing to do over the breaks was to go dancing.....Cuban
style. Hence, over the years I was there, I perfected
my dancing. It's a great way to release pent up emotion,
keep my body in shape, and impress the hell out of men
like you!" She laughed at her comment. "I teach
on the side...if you are ever interested...." Looking
around at the noise and the crowd, she commented. "This
is not the proper place to study dance....it's crowded,
dark, and can smell bad if you catch my drift."
Ayden laughed, "Yeah I catch it..." He replied,
noting how much more human she seemed right now. He didn't
answer her offer right away, considering it.
She swayed left with him, attempting not to smell his
colonge as he held her waist close. His fingers grasped
her gently, but with force. Sighing, she looked up into
his gaze. "I'm serious about my offer. I've qualified
for International competition which is during the next
leave.....and I'm trying to locate a partner. It's rather
difficult on a ship, but I've been in contact with a
few propects."
Ayden looked down, wondering if she was talking about
him. "Like who?" He asked, figuring that the
odds of him learning how to dance like this was pretty
slim even with her help, let alone trying to compete.
"Honestly, just pompous butt wipes." She swung
him to the left, testing his ability to let her lead. "Very
good." Smiling softly, she continued. "When
someone get's to a professional level, it's difficult
to find a person that's not vanity personified."
"I see..." Ayden replied, not quite understanding
the whole concept here. He just decided to go with the
flow before the dance was over, and it was finally time
for him to find Ember.
"Let me know, I have the holosuite reserved for
every other Saturday evening....but if you are into the
lessons, we will have to find a larger space to practice
in." The music stopped, and she stopped with him.
She looked upwards for a mere second. "It's been
fun, but I need to get back out there. Let me know about
the lessons....okay?"
"Sure thing." Ayden replied, scratching the
back of his head slightly, it was a small quirk he had
whenever he wasn't sure what to say and was trying to
be polite in place of his confusion.
She turned from him, only to be swayed by the man that
was her partner. "You could do it Ayden. Give me
a shot, and I'll have you as gracefull on your feet as
you are in the air!" She shouted above the crowd
right before a new, rythmic song started.
"Taming the Free Spirit of a Bold Woman, or Die
Trying"
By:
Flight Officer Ember Lansky
Pilot Ayden O'Connor
Ensign Aren Furai
===----
"The worst thing is that I can see her doing it..." Ayden
muttered as he finished chopping small bits of mixed
meats and vegetables before dumping them into a large
bowl. He then dumped a generous portion of teriyaki sauce
over the contents before. Ember and him had gotten into
a thick, yet playful argument about her doubts into his
cooking.
In order to dispute her claim, he agreed to make her
the best oriental teriyaki chicken salad she had ever
tasted.
He had even gone through the effort of setting a candle
lit dinner, with some soft white wine to complement the
meal. It was his way of saying that even if he was going
to prove her wrong, he would certainly do it with style
and taste.
When the chime on his door activated prematurely, he
worried that Ember had gotten off her duties earlier
than he had anticipated, but after finding Aren on the
other side he realized how much he would have preferred
Ember's presence. He had only known the young Hiigaran
for a few days after catching her unexpectedly in his
fighter.
Apparently it was the first time she had ever been so
close to a Banzai, and he agreed to give her a brief
tour of its capabilities...
on the ground.
When she told him not only about how Ember had harrassed
her in the shower room, then agreeing to run through
the corridors naked in order to make things even, it
did a little more than tilt his mood. Feeling as bad
for Aren's misfortune as disturbed by Ember's persisting
boldness, he knew exactly how far Ember was willing to
take things.
Throwing the contents of the meal into the replicator
to be cooked, he looked towards Aren with slight reluctance.
Heaving an audible sigh, he gave her a weak smile. "I'll
talk to her about it, see if I can't convince her to
cancel her little run. I'm sorry about what she did to
you."
Aren shrugged lightly, glancing around the room more
often than maintaining eye contact with Ayden. "I
might have overreacted, I was just afraid that if I stayed
around that she'd beat me up."
Ayden chuckled, tossing a cooking towel over his shoulder
before swiping his hands together a few times to knock
out any foodbits that got stuck between them. "Ember
can be pretty hot headed at times, but she also knows
that she deserves what she gets in circumstances like
that, you might have done better to just sock her." He
admitted, pausing to glance at his chronometer, "Well
I'll talk to her, so try not to worry about it. But you
probably should get of here before she gets here or I'll
have a *really* hard time." He winked, feeling what
seemed like a sort of brother/sister relationship forming
between him and Aren.
Aren nodded, smiling faintly before stepping out and
disappearing into the corridors.
Ayden passed another heavy sigh, knowing that if Ember
says something like that in public then it'll be hell
trying to convince her to drop it. He tried to keep his
own feelings from overbearing his thoughts, but there
was a certain stain of jealousy lurking around his nerves.
Afterall, now that they were steady he would hope she'd
realize that he wouldn't like her to be parading herself
off to the crew.
She did need to learn to settle down a bit, and find
other way to keep herself amused. Either way, this was
going to be an interesting meal indeed.
** *
After what had transpired in Ten-Forward, Ember was
really looking forward to an enjoyable evening with Ayden.
The string of accusations that Aren had thrown at her
still rang in her ears – yet another of the countless
reminders she had that her reputation amongst the crew
wasn't exactly sterling. For a short while, she was steaming
in anger in her quarters, irritated and feeling indignant
more than anything else that a young upstart had thought
to put her in her place by lashing out with unfounded
judgments. But, as quick as she was to anger, so was
Ember quick to let go of her anger. She didn't have a
habit of holding on to grudges and killing herself endlessly
over them. With the good dinner Ayden promised her, it
became even easier to let go of that brief, unhappy incident.
So, when Ayden greeted her at the door, her smile was
huge. "Hey you,"
She said warmly, reaching for him in an embrace.
Ayden smiled, returning her embrace before placing a
lingering kiss at the nape of her neck, and another on
her soft lips. "Hey yourself,"
he murmered before wrapping his arm around her and walking
her into his quarters. By this time the plates were already
on the table, each loaded with generous portions of the
food he had worked all day into producing. Keeping her
close by his side, he grinned lightly. "So are you
ready to lose that bet of yours? I went all out today,
just so you know. I even made dessert."
Delighted at his show of affection, the change of topic
puzzled Ember for a moment. "Bet? What bet?" She
asked, raising a brow. It took several seconds for the
question to really register, and when it did, a hint
of annoyance crossed her face – more at the reminder,
than at him. But she gave a shrug, laughing it off as
she moved near to the sofa. "I'm glad to see that
the rumour mill has been working overtime to keep you
informed. You're talking about the run in nude I'm going
to do tomorrow?"
Ayden stopped, "No... I was talking about dinner." He
paused for a few seconds, allowing the disappointment
to reflect on his face for a few moments. "But since
you mention that... what would possess you to do that?" He
made sure he didn't sound angry or upset, but he was
certainly reluctant to be excited about her doing something
like that.
*The* bet between them. Of course. She had been anticipating
this intimate dinner with Ayden so much that she had
really begun to see it as a date, more than a bet. Ember
shook her head with a smile. "My bad. But since
you mentioned it…" She said teasingly, echoing
him.
"I'm not losing until I actually taste the food. Appearances
can be deceiving you know."
The run was a little harder to explain and he could
read the difficulty in her face as she tried to do so. "It's
something I have to do," She started slowly, drawing
in a breath. "The whole ship is talking about Aren
Furai. She's so embarrassed she can't lift her head up
when she walks into a crowd. What I do, will make things
better for her." It wasn't just some misguided streak
of impulse or urge to 'show off' that impelled her to
agree to something like that, and she hoped Ayden, of
all people, understood.
Ayden signed, pulling Ember's chair away from the table
so she could sit down. He gestured warmly for her to
come over to the table, which she did. Once he took his
seat across from her, he picked up his glass of wine
and took a small sip. "Well I guess the important
question is whether or not she wants you to do it. You
obviously started something, but does she want you to
finish it?" He replied softly, still not angry or
upset, just trying to put all perspectives into the picture.
For the moment, he was going to try to keep the topic
away from how her boldness could affect him.
Even if she didn't say it, she appreciated the calmness
with which he was talking to her. It couldn't be easy,
and she had been half-expecting him to have gotten angry
at her, make an emotional outburst, or something equally
dramatic between her last word and his first utterance.
He hadn't. And she was grateful. She wasn't really keen
on having *that* much drama in the space of an evening.
"Obviously she wouldn't want me to finish it," Ember
smiled ruefully, taking a drink from the glass of wine
as well. "She'll feel too bad having me do it – it's
something else that'll just make her feel guilty. Especially
since she knows I can't take full responsibility for
her running out of the shower room naked." She shrugged.
Ayden gave her a curious look, he didn't want to make
it seem too obvious that *somebody* had already come
and talk to him about this, that somebody being Aren
Furai herself. Playing words with Ember was like playing
with fire, one wrong motion or an unexpected breeze and
everything's on fire; including his ass. "What happened?" He
asked, already uneasy about what Aren confessed to him.
Ember's laugh was wry. "She was staring a little
too long and a little too curiously at me in the shower… I…" She
looked at Ayden, the mild amusement that played in her
eyes was mixed with a subtle, sardonic understanding
that she *might* have carried things too far. "I
pretended to show interest in her. It was harmless fun.
Something we would have both laughed off eventually if
she hadn't taken it overly seriously and run off like
that."
Ayden shrugged, "I guess not all people are as
daring and curious as you are." He replied, pausing
for a moment to set his glass of wine down. Picking up
his silverware, he dipped his fork into the bowl and
pulled out a small bit of salad and chicken, each marinated
and dipped in teriyaki sauce. "Well, go ahead and
give it a shot." He said, clarifying himself before
she thought he was telling her that he felt it was ok
for her to run nude through the corridors. A discussion
like this needed it's breaks. "Your dinner... that
is."
Ember nodded, following suit. "Are you nervous
or what?" She teased him as she cut a piece of chicken
and put it into her mouth, chewing slowly. "We never
did agree on the terms of the bet, did we." It would
be good to know, especially at this point when it seemed
like she was going to lose. She didn't think though,
that she would mind losing any bet with Ayden at all.
The forfeit should be… interesting. "It's
really delicious," Ember chuckled when she had swallowed
it. "Were you secretly taking cooking classes or
something?"
Ayden chuckled, "A little bit." He joked lightly
as he took a bite himself. All in all it tasted pretty
good, although he thought it could use a little more
sauce in some places. There were a few seconds where
neither of them said much of anything as they just ate
small bits of their food, and finally Ayden returned
to their previous subject. "I don't suppose I could
convince you to back out," He asked her calmly,
once again without any sense of urgency or frustration.
Their conversation had remained pretty casual and calm,
and that's the way he wanted to keep things if he could.
She knew this was coming, that they weren't done with
*that* subject just yet. Sucking in a deep breath, her
gaze dropped slightly as she played with the food on
her plate, as though she was thinking of how to say what
she wanted to say without it all erupting violently around
her. She, as much as Ayden, didn't want a fight.
"It needs to be done, Ayden. I don't want to feel
like I 'owe' Aren Furai because I had a part to play
in ruining her golden reputation…"
She said sincerely. Falling silent for a while to let
her words sink in, she then looked up at him, asking
quietly, "You don't like it, do you?"
Ayden shrugged reluctantly, playing with his food as
well before finally setting his silverware down. He looked
at Ember closely, sincerely. "I think it'll cause
more harm than good." He replied, treating this
topic less than a casual conversation and more like a
meaningful discussion. "It's not like I really care
about what people think about you, me, or *us*... but
you have to consider the possibility that the repercussions
might be more extensive."
He paused again, rediverting his thoughts to something
other than how he personally felt about it. He didn't
want to ask Ember to alter her lifestyle for his sake,
that was something she'd have to see herself.
"If Furai had gone through her chain of command and
cried sexual harrassment or assault, you could have lost
that silver bar on your collar, you're flight status, you're
career, everything. The same thing could happen if you
go out there tomorrow and somebody finds it offensive.
If you don't want to feel like you owe her anything, stop
doing things like that."
His last point was a bit harsher than he intended, not
in the way it was said, rather just in that it was the
first time he had bluntly told her what she should and
shouldn't do. It wasn't a habit he wanted to have with
her, rather allowing her to make her own decisions. She
was a trouble maker, but she was probably the smartest
woman he had ever known too.
She didn't like people dictating the way she should
live. She hated it. But she understood where he was coming
from, and even if his words chafed, she fought against
the instinctive anger and indignation that rose up in
her throat. "It was a joke," She repeated.
In her honest opinion, Aren Furai needed to lighten up
more and stop taking everything so seriously. A ghost
of a smile crossed her lips. "I admit I do have
a tendency to carry things too far, sometimes. But, people
need to be able to learn to laugh at life, to laugh at
themselves. It doesn't always have to be about career,
or about following the rules."
Ember was playful; she was bold. Asking her to stop
doing things like that was like asking her to change
a part of who she was fundamentally.
Ayden chuckled lightly, sticking his fork back into
the food before taking another bite. "Well I'm not
going to disagree with you there.
My personal opinion is that you should air on the side
of caution, but if this is really something you feel
that you have to do, do it." He grinned a bit, knowing
that even while he felt... uncomfortable about every
guy on board that corridor catching a lasting glimpse
of *his* girl, he had a nudging feeling that was as close
to her as they were ever going to get. The most important
thing for Ayden to learn in this fresh relationship was
compromise, a critical aspect that would either make
or break them.
"Thank-you." Ember replied softly, returning
to her meal.
"Investigating an Aunt"
Ensign Artim
Security Officer
Lieutenant Saul Bental
Chief Tactical Officer
==========================
Artim was already nervous. It wasn't just the fact
that he'd be meeting the closest thing Valera had to
parents though that would be enough to have any male
on edge. It was the fact that this...Talara simply creeped
him out.
I mean, who's aunt just invites a niece's girlfriend to dinner.
Couple that with the fact that he knew nothing of this Talara
and that was enough to give Artim the jitters. His finger was
almost shaking when he pushed the button to call for the turbolift.
A few moments later it arrived, and Artim was still shakey
as he entered.
"Shalom, Ensign!"
Artim immediatly recognized the officer already occupying
the turbolift.
He and Saul Bental never even spoke before the Galaxy reached
the Dithparu-haunted DS5, but crisis both the two of them together
in a dazzling race against all odds to stop the alien soul
hunters.
In the end, after the elder alien killed himself in
a psyonic blast that wiped out the Dithparu, Saul and
Artim were the only witnesses, and they were also those
who sealed the door to the alien structure.
It seemed that at least Saul got something from it
- a new full pip decorated his collar, replacing the
old hollow one. Another 'innovation' was a light-red
mark covering most of the Lieutenant's cheek. As a medical
Doctor, Artim identified immediatly the traces of a dermal
or bone regeneration device.
"Good day Lieutenant. Deck 3 please.", Artim
replied quietly as he stepped in, the proximity to the
man he'd been with on DS5 brought back memories as well
as the ache in his shoulder where he'd been shot that
day.
It took a moment for it to occur to the Miran, but
Saul may be just this person he was looking for. Saul
had earned a reputation for being able to get things
that were difficult to come by, information included.
Some said he used to be intel and had just gotten back
from some secret assignment.
While both of these were classic lower decks rumors, Artim
had learned there was at least some truth to every rumor, so
there was no harm in asking.
"Lieutennant, I thought I might ask a small favor
of you...I need some information and I've heard you're
a good person to talk to about that sort of thing."
Saul grinned broadly. "You heard correct. I even
give discounts to officers. As long as I don't need to
break any major Starfleet laws to get it. So, what do
you need to find out?"
Artim pulled out a PADD with what he'd been able to
find on Talara so
far, namely nothing specific.
"I've just been invited to dinner on ch'Rihan at my...well...girlfreinds
aunt and uncle's place. Problem is she didn't send the invitation
herself, her aunt did. That's creepy on its own so I did some
digging on my own in Talara, but there's so little on her in
official files that I can access that I'm guessing there's something
more interesting that I can't get to.
You however..."
He just realised that he had never mentioned to Saul
that he had a Romulan aquaintance and worse, he just
called Valera his girlfried.
The PADD exchanged hands, and began to speed-read it.
"Your girlfriend is a Romulan?", He inquired
the obvious question after a moment, reflecting Artim's
thoughts.
"Yeah, I met Valera long before I joined Starfleet
at a genetics
conference. She was a civilian when we met and then apparantly
joined
their fleet", Artim replied
"Artim.", Saul began, and for perhaps the
first time ever Artim heard him speak in a serious tone, "Do
you realize that seduction is one of the oldest ways
to recruit an agent? It's especially effective on someone
who probably has difficulties forming romantic relations...
no offense, of course."
"Which is why I'm asking for some help. Valera
and I have always
maintained a discreet distance and this invitation is entirely
out of
character for her.I mean, I could see her asking me to a casual
lunch
at some romantic spot, but not over to her family's place for
dinner.
She doesn't even talk about her aunt and uble much. There's
an
alterior motive here, I can feel it. ", Artim replied
just as seriously.
The serious expression vanished from Saul's face, exchanged
for the same old sly grin.
"All right. This one's free of charge. I just
happen to have a friend on Romulus which may help, and
I hope that we're both being paranoid about your... Valera.
Anyway, I've got a piece of advice to you that I was
anxious to pass along. Even to someone who's older."
"Its not Valera I'm worried about, its her creepy
aunt. And what can
you tell me that 400 years haven't taught me?"
Saul leaned toward Artim, his voice decreased to a
whisper. "If she says anything about a place called
Sakaria, RUN."
"I'll keep that in mind." Artim said grinning. "Its
definatly not on
my travel itenerary. And...thanks for the help. I too hope
I'm wrong
about all this."
Saul removed his hand from the Turbolift's panel. He
was holding the doors close up until now, much to the
dismay of the Tellarite sergent major which impatiently
waited outside the lift.
"I'll keep you posted. We're probably both paranoid."
"Paranoia can be healthy to. And thanks. I owe
you one."
"Soar for the Camera"
By:
Pilot Ayden O'Connor
Ensign Aren Furai
Flight Officer Ember Lansky
===----
Ember Lansky showed up exactly when she promised to,
and Aren Furai was there waiting reluctantly. It seemed
obvious that Ayden hadn't been able to coax her out of
her plans to streak through the corridors as some sort
of redemption/entertainment value.
"Have you thought about how this might affect O'Connor?
You two are a couple, right?" Aren asked sharply.
After ten minutes of failed effort, Aren decided it was
time to strike closer to the heart of the matter. "Do
you think *he* likes what you're about to do?"
Aren hadn't seen Ayden in the mix of personnel waiting
ambitiously for Ember's entrance. Word had definately
gotten around, and crowds were discreetly working in
nearby corridors waiting for the opportune moment to
catch a glimpse of the attractive brunette in action.
But since Ayden wasn't there amongst them, she figured
he didn't like the idea any more than she did.
Ember refrained from exhibiting the hint of annoyance – and
exasperation – that she felt on her face, and simply
turned to Aren unsmilingly, a brow half-raised. What
she was about to do would essentially, get Aren off the
hook. Aren would cease to be the hot subject bandied
about by the rumour mongers, and be able to feel less
embarrassment walking through the ship. So, why she even
bothered to try some pathetic attempt at dissuading her
from the run was beyond her comprehension.
"He doesn't like it, but that's really irrelevant," She
replied straightforwardly. It wasn't irrelevant. Hardly.
But Ember didn't see the need to admit the twinge of… she
herself wasn't sure what feeling it was exactly. Was
it remorse? Guilt? Regret? But whichever it was, she
didn't need to admit any of it to the girl before her.
"Irrelevent?" Aren paused for a second, crossing
her arms. "He loves you, cares about you, and above
all *understands* you better than anybody else on the
ship, and what he thinks is irrelevent?" Aren walked
over to Ember, standing close to the front of her face. "What
happens if the whiplash from all this becomes too much
for him?"
In truth Aren didn't know that much about Ayden, but
she heard that Lansky was a handful, and yet somehow
Ayden was resolute in his feelings for her. But even
the strongest bridge could collapse under too much weight,
too much pressure. "Or is that irrelevent too?"
Much as Ember hated it, every accusation that Aren made
carried the sting of truth. Ember faced her down squarely,
unrelentingly, not letting her know that somehow, someway,
her words had managed to find their mark. "It won't.
Why should he even care about what people say?
Why should *you*?" She asked of Aren sharply.
"Yes, I would..." Aren replied quietly. "Sometimes
it's good not to listen to what others think, but there
comes a time where you have to listen to the world around
you."
Ember gave a shrug dismissively, not looking at Aren
as she walked over to the benches in the shower room
and began to strip off her uniform. "It's about
us, not about them. We don't need the approval of other
people to do what we want." She turned around suddenly
and stared at the girl. "*I* don't." She emphasized.
Aren shifted her weight impatiently, "You didn't
sound too sure about that." Aren replied sharply,
shifting next to Ember on the bench and taking a seat.
She held a lingering pause as Ember continued to undress,
once again expressing her external taste. Once again,
Aren found herself getting... confused. She tried to
keep her attention on the issue at hand. "I would
love to have everything like you..." she began quietly, "...but
I wouldn't play Klingon routlette with it.
Don't you think that you have too much to risk on stupid
stuff like this anymore?"
Laying the shirt on the bench, Ember started to pull
down her pants, removing every article of clothing on
her. Hearing what Aren said, she couldn't help but feel
there was a tinge of envy in her, mixed in with a tinge
of wistfulness. Sadness. It made her wonder. "When
you think the weight of what you have, ever becomes too
much to risk… and you stop living the way you
should, then I really think there's a problem," She
said without hesitation.
"But what happens when you risk it all, lose it
all... for nothing?"
Aren asked realistically. She leaned closer to Ember, "I
appreciate what you're trying to do... but it's not necessary.
Just like you said, people will forget."
"So what?" Ember questioned with a skeptical
look. She shrugged, frankly not caring if Aren thought
it was necessary or not. No matter what she said, even
if Aren successfully dissuaded her from doing it, some
part of her would still end up blaming her for being
the laughingstock on the ship. It was something she was
going through with. When the last stitch of clothing
had been removed, she strode towards the door of the
shower room, turning back to Aren with a last glance,
her head cocked.
"Well, I'll see you."
Aren turned and reached her arm out in a final act of
desperation, thinking for once that she could physically
restrain the taller, more athletic woman. The doors hissed
to an open just as she managed a grip on Ember's bare
arm, expecting immediately to be tossed off or pushed
aside like some doll that was in the way. It never came.
In fact, Ember had completely frozen in her stay.
That was when she realized that her actions had nothing
to do with Ember's sudden stop, rather the sight of Ayden
O'Conor waiting for her amongst the corridors. This could
almost have been expected since he was Ember's boyfriend
and that Aren had requested he find a way to convince
Ember not to move forward with her nude streak except
for one detail. He wasn't wearing anything either.
Ayden turned as the doors opened, finding his girl and
Aren tied up in the lockerroom. Aren had continued to
try and convince Ember not to go through with it. Ayden
had realized since last night that it would be a hopeless
effort, with the purpose behind what she was going to
do clear and without question. He did however, feel that
it would be a positive boost to his relationship with
Ember, as well as settling amusement amongst the crew
if he were to go out with her.
Of course this was only the third time he had ever gone
streaking in public, the first time on board ship. He
smiled to Ember, and Aren looked go with a look of defeat,
embaressment, and amusement all in one. "You women
take nearly as long to undress as you do to dress, you
know that?" Ayden chuckled.
The stunned amazement in Ember's face quickly gave way
to a broad grin. She couldn't imagine that she would
see Ayden here; it was so unbelievable, yet the rush
of pride that swelled in her chest was real, very real.
She would be hard-pressed to deny it, but a part of her
was also deeply touched, a feeling like love flooding
her senses and making her voice catch in her throat,
rendering her temporarily speechless. She knew he didn't
like it, that he wasn't *all* for it, and getting his
consent and support in this act was already more than
she could ever hope to ask for. That he was joining her… it
went far and beyond the call of duty.
She hugged him, the display of affection instinctive. "You… are
out of this world," She said to him, that grin still
stuck on her face. She didn't think she could get it
off just yet.
Ayden smiled, even though his body felt a chill of awkwardness
towards the fact that there were several dozen personnel
scattered along the desk watching these two confess their
love and affection for another.
He hoped that he didn't get *too* excited having her
so close to him, or the crew would probably start wondering
if this was going to be more than just a nude streak.
He pulled away and smiled again, giving her a soft kiss
on the cheek.
He clasped her hand in his, standing before the corridor
as the two got ready to start their light jog. He was
certain that holovids, pictures, and any assortment of
stories and rumors were going to fly through the ship
like wildfire, but as long as he and Ember were together
it wouldn't make a difference if the entire Galaxy knew
what they were doing. "Ready?"
She laughed, personally oblivious of the onlookers.
There was no reason why they should make her stop what
she felt like doing, or saying. "Catch you on the
other side," She winked, tossing the gauntlet down
and getting a headstart on the challenge as she took
off running, leaving him behind gape-mouthed.
Headstrong and playful, Ember was running off alone,
kicking off the sprint by herself, but still, she was
light from the certainty of the knowledge that Ayden
would be right there with her. When she turned around,
he would be there.
He would be there. It made her soar.
BACKPOST: More toward the beginning of the current episode.
“Nightmares & Poker”
Nara & Bran
A lone lamp shone its orange light over the table, spilling
onto the PADD. A face was lit by partly the lamp and
partly the glow of the PADD’s backlight.
Nara pressed some buttons on the PADD. This is usually
what she did in the nights. She studied, read, wrote;
anything to be quiet. Just because she couldn’t
sleep didn’t mean she couldn’t let Saia and
Bran sleep.
It’s not that she didn’t sleep at all. She
couldn’t imagine Dhani having to deal with that,
but she did get some sleep. Not near enough, but when
Bran and Saia were gone, she would turn the lights on,
play some music and doze.
It was only the dark and silence that the demons invaded.
She rubbed her eyes now. It also wasn’t that she
wasn’t sleepy. She just feared the nightmares so
badly, she refused to sleep without something to distract
her mind. She stood, stretched and keyed in a command
for coffee, setting it carefully on the table before
sitting back down. She took the PADD and read the information
she just keyed in. It was her report about what happened
on the planet. She tried to remember everything. What
the dead man looked like, what equipment she recognized
and good descriptions of ones she didn’t.
She sighed, and set it down, picking up the stack of
PADDS and looking through them. The chronometer showed
she had plenty of time before she had to be on duty.
She found her notes on the EEH and frowned thinking that
the only thing she could think to do with that is start
the mechanical work. She needed to get with Dhani soon
to see if she still wanted to work on it with her.
Then she came to a PADD that had drawings in it. Nara
smiled and set it aside. She must had gotten Saia’s
mixed up with hers as she straightened up.
She wondered how many PADDs Saia had filled up thus far.
She looked up at the walls and shook her head. Several
months ago, the quarters were bare except for whatever
she unpacked and Bran unpacked. Now there were paintings
on paper lining the wall. Nara found her PADD that she
had programmed to be like a PDA and wrote down that she
needed to get some frames for those.
Branwen had slept a little earlier but she kept waking
up, nightmares woke her. She was reliving what had happened
to her. So far she tried not to show too much emotion,
but Bran couldn’t keep it up much longer. This
morning she had been released from sickbay and it was
difficult to get settled again.
Only half awake she didn’t even realize when the
tears came and before she realized it, Bran was crying
uncontrollably curled up in a little ball in her bed.
*******************************
The night wind had chilled her to the bone. She was
in Baile’s mind again?
The landscape looked the same, at least as she saw it.
She suddenly realized she was naked. She tried covering
herself and screamed out. “You’re as sick
as any man!” Before an answer could come or not,
a ship broke through the clouds. She saw it and her mouth
opened again, “What?” She looked around and
back at the ship as it came to land. It was the Sakarian
ship that had come to get her troop and return them to
the other side of the planet. But she was naked. She
couldn’t let them see…
She shrieked as she felt hands fold around her. Hands
colder than the wind.
She quickly turned to see Marks. She let out a scream,
and he threw her to the ground. She felt herself falling.
Saul had picked Bran. Only one choice and he chose her.
Then she heard the scream that wasn’t hers. Bran
had fallen too.
She opened her eyes. She didn’t remember landing.
She still heard the whimpering and looked around for
Bran but only saw bloodied bodies. She looked up seeing
a figure looming over them. As the figure’s face
came into view, Nara knew it was the second Dithparu
that invaded her. She looked again and called out, “Bran!”
*******************************
Nara’s head shot up with a snort of breath. She
blinked and shook her head as the whimpering continued.
After a few seconds, she realized it was coming from
Bran’s room. She looked down at the PADD and saw, “Get
frames foooooooooooooooo…” and then a small
box saying, “Prolonged pressure.” She set
it down, stood up and walked over to Bran’s door.
She lightly tapped it, “Bran?”
Bran tried to stop the crying but she just couldn’t.
All those pent up emotions were coming out at once. She
couldn’t even get words out to answer Nara.
Nara called again, but couldn’t get louder. Saia’s
own nightmares seemed to have tapered off to about once
a week. When the girl did sleep well, Nara dared not
disturb her of it.
She tried her code on the door seeing if Bran locked
it. She didn’t know how Bran would accept her.
Would she be a “marine” like Baile and attack
her for trying. Or had what happened to her broke her
where all that was left was a little frightened girl.
That Nara could relate with. Saul had seen her that
way. The way few ever did.
Saul. How would Saul react to this? Would he try to
comfort Bran? Would she stop him? She shook her head.
No room for any of that complicated drama. She had to
check on Bran. She pressed the button and waited the
split second.
Bran tried to be presentable but she had no control
yet. When Nara came in she was furiously trying to brush
the tears away. Then tried to smile and failed miserably
ending in another sob.
Nara frowned and stepped inside the door. She slowly
walked closer and sat down on the bed, watching for Bran’s
reaction. She looked at Bran a moment sadly. “I
won’t make you talk, and I’m not really sure
what to do now, but I want you to know I’m here.” She
put a hand on Bran’s knee.
“I thought I could take everything.” Bran
said softly. “I thought they wouldn’t get
to me. Torture is nothing new to me.” She said
in a strangled voice.
Nara looked down a moment before answering, “Torture
is just pain. Sometimes it leaves scars, but it’s
easy to heal from. They invaded you. Took something very
precious from you.” She sniffed and looked up as
her face reddened from willing away the tears. Her voice
shook from the struggle as well. “I won’t
lie to you. That never heals. We just have to learn to
live with the loss.”
Branwen was silent sure that Nara would not understand.
But she did not ask her to leave. Being alone was difficult
right now.
Nara looked down again, “Did I ever tell you I
was raped by a professor at the Academy? No need to talk
about it. Just so you know I know what this is like.
Not completely, but an idea.”
"It wasn't even a person. It was a thing. I wanted
to stay a virgin for the right man, know I wish I…." She
stopped abruptly just-in-time remembering who she was
talking to.
Nara wondered if she meant Saul. It didn’t really
bother her. She did feel sorry for Bran about that. She
just hated the fact that Saul had met her.
Maybe if he hadn’t showed up in Bran’s memories,
this wouldn’t be an issue.
As it wasn’t now. The issue now was Bran was hurt. “I
know this won’t mean anything to you, but I wish
it were me that this happened to.”
“No! don’t say that. I would not wish this
on anyone. It’s okay, Nara.” Bran said quickly. “I
am tough.”
Nara gave her a small smile, “Well, I won’t
get into this with you again. I hate seeing you have
to deal with this, though.”
"I will survive." She brushed the tears away. "How
are you?"
“Still screwed up.” Nara smiled, “We
can avoid the nightmares together. What do you normally
do when you can’t sleep?”
"Ignore them." She said honestly. "Somehow
it is not working this time."
Nara nodded and looked around. She nodded toward the
common room, “Poker?”
"Why not. I guess both of us are not going to fall
asleep straightaway."
She got out of bed wiping the last tears away.
Nara shrugged as she stood, “I didn’t even
plan on it.”
“I have to work tomorrow.” Bran sighed. “Comforting
others. It is hard right now.”
Nara shook her head, “Says who? I’m sure
no one would blame you if you took a few days off.”
"I can't. There are so many people have been through
something traumatic, and they need help." She said
emphatically.
“Yea, and what about you? You’re no good
to them until you deal with your own stuff.” She
said it softly, but firmly. “No one expects a doctor
to be immune to disease and it wouldn’t be fair
to assume a counselor is immune to emotional damage.”
“I am a marine, Nara.” She said softly. “Baile
would have my hide if I turned all weepy.”
“Baile can screw himself. He knows no one can
be like him, and I think he doesn’t want anyone
to be like him. He’s told me not to apologize for
who I am. You shouldn’t feel sorry for feeling.
You’ve been hurt and violated and if you want to
cry, those insensitive jerks can go get some of it and
see how they react.” Nara thought Baile would likely
been able to handle it, but no one else, save perhaps
the Klingons or Jem’Hadar would come away without
some baggage.
“But he is my boss.” She was scared of facing
him but would never admit it.
“Can Commander Dallas overwrite his commands if
need be.” Nara shrugged, “But I’m sticking
my nose where it doesn’t belong. Do what you need
to. You may be fine to work. But from what you’ve
said before, I don’t think he’d mind you
not seeing anyone and just catch up on paperwork or something
for a day or two.”
“He would love to hear that I cannot do my therapist
job. He doesn’t believe in it anyway.” Bran
grumbled.
Nara just looked at her, “I’d like to say
you don’t have to tell him. Just say you’re
wanting to catch up on the paper work. I really don’t
know. The marines work differently than Starfleet.”
"I will think about it." Branwen mumbled.
Nara nodded, “Poker.” She smiled and nodded
toward the common room, “I’ll bluff you’re
cards outa your hand.”
"You hope. Marines don't lose at poker." At
least Branwen smiled.
“Shyea.” Nara huffed as she went to get
the cards.
"Days of Peace in a Chaotic Universe"
Naranda Sol Roswell
with some NPCs
*****Operations Department*****
"We could probably reserve the Messhall."
Nara shook her head. It was Saia's birthday soon and
she wasn't sure what to do for her. She sighed, "I
need to look up Trill traditions first, but I'll let
you know."
The young officer Nara had been talking to smiled. This
woman had called Nara into the office for what Nara thought
was something more of a professional capacity. Rather,
it was the self-proclaimed party planner of Operations
saw Saia'a birthday coming up and wanted to know if she
could help.
"Is there anything we can do for you now?"
Nara smiled, "I would like to reserve a holodeck."
After setting a date and time, she left the Operations
office. She ended up in Ten Forward, sitting at her normal
table, staring at the stars.
She felt almost guilty for being in such a good mood
with all that was going on at large.
Saul was back. Though still nervous about the Jem'Hadar,
she had lost most paranoia they would take over as she
figured they would had done so already.
She kept her guard up, but was no longer anxious about
Saia's new friend. He would even be invited to her birthday.
If Trills did birthday parties.
She was well aware of what was going on. Of the returning
a dead man to his homeworld that one of their own killed.
How would they recieve the Galaxy?
There were things to trouble her if she thought of them,
but she couldn't help but watch the time for when she
could see Saul again.
"Is this seat taken?"
She looked up to see what appeared to a human of Native
American decent. He looked muscular, yet held himself
with meekness. She smiled shaking her head, "No."
He said and stated, "Watching the stars for the
stars or for the thoughts in your mind?"
She looked back out at the stars thinking how poetic
this man spoke, "A little of both." She looked
back at him, "What brings you to this corner of
Ten Forward?"
He smiled brighter, "Something more fascinating
than the stars caught my eye."
She let out a small giggle and shook her head. Saul
and she had not said to be exclusive, yet she still did
not find herself able to be attracted to anyone. Even
a fine speciman as this. "I'm Naranda."
"My name is Running Tree."
She tried not to laugh, "Running Tree? Parents
like oxymorons?"
He chuckled at that, "Better than Dripping Nose."
She laughed as well. An awkward silence fell over them
as he finally asked, "How long until your next shift?"
She sighed, looking at him, "Waiting for someone."
He smiled sadly seeing her meaning, "I see."
Nara watched him leave, enjoying the eye candy. She
giggled thinking how interestng to enjoy the view but
not wanting to do anything with it.
Her eyes went back to the stars and her mind back to
her thoughts.
"A meeting"
(backpost)
Lt. Ella Grey
Lt. (jg) Naranda Roswell
*****
It was a bit strange, Ella decided as she waited for
Nara to arrive. All the time that she had spent in pursuit
of a career in Starfleet and she had finally achieved
Chief of Engineering, no matter how temporary. And now
what was there, for you couldn't very well become High
Chief of Engineering or Overlord of Engineering, not
unless you had serious clout with the Federation and
a throne made out of dilythium crystal. It almost made
her start to wonder if this was what she really wanted,
when it was all said and done.
Oh, well. A bit too late now, Ella thought with a shrug.
Nara made her way to the meeting in Engineering, finally,
again, not dreading it. O'Shea wouldn't be there. Though
Nara had started to not dread it before Devil Woman decided
to show who she REALLY was and run off. She was getting
really weary of her trust being screwed with. Saul was
lucky she had made a stubborn decision to ignore his
strange actions. And the fact he'd been gone for a long
time. He was lucky all she was mad about was him making
her worry, thinking he was lying cold and hungry in a
black hole somewhere.
As she entered, she stood to attention before Ella.
There wasn't really any need other than to be cheeky
with the new Chief.
Ella made an ordeal of blowing across her fingers and
then polishing them on her shoulder and then laughed. "Sit
down."
"Yes, Ma'am!" Nara militarily barked.
"Oh, hush." Ella said but she smiled. "It'll
be a short meeting, I just want to go over what we have
and have not found."
Nara's good humor faded as she considered it. "She
was good enough to not leave many clues. We may want
to have Intelligence help. They're better at finding
things out by a string of hair." And it came to
Nara that O'Shea was awfully weary of Nara's association
with Saul when he worked there.
"Thinking back, I think she tried to avoid them. She
sure didn't like the idea that I was fraternizing with
an Intelligence officer. Course, she could had just plain
not liked me at all."
Ella shrugged. There was no way of knowing exactly what
the woman had been thinking. "We're keeping Intelligence
updated for now. No need to have them crawling around
the jeffries tube with us. All of the diagnostics I have
run have come up clean. You?"
Nara frowned shaking her head, wishing she could had
found something.
Ella frowned too. They were doing their best and yet
she had this feeling that it still somehow wasn't enough.
Maybe this was how all department chief's felt. "Well,
finish it up and then continue with your usual assignment."
The rest of the reports were spoken out and Nara stayed
behind when the others left. She looked at Ella, "Are
you the permanent Chief or are they going to send someone
else in again?"
"Depends, I guess."
Nara gave her a questioning look.
"On how much damage O'She did and if we can fix
it before it's too late."
Ella replied. "I don't know if they let you keep
Chief if you break down in Romulan space."
"Thinking of other things"
Ella Grey
Branwen London
The beauty of a holographic sun was that you didn't
need to put on sunscreen.
Ella stripped down to her bikini and then stretched
out on the beach towel.
She had all the goodies ready for this little picnic:
sandwich and drink, extra towel, a computer PADD loaded
with a trashy novel, and a pair of sunglasses. The holodeck
was hers for two whole hours and she intended to relax
and put all thoughts of booby-traps aside.
She heard a sound and for a moment wondered if Corran
had come to visit on his lunch break but then decided
that the shuffling footsteps were too hesitant for her
boyfriend. Ella rolled over on her side and was surprised
to see Branwen approaching. Well, as long as the woman
didn't try to counsel her...
Ella tossed Branwen the extra towel. "Welcome to
California."
"I saw you had booked this deck. And I thought
I would check out the program if you don't mind." Branwen
sat down in the sand fully clothed.
"This is beautiful."
The engineer nodded. "One of the things I miss
about home." She glanced at the counselor briefly
to gauge her mood before moving to access chapter two
of her novel.
Branwen did not seem to notice her much. She walked
to the edge of the water and sat down there playing with
the sand and the water, gazing out over the sea.
Ella probably read for half an hour before deciding
that it was time for lunch. She looked over to where
Bran was. "You want to split my sandwich?"
Bran looked up from her musings. "Sure, sounds
good. Kimberly is urging me to eat more." She walked
towards the other woman. "You okay?" She didn't
really want to go there but it was her duty to ask.
She gave Bran the second half of the sandwich and appeared
to think about it."I'm starting to wish I had brought
a frisbee."
Branwen stayed quiet. She had never played with a Frisbee
as a child. Hell of she had never played much at all.
"I know what you're asking, Branwen." Ella
said calmly as she "flipped" to the next page. "But
if this is a counseling session then I'm a little underdressed."
Branwen looked at her. "Actually I wasn't. Believe
me, I don't really want to talk about this. It is just
my duty to make sure that you are coping.
Promise me that if you are not you will seek my help
or somebody else's and we can drop it."
"Of course." Ella replied. She had no real
intention of doing so but she thought she might give
Bran a break for once. She set the book aside. "Want
to build a sandcastle?"
"Sounds like a good idea." Normally Branwen
would never let this slide. But now she had done her
duty and she wanted to think about other things.
"The cranky counselor"
Branwen
Samantha
"Do we REALLY have to do this now?" Samantha
whined as she entered Branwen's office. "I was in
the middle of the best dialogue between my heroine and
hunky hero when Mummy dragged me away to come.. here."
Branwen really liked Sam, and she had not seen the girl
for too long. She really needed to check how the teenager
had come through the ordeal. Only today she found her
patience short with the girl. As with everybody else.
"Yes we do. please sit, Sam and explain to me why
you have been avoiding me." She said looking up
from her paperwork.
"I haven't." The younger girl said in an offhand
tone. "I just haven't had the occasion to see you
lately. The universe doesn't revolve around YOU, Branwen.
Really!"
"You are a schoolgirl. Furthermore you have been
instructed to see me, and you have not turned up at appointments.
You think the world turns around you? I have a busy job,
and I don't have time to wait around for you."
Branwen barely managed to stay civil.
"What space bug crawled up your shorts?" Samantha
asked laughing.
Branwen ignored this. "Sit down, and tell me how
you have been."
Sam sat down with a dramatic sigh. "I've been well,
I suppose, besides from being disturbed from my creative
flow."
"Disturbed, how?" Branwen tried to get her
patience back. It was not the girl's fault she was feeling
miserable.
"By being interrupted by you and my mother."
"For pity's sake, Samantha. I haven't got all day
to listen to you being unreasonable." Branwen snapped.
Samantha's eyes widened. She hadn't thought her counselor
capable of, you know, any emotion other than do-gooder. "Seriously
Branwen, did someone not get their bowl of wheaties this
morning or what?"
"Of course not. I am just trying a different track
with you, young lady."
"What's wrong?" Samantha asked gently.
That did it, it was completely the wrong thing to say,
and in blew Branwen's top. "What is it with you
people! Have I got a sign hanging down my back saying
I am pathetic or something. For the 629th time, I am
fine! Now shut up and be counseled!" Branwen took
a deep breath.
Samantha didn't like her gesture of goodwill thus brushed
aside. She crossed her arms and pointedly looked away.
"Samantha....!" Branwen said impatient. "I
have talked to Kimberley you know."
"So?"
"So! Is that all you can say, you stupid little
girl!" Branwen blew all stops.
The girl widened her eyes again and then blinked them
innocently. "Me?"
"Do you have any idea what could have happened
in your down there? What those people did to women? Did
you think at all!" She had to take a couple of deep
breaths. "I shouldn't be doing this yet." She
muttered. "Kimberley and I are going to talk to
you together." It was clear she was extremely agitated.
"Well, since she isn't here," The girl said
in an icy tone. "Maybe we should wait until next
time or until the midol kicks in."
"Don't you start with me." Branwen behaved
very differently than she did normally with the girl. "And
you are not going anywhere, Kimberley and Sarah Jane
will be here shortly. And after that I have to talk to
your parents as well. Have you told them about it already?"
"You talked to my PARENTS?" Sam asked incredulously. "Isn't
that like a breech of client-patient confidentiality
or something?"
"You haven't listened closely, I said I have to
talk to your parents. And Samantha, I would have expected
you of all people to read the small print.
There are instances when a therapist can talk to other
people. For example if the patient is a risk to herself
or others."
"That's for suicidal or homicidal people." The
girl protested. "And I'm neither."
"No, you are only underage." Branwen said
calmly.
"Just cause you're having a crappy day...."
"Which has nothing to do wit hit." She was
getting her old demeanor back.
Maybe Samantha was just what she needed.
"Fine." Samantha scowled, crossing her arms
again. "We'll wait till they get here."
"Suits me." Branwen answered her. "Why
don't you do some homework until they get here?"
"Conditional Healing." Part 2
(Takes place
immediately after Part 1)
Lieutenant Kimberly Burton
Chief Medical Officer
Lieutenant Branwen London
Furies Counsellor
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Branwen grumbled but she could not get out of this.
Running the scanner over Branwens hand she was glad
to see Bran had been more or less telling the truth,
there was a small amount of swelling, but otherwise her
hand looked fine. Surreptitiously switching the scanner
to a broader scan range she let it linger for a moment
to let it get a good look at Branwen then smiled, "looks
good, you might find your hand swelling a little later,
looks like you took quite a swing, would you like something,
or will you replicate some ice when you get back to your
desk?" she asked, glancing at the scan results.
"I will replicate some ice. Don't worry, it's not
the first time I have had to deal with this. Marine,
remember."
"Just thought I'd ask," she reassured the
girl with a smile, "and hey I'm sorry if I worried
you earlier, I guessed it was personal but you did hit
a senior officer, if he'd tried to report it I assure
you I'd have helped you as best I could," she promised.
She relaxed a little getting up again. "I understand.
It's just that I am a little bit tense lately. I guessed
this talk will just be routine, to appease Saul. You
know there's nothing wrong with me."
Sighing, "Branwen, I do like you, but you of all
people know those who say that exact phrase are the ones
we need to sit down with. Now I don't want to 'make'
you do anything you don't want to, but as a senior officer
I'd be remiss in my duties if I didn't follow this up,
now we can sit down together for a few sessions and talk,
or we can make it official, which I know you don't want.
I've noticed you've been more than a 'little' bit tense
lately, you're still not eating much, and you're not
telling me when something's wrong, so in my 'professional'
opinion, we talk."
"Okay, if you want to, we will talk a few times." Branwen
smiled, making as if it was no big deal. "I think
my shift starts soon. So I had better get going."
"One more thing," pausing the marine with
a hand on her shoulder she returned to the biobed and
uploaded the tricorders memory to the bed, "there's
just one more thing," checking Branwen's file and
the scan results carefully she selected what she needed
and had it beamed directly to the bed and then cleared
the beds memory. After a moment she returned to Branwen
holding a small box and a small PADD, "have a read
of the instructions on the PADD," she explained
simply, offering the two items to Branwen, "if you've
any questions you can call me, but I will need to see
you for a follow up in a few days about this, okay."
"Sorry?" Branwen tried playing innocent.
"It's a topical cream, for irritation," she
explained in a low voice, "my tricorder picked up
something, so I just ran it through the computer," she
lied slightly, "this should help, but what I'd like
to know is why you didn't come and see me? That must
be really irritating you?"
She stared at the box blushing. Then she put it down
again. "It won't help, I can't get clean."
Trying not to let her eyebrows crawl over her head and
down the back of her neck in surprise Kimberly picked
up the box and PADD, "Oh?" she asked quietly,
looking around to make sure they weren't about to be
disturbed or overheard, "I'm not sure I understand."
Branwen whispered as well. "I try to clean myself.
But it won't come off. I keep feeling so dirty. It's
like I can still feel them inside me."
"Oh," Kimberly replied, knowing very well
what she meant, and the main ward of the ship wasn't
the time or place for this chat, "This way," she
said simply, taking Branwen by the elbow she lead her
out of the main ward and to her office shushing any protests
before Branwen could even utter them, looking at her
aide as she passed, "Arrietty, unless it's an emergency,
no disturbances please."
Branwen feebly said that she had to get to work again.
But her heart was not in it.
"Branwen, why didn't you come and see me sooner?" she
asked, concern evident in her voice.
"Because I am dirty. Everybody thinks I am dirty.
And you... you saw it all... You know."
Indicating two comfy chairs at the side of the office
Kimberly briefly found herself wishing for a different
office for these sorts of chats, and made a note to get
a counselling office set aside for her to use, preferably
one with windows. Letting Branwen sit first she walked
to the replicator and got a large jug of iced water and
two glasses, "Yes, I was there," she remembered
only too well, "I'm still curious as to why you've
waited so long?" ~ Marine mentality? ~ she thought
to herself though as she put the water down ans sat opposite
Branwen.
"I was dealing with it in my own way. Not much
I can do about it."
Branwen said defiantly.
"Why not?" Kimberly asked simply as she poured
some water.
Branwen got to her feet again. "Look, I promised
to talk to you later. I have to go to work now."
~ One stubborn Marine! ~ she thought with a resigned
feeling she wasn't going to get anywhere today, ~ But
then, these things take time! ~ she reminded herself, "Okay
then, but first," holding out the packet and PADD
again Kimberly looked to her with a frown, "take
these, please, and I'll schedule us some time to talk,
okay."
"Fine." With a red-face she took it from Kimberley,
having no intention whatsoever to use it.
"Good, I'll also schedule you a follow up for that,
okay... I'm just trying to be helpful," she explained
in a softer tone, "I realise you must be embarrassed,
and upset, but I just want you to know I'm here if you
need me, okay."
"I know." She softened a little as well. "It's
just we are both busy.
Save it for patients that really need it."
"I am," she replied with a pointed look at ranwen,
nodding to the door, "Now, if you've got to go to
work then scoot girl, but I'll see you tomorrow!"
"Yes. That's fine. It would give her a little respite
to get her thought gathered and her defences back up.
See you tomorrow." With that Bran left.
Watching her leave Kimberly sat and thought for a moment,
then turned to her computer and called up Branwen's file
and started reading, and reminding herself as she did
to check when the last time Branwen had taken any leave,
~ She's always citing work, so let's see... ~
"Pleasantries"
2nd Lt. Branwen London
Chief Psychologist, XO Marine Corp
USS Galaxy
Ensign Kale Danal
Counselor, USS Galaxy
(Wrote by Trey)
Branwen was staring into her ice tea. She could not
believe how stupid she had been today. First she had
broken the jaw of the one-man on the ship that she truly
loved, and she couldn't even tell somebody about it.
Second because of a she would have to have counseling
chats with Kimberley, her friend. Something she was definitely
not looking forward to. Branwen firmly believed in putting
the past behind her by shutting it out. Of course not
where it came to her own patients, but it worked for
her. It really did, truly.
Entering the lounge, Kale's form was clad in casual
clothing as he surveyed the room. Tenforward was always
bustling with people unless the ship was at alert, so
the slight volume present was normal. Kale though didn't
seem to mind as he strode toward the bar and ordered
a drink. Once it was in hand he turned and looked around
the room, noticing a few people and acknowledging them
with a slight nod of head. His attention though was drawn
to 2nd Lt.
London sitting at table by herself sipping what looked
like ice tea, but was she sipping it or looking down
in it with deep thoughts circulating inside her mind.
Sitting his drink down he walked over.
The Betazoid was of average height and had brown haired
and athletic build, his eyes were strikingly blue and
his eyes always seemed to have a hint of humor locked
into them. His personality was mixture of deep compassion
and humor, which his patients always seemed to be comfortable
with, though Kale was a man of many talents the one thing
he struggled with was the ability to not take everything
on himself to handle, such as each burden his patients
felt.
"Good evening, Lieutenant. I believe the human
phrase is, penny for your thoughts?" He asked then
offered his best counseling smile.
"I could, but then I would have to kill you." She
smiled. "I am Branwen."
She introduced herself to the stranger.
Kale smiled, thought his smile softened when his telepathy
noticed the fringe of her mind and the mixture of things
he could only describe as deep desperation and self-loathing. "Pleasure
to speak with you Branwen, I'm Kale.. Kale Danal, would
you like some company or would you prefer to remain quietly
by yourself?" Kale asked, hoping she would agree
to let him join.
"No please, sit down, kale. I could use some company
right now." It was important to put the grief even
further away and to look normal to the rest of the crew.
Knowing Kimberley she was going to ask questions. Branwen
thought she had been careful, she would just have to
be even more careful.
"Would you like something to drink?"
"Sure," Kale said and motioned for the waiter.
Told the waiter what he wanted. Once he returned the
water sat the orange slushy down in front of him. "I
can't explain it... I'm completely fixated on the human
drink called slushy... all the favors. I sometimes feel
so little time to fully enjoy them all." Kale said
then smiled as he sipped from the straw.
"Mind if I ask how come you sit alone and look
so pensive?" Kale asked as he looked at her with
caring eyes.
"No please, sit down, kale. I could use some company
right now." It was important to put the grief even
further away and to look normal to the rest of the crew.
Knowing Kimberley she was going to ask questions. Branwen
thought she had been careful, she would just have to
be even more careful.
"Would you like something to drink?"
"Sure," Kale said and motioned for the waiter.
Told the waiter what he wanted. Once he returned the
water sat the orange slushy down in front of him. "I
can't explain it... I'm completely fixated on the human
drink called slushy... all the favors. I sometimes feel
so little time to fully enjoy them all." Kale said
then smiled as he sipped from the straw.
"Slushies are good, I like them myself." She
admitted. "I have had a busy day, and I am around
people all the time, so sometimes I want a little peace
and quiet. And not to have to listen to the problems
of others." She said.
"That is why I might have seemed a little bit pensive.
Nothing serious, I can assure you." She added quickly.
"Yes, that must be it." Kale replied as he
took a sip from his glass and then looked toward the
window. "I work within the counseling department,
sometimes I to like the thoughts of having a little quiet
time." He said then smiled. "But having a few
moments talking with you is a nice welcoming change."
"You are a therapist as well?" She smiled. "Good,
I know the Navy department was short staffed. I am the
marine shrink, you will run into me from time to time.
I also have an office in the counseling section.
Sometimes I see naval patients as well. Then you know
exactly what I mean, about some peace and quiet."
"A times it can be a thankless job, can it not?" He
replied with a smile.
"Thank the stars for meditation though, I've found
for myself it's what keeps me centered."
"Indeed, and frustrating. People tell you their
problems all day, but you cannot tell them anything about
yourself. And you have to be cheerful even when you are
feeling low. That can sometimes be a drag. I get rid
of my frustration by working out. I am a marine remember,
meditation doesn't work for me, is only makes me nervous.
But it is good if it works for you. Every person is different
I guess." She smiled at him again.
"Some say our differences is what makes us strong," he
said pausing for a moment. "I think that could account
for many views... mental, physical, and even social." Kale
said then glanced back to the stars. He wasn't trying
to ask her what she was feeling, he was just talking
to see if she wanted to go there. "How long have
you been stationed here on the Galaxy?" Kale asked.
"A little over a year, I guess. It has been my
first posting, and a rollercoaster." She admitted. "Sometimes
I feel in completely over my head. Most of the times
I do enjoy it." Not at the moment, but she was confident
that feeling would returned. It had to.
"I know that feeling as well... this is my first
tour of service to." Kale replied. "For someone
of my species it's can be hard at times.. I have to continue
to remind myself that I can't just talk in telepathic
communication. I have to be vocal, the other thing that
isn't overly welcome at times is total honesty... which
is what my species do since we are all telepaths." He
said then shrugged. "Course we do have our dark
horses." He said then grinned.
"You like the marine corp.?" Kale asked, picking
up his slushie and taking a sip.
"most of the time. You would be surprised, if they
get to know you, many of the marines are willing to come
in for counseling. Especially because I am one of their
own, they trust me. Some of the old school ones can believe
in it, but it is a minority." She said animated. "But
about you, do you take up everything from everybody all
the time?"
"Not familiar with that term, take up everything?" Kale
asked.
"Sorry. I think that is a sentence I have made
up myself. Sometimes I feel like I am soaking everything
up from everybody. And it makes me very tired.
I do energy exercises to get rid of it, but it doesn't
always work."
Kale looked at her as if getting it now. He then looked
off, he had hear something similar but where and when
was what he was wondering about now.
Looking off he had to think about it. He then looked
back to her. "I'm sure it's even more difficult
to be a counselor within the marine corp...
especially difficult." he said then.
"I thought so at first. And with some people it
is, some of the old schoolers. But you would be surprised
how many marines welcome the chance to talk when they
get to know and trust me. I really think I am doing a
lot of good. So I think they should be more marine shrinks
in the future. It is easier for them to come to me, then
one of you guys." She grinned.
"What about you, surely you know the hardship of
having to keep it all in yourself. Haven't you got someone
that can be your listener?" Kale asked.
"I have got a therapist like everybody else. Kimberley
is mine, the chief medical officer. She used to be a
Counselor before. And Commander Dallas is my mentor but
I don't like talking about myself." She blushed.
"Most doctors don't." Kale replied with a
smile. He then looked down at his finished drink. "Well,
I should let you get back to your peaceful wonder."
He said then picked up his glass.
"Thank you for stopping by." She smiled. "I
enjoyed it. And if you need any help settling in, don't
hesitate to ask me."
"I'll keep that in mind, until next time, Lieutenant." Kale
said then excused himself with a nod and then turned
and headed toward the bar to return his glass and get
another slushie.
"The Mouth That Roared"
Lieutenant Kimberly Burton
Chief Medical Officer
Ensign Robert Mathieson
Medical Officer
Main Sickbay - USS Galaxy
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"Tell me when it hurts, A'jex."
Doctor Bob Mathieson had in his hand what may very well
be the largest foot in the fleet. The security Ensign
was a form of Klingonoid certainly, but not overly large
even by the doctor's diminutive stature.
His feet, however, defied description - they were massive.
As he Doctor poked and prodded, A'jex simply shook his
head. "Doctor, for the last time... it's my shin,
not my foot that's causing the paAAYYRR!" The sentence
was cut off by a stifled yelp.
"Yeah, but the song says the shin bone's connected
to the foot bone, my son. And two o' yours are fractured
- the smallest of the metatarsus."
Looking up at the security officer, he explained. "They're
all connected with ligaments. The pain in yer shin is
you compensatin' for discomfort in the foot. Step on
anythin' odd lately? Trainin' on the holodeck? Trip on
somethin' near engineering?"
A'jex grumbled. "Forced march. Rough terrain. It
was nothing."
Mathieson smiled. "S'alright, mate. That's what
they pay me the big latinum for. Won't be a minute to
fix, now we know what the problem is."
Taking a cellular regenerator in hand, he positioned
it over the Ensign's ankle and calibrated the beam. As
the treatment began, Mathieson continued with the patient. "They
don't pay me to clip them nails, lad. As they're crammed
into yer boot, they're causin' the foot to ball up -
can't be too damn comfortable. Made things worse, they
did."
Finished, the Doctor gave A'jex a slap to the arm. The
Ensign gingerly tested the foot with his full weight,
then gave Mathieson a lopsided grin. "Pain's gone."
"Pain's gone." Mathieson answered, grinning
back. "Now off with ye. Go and secure somethin'." He
watched A'jex put sock and boot back on.
~Jaysus, wot a pair of feet! Nothin'll tip that lad over.~
He shook his head, then proceeded to finish off the incident
report and update Ensign A'jex's medical file.
Having been watching from the other side of the ward
Kimberly gave Mathieson a moment to do the paperwork
and then ambled slowly over, "Ensign?" she
said simply as she approached, "do you have a moment?
Or are you expecting anyone?"
The bald doctor looked up from the terminal he was working
on. "Me slate's clean, Commander. Wot'cher got in
mind?"
"Well I was just realising that we haven't really
spoken much since you came aboard," she admitted, "so
I was hoping to remedy that," smiling suddenly, "though
I should ask first, does your accent come with a translator
algorithm?" she asked impishly, "where are
you from exactly?
I've never heard an accent quite like yours?"
"Heh, the bad end of London lass... ooo-er Lieutenant.
Sorry! Sorry - sometimes ferget 'oo I'm talkin' to." Mathieson
wiped his bald pate in embarrassment. ~Good impression
with the new boss, you dodderin' old prat!~ "I was
born hearin' the bells of Saint Mary-le-bow in a part
o'
the city called Cheapside. Alway's thought the dialect
was good enough for entry into the universal translator." Recovering
both accent and demeanour somewhat, he leaned back on
a biobed, still beet red.
"Anyways, what can I do for you?"
Smiling at his accent and mode of address Kimberly waved
him over to a nearby replicator, "First thing I
may be the Chief Medical Officer, but in sickbay, we're
all just Doctors here to heal, so I'm Kimberly," she
offered, "being CMO just means I get a bigger office,
more paper work and the ability to get the last word
in most arguments," she ended with a chuckle.
Mathieson grinned, and sent a silent prayer to the gods
of old fools and old physicians. ~ At last! A human being
department head! ~ "It's 'Bob'
to friends and colleagues, and 'that bastard Mathieson'
to the paper-pushers at SFM. 'Cor Kimberly, you can have
'em, but don't let 'em suck the life out of ye. Parasites,
they are." The Cockney's accent deepened once more
as the subject of administration came up, but he restrained
it with effort. Politely, he offered Kimberly the first
chance to use the replicator.
"Thanks Bob," calling up a coffee she grinned, "The
nice thing about being on an explorer though, Starfleet
Command is light years away."
stepping away from the replicator, "so how have
you been settling in?"
The older physician ordered the strongest, blackest
tea on the replicator's menu. "Fair to middlin'",
he answered. "Never been on a Galaxy class starship
before. She's a biggun, that's for sure - my last post
in space was the Anchorage, a New Orleans class frigate.
A lot of the same design elements of the Galaxy," he
pinched his right index finger and thumb together "squashed
into a much tinier frame. I dunno if it's old age, but
I'm gettin' partial to havin' more room." He took
a sip of the scalding hot tea, then smiled. "No
- things 'r good. But the question to you is, how have
*I* been settling in?"
Letting her slight grin expand to a smile she had to
chuckle, "I think you're fitting in just fine from
what I've heard and seen so far," she said happily, "I
think it's a pleasant change to have someone who's not
afraid to tell someone exactly how stupid they've been
when they hobble in after doing something stupid on the
holodeck," pausing for thought a moment, "though
I wouldn't try that on our current XO if I were you,"
she advised, thinking of the massive Klingon.
"I think I already ran into him. Large chunk o'
real estate, he is."
Mathieson laughed at the encounter. "Still, there
won't be any problems, I'm thinkin'. He's already asked
to borrow my recordings of the 'Dahar Master' cycle.
Seems my collection of Klingon opera has made me famous
in some circles - or perhaps infamous." He shook
his head slowly. "No - I've mellowed out a bit in
me old age. Or it's been one slap upside the heat enough
to finally sink in - 'discretion is the better part of
valour' for me these days."
Smiling again at his accent and description of events
Kimberly simply hoped the two would keep their love of
Klingon opera out of sickbay, "If I recall correctly,
your file says you've done some teaching in your time
in the fleet, correct?"
Mathieson's eyes widened a bit. "Yeah, 'Xenobioligy
and Emergency Medicine in the Field'. It was a nice post
until the war broke out - then it was all practice and
no theory on DS9. Afterwards, well... the position was
filled with someone with less experience and a lot smaller
mouth. Still, wouldn't be a bad place to end up if given
the chance."
"So you enjoyed the teaching post then?"
The shorter doctor mulled the question for a few seconds. "Yeah.
There were good parts and bad parts. Mostly good, but
you start to muss the hum of a starship's engines after
a while. The students seemed to like me more than the
administration, if you catch my drift. Still in contact
with some of 'em now that they practice on their own
ships."
"Mind if I ask. You were the CMO of the Centaur,
what happened there?"
Mathieson's answer was slower yet in reply. "Well...
it was some - bad business, really. Too full of my own
piss and vinegar, I suppose." He continued with
his voice lower and deeper. "The Centaur was assigned
to deal with the Maquis after the Cardassian Union demanded
the Federation deal with some of its own - lots o' Starfleet
personnel sympathized with the Maquis cause. Lots of
old friends, too."
He took a deep sip of the hot darjeeling tea to calm
his nerves rubbed so raw by looking at memories long
buried. "Understand - I was CMO of the Centaur fr'
almost three years, but never got Captain Reynold's 'seal
of approval'. Reynold's is an excellent Captain, but
definitely the 'blood n' guts' type. 'E persued Maquis
raiders like a pit-bull with the scent of blood - and
when victorious, he was absolutely without mercy. Gave
me a direct order not to treat ex-Starfleet Maquis prisoners
in sickbay. Arrested me when I treated 'em in the brig.
Heh, good ol'
Charlie Reynolds. Would bust a gut laughin' if he saw
me now."
"He had you busted for treating an injured person?" shaking
her head, there had been some notes on this, mainly about
the failure to follow a direct order in his file, "I
suppose the big question is, would you do it again if
a similar situation cropped up?"
"Maybe I'd give it more thought. Some of the Maquis
prisoners were friends o' mine" Mathieson replied. "I
guess you need to know where I stand on things." He
looked the CMO directly. "I'm a doctor, and this
year I'm due my thirty-year service ribbon - something
I'm pretty damn proud of. I'm also pretty damn proud
of all the work I've done in those thirty years. Medically
speaking, I'm on the top of me game. Human, Vulcan, Klingon,
Cardassian, Romulan, Gorn, Hydran, Llyran, Orion, Breen,
Bajoran, Vorta, Jem'Hadar - I've seen an awful lot of
different patients with thousands of different ailments,
and I'm wise enough to know there's still a vast amount
to learn. If there's a sticky situation needin' a doctor
- here or in the field - I'm your man. I'll never imperil
another livin' thing if I can 'elp it, but if a line's
drawn in the sand - I'm a doctor first. The officer part
just provides the transportation and a place to hang
me shingle."
Nodding in agreement Kimberly found herself liking him,
especially his attitude about not wanting to imperil
another, it was an attitude she had to like, "I'm
sort of the opposite to you in some ways Bob, it's no
secret around here I'm a fairly green Doctor, I came
into this job directly from my Internship on Thera," she
explained simply, "before that I was the Chief Counsellor
of the Relentless, I know how to run a department, I'm
a fully qualified counsellor and doctor, but, hell Bob,
you've been practicing medicine for longer than I've
been alive," she explained with a bemused look, "you've
been a CMO, and all positions between, several times," she
added with a wry look.
"Awright, awright, don't rub it in", Mathieson
laughed. "At least I'm not cleanin' bedpans, but
the day's not over yet. Wot've you got in mind, Kimberly?"
"What I'm thinking is this, you've a lot of experience,
and it'd be a damn shame to waste it. I'm looking for
someone to run an EMT course for interested crew, and
periodic courses, as well as be around to help me when
I need it. I'm not ashamed to ask questions or ask for
help, but the EMH and the computer aren't the best tools
for that, they're 'too'
literal sometimes, and we recently lost some of our more
experienced hands during recent events at Junction. Basically,
I'm looking for someone to fill a recently created and
somewhat unofficial position of Medical Department Teaching
Officer. Interested?" Laying it out simply, she
watched for his reaction, when she had seen his file
she had realised his experience would be perfect for
this job, and now she'd had a few days to watch him work
she was happy to give him the chance to do it.
Mathieson rubbed his bald pate as he sipped his tea. "I
really don't know what to say. Given me last fond embrace
with the administration, I honestly thought I'd be swabbin'
VD samples for the Starfighter Corps."
He finished his tea and took a good, long stare at the
ceiling. "Yeah, I'm real interested. Fer me, the
position couldn't be a better spot. But wot aout yerself?
My 'curriculum vitae' reads like the blow-by-blow accounts
of the Klingon-Romulan peace talks. I don't *want* to
be difficult, but sometimes I just can't help reactin'
when I'm faced wi' a big, steaming pile of stupidity.
Can you cope with 'the mouth that roared'?"
"Bob, I'm willing to forgive the little things
most of the time, especially if they're done for a good
reason, so what say we just take this day by day for
now and see how we go?" stepping away from the replicator
she smiled, "first order of business I guess is
to find you a classroom to use, one with a small office
as well, so let's go have a look around shall we, see
what we have."
"Heh, Kimberly - if your willin' to put up with
me shenanigans, I'll do one better. I've got an obscene
amount of holodeck time banked - I just love the real
thing too much to idle me locked up in a room full 'o
smoke and mirrors." Mathieson's grin spread. "The
subject is emergency medicine - let's 'ave it set in
a simulated emergency. More often that ye'd like, you're
workin' on a kid with bad light, cramped quarters, little
or no resources - and sometimes the chaos of a battlefield.
Let's cook up a couple of scenarios we're likely ti see
in the field. Sound like a cunning plan?"
"Sounds like a great place to start," she
agreed readily, "I have a basic training and EPP
plan laid out, perhaps we can look at that later as well?" she
asked as she pushed off the wall towards the door.
The older doctor just smiled and shrugged. "Yer'
the boss!"
"Distractions"
Lt Teyri Jen
*****
Jen leaned back into her couch, putting her feet up
on the coffee table to stretch out. She had a PADD next
to with her a couple of updates that she needed to read,
as well as the latest celebrity rag downloaded onto it.
She been falling way behind in her interstellar gossip
lately, although that was to be expected on the Galaxy.
She had been steadily reading her way through various
reports and updates flagged by Corran, but her eyes needed
a break.
hen she'd read the same line five times without any of
the information registering, it was time to do something
else. She'd idlely flipped through a couple of stories
from the star mag, but then just as quickly laid it aside.
For now, she was content to stare up at her ceiling,
occasionally take a drink from her water, but just to
simply be, and let her mind end up where it wanted to.
Forefront at her mind were the interlinking problems
(if that wasn't too strong a word, since her involvement
was almost peripheral to it) of Corran, Pad, and her.
She'd enjoyed her time with Pad, including the subsequent
liaisons, even more so since they came with no strings
attached. She couldn't help but overhearing the ...discussion
that Corran and Pad had been involved in in the shuttlebay,
and she'd heard her own name mentioned once or twice
as she drifted closer to hear better.
Nasty habit, eavesdropping. Or so her mother always
told her, at least. It was something that she agreed
on, definitely, but there were times when she just couldn't
help it. Like that time.
Granted, the old cliché about eavesdroppers never
hearing anything good about themselves also held true
most of the time.
She was sure what to think, leaving that conversation.
There was definitely a history between the two of them,
but Pad had made that pretty clear during one of their
conversations. That came as no surprise to her. it was,
however, surprising to hear Corran advocating her as
a potential long term partner for Pad, and it was with
mixed feelings that she heard Pad turn down the idea.
She wasn't looking for anything serious, that was for
sure, but if something did happen between the two of
them... would that be so bad?
She'd become uncomfortable as the discussion degraded
into something that was supposed to be private between
the two of them, she knew. Although, she thought, in
her defense, if they wanted it to remain private, they
should have held the conversation somewhere other then
a shuttle bay with extremely good acoustics.
She'd become even more uncomfortable shortly after that,
when Corran began revealing what his past hosts had done,
ranging from the bad to the truly horrible. She'd fled
shortly into the recitation. She liked her boss, and
she didn't want her opinion of him to be skewed by events
that he'd had no control over. Things that had actually
happened to some else. Sort of.
Interactions with a Trill were interesting. She didn't
know how anybody could handle it. Current scuttle had
Corran shacking up with an Engineer, a Lieutenant named
Grey. Maybe this lieutenant Grey didn't know the whole
story, but she wondered how the woman managed to keep
the lines drawn, and not let past lives color any part
of her current relationship. If things proceeded anywhere
wit pad, then maybe she'd have a reason to seek he out,
have her question answered, but for now... Well, there
was no reason to search her out simply to satisfy a curiosity.
A curiosity that had absolutely no bearing on anything
she was doing at the moment. literally or figuratively.
Jen sighed, and scratched her calf with the top of her
other foot, recrossing her legs the other way when she
was done. It might have more bearing on her current situation,
at least with her superior, than it might at first glance.
After being stranded on that damned planet, Jen had seen
a new side of Corran, something that didn't quite mesh
yet.
She didn't know Corran all that well. Serving as his
XO gave her a pretty good insight into the way his mind
worked when at came to the Vanguards, and things work-related
- at least so far - but she sill didn't feel like she
knew much about the Trill behind the mask, as it were.
And that feeling was only intensified when she saw him
shoot as though he'd been born with a phaser in his hand.
Using it as a natural extension of his body. She knew
enough to know that one didn't get that much comfort
and precision without lots of practice. And she wasn't
naive enough to think that he'd gained his experience
by shooting at paper targets.
Intellectually, Jen knew that being in the Starfighter
Corps meant that she was in the business of killing.
Of shooting the other guy before he could shoot her.
Kill or be killed, and all those other clichés.
She knew that every time she pulled the trigger in her
cockpit, deadly fire would lance out from her ship, seeking
to cause as much damage as possible when it reached it's
target. She didn't have the false face of Starfleet to
hide behind, the one of explorer first and foremost,
the one of reluctant warrior.
Technically, the whole purpose of Starfleet was to explore
the universe, finding answers to the age old questions
of life, the universe, and everything. They only bore
arms because they forced into that position, or protecting
those who couldn't protect themselves. Not so with the
Starfighter Corps. They joined up to protect the innocent,
of course, and anyone else ho came along, but they -
nor she - didn't try to delude themselves that they had
joined up to do anything but kill the enemy. It might
all be for the greater good, of course, but the point
remained.
It had taken Jen, surprisingly, a little bit of time
to get used to the idea that she was now, for better
or worse, a weapon of Starfleet, even more then the rest
of Starfleet proper was. The only saving grace, at least
in her blackest hours, laying awake in bed in the middle
of the night, was that she didn't see the destruction,
the carnage, right at hand. The exploding fireball that
her enemies could become was many hundreds and thousands
of kilometers distant from her, so there was no way,
short of imagination, that she could see the look on
her opponent's face as she beat them to the kill.
Unlike being on the planet. With the lives that she
had taken herself, albeit only a few of them, and with
those that Corran had mown down without showing any more
emotion then she would have been cutting flowers from
the stem, it had brought that fact up and shoved it right
in her face, forcing her to look at it, and ultimately,
accept it.
Which she had done, and in a shorter time then she would
have originally thought. it was her job, after all, and
if she didn't do it, then who would?
What made her stop and think, consider here in the quietness
and solitude of her quarters, was the empty look on Corran's
face as he had done it.
He had felt nothing. It was as if they had been the
paper targets that some choose to practice with. Not
a living, breathing being - sure, the enemy had set out
to kill them first, but that wasn't the point of her
internal wandering.
And now, it just made her look at him askance. Intellectually,
she knew that he was still the same person that he had
always been, but her gut reaction had nothing to do with
her brain. She looked at him and saw an emotionless killer,
at least when the situation called for it. It was so
radically different from anything she was used to that
she found herself shying away from him. And he knew it.
She could see it in his eyes whenever she was around
him. It pained him, at least a little, that his XO was
so uncertain around him.
Her only other option was to resign, though. If she
couldn't trust Corran, wasn't sure around him, then there
was no reason for her to be in the position of his most
trusted lieutenant. It wasn't fair to him and it wasn't
fair to the rest of the Vanguards who believed that their
command team was a cohesive unit, able to lead them in
battle or peace without any personality frictions to
get in the way.
But now she was doing nothing but going in circles in
her own mind. She dropped her feet down from the coffee
table, looking around. Suddenly the peace and quiet of
her quarters was simply oppressive, and she needed to
get out. Needed to stop thinking about events that she
had no control over. Jen shrugged her shoulders, then
went over to her console to comm Pad, see if they could
get into any trouble that night. She needed the distraction,
and that was definitely right up Pad's alley.
"High noon"
J. Andrus Suder (as written by Mekaela)
Lieutenant Saul Bental
******
Capitol City - Ki Baratan
******
Andy stared coldly at his contact and then asked, in
as urbane a tone as he could manage, the Romulan to repeat
what he had just said.
Ten minutes later he was swearing in earnest.
*******
"Oh, stop being so melodramatic." Grax said,
looking up from his computer. "You're not actually
going to do anything to the man so could you please stop
with the homicidal fantasies?"
From his place on the couch, Andy glowered at the ceiling
and continued to take a childish delight in imagining
the various ways to dismember his now ex-contact.
The ambassador rolled his eyes. "You should be
trying to find a new exit for your defector."
"I'm allowing myself a fifteen minute homicide
break." Andy snapped back at the man.
But, of course, Grax had a point. Sulking in the ambassador's
office was not going to get defector #3 a way out of
the capitol. Damn his contact and his stinking tub of
a ship. Andy hoped they both caught on fire upon exiting
theplanet's atmosphere.
"You're much more agreeable with less caffeine." The
other man commented.
Andrus sat back up and glowered at the coffee table.
Now I have to secure yet another new exit, he snarled
telepathically at the Ambassador. :: How the hell am
I going to do that on such short notice? ::
:: Can one of your other contacts secure an exit? ::
Andy shook his head. :: And I have nothing to offer
some of the other well-known freight handlers of this
nature. I don't have the time to track down someone who
can give me something to offer one of them either. And
then I still have to secure my own exit ::
He looked over at the ambassador with a raised eyebrow.
:: I'm leaving directly after the funeral. :: The ambassador
told him. :: I've already informed them that I need to
leave earlier than that but am staying out of respect
for Omar. ::
Andy nodded and leaned back down. At least that was
one less person that he had to worry about.
He scowled back at the ceiling. Tekkie better the hell
forgive him in another life.
"Ah," The ambassador commented from his desk.
:: You're doing all this for a woman.::
Andrus threw out a wry smile. :: Mostly. I screwed her
over in our last dealing so this is my apology, not that
she'll ever know about it. Also, I don't like oppressive
governments. ::
The ambassador chuckled. :: Always have to find a cause,
Andrus, don't you?
::
Andrus smiled. "More often than not they find me."
***
t'Noir sat in his small back office, reminiscing. The
man he just spoke with seemed quite irritated with his
refusal. Some aliens, the Romulan thought, are too sensitive
when it come to business. The minute you start to barter,
they begin to sweat.
Refusing Andrus became even easier for the Romulan thanks
to the message he received that morning. It seemed that
aliens were literally standing in line to do business
with him today. He asked his assistant, a Vorducaat named
Zalki (though he cared not for her name) to contact him
with Joord.
Two minutes later the image of the Human appeared on
his dusty screen. The Romulan interlaced his fingers,
and raised his brow in a manner that made him look almost
Vulcan.
Joord greeted him in Romulan, and t'Noir returned the
greeting, of all languages, in Terran Dutch.
"I'm afraid my opinion changed slightly since our
last conversation.", He added.
"Good. So you see the rational behind the offer
I made. That's excellent.", Joord replied. His fingers
toyed with that hair growth above his upper lip -mustache,
it was called in Federation Standard - as he always did
when he thought that a deal was about to be closed. t'Noir
was about to disappoint him.
"I'm afraid that we're not done yet. It seemed
that another person is interested in my services, at
about the same time."
Joord did not seem to be moved by the notion. "Twice
the profits for you. Congratulations."
"Ah, but as someone who knows me for years, you
must know that I devote myself to one task at a time.
That is the only way to assure complete success and maintain
my high reputation."
Joord shook his head. "Ah, good ole t'Noir, always
trying to squeeze an extra bar of Latinum. Are you sure
you're not a Ferengi?"
t'Noir raised the other brow as well. "Insults
will get you nowhere."
"So will empty threats. It will probably end with
both me and the other client seeking another contact
in Ki Baratan."
"You'll find that the Capitol is not a friendly
place toward aliens."
"Too bad, it could be an excellent tourist trap."
t'Noir leaned back in his chair. He always had a hard
time bartering with Joord. The Human's 'humor' did not
humor him at all; On the contrary, he almost always finished
their conversations with a moderate head ache.
Nonetheless, business in the last four years with him
were fruitful. Now, t'Noir found himself in the middle
of a business dilemma. After failing to convince either
of his two clients to increase their payment in light
of their new competition, he had to decide whether to
offer his services to an old acquaintance, or risk the
business relations with that acquaintance in favor of
the newer client. And even after he makes up his mind,
there's still the open issue of which means of transportation
to use in order to do the job.
Then, a greedy thought penetrated his mind. Why not
both? Yes, it was more risky, but for months now he wished
to move to a bigger, cleaner office with a Romulan secretary
who had more brains than the bald Amphibian moron he
hired nowdays.
"You say your contact will reach Ki Baratan within
the next couple of weeks?"
Joord seemed uncomfortable with answering this, t'Noir
noticed. Eventually, the light-haired Human shook his
head.
"I may have a creative solution that will not cost
you as much it would to purchase my services exclusively."
"All right.", Joord consented, "But I'm
not in the mood for games. As far as I'm concerned, I
can back off right now. Also, despite what you may believe,
you have some competition, too."
t'Noir snorted. "Now you're the one playing games.",
He said, and motioned toward his secretary to close the
channel.
******
USS Galaxy - en route to Romulus
******
It took Saul Bental five minutes to remove the fake
mustache, cheek bones and wig, and then to disconnect
all the technical gadgets that helped him hold the conversation
through all the relay station and using encryption protocols
and hidden layers. If anyone was casually scanning the
Galaxy's outgoing subspace communications, he would see
a pre-recorded conversation between Saul and an old friend
from the Academy.
He exited the bathroom and returned to the main hall
where Chava lay on the bed, reading a book. She put it
down on her tummy, and flashed a smile at him. "Who's
the lucky girl? You never called me from the bathroom"
"That, Chava, is what you choose to believe."
******
For every job he ever had, Andrus usually gained a new
habit or vice to help him cope. That job on Earth had
had him fixated on reading terran historical novels while
the last job had introduced him to dabo games. For obvious
reasons, his hobbies on the Risa job were probably his
favorite.
Andy didn't even care to guess how much coffee he had
consumed over the past five hours.
He turned with the purpose of bullying one of his contacts
into moving two of his transports when he heard the computer
chirp with a new message. Frowning he walked over, sat
down, and answered it. He couldn't quite hide his surprise. "'Noir?
What the hell do you want?"
t'Noir tilted his head. "Why, given your current
standpoint, I expected you to be happy to see me."
"Ecstatic." Andrus growled.
t'Noir interlaced his fingers and bent forward, casting
a shadow on the dusty screen. "To be frank, Mister
Andrus, you will find no one else in Ki Baratan willing
to help you in the given timeframe."
Romulans were never frank, but both t'Noir and Andrus
knew that it was the truth.
"However, I have an idea that would help you solve
the problem. It will cost you more, of course, and the...
cargo... will have a less comfortable and more risky
trip, but that's the best I can offer at this short notice."
Andrus frowned because there was nothing else he could
do. "What did you have in mind?"
"A Motion for Emotion"
Lt. Cmdr. Brian Elessidil
Asst. Chief Counselor
Ensign T'Rei
Security Officer
T'Rei wandered around the corridors for what felt like
an eternity.
She had done the usual checking in required by all 'newbies'
except for the first counseling appointment. She was
not looking forward to at all. It was going to be rough….or
at least interesting, to say the least. Running her fingers
through her auburn hair, she located the office of the
person she had an appointment with.
Pushing the chime, she patiently waited until she heard
the audible permission to enter.
As this was his first counseling session since returning
from the Vaden mission, Brian was rather eager to get
back into the normal
routine: an interesting contrast to how he felt preparing
for the mission, looking forward to something other than
the normal routine.
At the sound of the chime, he invited the young woman
whose file he'd read over the night before to come in,
as he rose from the chair behind nicely ordered desk.
"Ensign T'Rei….I have an appointment with
you," she stated as she walked in.
Elessidil extended his hand and smiled. "So you
do. Please, make yourself comfortable," he said,
gesturing to the collection of comfortable chairs and
couch where most people preferred to sit.
"Well . . . as comfortable as possible," he added
with a chuckle in an effort to make T'Rei feel a little
more at ease in what was always a tense situation, especially
for younger officers.
Sitting, she left her legs uncrossed and assumed a rather
rigid posture.
"That's comfortable?" Brian asked with a slight
raise of the brow.
From what little he'd gleaned from T'Rei's file, it wouldn't
have surprised him if that was the only way she knew
how to sit.
"Yes." She stated rather flatly.
As was his usual custom when someone came in for an
appointment, the counselor went to the replicator for
something to drink. "Can I get you anything, Ensign?
Water? Tea? Juice of some kind?" You could get a
pretty good sense of someone just by their response to
that question alone, in addition to hopefully making
the other person a little more at ease.
"I'm in no need of refreshment at this time. Thank
you." She kept her gaze upon him stoic, with no
hint of emotion.
Taking his seat opposite her, the Betazoid already had
a strong impression of T'Rei's disciplined mind, even
without trying. It was a rather disorienting sense to
get from a Terran, leading him to silently wonder if
she and Lieutenant Hunter had had their bodies switched
at birth. "Welcome to the Galaxy, Ensign. I understand
this is your first assignment. How's it going so far?"
"It is adequate. What else would it be, Counselor?" T'Rei
inwardly was shaking and anxious to get through this
visit. She couldn't let him know what she had discovered
about herself just before the appointment, it was too
jarring even for her mind. The ensign had discovered
something that would change her forever as she sat rigid
in the chair. At this point, she couldn't let anyone
know of the document she received from a secretive source.
It just "showed up" in her message box and
revealed that the young ensign was an experiment.
A Vulcan experiment on the ramifications of training
Terrans in the Vulcan ways. The experiment posed the
question as to if a Terran could really handle the discipline
it took to keep a Vulcan mind set.
As utterly useless and stupid as it was to T'Rei, it
was a wealth of information to the race that adopted
her when she was young.
"I was hoping you might tell me," he succinctly
but gently replied.
It took only a few seconds more for him to begin to realize
that there was more than classic well-disciplined Vulcan
stoicism at work here.
What he felt from her seemed more akin to an almost emotional
paralysis, the kind that usually resulted from incidents
of significant psychological trauma. Whatever it was,
he wanted the young ensign to try to identify and reveal
it herself; he wouldn't telepathically dig further unless
it clearly became necessary. "I know it's a very
atypical question to ask of a Vulcan -- or someone with
a Vulcan upbringing -- but is something troubling you,
Ensign?"
She nodded her head....it hit her....a Betazoid. Wonderful,
just peachy she thought with a inner voice laced with
anger. "Ya know...yeah, I do have a problem." Standing
up, she retracted the pad that she had been carrying
from a small purse like clutch. A slightly irritated
voice had replaced the non-emotional one. Practically
tossing the padd to him, she let it fly as she started
to pace, her anger truly exposing herself. Walking back
over, she placed both her palms on his desk. "Why
don't you take a minute and read that?"
Brian took a few moments to read the information. He
understood now what was at the heart of her previously
silent reaction, and while he felt increasing shock and
revulsion with every word, he knew she was the one who
needed to express her feelings on the matter.
"Yes, counselor....I'm a freakin' experiment. How's
that for revelation?" Sitting down, she arched her
one eyebrow then obviously showed disgust at doing so. "All
my life! All my life I spent being reprogrammed so they
could 'study' me. Well, ya know what! I'm sick....I'm
really quite sick of it all. I'm not an experiment.....I
do have feelings.....I'm human damn it." She leaned
forward in her chair. "You know what this means,
don't you?"
The counselor chose to remain silent and to let her
do the talking that was so crucial at this time, cocking
his head and raising his eyebrows slightly in a patiently
inquisitive manner.
"We are going to be spending a lot of time together...I'm
really screwed up." T'Rei stated, half chuckling
to herself as she shook her head. She paused for a moment,
glancing up, apology spread across her features. "Sorry.
That wasn't logical." Realizing what she just said,
she shook her head, closed her eyes, and sighed. Opening
her eyes, she searched his for some sign of acceptance. "I'm
not mad, am I?"
"Ensign, if this is reliable information, you just
found out you were the unwitting subject of a scientific
experiment. I'd say you're reacting as any sane person
would, including someone who really was Vulcan," he
gently replied. "This was not only illegal by any
government's standards that I'm aware of, it was an insidious
violation of your individual rights. You're very understandably
and justifiably affected by this report, but you are
not 'screwed up' -- emotion *is* the 'logical' reaction
in this situation. In fact, I think you should be ready
to experience a lot of emotions over this revelation,
and I definitely think this is the best place to work
through all that. And once you've begun to understand
how you're feeling about this and how to manage your
reactions in the best possible way, you're going to have
to consider what you will do next." Pausing for
a moment, he set the padd down on the table between them
before continuing. "All that is going to take some
time, but first, I'd like to understand a little more
about the information itself. How did you come by it?"
"It just arrived in my message box. I attempted
to trace it.....but I was not able to find the source
that it came from," she stated firmly.
Brian replied with a quietly thoughtful "hm..." as
he pondered her response. "I'm a little uncomfortable
with that...I would think you would be as well. This
is a pretty serious issue just to take on blind faith,
don't you think?"
"Why wouldn't I take it on blind faith? It's exactly
what I need to solidify a reason for exhibiting free
emotion. I mean, have you ever had experience working
with someone who has repressed emotion for a long period
of time?"
A half-smile formed on the counselor's face. "It
happens more often than you might think. But what makes
you think you need a reason to freely exhibit emotion?
Whether or not this information is accurate, you are
a free individual with the right to determine how you
act as you see fit. If you want to explore your emotions,
then do so."
The ensign arched her eyebrow and pondered for a moment. "But,
as you can understand, to express emotion would not be
proper. Emotions are an exhibit of a loss of mental control.
To show no emotion is the proper way to handle things."
"Mm . . . it might be helpful if we make a distinction
here. Very few things are 'proper' or 'improper' outside
a theological or sociological context. Your Vulcan upbringing
is what gives you that perspective on emotion, but that's
exactly what you've said you want to change. If you really
want explore and embrace your human heritage, then you're
going to have to start looking at things from the human
perspective. For most species other than Vulcans, expressing
emotion is quite natural and doesn't necessarily indicate
any loss of control. Most of the people you know and
serve with here on the Galaxy exhibit emotion as a regular
part of their lives. Would you say we all lack mental
control?"
"Counselor, I might not have training in psychology,
however, I do believe that most people lack some degree
of mental control at some point during their life. It
may be a one time incident, or it might be lack of control
on a daily basis. Speaking of lack of mental control,
I have a prime example of that. Just the other day, I
was walking through the corridor and a naked woman ran
right by me! So, you tell me......do we all lack some
degree of mental control?"
"Does getting distracted once in awhile mean a
person is devoid of intellectual control?" Elessidil
calmly returned. "I wasn't implying that no one
ever lets their emotions get the best of them; that does
come with the territory sometimes. But it doesn't make
the total absence of emotional expression the 'proper'
solution; that comes with its own set of problems."
"Sooo, how do I start acting human? All I've know
that I can remember is Vulcan."
"I don't think you need to 'start acting' human
at any time, but if you want to begin exploring that
side of your heritage and personality, I'd recommend
spending some time thinking or writing about or even
doing anything you can recall from the years prior to
your life on Vulcan. Why don't we start there?"
"Okay....thank you." T'Rei settled into a
more comfortable position in her chair. "You've
got your work cut out for you."
"No, Ensign, " Elessidil replied, "I
think it's you who has the most amount of work to do,
but I'll be here to help in any way I can."
T'Rei sighed. "The task appears insurmountable.
At least right now it is appearing that way. You stated
that I should spend time thinking or writing about my
past before my time with my guardians.
I've chosen to shut that time out of my memory. I'm forcing
myself not to remember it. How do I break down that wall
of resistance if I really don't want to and start recalling
events?"
"Well, why not start by telling me about your earliest
memories of them? What can you immediately recall?"
She shifted in the chair, the weight of the counseling
session had taken its toll on the young woman. "Um,
I don't know anything about them. They just dropped me
off at the children's home….stating that I was
too "unruly" for them. Why would they do that?
Surely, there has to be a better reason than that….don't
you think so?"
"I understand your wanting to know more about your
biological parents'
decisions regarding you, but at this point, anything
either of us could say would just be speculation," Brian
answered thoughtfully.
"Learning why you were given up for adoption is not
nearly as important as learning how to respond to it. By
your own admission you've responded so far by shutting
out your memories of the time prior to your life as a Vulcan
and by conforming to the behavior that life expected of
you. If you want to change that, then I think it would
be a better investment of you time and effort to decide
how you're going to go about doing that, instead of trying
to figure out why your parents made the decisions they
did."
"It would be beneficial to explore the feelings
and events that I have chosen to shut out. The large
challenge would be to find a method on how to recall
the memories." She waited for a response.
"We can often get to long-neglected memories simply
by spending time trying to reconnect with them. Many
people find journaling helpful; for others, meditation
is a useful tool. If nothing else, they're examples of
where you could start. If over time you're still unsuccessful,
there are other psychological techniques, such as hypnosis,
that could be useful."
"Okay. I believe I'll give journaling a start.
Did you want to meet again?"
T'Rei rolled her eyes. Of course he would want to meet
again. Her situation was grade A prime Terran beef for
a hungry counselor.
"I don't think you'd disagree that it would be
'logical' for us to do so," he answered with a friendly
grin.
"Treasures" I
1st Lt. Jebidiah Baile
Jo'rel, Matheyus, Zanna, NPCs
(wrote by Trey)
If there was one place on this planet were the unbelly
of uncivilized and lawless. Truth was the puff law on
this planet didn't even bother patrolling the colony
cause there was simply out numbered by the alien Rastafarians
that seemed to have made this place home. The center
of all this was a well known bar known as the center
where illegal deals and black-market goods could be found,
didn't matter what you were looking for, there was always
someone there who could get it for you, but at what price?
Everyone in the darkly lit bar tended to huddle around
the central circular bar, pushing to get to a stool to
sit down. The room was in a circle, with tables against
the outside wall. The air was thick with the smell of
smoke and alien sweat and the off scent of something
they were calling food a few of the more adventurous
were trying.
Jor'el was one of the few people who sat at a table
with a few people around him. Dressed in a mix match
of black leather and blue lenin. He wasn't here to make
friends, he was here on business and growing more and
more impatient as it was becoming clear he had been stood
up. Which was something one did not want to do with Jor'el
and his mercenaries.
The newcomer at the bar had stopped being that two days
ago. At least in the eyes of the bartenders. The man
downed alcohol as if there was no tomorrow.
The bald human wasn't the friendliest one the bartenders
had met, but then again the bar wasn't known for its...
social ambience. Not in a nice way anyway. He wore a
sleeveless trench-coat and a black tanktop underneath
which all in all showed off a set of muscular arms and
a lot of tattoos.
Baile grabbed the bottle and headed over to the same
table as he had done the previous nights. He doubted
they would stop him, after all they won every single
game against him. It wasn't hard to lose. The hardest
part was not pulling a gun and blowing their smug smiles
off.
Sitting at the table, Jor'el, tall form laid back in
a leisure fashion. His tanned skin was tattooed with
tribal markings, though anyone couldn't know if it was
from his race or something just for body adornment. Picking
up his drink he took a gulp from the alien booze, as
his slate blue eyes watched Baile as he moved. He could
make out a few things that made him think about this
individual had some form of fighting skills. However,
the way he was drinking like fish, those skills probably
were impaired. Leaning over he spoke to the man on his
right.
The man to his right was Mathayus, his trusted second
officer and friend.
Mathayus said nothing as he walked toward Baile. Pulling
a pouch of coins he tossed them onto the table and straddled
the chair. "If your up for a game, cut the cards
and deal." He said watching Baile. This wasn't about
playing cards, this was gathering information for Jor'el.
Finding the credits needed for the games had been the
easy part. Stealth was after all his forté. He
placed another pouch on the table and sat down, taking
a heavy swig as soon as everyone was seated. Baile had
never been a card player. He knew the rules but it had
never really interested him. It still didn't. Slightly
uncoordinated due to massive amounts of alcohol he cut
the cards and dealt. Same game every night.
It was far from as bad as it looked. He wasn't sure
what they Hydran ...gods.. had done to him, but the only
thing he got out of alcohol was the burning feeling as
it made its way down. The fuckers had deprived him of
being able to get roaring drunk. The demons in his head
had celebrated from the moment he had discovered his
new.. resistance to the effects of alcohol.
The goggles hid his eyes, protecting them from the lights
on the other side of the dark lens. It made people nervous.
Not to be able to see where he was looking. Funny. They
would probably be happy if they saw what his eyes looked
like now. "What's up, Mercs.." Baile said,
but didn't bother to keep the loathing from his voice.
He detested mercs. But they didn't mind the insults as
long as they could keep taking his credits.
Mathayus looked up hearing Baile and only flicked his
finger to indicate no one was to move. Showed just how
much Jor'el crew were in control here in the bar. "You
should watch what you call people around here... some
of my associates might not being called a merc." Mathayus
stated, even though it was what they were. "You
aren't from around here... where do you come from?"
Mathayus asked, picking up the cards in his humanoid
hands.
They didn't like being called mercs? He had a lot of
other names for them.
Hopefully he'd get to use them. "Same place you
picked up this raggedy-ass crew of yours.." Baile
slurred and took another swig. Despite the noise his
new senses had found the heartbeats of the man asking
the questions, but the danger wouldn't come from there.
Nope, the other guy was in charge although Baile doubted
any form of physical contact would come from him. He'd
most likely order the goonsquad to take Baile down.
Mathayus was using bit of his self control not to punch
the guy in the face.
Finally though he couldn't stop, without warning Mathayus'
fist punched Baile squarely in the face before the large
six half foot tall man grabbed Baile and pulled him over
to table and punched him again.
The marine, or ex-marine, he wasn't sure what his status
with the marines was any more, saw it coming long before
his attacker even knew he wanted to attack. Baile had
heard his heartbeats increase, heard the blood pumping
faster and faster until he charged Baile. The punch itself
wasn't too bad, it even put a grim smile on Baile's face,
a smile he wasn't even aware of.
The second punch hit his jaw and that's when Baile had
enough. Baile was stronger than the attacker. A lot stronger.
What ever the Hydrans had done to him or had planned
for him it obviously involved a lot of physical exercise.
He head-butted the attacker and brought his elbow up,
connecting it to the attackers jaw. Baile wasn't about
speed and technique, although he possessed plenty of
both. Baile was power. He hit like a truck.
When Mathayus recoiled from the blow, two others came
up behind Baile. One slammed a chair into Baile's back
while another pulled baton and hit Baile in the knee.
By this point, Mathayus, had gotten back up and spun
around, kicking Baile in the side of the head with his
boot.
Baile could feel the fires of hatred burn inside of
him, but if he gave in, if he let go then all of this
would have been for nothing. It was a good kick and Baile
had no illusions about what it would have done to him
before the Hydrans buttfucked his genes from here to
eternity. It would have sent him crashing down into darkness.
It took a lot of effort not to just give in and kill
the three people that attacked him. But pain was a sweet
substitution when death was not an option. "That
all you got, Bubba?" Baile asked and got back up
on his feet. An elbow shot out, connecting violently
with the head of the man with the baton. He went down
like he had been shot.
"Because if it is.." Baile slurred "you
better go get moma to cry on..."
Mathayus looked at him and then punched him again, only
to feel Baile hit him hard once more. Groaning from the
searing pain, this man definitely knew what he was doing.
Backing Baile, Mathayus then brought up an upper cut
and hit Baile's chin hard enough to break bone but something
told Mathayus that this barely felt it.
It was almost too easy. What ever the Hydrans had done
worked. Pain refused to linger, exhaustion just wouldn't
set in. He could go on like this all day. "Sunshine...
I'm gonna bust you open like a Pinâta..." Baile
grinned. A part of him was enjoying the fight. No rules.
But another part of him, the part trained for spec-ops
was furious. What would it take for the dumb bastards
to take him down? He spun around and grabbed the second
attacker and swept his legs from underneath him. Rolling
back just in time he felt Mathayus arm miss him. Baile
grabbed the arm, twisted it hard enough to break the
wrist on the attacker and fired off a straight punch
straight into Mathayus face.
Mathayus fell back leaving only Baile standing up, turning
he looked at him wondering what in hell he was. Before
he could say anything or move, twin beams of energy ripped
through the open space and slammed into Bail. When the
two beans didn't seem to effect him, two more beams came
at Baile from other vectors. Standing there with two
beams on Baile was Jor'el.
Baile went down. He had, and he wasn't even sure how,
seen Jor'el go for his gun. There had even been time
to pull his own and maybe kill the man. But no, that
wasn't the plan. Baile staggered backwards and was just
as surprised as the shooter when he didn't go down on
the first hit. Then, as the additional beams struck him
blissful darkness settled down around him, putting out
the fires in his mind and silencing the demons.
Jor'el walked over toward the limp form, kicking him
at first to make sure he wasn't pretending. "Sum'bitch
has some strength." He muttered and knelt down. "Look
for his identification..."
Zanna, a woman who fired on Baile as well approached. "Someone
like him we could get a good price for if we sell him
to Oren for his fight club." The green haired woman
said as she stood there.
"Crap.. the bastard broke my arm." Mathayus
complained but took care of the pain by pressing the
injector to his neck for a little.. buzz. "Whoo...
much better."
Zanna punched Mathayus with her nozzle of her weapon. "Easy
on the stims...
save some for a real fight you pansy." She said
as Jor'el pulled out Baile's identification.
Looking at the ID he handed the barcode up to Mathayus. "Check
on the grid who he is... Zanna and I are going to secure
him incase he wakes up again."
Jor'el said as he pulled some chains and cuffs from his
belt.
"Fuck you.." he grinned at Zanna and ran the
id through the grid. "It'll take a couple of minutes..
bast' is probably just some drunk has has-never-been."
"You wish." Zanna mouthed off and turned her
face to grin. She'd never show him anything but gruff.
"Would you two bitchs stop or find a damn room..
I'm tried of you two bitching back and forth." Jor'el
stated. "Search his body pull any and all weapons
off... someone like this just go unarmed." Jor'el
said he then paused. "Might be best to get him to
the ship as soon as possible to."
"Alright, alright... calm down.." he rolled
his eyes at Zanna. Despite his broken arm he helped Jor'el
carry the unconscious fighter to their ship.
"Heavy bastard.. didn't look that heavy before.. think
he's a cyborg?"
"If he is Oren will have to cough up lot more then
usual for this bastard."
Jor'el stated as they walked. "Zanna, get the chips.." Jor'el
stated to what was left on the card table before the
fight started. Moving out of the bar they headed for
the landing zones. They approached a ship that looked
battered, but was very reliable. (think Serenity) "Make
sure this bastard is chained using the heavy duty chains." Jor'el
said.
"Jor'el!!" Zanna yelled as she came up into
the ship. "Their is a bounty on him!" She said
handing Mathayus the downloaded information from network
check.
Mathayus checked the info. "Oh holy shit... fuck
me! FUCK ME!!" he screamed as the figures on the
padd sunk in. "I think I just came in my pants..This
guy is worth a fucking fortune! He's got nearly two million
credits on his head!!" He grabbed Zanna around the
waist, the stims blocking out the pain from the broken
arm. "We're rich!"
Zanna was ecstatic as Mathayus was. She shared his grin
and then put her arms around his neck and held onto him. "That's
right, we can finally retire and stop working!" She
said.
Jor'el looked at the information. He then looked up
at his crew and saw their reactions. "Oren isn't
getting this one... Mathayus... secure the prisoner...
Zanna, get us in the air, plot a course to these people....
engage at maximum warp. Teral, make sure that cloaking
device is ready if we need it." Jor'el said then
reached for a bottle of booze and sprayed it over everyone. "His
loss is our fortune!!" He yelled.
"Treasures" II
1st Lt. Jebidiah Baile
Jo'rel, Matheyus, Zanna, NPCs
(wrote by Trey)
The ship had indeed used the cloaking device, there
were simply to many patrols that Jor'el did not want
to have to deal with. It had been few days they had picked
up their 'precious treasure' and the one thing on everyone's
mind was the big payoff from the Hydrans. Though Jor'el
hated dealing with the creatures personally. "Zanna,
watch things.. I'm going to check on the prisoner and
Mathayus." He said then walked out.
"I'm all over it like a cheap whore on a customer." She
said.
"Careful... Mathayus might get jealous you talkin'
like that." Jor'el stated as he headed out for the
holding area.
"Let him.." she grinned as the boss of the
gang left the bridge. What a strange couple of days.
As soon as the bounty had checked up as legit they had
set course for the nearest maximum security prison colony
there was.
Fellows with records as extensive as their passenger
wasn't accepted any where else. But the private correction
colonies accepted anyone. Some of them even paid bounty
for them. Naturally they didn't do this out of the warm
and fuzzy personalities the Wardens had. No it was a
service for those not wanting to front with their names.
Thus the Wardens acted as middle hands.
When Jor'el stepped into the holding area, he saw Mathayus
looking at the prisoner. "Careful old friend...
might think your making a pass at him, if that were the
case I think Zanna would be wearing your nuts for earrings."
Jor'el stated and then gestured. "He still out?" He
asked moving to get something to drink.
"I don't know. The monitor says he is.. this.." he
patted his stomach "says he's not." The prisoner
gave Mathayus a bad vibe and he knew that Jor'el listened
to his bad vibes. Yet, cyborg or not, there was no way
in hell the prisoner would be able to break the chains.
Still, the merc took no chances and had a very powerful
phaser in his hand, ready for use in case the prisoner
tried something.
"Relax, Math, soon we'll have him off the ship
and we'll all be drowning in credits." Jor'el said. "We
should be reaching the planet soon." He said then
looked at the prisoner. "All he is to me is two
million credits, since you, Zanna and I got him... we'll
spilt it three ways."
"My kind of math, boss.." Mathayus grinned. "Fuck..
I need more painkillers.
Here, he's all yours." he handed the phaser over
to Jor'el and got up on his feet, arching his back. "Man,
I can't wait.. "
"Go... tell Zanna to not stop for anything." Jor'el
knew where Math was going, he was going to either pesture
Zanna. Taking the weapon he settled won on the chair
and looked at the prisoner once Mathayus left. Though
Jor'el was wondering why in hell this man was wanted,
though after seeing his fighting skills he had to guess
he killed someone that he shouldn't have. Though Jor'el
had rules he lived by, never get personally involved,
was the top of the list.
Baile hung from the bulkhead by his arms. The chains
were too strong to break but then again he had never
planned to break them. He looked at the man sitting alone
with him now, his open eyes invisible through the goggles.
With his head still slumped down he spoke. His voice
was relaxed, deep and with something... dark to it. "I've
seen you before.."
"That's right sleeping beauty... I'm prince charming." Jor'el
stated, then reminded himself not to say anything more
and hoped that was the extent of their conversation.
Cause he had two million credits coming and he was NOT
going to get involved this time, cause if he did Mathayus
and Zanna both would kill him.
"Awww.. ain't that cute.." Baile replied.
At least the man had humor. But he really did recognize
him. "I never forget a face, merc.. and I've seen
yours before.."
"You know nothing." Jor'el stated. "All
you know is that your are now chained in my ship, frankly,
that's all you need to know." He stated as he finished
off his booze.
"If you say so Sparky.." Baile replied but
kept looking at the merc. It would come to him. He never
forgot a face. "Mercs.. I hate mercs..."
[Jor'el, we are approaching the system] Came a voice
over the intercom.
"Take us out of warp... maintain cloak I'll be
up in a few seconds." Jor'el said then looked back
to Baile.
"Let me guess... Vaden Penal Colony..."
"That's right.... your biotches missed you." Jor'el
stated. He then took photo ID of Baile and hit the intercom. "Zanna,
contact the colony, tell them to send the credits to
our account... if they ask for proof, send the file I'm
uploading."
[Understood.]
"Soon you'll be back in your lovers arms." Jor'el
stated as he turned back to look at Baile. "Unless
you have more then two million credits for me to get
your ass out of here, but of course compensation will
need to be made now and frankly you just don't have the
time for that."
"Vaden is just what the doctor ordered.... a vacation.." Baile
replied with a smug smile. "Good luck merc... you'll
need it.. The Warden of Vaden is a... special person.." That
was the beauty of it all. Baile actually knew the Warden
of the colony. Knew wasn't perhaps the best word for
it. Baile had blown up one of the Wardens installations
during the Dominion Wars. He was well known for his anti-Federation
views and opinions. He would never miss the chance of
getting his hands on Baile. Never.
[Credits received, I've transferred them to another
account.] Zanna reported.
"I'm not a bastard, when I beam you down I can't
send my good chains... so you'll have a good chance of
doing whatever it is you do." Jor'el stated. "I
don't much Vedan either, but that's my own fight." He
said then stepped back. "Anything else you want
to say before I transport you down to your old 'friend'?"
"Yeah... they got better room-service.."
"May your humor give you freedom from the prison I'm
sending you to." Jor'el stated and then tapped in
some commands into the transporter. He saw the coordinates
had been received. He then looked up. "I remember
you two Baile..." he said then smiled and energized
the transporter sending baile down to Vaden without the
chains. ~Sorry friend, two million credits is two million
credits...~ He thought looking at the chains now handing
there alone where Baile once was. "Consider us even
though...." He said then looked up.
"Zanna, get us out of here... break orbit and maximum
warp."
"The 'Date'"
Commander Kol
Lt. (JG) 8-ball Hunter
For the first time in possibly her entire life, 8-ball
did not want the work day to be over. She wanted to continue
working, possibly slaving away, in fact, all so that
she didn't have to meet her "date"
in ten-forward. Sadly, however, time continued to rotate
in its normal fashion, and eventually 8-ball's shift
ended. It was time to go and face her destiny. Or date.
Or doom. Whatever.
8-ball popped by her quarters very quickly to check
on her hair (this was very important) and then walked
over to Ten-Forward. She paused outside the doors briefly
and considered running far, far away.
Bravery wasn't really her thing. This couldn't make her
very compatible with a Klingon.
Eventually, though, she decided against it and walked
into Ten-Forward. She looked around for Kol and spotted
him in about
.025656565 seconds. He wasn't exactly easy to miss. Taking
a breath, 8-ball walked over to him.
Here was to hoping that the night didn't end with her
bloody demise.
"T'Pol." he acknowledged, motioning for her
to take the seat across from him. "Or is the name
'8-Ball' your preference?"
"8-ball," 8-ball said automatically. "Nobody
calls me T'Pol. Ever."
"You may call me Kol." he said, giving the
distinct impression he was giving permission. "'Commander'
is very cumbersome to shout, I'm told."
8-ball was caught between wanting to grit her teeth
at this I'm-talking-down-at-you tone and wanting to laugh
at Kol's joke, as she didn't know that the Klingon possessed
a sense of humor and the existence of such a thing gave
her hope. Then she instantly worried that Kol wasn't
joking. ~Fuck. He probably wasn't.~
8-ball decided to assume that he was out of a desperate
sense of optimism and smiled at him. "Kol it is,
then," she said, and wondered what the hell she
was supposed to add. "That is a little easier than
Commander. Less syllables and all that." There,
she said something.
Now it was his turn.
"Indeed." he replied, as the waiter - slowly
- approached with a plate of live gagh.I have already
ordered." he stated. "You may share my meal,
if you wish. The gagh is quite excellent - it puts up
a true battle on it's way down, railing against it's
fate to until the last.
Much better than the gagh on my last posting. Limp, inactive
little things. Hardly gave any indigestion at all."
8-ball stared for a minute at the. . .meal. . .that
Kol was served. It did more than merely wriggle. It writhed
and convulsed, like epileptic worms. 8-ball could see
herself choking on the creatures, attempting to get them
down her throat as they climbed back up for air. Then
once they were safely in her stomach, 8-ball would relax,
thinking the worst was over, and that later she could
vomit in peace. . .but no.
Before she could purge herself of the terrifying little
atrocities, they would form a rebellion in her stomach
and eat her from the inside out, gnashing her skin apart
with their little worm teeth. They would arise from the
huge, gaping hole in her stomach and slither down her
body to freedom, dragging along bits of her intestines
with them to wherever their happy Gagh Land was. And
then, as 8-ball lay dying on the floor from mass exsanguination,
she would curse the day she had ever listened to Ella
Grey, and hope that the psychotic little worms crawled
in her bed and ate her flesh while laughing, "This
is what you get for telling 8-ball to go on this date!"
8-ball stared at the gagh for a beat longer, swallowed,
and shook her head, determinedly looking away from the
evil things. "I never particularly enjoyed battling
my food," 8-ball said. "I like an easy fight,
or often no fight at all, just mass carnage with no factors
going against my favor. Besides, I had my heart set on
chicken teriyaki anyway." She looked at the waiter. "And
something very strong to drink with that too. Please."
"I will have a prune juice." Kol informed
the waiter. "It is a pity,"
he remarked, scooping up a handful of the wriggling,
squirming gag, "That you prefer your food dead.
It makes eating too little a challenge. Still, at least
you are not a... vegitarian" - the word came out
as a curse " like most of your people."
8-ball laughed. "Yeah, I've never been much of
a leaf-cruncher. When I was young, I thought about being
a vegetarian---it was very chic, at the time, to eat
all these healthy things and spout about your body being
a temple until you went to go do some happy drugs that
pretty much destroyed the insides of your body---but
I never could get into it. One look at a cheeseburger
and I was just, like, 'Yeah, sorry, Mr. Cow, but you
taste so good with a bit of ketchup and some cheese'.
It probably didn't provide the cow much consolation,
but it's not like I was that worried anyway."
The waiter arrived with her drink and her chicken. "Hey,
that was like the fastest service in the world. Neato,
thanks." She looked down at her food and was relieved
that it wasn't wiggling. "You want a bite?"
8-ball asked Kol. "You're right; it's not much of
a challenge, but it still damn tasty."
The big Klingon barely managed to hide his look of disgust. "No.
I have tried chicken before. I find it.. tasteless."
"What? How can you not like chicken? Everyone likes
chicken.
Everything tastes like chicken. Chicken is supreme."
"I believe it is because it is such a passive animal.
Now targ meat - that has flavor."
8-ball tried to keep herself from shuddering and failed.
Targ. .
.Jesus. "I don't think we're going to find a lot
in common when it comes to food," she said, and
immediately wondered what they did have in common other
than the fact that they both served on this ship. She
couldn't for the life of her imagine anything.
"Let's change the subject," 8-ball said. "I
don't actually know to what, but maybe we'll grope around
aimlessly for conversation and find something to talk
about. What do you like to do for fun?"
~Here's to hoping he isn't going to say sharpening his
bat'leths or something~ 8-ball thought to herself dryly.
Kol's only reply was a suggestive smile.
"While I'm Still in a Good Mood"
By Commander James Lionel Corgan
Ensigns Artim and T'rei
And Lieutenant T'lan
Location: Holodeck 3
Alright... who do we have today?"
James Corgan paced impatiently as he waited for the
next batch of new recruits to make their way across the
holographic training field. It was a sunny day in boot
camp simulation number 3541 (originally based on the
training camp at one of the Moon's Starfleet Academy
facilities), and without a cloud in the sky it had a
deceptive cast, as if nothing could go wrong with this
day.
Two things could go wrong. One could be Corgan's cross
mood, which wasn't improving as he watched his security
officers go through their daily routine. For a detatchment
that was in the middle of what was once enemy territory,
they seemed pretty lethargic. He was hoping he wouldn't
have to resort to more drastic measures of motivation.
He kept that opinion to himself. But to his ever present
duputy Lieutenant T'lan, newly minted and a model of
Vulcan control, his emotions were as plain as the holographic
sunshine beating down on his men and women.
T'lan looked down on her PADD. She was thankful that
her exercise shift was at another time. "Ensigns
T'Rei and Artim, sir." She looked down again to
double check the information. One was a human, but her
name was Vulcan. T'lan checked the information again,
then cross referenced it with an uplink to the ship's
computer. "Facinating, sir."
"Oh?" James said, "What is so facinating
today, T'lan?"
"Ensign T'Rei, sir." She answered, "She
is human."
James shrugged his shoulders, genuinely caring little, "Wannabe
Vulcan, perhaps? Raised by Vulcans? Who knows, who cares.
Lets see what she can do first before I make up my mind.
T'Rei! Artim! Front and centre!"
Artim wasn't used to this shift yet, nor was he used
to this yellow shirt. No matter. It looked like it was "pick
on the new guy" day. In medical, he'd help break
in two CMOs. This time, it would be him that would be
broken in. Swell.
"I'm here sir.", Artim said half-yawning
Her was uniform starched and pressed, however, something
within T'Rei told her it wouldn't be important after
this session. She stood as straight as she could, staring
straight ahead. "Present, Sir."
T'lan gave Artim an appraising look, but not one that
was too hopeful. "He appears to be fatigued, Sir."
James scoffed, "Well I would too if I had to get
in shape to qualify for Hazard Team training. Holy sh*t..." He
paced back and forth around Artim, constantly glowering
down at the youthful looking former doctor, "...this
is perhaps one of the saddest, most pathetic scenes I
have ever seen from any one of my Hazards. When you say
sir, don't yawn in my presence... and even though you
may not have experienced it yet I want you to talk like
you've dropped a pair. Now say it like you mean it!"
"SIR PRESENT SIR", he replied in the way Corgan
seem to want. Artim hated this human martial bullcrap,
but you had to put up with your boss
"Better! You may hit puberty yet Doctor Hauser!" James
bawled out like a drill sergeant. "T'Rei! Are you
afraid to get that crisp... clean... immaculately pressed
uniform dirty for today's exercises? Perhaps you were
not aware that we were in training this morning. But
don't worry, because one shouldn't be afraid to get dirty...
even if its a dress uniform and you have to see the President
in fifteen minutes. You won't have to worry about mud
in a holodeck. It's just photons and forcefields. But
you will have to worry about sweat, and you'll sweat
alot here. Do you both understand this?"
"Sir, I do, sir." Artim wasn't exactly screaming
this time as this was really getting on his nevers. When
would Corgan learn this wasn't the 20th century anymore?
They weren't cadets anymore, they didn't need this sort
of crap
"Yes Sir!" T'Rei shouted. The uniform was
not her worry, acceptance by the "boss" was
at the present moment.
"Do you?" James glanced at T'lan with wry
amusement, whom only shook her head with doubt, "Are
you sure? We have one of the tougher training regiments
in Starfleet. The reason is that we are a rare example.
This is not only a Galaxy refit ship which asks for a
standard above Starfleet norm, but it is also a warship.
We have to be damn good and ready, and that means training
hard. But if you want to find out the true source of
this madness..." James panned his hand all across
the field, "First ask the marines! We had from time
to time marines aboard, and i'll be damned if they will
beat us in anything. Our pride is on the line. Remember
that as you train. Do I make myself clear?"
"Yes Sir!" She stated again with force. Glancing
over, she couldn't help but inwardly smirk at T'Lan.
Typical....she had viewed that expression time and time
again from "real" Vulcan's at it was enough
to make her blood boil. No one truly appreciated the
time she had spent studying the culture and methods until
it because second nature only to raw, basic, Terran instinct.
She was proud of who she was, and she wasn't afraid to
let anyone know it....especially another Vulcan. However,
to do so would be illogical....so she kept her gaze stoic
and forward.
"Good!" Corgan boomed to his two new recruits. "Ensign
T'rei, can't wait to see what you're capable of. Artim,
good work out there. Keep busting your pre-pubesent ass
out there, and you'll make a decent corpman. But that's
neither here nor there. If you two neophlytes have any
questions you better tell me about them while i'm still
in a good mood."
"I have no questions at this time, Sir." T'Rei
responded crisply.
"Alright. I heard enough. Dismissed, both of you.
Hit the showers Artim. You've worked enough today." James
gave them both a casual salute (Yet another throwback
of the past; why did it give Artim such a fiery glint
in his eyes?), and let the two ensigns disperse.
"T'lan, you're a better judge of character than
I am. What do you think?" He innocently asked, adding
with a comical harshness, "Christ, barking like
a Sepak Bellow Beast is hard on the throat..."
His Vulcan assistant, patient as always, waited until
James stopped muttering. She spoke, the life of her voice
wasn't overpowering like a human, but subtle and understated.
Nonetheless it was those tiny inflections that echoed
a thousandfold when coming from a Vulcan. "Artim
may be rebellious if you push him too hard. He is still
very civilian in his thinking."
"Figures." James said mostly to himself, disdainful
of the trials of having to raise civilians up to the
role of soldiers. He had to damn himself for his lack
of patience, or perhaps see from a non veteran's perspective, "He's
still a pre-teen. No matter how old you are biology will
get in the way. God... puberty for centuries. I couldn't
even stand it for a few months..."
"He is, however, a bright young man with potential." T'lan
added.
"A bright young man that's older than you." James
stated.
T'lan's reposte came clearly. "One I look forward
to exchanging thoughts and ideas."
"Good." James nodded his head, "He seems
like an ok person. You should meet him... talk to different
people other than O'Rourke or myself. Get out more. Take
IDIC a step further. Speaking of which... what do you
think of T'Rei?"
T'lan held back a lengthy pause, then said, "My
opinion is that she emulates Vulcan mannerisms well.
Emulates, but does not master them. She showed a flash
of indignance when I doubted a claim to her readiness.
As diciplined as she is, she is still human."
James shrugged his shoulders. "That she is, T'lan.
Just go easy on her. It's no secret that Vulcans can
seem extra chilly towards other species. She'll know
it even more than usual."
"I shall be cautious, sir. I did mean no offense
to her. On the contrary..." T'lan looked for T'Rei,
long gone to her duties, and upon not finding her brought
her attentions back to her security chief, "...I
find her facinating. She emulates better mannerisms than
most Vulcans that claim to master logic and emotion themselves."
"Heh..." James had to laugh. From T'lan, that
was an endorsement of the highest regard. From a Vulcan,
it was like calling T'Rei the embodiment of Sarek himself.
His amusement perplexed the Vulcan deputy rather than
offended her, and to that he had to enjoy it even more. "The
newcomers will do just fine. Make them feel welcome."
"The Transfer"
Ens. Lela Beral
-- Lela's quarters, USS Bellerophon --
Lela was sitting in her quarters and reading a novel.
Suddenly computer on her table generated the typical
sound, annoucing incoming message. Lela came to the computer
and read the message. She was transferred to another
ship. At first she thought, that she'll go to her husband
on USS Lexington, but it was USS Galaxy. She didn't understand
why, her relationships with all of the command section
and all her superiors were good, there weren't any complaints
about her... That is, as far as she knows... And when
she's read, that her new post on USS Galaxy won't be
engineering, but OPS, she was truly stunned. Why? Yes,
she's studied OPS at the Academy, but only as her minor
field. She was quite satisfied on Bellerophon, and she
had no reasons to think, that her superiors aren't satisfied
with her either. 'But those are the orders. It's not
my business to question them.' Thought Lela.
Bellerophon will leave her on DS5, where she was heading
right now, and Galaxy will take her there. She'll wait
for several days there. Good, she can spend some time
with her parents, who are there in service.
Her first steps after her arrival on DS5 lead to her
parents' quarters.
She ringed the bell, but nobody answered.
"Computer, where are LtCmdr. Jarn Narebi and Lt.
Lela Narebi?"
=LtCmdr. Jarn Narebi is at the OPS. Lt. Lela Narebi is
on the promenade.=
'Well, I'll go to see mum first.' Told Lela to herself
and several minutes later she was on the promenade. Few
moments later she's spotted mother in the bar. She was
there with some of her firends. She raised her eyes,
and their looks met. Mother smiled and ran out of the
bar. They hugged and kissed themselves, and mother began
asking questions.
"How are you, girlie? It's been such a long time..."
"Mum..." smiled Lela over the title.
"All rigt, all right, you are big girl, I know."
"It's not so long I was here mother. Only several
months. I was transferred to USS Galaxy. I don't understand
why..."
"That's your father's initiative. He thought, that
on bigger ship you will have better opportunity to improve
your career, so he asked his friend, admiral Robert Saddler,
to arrange your transfer."
"So that's it... So, at least I'll meet new people
there." Smiled Lela.
"But why OPS? I'm better enineer, than OPS officer,
that's for sure."
"There were many engineers on USS Galaxy and few OPS
Officers. And Galaxy was in need of promising young officers." Smiled
mother. She was proud of her daughter, such as every mother
is.
"Well, OK. I have to 'thank' father later, as soon
as his shift is over."
"So, we can go to our quarters now, right?" Asked
mother.
"Let's go." Answered Lela and before long they
were sitting in Narebi's quarters.
Father joined them several hours later. The 'welcome
ceremony' was the same as with mother. Father knew, that
Lela's on the station, he knew exactly, when Bellerophon
arrived. They chatted long to the night.
The vacation was over too soon, at least for Lela. She'd
like to spend with her parents more time, but USS Galaxy
just docked, and she had to report for duty there. She
packed her stuff and left her quarters, heading for USS
Galaxy. She showed her boarding documents to a chief
on duty at the airlock and entered her new home. As soon
as she had her things unpacked, she left for the bridge
to report herself to her superior. She's read all profiles
of her crewmates during her vacation, especialy those
of OPS and Command section, so now she knew exactly,
whom she should report to. She found lieutenant Iniara
at her post, she came to her and said:
"Ensign Lela Beral reports for duty, sir."
"Good ensign, go for your work."
"Bad Boys Too!!!!"
The "Boy you know it's dead when Joe posts" post.
Starring
Lt. Raven Darkstar, the USS GALAXY's resident meat truck
turned Tactical guru and Ambassador Leo Streely, who
started out as a journalist many, many moons ago but
somehow ended up as Starfleet's officially appointed
ambassador.
Location: One of the Cargo Bays in the bowels
of the USS Galaxy.
Time: Shortly between "Nothing" and "Scratching
Our Asses" posted by nobody since the sim has ground
down to a halt plotwise.
Previously: After the USS GALAXY
took several hundred Jem Hedar aboard, several members
of the crew have begun to voice ill will towards their
once hated enemies. Several Jem Hadar have remained loyal
to the old ways, increasing the tension aboard the unusually
quiet ship. While orally pleasuring a redhead in the
cargo bay, Ambassador Streely found himself suddenly
stuck in the middle of a meeting of one of the ships
anti-progressive Jem Hadar sects. He called Darkstar
for help and the duo now stands undercover....quite literally!
Rippling
with muscles, his facial spikes a deep red, the largest
of the Jem Hadar - known as R'rusluk - raised his blaster
over his head and roared. The remaining dozen other Jem
Hadar who had gathered in the USS GALAXY's cargo bay
also hoisted their blasters and joined in the primal
cheering.
"Brothers! Gather round! There are those among us
who have turned their backs upon our ways. They have
no honor! " R'ruslik thundered, his gray scales
darkening. "We will now go and purge the genetic
defects from this ship. The toothless curs will learn
what it that they have forgotten! They will learn what
it is to be Jem Hadar!" he bellowed to the crowds
raucous delight.
"For the founders!!!" R'ruslik cried.
The angry crowd began to chant the very same thing until
Leo Streely and Raven Darkstar crashed through a stack
of empty supply crates, back to back with phasers up
and at the ready.
"FLEET POWER, MOTHA FUCKAS!!" Leo yelled waving
his phaser at the nearest group of Jem Hadar rogues.
Darkstar growled, a deep frown set upon his weathered
face and leveled his phaser at the R'ruslik's head.
"OH, SHIT!" Leo taunted with a giggle. "IT'S
THE MEAT TRUCKS!!!"
"I am Tactical. You are an Ambassador. How I do
not know. Technically we are not Security. And how do
you have a phaser?" Darkstar grumbled, eyeing the
assembled mob.
Leo paid him no mind. He was too busy singing a catchy
tune about bad boys and asking them what they are going
to do.
"Tell Alpha Team to bring 'em home!" Leo said.
The indian stared at him.
'What are you talking about?" Darkstar asked. The
Jem Hadar simply folded their arms and began studying
the spectacle before them. Leo's phaser dipped slightly
as he looked back over his shoulder.
"Im talking about Corgan! Ya know. Broken Head?!?
Mr. I can't sustain a serious mature adult relationship?
Mr. I lost my creepy edge when Krieghoff came aboard
and I mellowed out? The Head of Security? The position
that was once held by my boy Jii? Hey did you hear what
happened to his wife? Now that's some awful shit right
there..."
"LEO!" the indian rumbled. "There is no
security team coming. You called me down and then stumbled,
literally into the middle of this. And Yes, I am fully
aware of the tragedy of Captain Elithian's wife."
The Jem Hadar began to chuckle.
Raven turned his attention to the laugh and R'ruslik,
moving with a speed that was contrary to his size grabbed
Leo, pulling him as a shield and brought his blaster
up to Leo's head.
"Put your weapon down." he said. "Or the
irritant is no more."
Darkstar aimed his own phaser at the man, his flint like
eyes narrowing dangerously.
" If you think that threatening to incinerate him
will make me lay down my phaser, you are mistaken. Leo
is always prepared to die. It is his honor, is not that
correct Leo?"
"HEL..HELL NO!?!?!" Leo said.
R'ruslik hissed and pressed the tip of the blaster painfully
into Leo's temple.
"Prepare to join your Link little man."
"WHAT THE FUCK DO I WANNA DO THAT FOR??!?!?! AND
DID YOU JUST CALL ME A SAUSAGE LINK???"
The Jem Hadar tightened his finger on the trigger and
looked once more at the massive Indian Tactical officer.
"Put your weapon down."
"You will submit to my custody or I will fire. A
phaser blast set to heavy stun from this distance will
likely remove your head from your shoulders. A or B.
Pick one." Darkstar said, drawing a line in the
sand.
" HOW BOUT C: TAKE TIME TO TALK A LITTLE BIT, OK?
YOU KNOW? DE-ESCALATE THE SITUATION!!!! RAVEN, THE MAN...YOU
ARE A MAN RIGHT..THE MAN HAS A GUN TO MY HEAD!!!!"
"I believe he would put it down if I shoot him in
his head." Raven said matter of factly, the influence
of spending months as Brhode's Chief of Security on the
Olympus Fleet clearly showing.
"Your partner is a dishonorable pinkskin." R'ruslik
said then spit on the cargo bay floor in a clear challenge
to Darkstar.
"Oh was that nessicary?" Leo said, shaking
his head. "Why does he gotta be an honorless pinkskin?"
"I am done." Darkstar announced using his thumb
to crank the phaser to the highest stun setting.
"RAVEN!! RAVEN YOU DON'T EVEN USE A PHASER!!!! I
AINT SEEN YOU USE ONE SINCE THE ORIGINAL GALAXY SIM!!!
MARK WILLIAMS HELP!!!!!"
The crowd of warriors began to stir and Raven spun around
pointing at all of them. "Nobody move or I will
shoot you all."
"We can't let ya'll go but look OK, this shit will
get worked out in court OK?!?!" Leo pleaded.
One of the Hadar pointed their phaser at Raven. Darkstar
reciprocated as the situation grew more unstable. Leo
began flapping his hands wildly.
"OKOKOKOK! I can let you guys off with a warning!
That's the best I can fuckin do, ok?"
"You have three seconds..." Darkstar announced.
"He's crazy! He has issue problems. He goes to bed
early just so he can get up and shoot a mother fucker!"
"Two..."
"Raven don't!" Leo yelled as R'ruslik tensed
and grinned.
The cargo bay doors opened up and a security detail leaned
in with phaser rifles. Seeing this the Hadar began to
fire wildly. They fell back looking for cover.
The large red horned Jem Hadar leveled his phaser at
Leo. Darkstar threw himself on his side and squeezed
off 3 blasts towards R'ruslik. One went astray hitting
a bulkhead harmlessly, one clipped Leo in the behind,
while the third hit the Jem Hadar in his shoulder, dropping
him to his knees in submission.
Within moments the scene was under control of GALAXY
Security.
Raven walked over to Leo, who was squatting over screaming.
"Leo you are OK. You may stop screaming." the
indian said matter of factly.
"YOU SHOT ME IN THE ASS!!!!" Leo yelled, afraid
to move from his stance.
"Who shot you in the ass?" Darkstar asked awkwardly
in what could have been his first experience in circumventing
the truth.
"That would be you OK? You shot me in the ass! A
couple inches lower and you would have clipped my boys!"
"ME?" Raven said with mock incredulity, "I
did a lot of shooting, but I do not remember shooting
you in the ass."
"I can't feel my ass, OK? I can smell it burning
though." Leo cried.
Raven squatted down.
"I think it is OK. It hit the meat and missed the
hole." Darkstar said reaching in the pouch at his
side.
"Don't rub your root on my ass! I'll be fine. I
think you need to stick to whipping ass rather then shooting
phasers. You know you don't like those things. I thought
said Security wasn't coming?"
"I hit my combadge when you fell out of your hiding
spot."
"I didn't fall, OK. Lets get that shit strait. I
leapt out of hiding in an unconventional style, OK?!?!
What about them?" he said nodding over to the Jem
Hadar.
"They are being let go. They are claiming that they
were only holding a meeting and reacting in self defense.
Security has confiscated their weapons and confined them
to their temporary quarters." Raven said as the
large red horned Hadar was escorted past.
His mouth curled into a sneer, baring his fangs. Then
he was gone.
Darkstar looked at Leo.
"You better watch your ass. Hey, what about my ass?
Can I get a medic over here?" Leo said as a cute
redhead came running out of the shadows clutching her
uniform to her chest.
She leaned down and kissed Leo on the cheek.
"That was fun! Call me!" she said sweetly,
then dashed away, her bare feet padding against the plush
carpet and her nude ass wiggling as she ran to the turbo
lift.
Leo looked up and saw Raven staring at him incredulously.
"What?!?! I'm still the Big Hoss, OK? Now stop looking
at her ass and get someone over here to look at mine!"
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