USS Galaxy: The Next Generation Sim Log Stardate: 60806.22 - 60806.28

Logs

"Between a Cat and a Hard Place" Part 2:
"Leave Your Dignity At The Door"

Lieutenant Commander Spa'an, Sciences USS Miranda
Lieutenant Th'Kh'ss K'aa, Tactical USS Miranda
Lieutenant Nathan "Cowboy" Everett, Rogue Squadron USS Miranda
Lieutenant jg Chris Daniels, Tactical Analyst USS Miranda
Lieutenant jg Nara Roswell, Engineering USS Galaxy
Lieutenant jg Le'on "Victim" Khatrowen, Security USS Miranda
Ensign Shaav, Engineering USS Miranda

Shuttle Bay Three, USS Miranda
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Spa'an again raised an eyebrow. "Do you suffer from clautrophobia,
Lieutenant?"

The miniature caitain looked miffed at that remark. "Nyet, Comrade
Commander." he said defensively. "I not suffer from claustrophobia
since I was, how you say? Kitten?" he glanced back at the pilots
chair
that looked more like a human torture device. "I just wondering which
hole you plan on stuffing me down, that all." He let out another
string
of Caitain curses under his breath.

Nathan appeared next to Khatrowen, looking inside the fighter. He
winced. "Good thing Ah ain't allergic to cats..."

Seeing the diminutive Caitan's reaction to his theory, Th'Kh'ss K'aa
hoped that Le'on's evident displeasure didn't cause him to shed -
Hydrans lacked hair, and he was uncertain how Khatrowen's dander might
affect the craft's delicate instruments. Still, the Security
Officer's
anger was more verbal than physical, and seemed to be ebbing.

~And that was the good news. I wonder how he'll react to the bad.~

Despite the cursing, the scientists and engineers seemed to be
appreciating the experience. "Lieutenant Roswell", K'aa hissed at the
Galaxy Engineer. "Galaxy'sss logsss show that she'sss encountered the
Hydransss more frequently and more recently than the Miranda - have
you
any familiarity with Hydran controlsss or communication?"

"Unfortunately." Nara replied. She mainly read reports, and started a
holo-simulation that never got completed.

Chris returned to the group with a curious look on his face. He had
been
running over the fighter's weapons systems with a tricorder. "Funny
you
guys should be talking about this stuff. I just scanned the weps on
this tub and they got some mods since our last intel file was made.
Are
we gonna get to fire these things so we can see what they might do to
our shield mods?"

"Hrnnnnssss...that'sss the plan", K'aa replied, eyes still fixed on an
irate Le'on. "I'd like you and Lieutenant Roswell to focusss on the
Fusssion Cannon and commsss, while Misssster Ssspa'an and Ensssign
Ssshaav concentrate on propulsssion and manoeuvering. We'll alssso be
working with the Klingonsss when and if it'sss ready to fly - the
Captain would prefer we keep the Hydran craft hidden from our Romulan
hossstsss for now."

In typical Vulcan fashion, Spa'an and Shaav went to work on the
craft's poropulsion and manoeuvering jets in silent efficiency.
Daniels and London went to work on the fighter's Fusion beam weaponry,
more animated than the Vulcan team but no less enthused with the
prospect.

~And now the bad news~, K'aa thought as he headed to the suttlebay's
industrial replicator.

The Gorn curled a clawed index finger at the concerned pilot and his
outraged gunner. "Missster Everett, Le'on - here, if you pleassse.
To
accomodate a human pilot, we had to modify the cockpit ssslightly, and
to fit Missster Khatrowen in, we've had to make a sssignificant
alteration to your flight suitssss. Although the resssult was
unorthodox, and may be, ah... dissstasssteful to wear, I'm sssure
you'll
get passst your... er, reservationsss for the opportunity the Hydran
fighter can provide." From the replicator, K'aa hauled out what
seemed
to be two flight suits stuck together by the static electricity in the
shuttlebay's dry air, but when he shook the bundle to straighten it
out,
the siamese seals joining them became visible.

Le'on, at this point, was sure that someone somewhere (namely Q) was
getting a huge kick out of this with Le'on being the... butt... of the
joke. His eyes narrowed at K'aa. "You getting kick out of this, Da?"
he said accusingly.

"Quite the contrary", the large reptilian lied, thanking his Maker
that the Gorn generally had no facial expressions. "I laud you for
your professional attitude given the difficult posssition we're
putting you into, Le'on." K'aa could taste blood as he bit down on
his tongue to quell the rising tide of unbridled mirth within him,
reminding himself that the small Caitian bore a phaser, and was a
remarkably good shot. "I'll be certain to make sssure your dedication
isss known to the Captain asss sssoon asss we can put thessse
difficult timesss... ah, behind ussss. The fighter mussst be fully
operational in order to be convincing, and in the end - you're our
bessst sssolution given the time conssstraintsss."

"Well, Ah sure as hell ain't gonna wear that damn thing!" Nathan
griped. "Ah mean, just look at it! Ah ain't gonna fly around with a
freakin' cat stuck to mah backside." The unhappy pilot shook his head,
looking at the Gorn. "Can't y'all come up with somethin' a little
less...y'know...conjoined?"

"I'm open to other optionsss, but ssso far thisss isss all that could
be engineered in sssuch short notice", K'aa offered. "Ssstill, I
appreciate your misssgivingsss Missster Everett, and would
underssstand completely if you'd like to back out of the project. I'm
certian another, though lesss qualified pilot could be found."

The pilot gave K'aa a sideways, dirty look, then split his time
between the graceful fighter and the fuming Caitan. He tore the
modified flight suit from K'aa's claws and made some muttering remarks
about the reptilian's mother as he stalked out of the shuttlebay
followed by a hissing, spitting Khatrowen.

Seeing the odd pair leave, the Gorn was quire pleased with the
exchange. ~So far, so good... at least there was no blood shed,
that's promising.~

==================================

Nathan Everett came out of the changing room with as much grace and
dignity as he could muster, clad in the environmental flight suit made
for this specific test. From the front, he appeared completely normal
as he looked at each member of the team to make sure they were
occupied with work.

He then waddled to the fighter as quickly as possible.

It had to be a waddle - the extra mass on his back end made normal
walking impossible - and it was an awkward, swaying waddle at that,
K'aa observed. It was noisy as well, with the friction of the suit
and the muttered curses about reptiles, snakes and anything else cold
blooded. As he passed the Tactical Officer, K'aa could now see a
silent, cross-armed Le'on Khatrowen glare icily at him looking like a
perverse, suit-clad squirrel's tail on the human's posterior.

Le'on didn't make a single noise, even when Everett struggled to cram
into the Hydran cockpit, but kept his brown eyes squarely fixed on the
Gorn.

Could the propulsion systems be made to operate? Can the Fusion
weaponry be made to fire safely? Could Everett manage to fly the
alien craft? The possibilities were hampered by many variables beyond
Th'Khiss K'aa's grasp - but there seeing Khatrowen's narrowed eyes dip
below the edge of the cockpit's opening, there was only one
inescapable conclusion to the experiment...

Sooner than he would like, K'aa would face a short order of cold,
Caitian revenge on the menu.

"Revenge - Don't Leave Home Without It"

Lt. Commander Th'Khiss K'aa, Chief of Operations Lt. JG Le'on
Khatowren,
Sniper Kitty Extraordinaire

**********
Somewhere in the corridors of the USS Miranda...

It had been a long time in coming, and Le'on was finally ready.
Months
of plotting and planning were now going to come to fruition and Le'on
was practically giddy with joy. He'd been watching his former
roommate
for quite some time now, ever since the overgrown lizard had stuffed
his
diminutive size into a small rubber tube that was promptly attached to
the hindquarters of Cowboy. The ridicule that he had heard from that
never ended. Payback was due and Le'on intended to collect.

Vengeance would be his.

He knew when K'aa went down to the holodeck. Sometimes it was for
duty,
other times it was for relaxation. Either way, Le'on didn't care.
All
that mattered now was that K'aa had his snout buried in a PADD and was
giving cursory attention to his surroundings. All the better. He was
hiding in the shadows of the corridor junction right outside of K'aa's
scheduled holodeck.

With fangs bared in a feral smile, Le'on let out an evil Caitian
chuckle
as he pulled out a tricorder from underneath of his uniform shirt and
flipped it open. The thing was practically the size of he was, but
he'd
learned how to use certain oversized objects well over the years.
"Have
fun Comrade..." he said with glee as K'aa turned into the Holodeck,
letting the doors close behind him. Le'on pushed the button on the
tricorder that locked the doors and began the program. He simply
loved
the fact that K'aa had not gotten around to reducing his security
clearance yet that allowed him to get away with a program like this.

There'd be hell to pay later. But this, in Le'on's opinion, was
priceless - hence the reason why he was going to record the
festivities
on isolinear chips for posterity.

K'aa unknowingly found himself in another corridor of the ship....

=====

Vulcan, K'aa mused, was entirely underestimated as a tourist
destination. Refreshed from two hours baking under the large, intense
red sun of a simulated Vulcan the reptilian felt re-charged and
re-energized for another fourteen hours worth of administrative
brilliance and paper-shuffling 'par excellence'. Pausing before
leaving
the holodeck, the Gorn slowly shook his head - try as he might, no
amount of rhetoric or self-delusion was making Operations any more
appealing than the worst job in Tactical. A loud snort echoed in the
now empty holodeck as the Chief of Operations left to look in on his
troops.

Replicator mass was adequate, part stores for the Aerospace Group was
at
required 'maxes' with an acceptable amount of inventory 'on order'
with
Starfleet logistics, but it did look like Stores could use another
good,
thorough audit. The forensic accounting now being used randomly on
the
ship's Quartermaster - as pleasant as they were - seemed to lack the
same amount of satisfaction since some pill-happy physician had given
Fauf medication for his 'condition'. The tranquilized haze the
Ferengi
was now under made it difficult for K'aa to gauge the Quartermaster's
duplicity, but the Gorn figured that the drugs were also interfering
with Fauf's ability to 'cook the books'.

Eyes down on the PADD containing the day's business Yeoman M'Rel had
prepared for him, K'aa made the usual left turn on Deck Thirteen into
the Operations Center with a decisively unusual result. The Ops door
slammed closed quite suddenly behind him, and the computer's
monotonous
voice loudly droned in his ear accompanied by a red flashing warning
light to the reptilian's left.

=Decompression in thirty seconds.=

"Eh?" Glaring yellow eyes looked up expecting to see the Operations
staff on Alpha staff reveling in some form of practical joke, but all
K'aa could see were the stars of unknown systems streaking past in the
cold blackness of space.
The dull red glow of the emergency light flooded the small airlock,
adding to the cramped, confined and incredibly uncomfortable feeling
the
Gorn was experiencing.

~Perhaps that nap wasss too long~ K'aa reflected, completely stunned
by
his location. "Hrrr... Computer: override decompression sssequence on
thisss airlock. Code K'aa yat gau sai baak."

=Command code invalid. Decompression in twenty seconds.=

A loud clicking growl now filled the small airlock, overwhelming the
sound of the decompression alarm. "Shayssaak! Sssomeone'sss going to
sssuffer for thisss!" The Gorn only hoped it wasn't himself as he
slapped his comm badge. "K'aa to Operationssss: Elizondo - can you
read
me?" K'aa's efforts were rewarded with the annoying buzz that
indicated
a lack of signal.

=Decompression in fifteen seconds.=

Le'on had followed K'aa the entire way, silently snickering at his
reptilian victim. Now that he was in the airlock, Le'on made an
impressive jump up to the small window and pulled himself up on the
now
holographic edge that had formed there. He tapped on the glass with a
paw in order to get K'aa's attention. When the Gorn finally turned
around with murder in his eyes, Le'on simply smiled, waved, and then
held up a little digital camera in order to snap a picture (or
five...)
of K'aa's outraged look.

=Decompression in ten seconds.=

"Le'on! The manual controllsss are jammed on thisss end", K'aa
growled
in the ruby glow of the emergency light as he brought his considerable
weight to bear on the latch. "My comm's out! Hrrr... notify Opsss to
ceassse the decompressssion!"

=Decompression in five seconds.=

"Khatrowen! Can you hear me? Khatrowen?" The reptile's large yellow
eyes were as wide as the Caitian had ever seen them, and his twitching
efforts at the latch spoke of panic and desperation.

"Ah what da hell..." Le'on said with a big grin. He pushed a button
on
the panel nearby and the explosive bolts on the airlock detonated,
sending everything in the airlock (Gorn and all) flying out into deep
space via explosive decompression. All the while, Le'on was snapping
more pictures as K'aa went flying head over heels and tail out of the
ship roaring in his raspy basso.

"KHATROOOOOWEEEEEEEENNNNN!"

"AND THAT IS VHY YOU DON'T SCREW WITH DA CAT!" Le'on howled, pumping a
small furry fist into the air. He then tumbled down, laughing so hard
that he felt like he was going to bust a gut.

====

~Eyes closed~

~Lungs exhaled~

~Fetal position to protect organs~

~Ninety seconds.~

~Ninety seconds.~

~All I have.~

~Sensors will pick me up.~

~They'd %$#@*&% better!~

It was after about ten seconds of bitterly cold free-fall when K'aa
realized that his blood wasn't boiling. He quickly opened the outer
lid
of his right eye and was incredibly grateful to all his worthy
ancestors
that his nictitating membrane's moisture didn't flash off in absolute
vacuum. A quick move of his hand over his head impossibly generated a
breeze. As the Gorn tumbled away from the open 'air lock' of the
ship,
he could make out a familiar, grey furred face pressed against the
port-hole just as it slid out of sight in uncontrollable, gut-cramping
laughter.

"You pathetic hors d'evourssss! You furry little vermin! "K'aa
bellowed out in the cold atmosphere, sending thick clouds of vapor
trailing behind him. "I'll rend your pelt for thisss! Hraaarrrr!
Computer: end sssimulation!"

=You do not have the authority to end this simulation.=

"Computer, Code K'aa yat gau sai baak. END THISSS SSSIMULATION NOW!"

=Command code invalid."=

"Hraaaaassss! Keirsss veul sssaillaaa %$#@*&%, Khatrowen! Sssassan
schaa' %$#@*&% oooll %$#@*&% trakaan! Khatrowen!"

"KHATROOOOOWEEEEEENNNNN!"

All the normally effective roaring, biting, kicking and clawing of
Gorn
hyper-rage served only to make K'aa's weightless spinning more erratic
and to make the diminutive Caitian wish he had bought the telephoto
lens
option for his camera. Le'on's universal translator was conveying the
vaguest meaning of the reptilian's words in his native language, but
he
was enjoying himself far, far too much to truly care.

~Holodeck Program... Twenty Credits. Digital Camera... Fifty
Credits...~ Le'on thought, snapping away. ~Getting revenge on
co-worker... Priceless...~

OOC: What happens when three writers get sick of being serious all
the time and decide to get together for something completely random?
Well, I'm sure you'll find out if you read on...

"Sam Widdlestein Strikes Again!"

Samantha Widdlestein, Mistress of the Holodeck
Aristi Ferguson, Technical Consultant
Tarin Iniara, "Damsel" in Distress
Andrus Suder, Unwitting Accomplice

and a very special holo-guest!

****

USS Galaxy
Holodeck One

"The desert wind blew hot around them, the sand swirling around our
dear heroine's feet. She turned, her dress whipping in the wind, to
her beloved and said ..."

Samantha stopped reading her notes. "I know you said this historically
accurate and all but it's so *boring.* There's nothing here but sand.
You know, the same color sand. Are you sure the Sahara doesn't have
some pink or blue or something in it?"

"Um, the sky is blue," Aristi replied, pointing skyward. "What more do
you want?"

"Something more ... I dunno. Awe inspiring?"

"Okay okay, fine. Pink didn't really exist in this time period though;
the dyes to create it were far too hard to come by. What about red? Or
like, a dark blue?"

"Cerulean?"

"Sure, why not."

"Perfect. Okay, so setting is in place. Our heroine should be here in
a moment. Hmmm ... where's the best place for the hero?"

"How about on the crest of that sand dune?" Aristi asked, pointing to
a slight hill off to their right.

"That'll work. Computer, load hero two point five."

Samantha smiled as a holographic representation of J. Andrus Suder
appeared in the desert striking a dramatic - slightly Captain
Morgan-ish - pose.

Clapping a hand over her mouth, Aristi tried and failed to suppress a
snicker. "Oh...kay."

Sam frowned. "What?"

"What's up with the pose?" the older woman asked, mimicking the
position in which the holographic character was currently frozen.

"What about it? I've thoroughly researched it and it was a very manly
pose during the twenty first century. Oh, hi Iniara! Come stand over
here."

"What...what is this?" the XO of the Galaxy asked as she stepped
inside, the holodeck's doors closing behind her with an eerie
finality. She squinted against the brightness of the artificial sun
and stepped towards the trio of shimmering figures standing inside.
"Is that you, Samantha Widdlestein? Did Aristi invite you too or
something?"

"It was actually my invitation but that's not important right now,"
Sam said waving an impatient hand. "What do you think of my hero?"

"He's eerily familiar. I'd say he's an uncannily accurate replica of
Andrus Suder," Iniara replied, moving towards the frozen hologram to
get a closer look. Sam had definitely done her homework; he was just
as handsome as the real Suder was in person. But at least this way she
wouldn't have to worry about him reading her thoughts. "Does he know
about this?"

"Mr. Suder said I could use his image," Samantha said with a winning
smile. "And I got it in writing. Now, come on, what's your initial
reaction to my hero?"

"He's a...remarkable copy of Mr. Suder. Nice outfit, but...what's up
with the pose?"

"It's an authentic .. oh, never mind. Put your leg down, Andy."

"And...wait! You said it was your invitation, not Aristi's? So it was
you who requested I wear this?" Iniara swept her arms outward,
indicating the billowing sand-colored silk wrapped somewhat
provocatively around her trim form. As if on cue, the holo-winds
picked up again, whipping the fabric around her sandaled feet before
quieting down enough for her to be able to continue. "These shoes are
ridiculous. I can barely walk in them, and I've already got holo-sand
jammed between my toes."

Aristi turned away from her own thorough examination of the Suder
hologram to look back at Iniara. "You look good, though. That dress
complements your coloring very well."

"Whatever." Iniara crossed her arms and frowned at Sam. "So what is
this, anyway? Some variant of the 'Vulcan love slave' line of
programs?"

"Nope, this is a chapter from my new holo novel. SO much better.
Anyway, I needed help fixing the story. I'm a visual person," Sam
explained. "So if you could just go wrap yourself around Andy over
there..."

"What? I don't think so!"

"Oh please, we're all women here," Sam said rolling her eyes. "Don't
tell me you never thought about it."

"What does that have to do with anything?" Iniara asked. "And besides,
that's a hologram of a real person. It's creepy and just not right."

"Just go hug him then," The girl replied. "I need to get the angle right."

"Why don't you ask Aristi to do it instead? I'm sure she'd be more
than willing. Aristi?" Iniara looked back at her former roommate, then
pointed a finger at holo-Suder. "You do it."

Aristi shrugged, then stepped towards the still frozen man. "Sure, why
not." She draped her arms around his shoulders, her body pressed
seductively close. She held the pose for a long moment before stepping
back and looking at Iniara and Sam. "It's just not the same when I do
it."

"You looked fine to me," Iniara said, obviously not impressed.

"No, no; I'm too tall, and besides I'm not dressed right. But you're perfect."

Iniara sighed, looking from Sam to Aristi, and then back again. In the
back of her mind she wondered just what sort of blackmail the young
girl was planning to get out of this. "Okay. One pose, and then we're
done. Deal?"

"Deal."

"Pay attention ladies; I'm only going to do this once." Iniara exhaled
deeply and took a step towards the hologram. Everything about her body
language changed as she ascended the sandy hill. She paused before the
figure, hesitating only slightly before draping first one arm, then
the other loosely around his neck. Looking into the glassy, lifeless
black eyes of the hologram she leaned into him, her body seeming to
melt against his.

"Ooh, that's perfect. Aren't they perfect?"

Aristi crossed her arms, examining the pair critically. "Hm, not too
bad. But he's a little, um, lifeless?"

"Oh that's no problem. Computer, run program!" Sam yelled.

Iniara started to reply when suddenly Holo-Andy came to life, dipped
her, and then kissed her.

"Woah! Computer, freeze program!" Iniara exclaimed, pulling herself
away from the unexpectedly amorous hologram. Exhaling slowly she
turned back to Sam. "Okay. Are you doing this just to mess with me, or
did you really want to get the program written right?"

"It's a holo-romance," Sam said in her 'duh' voice. "How else are you
supposed to test it?"

"Um, by not starting the program in the middle like that. It's
awkward. Oh, and by enlisting the help of someone a little more
romantic than me. That could help."

"Oh, please," Samantha wheedled in her 'please auntie voice.' "You
just have *such* the right look for this." Behind her, Aristi made a
sad puppy face.

"Right." Iniara crossed her arms and glared at the pair. After several
seconds her posture relaxed again. "Fine. But we do it my way, okay?"

Sam saluted. "Yes, sir!"

"Good. Okay, computer, reset program and begin." Iniara exhaled and
stepped towards the hologram once more. "And pay attention!"

"Sir yes sir," Aristi mumbled under her breath as she watched
intently. This was going to be interesting.

****

Andrus Suder entered and stood beside Samantha with a perplexed expression.

To be honest, he hadn't expected Sam to use his image for quite this
purpose - and the vision of watching himself kiss a woman was strange
- but he thought he didn't look quite bad doing it.

Still ...

"Uh, Sam," Andy said out loud, as he watched the holo version of
himself grope at the other woman. "I don't think I'd go right for her
ass like that."

"That's what I'm saying," Iniara said, her voice muffled against
holo-Andy. She wiggled and squirmed in his tight grasp. "Computer,
freeze program. Mr. Suder...perhaps you could help Sam with this, um,
project? As much as I would love to spend all day making out with a
hologram," here she rolled her eyes, "I do need to get back to work at
some point."

Andy shrugged. He didn't really want to work on reorganizing the
stacks anyway. He moved over to Iniara and offered a hand, considered,
and then moved it to his shoulder. "What part are we at in the story
anyway?"

Samantha looked over her notes. "Dramatic rescue of heroine by hero
leading to first "date", and then clichéd misunderstanding and
estrangement for five years and a hidden secret love child."

"Hidden secret love child?" Iniara echoed. She looked at Andy. "What
have we gotten ourselves into..."

"You should see some of the books she's requested," Andrus replied.

Meanwhile, Aristi had for the moment lost interest, choosing instead
to plop down on the ground and remove her boots. She carefully shook
each one, making sure to get out all the tiny bits of holo sand, which
she'd discovered were no less irritating than grains of real sand. Now
she remembered why she had gone to do her graduate work in the Amazon
jungle on Earth. That place may have been full of things that could
kill you in an instant, but at least there hadn't been much sand.

"Hmm...how about we move ahead to the, um, date part?" she suggested,
now pulling her boots back on. Truthfully, she was eager to show off
the work she'd done with the desert city they were supposed to use as
a backdrop for that part of the story.

"Er, no, let's skip that," Sam said. She didn't think Aristi quite got
the euphemism and she knew that Iniara was not going to be happy, at
least overtly, pretending to "date" Andy. Especially in the sand.

"Let's skip to the fight against the villain. The set is amazing in that one."

Iniara raised an eyebrow. "A fight, huh." She could probably get into
that. Then again...Sam was no doubt expecting her to play the damsel
in distress role, so she'd probably be stuck screaming and crying at
all the wrong moments. Still, maybe she could get in a few cheap shots
at least...

"Sounds good to me," Aristi interjected, poking a few spots on her
padd to call up the rough sketches of that scene. She hadn't done much
work on that set...now would be the perfect time to tweak it.

"Yeah, I guess so," Iniara confirmed. She shrugged and looked at Andy.
"How bad could it be?"

"Computer, run villain program," Samantha called.

The scenery changed to reveal an odd cross between a frontier town
with many creaking doors and sand and pink square hovels with holes
poked through them for windows. Tumbleweed and sand blew through the
town as a sympathetic flute played a sad lament.

Iniara laughed out loud this time. "What's up with the flute?"

"It's dramatic," Sam said.

"And what's up with the architecture?" Aristi followed up. "I thought
this was supposed to be set in the Sahara desert? The architecture
here is clearly North American, mid American expansionist period."

Samantha pouted. "You both have no artistic vision."

There was suddenly an immense burst of flames for sheer dramatic value
from which the villain stepped.

Startled, Iniara's head snapped towards the flame. She opened her
mouth to comment on the bizarre effect, but as the smoke cleared the
sound died in her throat. Her teeth clicked shut audibly and she
swallowed hard as she came face to face with said villain.

Andy groaned. "You had to pick him?"

Tall and saturnine, in black clothing and a long black coat and a
wide-brimmed black hat that cast a shadow across his face, Victor
Krieghoff stood there for a moment, frowning at them, before drawing
back one side of his coat to reveal the archaic chemical propulsion
sidearm in a black, low-slung holster at his side. His hand dropped to
hover it as he spoke, his quiet voice seemingly coming from everywhere
at once, the words cold and chilling. "Which one of you brought me
here?"

"That would be me," Samantha said. "Because Andy called you a chicken."

"What?!" Andy squawked, in one of his unmanliest moments.

"And because he's taking your woman," the girl continued.

"I gladly yield to a superior enemy," Andrus replied, pushing Iniara
towards the man in black. "You can have her back."

The hologram tilted its head to one side and studied Iniara for a
moment, and then frowned at Suder. "Do you expect me to take her back
now that you're through with her just like that? What kind of man do
you think I am? And what kind of man are you that you won't even fight
for her?"

"A man with very healthy instincts," Andy shot back.

"You left me - willingly - for this?" Holo-Victor frowned at Iniara as
he pointed at Suder. "Did he drug you? Blackmail you?" His frown
deepened and his voice became sharper. "Force you?"

Iniara looked at him, trying to determine the best response to the
question. Being able to stand this close to Victor and not be
automatically afraid was rather interesting, although the hologram's
behavioral algorithms seemed to have been designed to inspire fear.

Perhaps this would all be over sooner if she just sucked it up and
acted the part.

Her expression softened and she looked down at her feet. Clasping her
hands together she softly replied, "I don't know. I can't remember;
it's all a blur."

Andy snorted.

Holo-Victor rounded on Andy. "You weren't man enough to take her
without using drugs?" he asked. "I should kill you for that alone."

"Thank god, it's not the real thing," the Betazoid muttered. "Okay,
let's get this duel over with."

"Duel?" Holo-Victor shook his head. "Oh no, shootin' is too good for
the likes of you." He started to take off his jacket. "We'll settle
this like men - or one of us will, anyway."

Andrus looked at Samantha. "I think I hate you."

"I get that a lot," the girl said unfazed.

Iniara resisted the urge to laugh out loud at the situation; she
couldn't believe this was in any way related to any sort of real life
on any planet in this galaxy, much less the Earth of only a few
centuries ago. She wasn't quite sure what to do at this point, and so
the only thing she could think of was to hold her hand out to the as
yet unnamed villain and say, "Here, let me hold that for you."

Holo-Victor paused, looked at her for a moment, and then handed her
his coat and hat before unbuttoning his vest and handing her that too.
"Thank you," he said in a slightly less threatening manner. "As soon
as I dispose of this..." he waved a hand in Andy's direction "...I'll
be back." He paused, frowned and added, "I'm not a good man, Red; I
never have been and I never will be - it's just not in me - but I
never hit you, or forced you, or had to drug you to get you to come
with me. There are things even I won't do."

"Does anyone else feel like I've just become the villain here?" Andy asked.

"It's perfect!" Sam said, enthusiastically clapping her hands. "A
surprise twist!"

Holo-Victor paused and looked around at the rest of the people
present. "Who, exactly, are you people?" he asked with a menacing
glare. "And who thought bringing a child to see something like this
was a good idea? Get her out of here - she doesn't need to see this."

"Don't get too comfortable there, Skippy," Sam said. "I'll turn you
into the heroine's fat nurse."

"Excuse me?" Holo-Victor's frown deepened as he looked around the
assembled group. "Whose child is this?"

Samantha sighed and pulled out her computer PADD that was interfaced
with his programming. She made a few corrections. "Now, what were you
saying?"

"Who," Holo-Victor started over, "exactly, are you people? Are you...
friends... of this low-down, woman-drugging scum here?" He sounded as
if he hoped that the answer would be 'yes.' "Do you know any of them,
Red?" he asked Iniara.

"Well..." Iniara's voice faded out as a random thought came to her: he
looked like someone she had once known. No, not someone she had
known...someone she had seen once. She tried to remember when that had
been...the Academy? No, that wasn't quite right...

A second thought snapped her back to the present. Even though the
character was only a hologram, ignoring him solely for that reason
would upset the story. And, she hoped, perhaps said story would get
really interesting once the fighting began. "I know her," Iniara
responded, indicating Aristi with her free hand. "We were roommates
some years ago; she's an old friend. And the younger one is her
friend, I'd assume."

At that, Aristi smiled and stepped forward, offering her hand.
"Professor Aristi Ferguson, historian and scholar. This is my
associate Samantha...ah, my 'historian in training'. Nice ta meet ye,
Mister...," she said, her normally mild Scottish accent coming on more
thickly as she decided to play up to the interesting holo-character.

"Warhope," he replied, shaking her hand firmly. "Champion Warhope. If
you're a friend it's just 'Champ' – if not, then use whatever name you
want and if I don't like it, well... you'll know."

As they spoke, Iniara took a step towards Sam and asked in a low
voice, "So...just what was your inspiration for this character? He
couldn't possibly be based solely off Victor Krieghoff." After all,
Lieutenant Krieghoff was rather creepy and intimidating, and of course
he was a fine officer with some sort of penchant for chemical
propulsion firearms, but other than that, she thought, he just wasn't
all that interesting.

"He's like cut from a romance novel," Sam replied. She saw Iniara's
blank look and shook her head. "Obviously you don't read them all that
much. I've read tons, for research you understand. Trust me, tall,
dark, handsome, with limited social skills -he's perfect."

"Tall, dark and handsome I understand," Iniara commented as she
watched the hologram move. She never thought she would consider Victor
Krieghoff handsome, but she could almost see it. Almost. "But limited
social skills? How can that be a good thing?"

Sam rolled her eyes again. "Because then she can teach him how to be a
better person, change him for the better. You really don't get out
much, do you?"

Heedless of the conversation taking place on the sidelines,
Holo-Victor finished removing his shirt, exposing a sun-bronzed torso
and powerful arms that rippled with muscle, the faint white lines of
scars left by old fights marking him here and there. " He stepped over
to Iniara, handed her his shirt, and nodded. "This won't take long,
Red. Then... maybe then we can talk, all right?"

"I'd like that," Iniara replied with a demure smile, though it wasn't
immediately clear whether she was simply acting or if she really meant
that. Resisting the urge to check out the hologram for more than a
brief moment, she instead made a mental note to do some research into
this 'romance novel' thing.

Andy looked at the scene playing out at him - had to briefly admire
the hologram's flexing muscles - and then shook his head. At least he
was less likely to get the shit kicked out of him in his own library.
It was time to exit stage left.

"Good." He clenched his fists, the knuckles popping under the pressure
in a string of 'cracks' that sounded like muted firecrackers in a
chain. "Now, where did that cowardly little woman-doping worm get
to...?"

"He's right over...there?" The cheer in Aristi's voice died out
suddenly as she looked around, failed to locate Suder, then realized
he must have snuck out when none of them were looking. "Aw, man, he
left. What a pooper." Tapping her padd a few more times, she sighed,
clearly out of ideas, and turned once more to Sam. "So what now?"

Sam frowned down at her outline. With the new twist in her storyline,
she wasn't exactly sure about how this whole thing was going to end.

"Let's do the scene with the "summer picnic," Samantha said with
exaggerated finger quotes and a smirk.

"Great..." Iniara groaned as she looked from the pair of women to the
holographic hunk, then back again. Once more, it wasn't immediately
clear if she really meant that or not. "Well, I suppose this beats
out paperwork for 'things I would least like to be doing right
now'...but just barely. Alright then; let's get started."

TBC...?

 

"Doubts and Uncertainties"
with Ensign Sharzhevashi zh'Rin
and Cadet Artemis Bancroft

***

Sharzhevashi zh'Rin stood in the corridor. Before her, a door leading
inside personal crew quarters waited. She eyed the announcement chime
beside the door. The dilemma, such as it was, was whether to attempt
an interaction with the room's occupant. Her own shift at the helm
had ended within the previous hour, and now the rest of the day
remained for herself.

The recent days had all blurred together. Since she had met with her
bondmates, her own thoughts and feelings had been a whirling chaotic
mess. It had been a joyful experience. The time was far too short,
but it had been filled as completely as possible. And now...

And now, Shi was uncertain of her own future. She had a duty to her
people, an important obligation she could not overlook. Yet she had
her duty to Starfleet. She was obligated to serve aboard the Galaxy.
Seeing them again, it had thrown her thoughts out of focus. She could
fly the ship capably under such confusion. She preferred that time.
It was a time that forced her to focus on the situation at hand. Her
duties required her focused attention. That focus kept her mind away
from her own personal dilemmas.

Her time off-shift, when not fulfilling her duties as a member of the
flight control department was difficult. When she was not needed on
the bridge, her thoughts were free to wander. Inevitably, they
wandered back to her bondmates and her obligations toward them. The
worst of it was that, at the current time, there was no solution. She
could not leave Starfleet, and it was unlikely they could join her
aboard the Galaxy.

Realizing she'd been standing before the door for several minutes just
staring at the chime, Shi sighed. With a glance down either side of
the corridor, she decided that no serious ill could come from
announcing herself to the person within. She reached out, pressing
the button set into the wall with a blue fingertip. Within, she heard
the chime sound.

"...a moment," came a muffled voice from within.

Several moments passed before the door slid aside to reveal Artemis
Bancroft. The cadet's hair was mussed and she wore only an overlarge
t-shirt. She appeared exhausted, though upon seeing Shi, she did
smile. "Hey," she said. "Sorry, I was napping. Come in."

Shi followed the young half-Vulcan into the quarters. It was always
startling to enter Artemis' private domain. From her research, the
space was decorated in a fashion similar to any young human's, though
Vulcan touches could be seen here and there. Yet, while most
information relating to teenaged human habitable areas suggested a
certain amount of sloppiness, Artemis' room had been kept
immaculately. Though, as Shi looked around, she noted signs of
disorder creeping in. A discarded flight jacket was piled on the
floor. Bits and pieces of a uniform sat in one corner.

"Sorry about the mess," Artemis said as she noted Shi's look around.
"Been getting run a little ragged down in flight ops. I was just
grabbing some quick rack time. Got two tests and a simulator run
in..." She glanced around, found her clock and groaned. "An hour.
How's it going, Shi-bop?"

The Andorian smiled. "I am well," she said. "I had seen little of
you lately, so I thought I would stop by. I apologize for
interrupting your sleep."

"Don't worry," Artemis said. "Had to get up to answer the door
anyway. You still feeling off from that visit with your bondmates?"

"Somewhat," Shi said. "It is mostly confusion over what I should be doing."

"Well, I know I'd want to spend time with Korazei," Artemis said. "He
is a total dream and a half."

Shi smiled. "He is and being near him always makes my heart start
pounding. With the situation as it is now, I cannot spend time with
them. I cannot afford the time away. Even so, it is distressing. I
received messages today. I watched them after my shift ended. That
did not exactly help my situation, but it was good to see them."

"Maybe," Artemis began with a sidelong look to Shi, "when you can get
some, you should take some shore leave time on Risa. Invite them
along. I think that would be perfect."

"For the future, I like the idea," Shi said. "For the present, I
guess I can really only be patient. Your company helps, even though
we are speaking of my bondmates. Thank you for that."

Artemis grinned. "That's what friends are for," she said. "If you're
still up after I finish with stuff, you want to hit Ten Forward and
stuff? I'll probably need to unwind a little."

"I would be delighted," Shi said. "Just contact me when you are ready."

"I should probably start getting myself ready for the grilling,"
Artemis said. "You can hang out if you want. The company is good and
keeps my nerves in check."

Shi laughed. "Then I shall remain until you have to leave."

They chatted amiably as Artemis began gathering her discarded
clothing. It was comfortable talk between friends, and allowed both
to keep their minds off the things that had been chewing at them.

off: I almost titled it "I am Jack's Scowling Insomnia." I love Fight Club :)

"Scowling Insomnia"

****

USS Galaxy

The room is still except for the stars passing by outside your window,
the sound of your breath entering and leaving your body, and your
thoughts running around like a battle crazed Klingon with a shiny new
bat'leth.

You've trained your body to endure a lack of sleep but insomnia still
pisses you off.

Despite your best efforts, you have caught up on all your paperwork.
The away team hasn't been cleared yet and there is nothing in your
quarters to straighten. You've finished your latest book and every
weapon you own has been cleaned, each waiting for its next turn to be
polished with blood in battle.

And, sure, you could do a hundred more sit-ups but you don't really
feel like it.

There is nothing to do but wait until you can fall asleep and you
*hate* waiting.

You lie on your bed and scowl up at the ceiling, entertaining silly
thoughts about being able to burn holes with the sheer force of your
glare. You think about the new move you want to teach your students,
if you want to replicate yourself a chocolate sundae, and whether or
not you should invite yourself over to For'kel's tomorrow and force
him to talk.

You spend a good half hour weighing your victories against your losses
and figure, for the most part, that you've come out ahead. You spend
an even longer time trying to create insults and amuse yourself with
fun little alliterations like "Ferengi fuckerhead" to try on the crew
at some later date.

You attempt to fantasize about an overly brawny ensign before you give
up and let your thoughts wander towards your husband instead. You're
annoyed at the instant longing you feel, irritated by the memory of
his skin against yours, and pissed that the pthak didn't answer your
last call.

You sigh and then scowl.

You love him. It's something you've fought against for as long as you
can remember and admitting defeat has never been easy for you. You
have to admit that you've grown to like the idea of being married ...
and are pretty sure that he will ask for a divorce any day now.
Knowing James Mitchell, this request will come when he's deep inside
you, hoping you will become enraged and try to buck him off in all
your fury. You love him but he's always been an asshole.

Your thoughts turn to your son. You know that he's safer with the
Klingons instead of on a ship during war time, but you debate with
yourself every day regardless. Each day he is growing up, experiencing
life, etc. and you are not there to see it. You wonder if he will be a
warrior grown by the time the war is finally over.

You wonder if he is angry with you for not being there.

You're afraid that he might forget you.

You sigh; you scowl.

You throw your pillow over your face and make an irritated noise that
your Aunt Leah would definitely disapprove of. You are almost tempted
to kick your legs a little, like you used to do when you were very
young and throwing a tantrum, but then tell yourself that you a grown
up now. If you're going to throw a tantrum you have to use your fist
instead.

You make a face, roll your eyes, remove the pillow, and then remake
the face - all in total darkness.

You hope this restlessness doesn't become an every night occurrence;
you detest taking sleeping aids. You try to calm yourself, will your
body to relax, and finally command it to sleep. Nothing seems to work
and you are frustrated.

You take a deep breath and remind yourself of your victories against
the universe.

You remember that you forgot one of your knives when registering your
weapons earlier. You say 'whoops' out loud in an insincere tone and
then smile.

**Apologies to Oded - But I thought it best to get this post out.

'The Rise and Fall of the Super Secret Squirrel In Training'

Acting Ensign Aina Mason, Communications Officer and Super Secret Squirrel in Training
Lieutenant Saul Bental, Chief Of Intelligence and Master Super Secret Squirrel

* * *
Intelligence Operations Centre,
Deck 7
USS GALAXY
* * *

There was some activity in the Intelligence Operations Centre on the Galaxy and as Aina entered through the double doors to the centre proper, about half of the screens displaying rolling screens of data, pictures and analysis of communication streams suddenly went blank.

Aina sighed as she looked up at the roof of the centre with some annoyance and kept on walking towards Saul's office. She had gotten used to the centre automatically shutting down displays and consoles that she didn't have clearance for, but it still irked her that it happened. And with the feelings of dread from the discovery of the Aiolos and the distress signal, she wasn't that happy.

She soon smiled, then she'd never thought that in the time of a little more than a year and a half assigned to the Miranda and then to the Galaxy and still a cadet - she had gotten a chance to be a part of Intelligence - the chance to have some real challenges when it came to her Data Assault and Information Warfare Duties other than keeping the computer core from glitching up with people's porn and family photos.

As she moved around an unused analysis table, she heard a familiar purring from the floor. Kneeling down and peering through the vents of an access panel, she saw a familiar furry ball.

Raising an eyebrow in interest, she used the tip of her index finger nail, to pop the access panel and reached in to take out the purring ball of fur.

Saul was heading out of his office, and stopped as he recognised Aina kneeling down next to the analysis table, he watched as she was reaching in as another hand seemed to rub a speckled coloured dust on her uniform.

"Trouble, Aina?" he asked.

"Tribble," returned Aina as she stood up, her handing wiping off the grittery powder from her uniform, the same grittery powder that was on her desk when her rod went missing and when Marsha's music vids also disappeared. She looked at the dust on her uniform for a few moments then put her attention back to Saul.

Saul frowned as he looked at the tribble in Aina's hand.

"It's not mine," Aina exclaimed thinking she was going to be blamed for it's presence.

"They made it in here, didn't they?" He glared at the furry critter. Five of them penetrated the privacy of his quarters a week ago, and if not for Thing's alertness they would have enjoyed a lovely arm-shaped late-night snack. Saul rubbed his left synthetic arm. Thanks goodness for Neurotic Barzan animals.

"There seems to be a bit of trouble with tribbles on the ship at the moment," she continued. "They are everywhere - how did this one get in?"

"I don't know, but this reminds me that TechOps considered mounting Tribbles with espionage equipment twenty years ago. I hope no one else got the idea."

"Bugged tribbles," returned Aina with surprise.

"They failed miserably, by the way." The Dutchman smirked.

He studied the tribble for a few moments more and then put his attention to Aina - "It's good that you have Intel shift today - I wanted to talk to you. Follow me."

Aina put the now-offline Tribble on the top of the analysis table and followed Saul into his inner sanctum. The small, crowded and dark room made her feel a little claustrophobic. There were a handful of more spacious and decorated rooms for the Intelligence chief to establish as his headquarters, but instead he resided in a place barely fit as a teenage armory clerk's office. Minus the glitters.

Saul tapped thrice on the commbadge, disconnecting it. He didn't want any interruptions.

"First, I owe you an apology. With Valentina being MIA and no other instructor appointed to you for the time being, I think you were a little neglected."

It had been weeks since Valentina disappeared in the Nebula and the encounter of the baby starbeast in the Hydran vessel. The analysis centre had been different with out her, and with the time that she had been gone, Aina had felt a little out of place. "Is there any word about anything about her?" she asked.

Saul shook his head sideways. He resolved not to tell his crew of Valentina's late night visit. The only direction was that if they are being contacted by her or find anything about her, they were to notify him immediately.

"There are no evidence that she was killed or captured by the Triad." Saul added.

Aina nodded as she breathed in, "What happens now?"

"We'll get to that later. First I need you to help me resolve a little professional dillema."

Saul's hand hovered over a colorful control panel, and a planet appeared on screen. Its sunwards side seemed scarlet-brown, and the dark side was criss-crossed by lights, the hallmark of civilization.

"It's simple really. We've got this neutral trade planet, in a star system not too far away. One of our listening posts picked interesting information that may relevant to the war effort. Usually, a covert surveilance team would be sent to infiltrate the planet and collect information, see if it's worth putting more resource into. However, the only available team in the region is composed of inexperienced officers - a couple of ensigns, very talented with some track record from their 'cadet cruise' but fresh out of school nonetheless. We can either send them, or wait for a more experienced team to become available and in the mean time leave the planet unhandled. We can also bring experienced officers from the outside, who aren't from intelligence, to handle the infiltration. One more thing you should know - as far as we know, the job is mundane and shouldn't pose too many challenges, but if anything go wrong - for example, Hydran presence is detected
- things would get pretty hot."

Saul froze the image.

"So who would you do?" He leaned forward. "Assign the young, unexperienced Intel comets? The experienced, non-intel crew? Or wait for backup and hope you won't miss something vital?"

Aina frowned in concern and after a few seconds looked at Saul questioningly - but as Saul returned the gaze, his face passive, Aina was sure that this was some form of test. No matter what, nobody asked an acting ensign, still yet to graduate from the Academy about any from of deployment.

But it still begged the question, what was the test about? She didn't think that answer would be forthcoming from Saul so she looked at planet...

"I'd wait for the backup team." Aina's voice was unusually flat in it's tone, and she had a look of seeing into the distance, when more she was looking into herself.

"There is no indication that time is essential or you would have said so. In everything, time is important, but nothing to really suggest this situation is time dependant. If the listen team had been there a short time and a large amount of war relevant data was discovered or on a long term surveillance and an unusual piece of data was found, that would suggest a need of speed. None of that is there, interesting is not important."

"Also, it sounds that you're not confident in the intel in determining the local situation. You'd want the best chance for flexibility if things do start to go tango uniform. With nothing already there to rely on, no other spies and the like, you'll need the team to make initial contact to local resources. I know if you'd drop me on that 'planet' I'd be crap in bribing in the local gang boss."

"Thirdly, looking for data or information that may or may not exist..." Aina shrugged.

Her eyes focused back onto Saul, "Basically if you want to hack any form of information process, you'll primary concern is to stay ghosted. And nothing you said so far convinces me to break my ghosting for data that may be there. And the experienced backup team has the best chance to keep any evidence of spying from coming to light."

"So what you're saying is, that if there's a crucial assignment open you wouldn't give it to the newbyes, no matter how talented they are, because they would screw up? Interesting, how does that fit with you taking part in complex missions on the Miranda despite being a cadet?"

Aina gave a slight smile, she had expected that one, "Nope, I'm not saying that. I didn't see it as a crucial assignment. I gave the reasons why I believed that time wasn't an issue. And the reasons why I only considered the existence of the information a possibility as compared to a probability. I also made the assumption and that one was very weak, about lack of resources, both Starfleet and Federation on the planet, if the only resources available were noobs."

"Considering it is a neutral trade planet, I made some assumptions on possible political implications of a failed attempt and with my interpretation that information about where the team would be working was probably unreliable - I imagined things would get hot very easily. And one thing I know, no job is ever mundane. Just because you can throw a latinum bit and get heads three times in a row, does not mean you can get it four times in a row. I made a possible comparison of risk assesment against the possible existance of the information as compared to what possible consequences of being caught."

"If the listening team had information of a likely probable existance of information as to that of possible, like a distinct change in amount of data or information or a very unique bit of information, that would have changed to whole equation."

"My response was based on the data you gave me. Different data will get you different information - the only thing that could be in question is my assumptions as they aren't based on any actual data. And that would be an error in my part, if I was being asked my opinion of a intelligence deployment." Aina shrugged, "Not enough data to work on, I should've asked for info."

"And for me being a part of complex missions for the Miranda. They were crucial and important and we couldn't wait for other teams to come in. There was also the fact, I was part of a number of other officers. All more experienced than I in intelligence or security. As to my position as a data assualt specialist - just because I haven't finished the Academy - I ain't a noob at that. Only two people got higher than me at Santa Clara."

While she had expected something like Saul's question, she bridled a little bit of being labeled a newbie, especially with her love of systems. Her voice had started with a tinge of annoyance, but Saul was still her superior officer and she quickly had pushed her tone back to normal, by the time she had finished.

"Why would you have put the newbies in?" Aina asked Saul.

"Who says I would? That's the question.", Saul replied, a little unpatient. "Now, that was a long-winded, detailed, textbook answer. Wouldn't you say?"

"It's a test, isn't it?" asked Aina. "In a test, you want the long winded answers."

"At the academy, perhaps. Not in real life." Saul shot back.

She was supposed to be a faster learner, he thought.

"If this was a discussion or a department meeting, they would have cut you off after three sentences." He explained. "Try answering this one as though we're ten people in the room. A different situation - a Galaxy-class starship's Captain suddenly becomes disabled because of a mad Gorn. Executive officer is... let's switch Iniara for a thirty-years-old Lieutenant Commander, VERY talented, but only a few months in command. Also on board is a Commander Elessidil, which had commanded a ship once in battle and spent more time as second and executive officer, but isn't command-track. Would you put either of them in command until a replacement arrives, or ground a Galaxy-class cruiser until Starfleet sends some ancient Vulcan Captain?"

Saul interlaced his fingers expectantly. Until now, he didn't realize how his dillema was similar to the Galaxy's actual situation.

"You can't ground a starship, especially not a Galaxy-class cruiser. With the captain out, the next line officer with the greatest command experience gets the centre seat. Commander Elessidil is not in the command line, so the XO gets the job, until the Vulcan Captain arrives."

Saul grinned. "You're getting better, though you're still in academy mindset. Stop thinking 'what's officially the best choice'. Start thinking 'what's REALLY the best choice'."

Aina nose ridges deepened in embarrassment, "The best choice and what will happen are different things. The protocol for replacing the captain of a ship, is set in stone." She noticed that Saul wasn't as 'calm' as he normally was, he still looked calm and in control, but Aina could not shake a feeling of a dark coldness in the room. She had no idea of what was going in Saul's head, but she did know one thing, something was wrong.

"Sau...Lieutenant Bental," Aina started saying Saul's first name, but decided to go with the saftey of protocol - she had no idea of what was going on and it looked like to her that Saul hadn't liked any of her answers. "Ummm - what is going on?"

"I'm not some academy teacher who is too old or soft to do actual service so they send him to babysit children on San-Fran. I'm asking your consultance for a real life problem, and I want your real opinion, not what's best to write on the exam form. With that in mind, is there anything you want to change in your answer?"

"My opinion is Commander Elessidil would be the choice for the centre chair. Experience in commanding a ship and experience in understanding the crew. The fusion of experience in a time of the laying up of captain would give him an advantage in keeping the crew at their work, especially since all the crew had a great like and respect for Captain M'Kantu - and many of them would could possibly react in ways to effect the ship duties. But Commander Iniara has been a wonderful captain, and she did an excellent job, there was no trouble - and the Vulcan captain has already arrived - so we'll never know if I was right or wrong."

"But all of this has already been resolved, Command has made it's decision and naval protocol controlled the whole process - so what is the problem?"

But one realisation came to Aina's mind, with the vagueness of the details in the questions - did Saul not know what he wanted to ask. Which Aina found very unlikely! Or was he trying to find information from her without letting her know the real reason - which was more than likely! But Saul was usually a lot better at doing that, usually she never knew until afterwards - usually when he told her.

Taking a breath, and a risk - "What's the real question? With out obfuscating encryption of everything." she asked. "Coz then I can give a real answer."

Finally a trace for some backbone, thought Saul. Aina's tedious response almost made him change his mind, but the last one convinced him that she could still be an investment worth the risk.

He relaxed in his chair, leaning back.

"Simple. A couple of weeks ago I realized I'm not getting my Technical OPS officer back."

'Realized' was a very neutral way of saying 'she beamed over me naked in the middle of a wet dream'. Saul wanted to leave that particular detail to himself.

"So I thought I could either wait for SFI to send me an experienced TechOps officer - something that would take time as we're in war - ask Lieutenant Eshe to borrow someone experienced from her staff, or give it to the only Intelligence crewmember with Technical orientation and officer's training."

Aina's mental gears almost stripped a cog as they changed from trying to figure out what was the issue to now the understanding of what Saul actually said and the opportunity of becoming a real member of Intelligence. This was the proverbial it...until she remembered what else Saul had said - that basically he was resigned of Valentina not coming back.

"Ironically, in the first dillema you suggested waiting for the experienced officer. In the second, you proposed to take someone available from the outside. You are option number three."

Finally able to engage some of her muscles to the whirring thoughts of her brain, Aina closed her mouth and her face finally regained some composure. Her expression went past stunned, to surprise, to contentment and was soon on to the journey of annoyance - she was also that close to not getting the position because of the dilemmas, because Saul didn't want to ask the right question. "Yes Saul, I want that position on two conditions."

That got a laugh out of the Dutchman. "We're negotiating now? Let's hear it."

"One - when Val returns, she gets her old spot back."

Saul knew that wasn't likely ever to happen, so he just nodded.

"Please don't hide or sanitise data if you want my opinion. Give me the wrong information, I will give you the wrong answer and obfuscating the whole situation, changed the question - coz I answered the questions you asked, not the question you wanted."

Aina frown cleared, "Give me any computer and I can tell when it's lying or not. I'm still working on people."

The two emotions of joy, from getting the position of TechOPs and that of annoyance, because answering the wrong questions had almost had her lose it - were now joined by simple fear. Telling her 'boss' what to do - well she might have just had the shortest position of TechOPs in the history of Starfleet. Finished before she even started it.

"Goes without saying." Saul agreed, putting a sudden stop to that line of thought. "Now for my conditions. Or else it wouldn't be a negotiation."

Aina nodded, happy that she still had the position.

"First, until further notice you keep me posted of anything you do and we make all major decisions together. I give my people total independence because I know they can handle it, you - I just don't know you good enough yet. Second, if you feel at any time that this is a little too big for you right now, you come and tell. It won't influence my evaluation or opinion of you. It's much, much more important for TechOPS to operate optimally. OK?"

Aina nodded again, "Yes Saul."

"Excellent."

He rose from his seat, briskly circumventing the table. A gentleman beneath all the layers of ruggedness, Saul offered her his hand.

"Welcome to the team again, Ai--"

Saul failed to complete the sentence, as a hissing side from behind snatched his attention. He turned his head sharply in mid-movement, startled, and his left foot ran into something stiff.

The edge of the desk.

Saul flailed his arms, but there was nothing to stop the fall.

Almost nothing...

* * *

Ensign Lali Indarkshi, was standing outside Saul's office for three minutes now, tapping on the door panel once every few seconds. Some hot steaming piece of intelligence just came in from sector central, and she wanted to deliver it without delay. Saul wasn't replying to her hails, though, and Novitz told her that he was on his office with that Cadet Mason.

Lali wondered why he didn't respond. She had no idea that inside the wall, a couple of hungry Techno-tribble had a nice afternoon snack, namely the panel's audio circuits.

Eventually, she gave up.

"Computer, open doors!" She commanded impatiently.

The doors parted, there was a loud noise, and an unlikely sight appeared in front of her shocked eyes.

Saul was lying stomach-down on the floor, with a handful of PADDs scattered around him. An office chair was lying sideways nearby, and beneath him there was an unidentified pile. Something extended from it, in her general direction, something like a ... leg?

"I... oh! Oy! Sorry Lieutenant, cadet... carry on..." Lali giggled, and quickly retreated from the room.

"Lali, it's not what--" Saul called after her desperately, but it was too late.

"Mmph...mmph..." came from beneath the fallen Saul and then came a muffled "Get off me." Aina wasn't the strongest or biggest of female officers and with Saul landing on top of her...she was well and truly stuck. With his weight on top of her, having some trouble breathing and the back of her head pounding, she tried to move his bulk off of her.

"Oh, right." Saul mumbled, standing up.

With his weight off of her, Aina could actually breathe again, sitting up, she took to Saul's offered hand to help stand up, her other hand on the back of her head. "Oww, my head," she said as she got to her feet. Suddenly the room seemed to flash and then her legs seemed to loose all support and she started to collapse.

"Hey!" Saul said, alarmed. He leaped forward, catching her before she hit the floor. "Everything's all right?"

Kneeling on one knee, Aina slowly started to stand again, a little more carefully, her other hand on the desk for support as Saul lifted her up again, "I'm ok."

"Good, because I don't have time to scout for another TechOPS officer. Now let's, err, start reviewing your initial responsibilities, err, perhaps outside the office?"

Aina nodded as she pulled her arm away from Saul. With a shake of her head and rubbing the 'egg' that was forming on the back of her head, "I think that might be a good idea." Blinking her eyes, as if looking into a bright light, the stars that orbited her head started to fade. With a final shake of her head, the universe had cleared.

Saul had let Aina go through the door first into the main intelligence area and while the centre had never been one for chatter, there seemed to be the feeling of expected silence in the air. The officers had all turned to watch the two enter through the door from his office and with a look from Saul, they all quickly returned to their consoles.

 

"Word On The Street"

By

Benedict "Max" Maxell, APP (PC)
Petty Officer 2nd Class, NCOIC EMRT
USS Galaxy


Sickbay, 0600 hours


It never failed, as soon as a mystery presented itself, everyone had an opinion or something to say about what they'll discover. Case in point:

"...and I think, to be honest with you, that this is the location of the NX-19. Which would be improbable, but since no one knows exactly what happened to them still keeps the idea in the realm of possibility..." The Petty Officer from OPS rambled on and on, with Max giving the occasional grunt of acknowledgement or patronizing 'you don't say' in response. He personally didn't care what was going on this time around. He'd had enough adventure to last him a few months. But he was realistic enough to know that he would get sucked into whatever was happening here.

In fact, the exams that Max were performing at this current time were for the Gamma Shift Non-Coms who were assigned in direct support of the mission. It was fairly certain that there would be away teams after an initial landing party made their assessment. He made a mental note to check his now issued Hazard gear for full charge. He hoped that someone from Engineering gave it a once over, and hoped even harder that he wouldn't have to find out the hard way.

And then he regretted even thinking of Engineering. Dhanishta Eshe. He cringed at what happened back on that backwater planet where the Hydrans kept the POW's...oh wait, the new PC term coming down the pike was now Detained Enemy Combatant. Anyway, the blood bath that she AND Krieghoff took part in...well, he made a silent promise not to breathe a word to anyone about that, but he knew he would need to confront one or both of them about it.

Then he touched his upper lip where he used to let his moustache grow in...Krieghoff...there was a brief sensation of seeing green, then he was able to steady himself.

"You alright, Doc?" the OPS Technician asked. "You don't look so good."

"I'm fine, don't worry about it," Max replied, quickly putting on his professional face again. "Okay, you need to lay off the fatty stuff, but otherwise, you're cleared for support operations for our current mission. I'll make a note in your file and you should be good to go. Your department head will receive confirmation from Dr. Burton by the time your next duty shift begins.

"Thanks, Doc," replied the OPS Tech as he happily hopped off the exam bed and made his way out of Sickbay. Max had followed him just out to the antechamber and then called out for his next patient.

"Crewman Seth Watley?" Max waited a moment until the person in Science blues who the name belonged to realized that it was his turn and hopped up from his seat. "Follow me, please," Max directed. They made their way into the main treatment area and to the exam bed.

"So," Max began as he read out the particulars of his current patient, "Crewman Seth Watley, twenty years of age, born on Earth in Maryland, no children, single, broke your leg during an...incident at Starbase 219 about six months ago..." At that, Watley flushed slightly in a mixture of anger and embarrassment. Max chose to ignore it. Everyone is guilty of making unwise choices at some point in their lives.

"Otherwise, your medical record looks fairly decent," Max continued. "You are a...Geological Surveyor, correct?" The Crewman nodded eagerly, and Max continued. "Good, good, but that means that you will be on an operational team possibly even with the first Away Team, correct?"

"Yessir," Watley replied.

"Okay, well you're getting the standard broad spectrum inoculations and vaccinations, prepare you for unknown situations, confirm your classifications, your qualifications, and I'll need you to take this cup and provide urination," Max concluded with a smile.

"Um...what was all that you just said?"

"Go piss in the cup, kid," Max growled, frustrated with the lack of humor in some of these younger enlisted rates. Meanwhile, he prepared the broad spectrum injections that were standard for anyone going to an unexplored planet. He figured the senior staff would be coming through soon enough on the next couple of shifts.

Crewman Watley returned and handed over his urine sample. "Alright, Watley. We're going to take a couple of blood samples, and then you'll get your inoculations. Any questions?"

"No, not really," the Crewman replied. Max nodded and with a phlebotomy tool began to draw blood from Watley's arm. On his third vial, Watley began chatting. "I've heard that these might be like...ghosts of the crew contacting us."

Someone please just shoot me, Max thought to himself and with a deep breath replied, "Whatever do you mean, Mr. Watley?"

"Well, we're receiving a tone on an old frequency, right? I mean it could be like some kind of temporal effect where they are actually transmitting the signal live as far as they're concerned, but we're receiving it now, know what I mean?"

Max raised an eyebrow. This kid actually made sense. That bit about the ghosts just threw him off. "Right, I see what you're saying," he replied.

"Right! Well, I think when we get there, we're going to meet them, but they're not really there, but like ghosts or something." Watley continued excitedly.

"Okay, I see where you're going with this, but what leads you down that particular route of reasoning," Max asked.

"Well it's the only one that makes sense to me, I mean it's in Federation space and no one has ever found these guys? IF it's really even them?" Another point well made, Max was sure.

"Well," Max tried, "Maybe it's really them and they just had crappy luck being found. Sometimes, the best place to hide is in plain sight, so to speak." Watley gave Max a curious look and simply shrugged. The Medic had long since finished taking his samples and marked one as 'Control', the same as he did with everyone else's samples he took. He then administered the broad spectrum hypo to the young man and was done.

"You're good to go, Crewman. This will also count as part of your annual physical, which is due in-" Max checked his PADD "-one month, actually. Good timing, eh? Anywho, the only thing you'll need to have done is to complete the physical stress test and provide another blood sample. Barring any incidents between now and then, you'll be good to go." Max checked his chronometer. "Any questions?"

Watley quickly shook his head and left Sickbay. A moment later, Max peeked his out into the antechamber and called out, "Next?"

Moments later, Max wasn't disappointed as the next story presented itself.

"I think this is a training exercise. New Captain, test out the crew's responses, yadda yadda..."

Max looked at the Chronometer. 0930 couldn't come fast enough.

"The Game"

Introducing

Ensign Saiyk

Planetary Sciences


FRESHMAN YEAR

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

"Cadet IV Saiyk reporting as ordered sir."

Cadet II Compton, a Junior at Starfleet Academy, looked up from his Quantum-Calculus homework and sighed at the thin figure darkening his doorway.

A freshman…..A Cadet IV as they were referred to. You could spot them at a distance. Uniforms slightly disheveled….rank pin not completely polished, and in most cases an intense worried expression on their faces.

Not so for Cadet Saiyk. He was a Vulcan and his bland expression betrayed no fear…….despite the fact that the only reason to knock on Compton's door was to receive punishment for some infraction or other.

It wasn't really the Juniors' idea of fun being disciplinarian, but he was Cadet OOD for today, and teaching the newer students came with the territory of learning to be a leader himself.

"Very well Cadet…..forward leaning position if you please and commence."

"Aye sir, Mr. Compton." Nodding briskly the freshman Vulcan dropped into a classic pushup stance and began racking off repetitions, dutifully counting them off, "One sir….two sir…three sir….."

Compton watched for a bit…..fiddled with his homework, a particularly nasty calculus problem, before finally giving up all pretence of aloofness and leaning forward to study the young Vulcan.

Saiyk was somewhat atypical of his race…..seemingly homogenous that it was, with sandy brown hair, and deep blue eyes.

The aforementioned hair was styled into traditional Starfleet points of course, but its wavy locks would never sit still long enough to submit to the typical Vulcan bowl cut.

"…..thirty six sir……thirty seven sir….thirty eight sir……" The freshman continue to pump away at his pushups.

A junior now, Compton remembered many similar experiences from his own first year at the Academy. While not specifically a military organization, there was understandably a necessity for some forms of discipline and indoctrination.

He just hoped that the young Vulcan understood what all the fuss was about.

Now while some cadets reveled in harassing their underlings, but Compton never saw the use in it. When he was a freshman he ran and jumped through the various hoops for hours just 'enduring' the process without really learning anything.

A Freshman must address all his upperclassmen as 'sir' or by their surname.

A Freshman was allowed only minimal personal items.

All uniforms had to be arranged in closets in a particular order.

All items on a desk must be perfectly aligned.

Hours and hours of drill taught a freshman to march, run , and jump in perfect unison with all his fellows.

Eyes front, chin in, chest out, and sound off!

Compton sighed again. It all relaxed after the first year, but it was part of the process.

He remembered hours and hours of 'Uniform Drills' from his freshman year.

'Cadets…you have 2 minutes to Appear on the parade grounds in Dress A's……….Good, now you have 2 minutes to get back here in PT gear………ok now we want you in Class Bravo's………back into A's…….survival gear……etc etc.

The mad rush to change uniforms invariably left the cadet barracks looking like a tornado of discarded articles of clothing as there just wasn't time to change…and properly hang up the previous uniform.

It was done on purpose…….the same as having the cadets lug their mattress and bedding on a run up Knob Hill…..and we better be able to bounce a quarter off your bed when we get to the top.

The annual running of the Mattresses was a favorite for San Francisco civilians who lined the route to watch the stumbling cadets, offering encouragement, and the occasional illicit chocolate chip cookie to the newest members of the community.

It was all silliness and impossible tasks.

Compton hoped the young Vulcan before him would actually get something out of it. "Cadet Saiyk…..do you know why you are here?" he asked at length.

Pausing in his efforts, but remaining in perfect stance the Vulcan replied, "Aye sir….this cadet is reporting for physical discipline in lieu of formal reprimand in regards to the incident of 27 May."

Typical cadet jargon for : I got in trouble and now I have to do pushups.

"And what was that incident?"

Saiyk didn't pause. "Inappropriate address of a superior officer….I referred to Cadet 1st class Jeffers inappropriately."

Compton sighed. "You called him Brad….that's his first name."

"Aye Mr. Compton….I believe that is what I indicated…….As you are aware, a Cadet IV does not have the privilege of knowing an upperclassman's first name sir……thirty nine sir….forty sir……."

It was an Academy tradition. In the process of training a cadet to be a leader, one first had to become a follower.

"Its a Game Saiyk." Compton blurted out.

"…..Fifty four sir…..fifty five……sir??" The Vulcan paused again in his efforts and looked up to consider the Junior with a curious gaze. "A game sir?"

"A game yes…..do you really think you are here because you called a 21 year old cadet by his first name? Do you think Starfleet really cares about that?"

Holding his stance on the floor, Saiyk looked a way for a brief moment pondering. "I must admit sir, I have considered the infraction to be rather trivial in nature and the subsequent punishment a rather inefficient expenditure of energies."

There was an almost imperceptible shake of the head….sure sign of a Vulcan in deep distress, "I fail to understand how eating 'square' meals, or memorizing how many bricks it took to build Allbrighton tower makes me a better cadet."

Compton was suddenly very concerned. For a Vulcan to express doubt so openly was a major red flag.

"Why are you here?" He repeated the earlier question.

A quizzical look, "As I indicated, for punishment in regards to…"

"No, no, no…" The upperclassman interrupted, "Here at the Academy….why are you here counting bricks and scrubbing showers with your toothbrush?"

A shift of mental gears. "Sir, Cadet Saiyk is pursuing a Science scholarship with the eventual goal of posting in said discipline…..I have not determined my final area of major."

Cadet Compton sighed and leaned back in his chair studying the Vulcan. He waited several long moments before ordering. "Recover." at which the freshman leapt back to his feet, stiffening in attention.

More moments passed before the Junior continued. "No Mr. Saiyk….you are here to learn how to be a leader, and that's the reason for the game."

He explained. "Starfleet doesn't care how many pushups you can do…..it doesn't care how fast you run, or how straight you can stand at attention. We spend hours and hours polishing our shoes and our brass, and it doesn't mean a thing….its all part of the game."

"Again sir, I have to inquire….what game are you referring to?"

"Just all of this." Compton motioned with his hands to indicate the Academy as a whole. "The test is to see if you have the mental toughness to put up with the silly stuff….the crazy rules and insane demands. To see if you have the discipline to balance class and drill and the mental frustration that comes with doing pushups on an upperclassman's floor just because you called somebody by their first name."

"Take uniform drills…..its specifically timed to make sure nobody can possibly change in and out of uniform quick enough without destroying their closets in the process……Its on purpose. Nobody cares if the uniform is right…..even if we scream about it….the test is to see if anybody looses their cool at the insanity of it all."

Compton paused for a chuckle, "I remember my freshman year, I got so mixed up I fell out with Class A's top and muddy combat boots…I really payed for that one."

"However, the fact is Mr. Saiyk, if you wanted to be a scientist you would have pursued a course in the Vulcan science directorate, or somewhere else in the civilian community. The opportunities are just as great and there is no silly cadet nonsense to put up with. But in Starfleet…there is something more. Leadership. The Federation is in desperate need of great leaders as well as scientists."

He looked the Vulcan straight in the eye, "You are here to prove you can survive the insanity without blowing your cool, and without taking it personally. You are here to take orders….no matter how silly….so that someday you learn to give real ones wisely. "

At attention, Saiyk watched his upperclassman closely, wheels turning within his head. "Sir….Mr. Compton, were you aware that I had recently petitioned for a transfer to said Vulcan science Directorate….to end my Academy career and drop out? Its to become effective next week."

The Junior suspected as much. "No….I dint know for sure, but I've seen enough freshman…been one myself….. to know the signs of frustration……even in a Vulcan." he added before the cadet could protest.

" I dunno Saiyk……your life is up to you, but maybe I was hoping that you'd get more out of doing pushups on my floor than just a good workout. Maybe I hoped you'd see through the game, and realize there is something more out there. If you can do this…..you can do anything."

For long moments the young Vulcan stood at attention, his face unreadable. Logic it seemed, came from unexpected sources.

At length he stood a bit taller and opened his mouth, "Mr. Compton Sir…..this cadet requests permission to complete his discipline…..for the greater good of the Federation of course. "

Compton smiled and dropped to the floor himself also in a pushup position……facing an underclassman that was now a comrade, "Very well cadet….why don't you motivate me and give me a class set? You're class of 85 right? 85 pushups on the double and I'll do them with you."

Cocking his head slightly, Saiyk only nodded. "Aye sir……one sir….two sir….three sir…."

"And Saiyk……" said Compton as he pushed alongside, "My name is John…."

SOPHOMORE YEAR

"Cadet III Saiyk reporting as ordered Professor Mathers."

His second year rank pins polished to a brilliant shine, Saiyk stood tall before the Academic review board seated at their little wooden table.

"At ease cadet." The center seated Instructor nodded with a smile. "This is an informal proceeding, where we'll attempt to pin down the future track of your career here at the Academy."

Dropping smoothly into a perfect relaxed stance Saiyk's face betrayed no emotion "Of course sir."

"Now your completion of the Core curriculum has been quite admirable cadet. Strong scores in science and interestingly enough cadet leadership courses."

The instructor paused and studied the youth. "Normally we see our Science majors, Vulcans especially, pursue research electives during the summer semesters almost to exclusion. However you chose to enroll in the Leadership Seminar and Survival Course on Mars……your reasoning cadet?"

"Inspiration sir." Saiyk responded simply. "This cadet has had opportunities to observe various individuals gifted with the powers of motivation and leadership. These are skills that in myself are not fully developed and I determined to rectify that deficiency."

"Indeed." The Instructor smiled. "Very well….Mr. Saiyk. An admiral trait ot recognize one's weakness and seek it out. Your scores from the course seem to indicate that Leadership Abilities are becoming more of an aptitude than a weakness I dare say." he smiled, "Now to the business of formally declaring your major areas of study. Have you made a determination?"

"Planetary Science sir…..emphasis on planetary formation and Vulcanology."

"Vulcanology?" The word seemed odd coming from a Vulcan.

"Aye sir….volcanoes and seismic events sir….not the study of my racial heritage."

"Of course. A Vulcan Vulcanologist." A small chuckle. "And your minors?"

A slight pause, "Command courses sir……"

JUNIOR YEAR

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

"Cadet IV Darby reporting as ordered Mr. Saiyk."

Cadet II Saiyk looked up from his homework and considered the sad looking freshman standing before him.

Shoes's unlaced, noticeable stain on the right trouser leg, and a shirt straining to contain a massive belly.

Saiyk was curious how a rather rotund individual such as Darby could have passed the rigorous Academy fitness exams, but for the moment he was more concerned as to how his repeated inability to keep up with his classmates physically was affecting his future.

"Front leaning rest position Mr, Darby." he commanded, "Commence at your leisure."

Flushing with resignation, the large boy dropped to the floor, and proceeded to strain away. "One sir…..two sir….unhhh…three sir…."

Watching impassively from his chair, Saiyk estimated the freshman would collapse before reaching twenty five pushups.

"Mr. Darby……why are you here?"

"Five sir….ugh…..uh…sir this cadet is here for failing to complete the mile run in the required….unh…required time……."

A pause while he panted a bit.

"Actually…and along the way…I dropped my mattress in the mud.".

"Indeed." was all Saiyk said as he leaned forward to study the sweating youngster. "The sin of muddy bedding and its effect on the future of the Federation aside……Why are you really here Mr. Darby?"

A puzzled look passed over the beet red face. "Sir….uh…..sir….its Starfleet!"

The emotion behind the simple word 'Starfleet." said it all. A lifetime of ambition and dreams bundled up into one magical two syllable word.

Staaaaarfleet…….That's why I'm here.

What more need be said?

Closing his Astronomy book, Saiyk dropped to the floor into a pushup position facing the shocked human. "I understand." he said simply. "Listen to me. We'll do the exercises together. Right now Mr. Darby…I am here for you…count with me….slowly….don't jerk your arms. Tonight we will do twenty pushups. Tomorrow night……we will do twenty one."

A look of faint understanding crossed the boys face.

"It is all a game Mr. Darby…..I will help you play it."

SENIOR YEAR

Dabbing carefully with the bush, Cadet 1st Class Saiyk dusted off a small layer of rock from the corpse in front of him.

The fact that said Corpse was over two thousand years old and sprawled face first in the middle of what was once glorious downtown Pompeii excused him however.

The centuries old city was a Vulcanologist's dream come true….especially for this Vulcan Vulcanologist that the research team has teasing taken to calling V-squared.

As part of his senior thesis in planetary science and seismic vulcanism, Saiyk had obtained a rare 6 week posting in the restored Pompeii archaeological site testing his theories on the events of 79AD.

The site was shared with scientists form many different disciplines……sociologists….anthropologists, and a few more vulcanologist from a civilian school, all digging away into that sad silent town that would forever be a monument to its own suffering.

Brushing away another layer of millennial old dirt, Saiyk scanned the structure of the corpse.

A male ostensibly…..face down in the street, covering his head pathetically against the molten horror that ran him down.

The sadness of the scene was not lost upon Saiyk, although his sharp Vulcan feature betrayed no reaction.

"Excuse me Mr. Saiyk." a voice from behind interrupted his thoughts. "Are these the sample tins you wanted?"

Turning to look, Saiyk considered the tall figure framed by the hot Italian sun.

"They are. Please set them there Roger."

Stooping, the Academy sophomore dropped his load, his torso well cut, and massive arms rippling with muscles.

"Gotta thank you again Saiyk for bringing me along as your assistant." The sophomore said with an easy grin. "Underclassmen never get opportunities like this, and I was afraid I'd be stuck on some survival hike in the Outback for the summer."

Inspecting his tins to make sure they were all properly labeled, Saiyk shrugged imperceptibly. "Your efforts in the last year have been remarkable Mr. Darby. A survival hike would only prove physical skills you have already developed to perfection. No one I dare say would doubt your endurance now."

The rugged face grinned, barely recognizable from the fat youth of a year ago. "Maybe…..I still cant break 29 minutes for the Academy 10-k run though."

"The race, Roger does not do to the swiftest, but often to he with the most perseverance. In that you have succeeded already."

"Maybe." Darby sighed, settling down to watch his friend poke around at the eerily lifelike petrified mummy.

"I'm gonna miss ya buddy." he said at length. "I owe you a lot, and the Academy wont seem the same without you after graduation."

Saiyk paused in his efforts and considered Darby coolly, his un-vulcan like sandy hair blowing gently in the breeze. "Indeed. " he nodded. It was the most emotion he could muster, but the message was clear. Saiyk too would miss his friend.

"Have you heard where you're being posted? After Grad I mean?" Darby asked.

Bending back to his scans, the vulcan gave a short nod. "I have. The USS Galaxy."

(OOC: Before I hear the inevitable comments about starships firing while under cloak, the Ty’Gokor Class Cloaking Device is being used by the Klingons as established (in our little Miranda/Galaxy Universe) by the NHS Sim, Star Trek: The Path To Glory that I ran and is currently in hiatus. You can see the information at http://thedieseljester.tripod.com)

Starfleet Third Echelon: The Bainbridge Chronicles

Act I: “The Last Note of Freedom”

Scene 5: “Wild Goose Chase”

Captain Gabriel McKibben, Commanding Officer

Lt. Commander Alexander Clayton, Executive Officer/Chief Operations

Lt. Commander Jeremiah Leger, Second Officer/Chief Tactical/Security

Lieutenant JG Valdis, Intelligence/Strategic Operations

Lieutenant Tarik, Third Officer/Chief Science/Communications

Lieutenant JG Sannek Cole, Chief Flight Control

**********

Unknown Planet, Unnamed Star System - Near Hydran/Federation Border

Main Bridge

"Slow to impulse." McKibben ordered. "Bring up the planet on the main screen." he said. It had been a long and painful few days travel from the vicinity of Deep Space Five to the Hydran/Federation Border, but with limited warp capability and running silent under cloak finally paid off. There had been times when McKibben had been tempted to try out the Ty'Gokor Class Cloaking Device to snipe Triad Convoys that they'd passed, but their mission and their secrecy was essential. He logged their locations and directions and sent them via encrypted subspace transmissions back to command and continued on. But damn! He really wanted to try out the new cloaking device.

The Ty’Gokor Class Cloaking Device was one of such devices that had been resurrected by the Klingon Empire with the capabilities to fire while under cloak. With the (somewhat) success of the Romulan version that devastated the USS Enterprise, the Klingons found it worthwhile to revisit that old technology. McKibben was thankful that Leger was adopted brother of the captain of the ship that had been outfitted with that technology; Captain Korleth of the House of Mi’Goth, Captain of the IKS Ty’Gokor.

McKibben rubbed his chin as he studied the planet before him. “Tarik, is this the right place?” He was uneasy from the fact that there was suspiciously no activity where a Hydran Attack Squadron originated at.

“Affirmative Captain.” Tarik replied. “The warp signatures originate approximately then A.U.s from our current position. The planet below is Class K and is where the engine signatures of the attack squadron originate. Sensor scans show that multiple ships have come and gone recently.”

“Huh…” McKibben said. “Tactical?”

“Long range shows a couple of Hydran Attack Cruisers patrolling the system. They haven’t spotted us nor picked up our warp signature. The planet has some kind of structure on the surface. Bringing it up now.”

The viewscreen shifted to show a couple of structures that sat next to an elongated strip of tarmac. It was the perfect size to hold a squadron or two of attack cruisers. Right now, the tarmac was clear. Judging by the amount of activity and the fact of a rear guard patrol, McKibben figured that this was a nice little forward staging base for the Triad. “I want to go down and take a look.” He said, standing suddenly. “We have transporters back yet?”

“Negative.” Clayton said. “Simena had to take them offline to keep the cloak running. She says that we can have both once we put in for proper repairs. Besides, looking at the atmospheric content of that planet, I wouldn’t want to use the transporters anyways.”

“Perfect…” McKibben muttered. “That leaves shuttles then.” He said. “Alex, you have the bridge, I’ll take a team down.”

“With all due respect, I’d rather go down.” Clayton said. “You should stay here.”

“Yeah right,” McKibben said. “Fine, you take a second shuttle. Leger, you have the bridge then.” He said, cutting off Leger’s inevitable protest. “And get me a few security members for muscle down to the shuttlebay.” He turned to Clayton as Leger grumbled behind him about being left on the ship on their first operation. “What do you think? Tarik, Valdis, Barents, Odan, Sannek, Linnis, and whoever Leger assigns to us?”

“I got Damant and Miller heading down now.” Leger said. “I’d like to keep Khatowren and Zim onboard to run security while you two are down there having fun.”

Clayton mulled it over. “That gives us a Science/Intel Operative, Engineer, Pilot, and Security cover each.” He said. “I like it.” He nodded to the two Vulcans and one Bajoran to relinquish their stations to their replacements so that they could go prep for the op.

“Alight then. Let’s go down, take a look, and hope that we’re not on a wild goose chase.” McKibben said. When he caught Tarik’s and Valdis’ puzzled looks he added “Human expression, I’ll tell you later.” He caught Valdis muttering something to Tarik about ‘Human Humor’.

TBC…

OOC - happens just before the Galaxy leaves for the mission. sorry
for the slight backpost.

"Sustainance"

Personal Quarters, Deck 9
====================

Operations on board the Galaxy, like any starship berthed at Deep-
Space IV, pulsed with activity while being repaired and re-supplied.
Every amount of ordnance, non-replicatable hardware, perishable
medical needed replacing from the starbase's vast stores and Ops staff
rushed to place the transfers through the Quartermaster's office and
into stock with as much speed as possible so that some shore-leave
could me taken in port. The mainframe lab hummed as the Galaxy's
computer core was updated with the latest software upgrades, and
databases were updated through secured networking.

Ops was a hive of frantic activity, and Th'Khiss K'aa sat quietly in
his quarters eating his bowl of oatmeal.

Once he got it past his outraged ego that he was eating the boiled
grains of a variety of Terran grass, K'aa was only put out by the
meal's slimy texture which reminded him of the organic glue his people
obtained by rendering bone and hoofs from beasts of burden. The
paste was bland, and he pondered the substances adhesive properties
and how long it would last if he threw it against the aft bulkhead of
his quarters.

The 'human condition', a he had been discovering since Chris had
departed, left a great deal to be desired. The term 'hairless ape'
seemed completely inappropriate, as he discovered the body he now
inhabited covered with a selective covering of the itchy stuff. The
lack of armored scales about his genitals seemed incredulous, and left
him feeling even more defenseless than when he first came on board the
Galaxy. ~How this species ever went to war with the Klingon Empire
and survived…~, he had mused, looking at the naked, frail thing
peering back through the mirror in his lavatory,

~I can't imagine how the Klingons live it down.~

Some of the hair had to go, and a quick trip to Mister Rezz, the
ship's barber on duty at the time, relieved him of the greasy mop on
his head and trimmed it to a uniform but itch-free stubble. The Trill
had sniffed some cosmetic objections, but an icy glare had silenced
the recommendation.

The once positive experience had been the shower. As he lathered
under the streaming warm water and washed the filth of Alroth III from
him, K'aa reveled in the sensation. A delicious warmth cascaded over
his scalp and down back as he stood under the nozzle's jets, and he
savored the feeling of the water over his thin skin and for a time
forgot what was done to him and what he had become. It took ten
minutes to clean himself, but the shower lasted for over an hour.

When the steam and vapor had been vented by the fans and duct-work,
K'aa took a look at the unfamiliar, alien face that now ineffectively
bore his expressions. An alien thing grimaced back, thin and starving
with small, pale eyes and a protruding piece of skin and gristle set
between them. He breathed deeply through it, and for the first time
didn't smell the sour stink of his humanity. Still, he noticed small
beads of sweat beginning to well on his skin from the heat and
wondered if his new sense of smell was forever linked with mammalian
body-odor. Not for the first time, a wave of nausea and disgust
welled from deep within him, and he fought back a surge of stomach-
acids that burned his throat and esophagus.

A new uniform for his withered frame was quickly replicated, and the
black-and-gold, while not the preferred colors of Tactical, still
provided something of a shell of security. He was a prisoner no
longer, but a Commander in Starfleet - even if it was in...
Operations. Fitting the comm-badge and pips provided a sense of
completeness, but the appearance still rattled his nerves. The
uniform hung from his shoulders, and the creature's thinness…. it's
frailty… K'aa closed his eyes, finding it infuriating that he had to
remember that the thing before him – that weak, stick-like biped
bearing his uniform and rank – was himself. He remembered this in the
darkness, and while he was a godless being he prayed that when he
opened his eyes the nightmare would be over, and he would be himself
once more. His heart sank when he opened his eyes and saw the
skeleton-thing frowning back at him.

The roar he put to his throat seemed little more than a gurgle, and
the voice cracked under the strain of the weak lungs but it was still
a roar of defiance, a scream that reminded him of what he was, not of
what he appeared to be. He was Th'Khiss K'aa of the Red Crest, a Gorn
warrior, not some self-pitying monkey. He bore the traditions of a
hundred-thousand years of his clan's proud and honored history. This…
thing he had become was a shell – sad and useless to be certain, but
ultimately the fang and claw didn't make the warrior… the mind did.
He was still himself, regardless of what he had gone through, and
regardless of what he had become. His fangs were dull and his claws
weak, but his mind was still sharp . It wasn't how hard the prey was
struck, but where… and at what time. The roar echoed only for an
instant, then it was overcome with a long, painful fit of coughing.

"Computer", he croaked., "what is the temperature cell of the
reptilian prisoner in the Brig?"

=^= The cell temperature is seven degrees Celsius=^=

"Adjust the temperature down to three degrees over a period of three
hours and alert me once it's done."

The chirp from the ship's computer told him that at least this amount
of clearance had been granted to him, and he smiled. It wasn't warm,
and it wasn't pleasant… but it was genuine, and his first as a human
being. K'aa returned to his bowl of oatmeal and ate to abate his
hunger, and decks below a small room became imperceptivity colder to
all save the cell's occupant who shivered, and dreamed of dead worlds.

OOC - occurs just prior to "Sustainance". sorry.
-Dave, the "Baron of the Backpost"

"Economy of Scale"

Lt. Commander Th'Khiss K'aa
Lt. Chris Daniels

Quarters, Deck 2
=============

When he felt the cool cascade of the ship's air-conditioning fall over
his skin without filching, K'aa knew that this was no nightmare.
Interview over, he was given permission to settle back into his own
quarters to rest. The walk along the Galaxy's corridors were surreal
and dream-like, ending in a furnace-like blast of humid, hot air that
forced the rapid adjustment of the climate-controls of the quarters he
had been assigned. As the oppressive heat that the Gorn was
accustomed to was bled from the room, his new senses adjusted to what
was once familiar to him as the scales on the back of his own claw.

His quarters were smaller than the Pathfinder-class Miranda, but from
his new perspective they seemed huge, far more than a single being
would ever really need. The personal items so carefully arranged in
the impostor's successful attempt at stealing his identity now seemed
alien and unreal, and K'aa felt dwarfed by their size and girth, and
disturbed by their unfamiliar texture.

The first thing he laid eyes upon was his grandsire's armor, centuries
old and in the timeless, classic style of the Red Crest it seemed
impossibly large. To his soft, thin skin the exotic osmium alloys of
the armor's hauberk and throat guard seemed warm, but hard and
uncomfortable – not at all what he remembered them to be. He hefted
the sk'aal, the preferred melee weapon of the Gorn warrior caste,
leaning against the ancient mail and found the staff-like weapon dense
and awkward. With great difficulty he pressed the bronze stud at the
weapons center, and when the thin, stiletto-like blades sprang from
the staff's ends the force of the action wrenched it from his feeble
grasp. Frowning, K'aa left the sk'aal where it lay.

Above the armor another alien thing grinned down at him, seemingly
grinning at his misfortune in a most ironic way. K'aa reached up and
gently took down the great cedar mask of the Sisiutl, the
Kwakwaka'wakw sea-serpent many of his human friends on Earth had
called him years ago. Fangs bared and interlocked, scales painted in
brilliant enamels, the mask bore a coincidental yet uncanny
resemblance to what K'aa had originally looked like. Now, holding it
in frail human hands, the mask looked large and grotesque, and its
toothy grin sinister instead of wise.

"You may want to remember to put a lock on the door." K'aa turned to
see Chris standing just inside the door in his characteristic uniform
look, outer coat zipped way down and sleeves up around his elbows, a
distinctive look on his face. Perhaps disbelief, perhaps suspicion,
perhaps something else, it was hard to distinguish.

The comment drew a brief, harsh laugh from the former prisoner.
"Perhaps you're right Chris. I've never had to worry much about
trespassers before", he rasped as he gestured with a thin hand for his
friend to enter. The effort of the burst of unfamiliar laughter had
hurt his lungs and with effort he sat at one of the large,
uncomfortable chairs. "One of the many new things I'll have to get
used to I suppose. And yourself Chris? New changes for the better I
hope?" As surreal as they seemed the Gorn chose his words carefully
to preserve a sense of normality, as though his will alone would make
him persevere the nightmarish experience he was living.

For an instant, Chris started to give K'aa the "Are you freaking
serious?" look, then his mind quickly tempered his body into
remembering that this person before him had essentially been gone for
nearly the last year. As he lifted his frame off the door and walked
slowly into the main chamber, he looked around and quietly bit his
lip.

"It's been....an interesting year to say the least." He finally
managed, quietly twisting the metal cuff that still stabilized his
wrist. "Lots of ups and downs."

Again, K'aa shook with another uncontrollable bark of bitter laughter.
"Interesting year... I believe I can relate to that. It's been an...
'interesting' year for me too since we mustered off the Miranda." He
looked up at the ship's CTO with bloodshot eyes, looking for change
in his former classmate. "You're... taller from what I remember,
Chris. Darker in hue as well, but these eyes of mine don't see as
well as... well.... hmm.... as well as my real eyes. Still, you're
looking well. What's the story behind the wrist-guard?"

"Oh...um...I broke it during the last battle...story for another time.
It's fine now, I just have to keep the stinking thing on for another
week or so while it finishes re-strengthening the bone." Despite his
best efforts, Chris' eyes betrayed the fact that he wasn't telling the
whole truth. "As for my physical stature..." he smirked and looked
down at himself. "Aside from a slowly growing beer gut, it's still
the same ol' me."

K'aa's red-tinged eyes looked at the cuff, ironically with a fair
degree of envy. "An honorable wound gained in battle... sounds like
there's a story behind it. You're CTO now, so the bridge must have
been hit. Hellbores? Fusion beams? Certainly not Gatling Phasers?"

Chris caught himself looking at K'aa with a hint of anger as he tried
to figure out what he was going to say. At this point, he figured
K'aa didn't need to know all the gory details of what had been done by
the infiltrator in his name. "Honorable injury?" He shrugged.
"Maybe...it's not that big a deal man, really...the Bridge got hit and
in the ensuing bedlam my hand got caught." He waved his hand
convincingly to seem as though it didn't phase him. "How are you
adjusting to your...new surroundings?"

Human modesty over battle-scars always confounded K'aa, and he hoped
he would never settle into that particular part of the human
condition. Still, Chris' question was not unexpected - the staff in
sickbay had prodded him with such a few hours prior, and the former
prisoner had the same answer for his friend. "I... don't have the
words to describe the differences", he said at last. "EVERYTHING is
different, Chris. Every nerve in this body is sending my mind
information I had never thought possible. Being warm-blooded means
not having to worry about a lifetime's discipline on conserving
body-heat... having a sense of smell for the first time... not being
able to see in the infra-red...", he looked down once again at the
mask in his hands, and frowned at the fangs that looked so familiar.
"Even this voice... I cannot even pronounce my own name correctly.
I'm getting the feeling that I'm going to make a very bad human
being."

Chris took in what K'aa said and reflected on it. He had never really
thought about being human in that light...or what it would be like to
wake up and be you in another species' body. It had just never
crossed his mind, because up until a few days ago, it was more or less
a fairy tale. "I wouldn't jump to conclusions yet...you haven't
exactly been human for very long. Yeah, there's going to be some
adjustments to be made, but it's like any adverse situation, assess,
adapt and overcome. Being human isn't so much about the physical
attributes as it is about the journey through life. And who knows,
maybe they'll figure out a way to get you back into that hulking green
monolith of a body." He stopped and assessed the human form for a
second. It was like something out of a prisoner of war
movie...horribly emaciated, his skin seemed to be draped over his
skeleton, which showed prominently in places around his body. Eyes
that seemed almost hollow...it was a frightful sight. Such a sharp
mind trapped in a horrid shell. "It looks like the Hydrans didn't
pick a weakling to put you in though. Get the body back in shape and
you could be pretty formidable. You won't exactly be able to rip
someone's arm off or throw a human through a wall, but..." realizing
he was treading on thin ice, his voice trailed off.

"Journey through life...", K'aa muttered as he reflected on the image,
then rolled a sleeve up past his elbow. The exposed arm seemed as if
it belonged to an avian rather than a mammal, the radius and ulna
seemed frail and bird-like under the paper-thin skin, and the joints
at the elbow and wrist appeared unnaturally swollen in contrast to the
thinness of the rest of the limb. "If that's to be so, then this
vessel is in dire need of a refit. And fuel... which brings me to
another part of being human I'm not terribly fond of..." He reached
across the dinette table and casually tossed Chris a PADD. "Take a
look at this and tell me if Medical's having a gut-laugh at my
expense."

Chris took the PADD and scanned it, noticing quickly what the subject
was about and realizing why it irked the new human so much. "And your
question would be?"

"Do humans *really* consume that much fruit, vegetables and grains?"

He smirked. "Yeah, sorry to tell ya, but you're probably going to
have to get used to a few more salads. Human metabolism needs a lot
of carbohydrates, proteins and vitamins, and that's what you'll be
existing on at first at least. I'm guessing they need you to start on
this stuff to rebuild your body's basic digestive system. In a few
weeks they may let you get back to meats. Once you're released from
medical care, you can probably eat whatever you want...but for now
you're gonna be enjoying rabbit food."

"That's... unfortunate", K'aa's frown was deepening when he recalled
one of Chris' earlier statements. His brow furrowed and he gave the
Risan an odd, sideways look. "Throw a human through a wall? Rip
someone's arm off? Chris... what was the Hydran doing while on the
Galaxy?"

Chris' eyes narrowed as his mind decided what to do. For a moment he
stared at the mask that K'aa still held. When he finally looked at
him, his demeanor changed to something the human K'aa hadn't seen
before.

"Nothing it'll be able to repeat now that we know how to control it."

"That sounds... significant", the former POW rasped. In the pit of
his gut he knew that a Hydran in his position would have access to
some significant Tactical and Strategic information - just how much
his doppelganger may have sent to the Triad chilled him to the marrow,
despite now being warm-blooded.

Chris stood and walked within a foot of K'aa, his eyes now glowing
with a mix of rage and resentment. "Look K'aa. That..thing, did
horrible things on the bridge during the last battle. It broke my
wrist and sent me through a bulkhead, it ripped Raven Darkstar's arm
out of it's socket, it maimed Commander Smith. But worst of all, it
tried to kill the Captain. All of that was a result of what we
thought was you blowing a gasket and trying to kill him in front of
us."

"Yes... I have something of a... reputation for that sort of thing."
Echoes of his first mission on the Miranda pulsed through K'aa's mind,
and he remembered the looks the crew cast his way after his possession
by the 'Messenger'. It had taken him months to earn the crew's
respect and shake the scent of the alien... thing from his hide, and
now something less sinister but equally repugnant. No matter how hard
he worked, the stain of 'K'aa the murderer' or 'K'aa the traitor'
seemed

"And you want to know the worst part? After we subdued it and I got
out of sickbay and I went to go see it in the brig, all I wanted to
do, even when I thought it was still you, was watch it die the most
horrible death possible. I taunted it, harassed it, told it I wanted
it to die. And to this day, even now that I know the circumstances, I
can't turn the rage off."

The gaunt man's mouth twitched into something that should have been a
snarl in a maw bristling with fangs, but in his human form the
expression seemed like a cold, humorless grin. "I know all about
rage, Chris", he growled, tasting the coppery taste of adrenaline
flood into his mouth. "Rage kept me alive for almost a year on Alroth
III. Rage prevented me from madness when they wanted to know how well
human nerves relayed pain. Rage fed me when... I hadn't eaten for
days." K'aa's thin fingers whitened against the enameled cedar mask
which trembled in his grip. "On the Miranda, I worked hard for
redemption... fought for it tooth and claw. I will have it again...
but it will be driven by rage, Chris. You have no concept of how
deeply I thirst for this revenge."

Chris backed away and looked back at K'aa. "Sounds like you and I
both have a bone to pick with the Hydrans...for reasons rational or
otherwise."

"Agreed", K'aa managed after slowly recovering his composure. "And
knowing that the Hydran rots in a cell a few decks below is getting
under my scales. How do you deal with... it being so close?"

"I don't." Chris replied matter-of-factly. "The thing is an egomaniac
that thrives on people paying attention to it. I keep myself busy
with work, which is easy enough nowadays. Most of the time, its
simply not there to me. But when it is..." he shrugged. "I remember
that it is but a small pawn in this game. I don't grant it any
importance other than its tactical value. And in making it watch the
overwhelming defeat of its people rather than it getting killed off
immediately is going to do me more than enough justice for this war."

The haggard man nodded as his friends words sunk in. "Then you're a
better... man... than I am", he rasped at last. "All I can think of
is him, within *my* scales, using *my* claws to commit murder in *my*
name. I fear that my thoughts will consume my reason, and I will be
tempted to seek my revenge... at all cost, and regardless of my
current condition. I need something to occupy my mind... distract me
from my instinct. Until I am fit for work, they have me confined to
quarters... and it's driving me mad."

Chris' eyes narrowed for a minute. "Well, I can't tell you not to
have rage...that'd be like the pot calling the kettle black. But
trust me, that little turd doesn't deserve to die yet...it'll be more
painful for it this way. As for the idle mind thing..." he face
twisted as he thought. "A lot's happened in the last year that you're
going to need to get caught up on. As a department head I can grant
you access to the unclassified Tactical after action reports...that
could keep you entertained for awhile..."

Slowly, K'aa nodded. "For a while, yes", he agreed, but still bore a
deep frown. "Whatever you can spare. It'll be interesting to see
what else happened in the nebula. Thank you again, Chris - my debt
grows with my scales." He grimaced at the traditional Gorn
catchecism for gratitude, forgetting that he now had thin, pink,
follicle-laden skin in place of scales.

Chris nodded, the irony of K'aa no longer having scales to grown not
being lost on him. "If you need any help, don't hesitate to ring.
But I need to get going." He extended his hand.

K”aa clasped it with the feeble strength he could muster, knowing that
the grip would betray his state of weakness. Still, if he couldn’t
trust his best friend…

Chris walked to the door and stopped, turning around, a look of relief
on his face. "Oh, K'aa?"

“Hmmmm?”

"It's good to have you back, Big Man."

"Early Morning Thoughts"

J. Andrus Suder
Brian Elessidil

****

The room he left had been dark and quiet, but warm. Temperature, yes,
but more so in a more emotionally, maybe even spiritual way. When the
doors quietly swished open to this room, it too was dark and quiet.
But it didn't quite have the same warm feeling.

It didn't surprise him.

Assuming the lights had been turned down for a reason, Brian silently
made his way to the large reference station toward the center of the
room in the artificial twilight without requesting the computer to
adjust it in any way. Dressed only in some loose tunic shirt and
loungy pants he'd hastily thrown on, the lighting was fine as far as
he was concerned. Usually, he wouldn't be awake yet anyway.

He stopped at the desk, regarding with some tenderness the silent
away-facing figure seated before him. There had been no reason to
announce himself; he already knew his arrival hadn't really been much
of a surprise. The note Brian had found next to his bed hadn't told
him where to find its author. That much was a fairly simple
deduction.

"A library's a pretty good place to think," he quietly commented,
breaking the silence.

"I've come to think so," Andy replied, pushing back a book he hadn't
been reading and turning towards Brian. "Couldn't sleep?"

Brian shrugged. "Seems to be contagious lately."

Andrus nodded. He knew it was inevitable - several nights of leaving
early for these early morning reflections was bound to catch up
eventually - but he had hoped to avoid this conversation. He bit back
a sigh. "Do you want to do this here, Brian? The library is a good
place for study and reflection, not so much for arguments and
break-ups."

"Who said I was here to argue or break up?"

"Aren't you?" Andy asked. There was a bitter tone to his voice that
pissed him off and he blamed it on Brian. "Then what is it?"

In any other relationship Andy's tone might indeed have led quickly to
an argument, but Brian was used to hearing more than what was just on
the surface. He knew Andy and his moods well enough however to know
that if he asked anything even closely resembling "do you want to
talk?" Andy would likely tell him to save the counseling for his
patients. So Brian simply sat down across from him and partially
extended his arms on the desk, palms up, in a gesture of openness. "I
was just wondering what you've been doing up so early the past few
days. It doesn't look like you're working on any urgent task here."

"I've been thinking about you," Andy said bluntly. "About us. What
have you been thinking about lately?"

"Quite a number of things, you know that," he answered. "The ship,
the department, K'aa, Iniara, Captain M'Kantu, my health, my career.
But I'll be honest, Andy, I haven't thought a lot about us recently,
mostly because it's the one thing in my life that's seemed to be on a
good trajectory or at least relatively stable. Do you feel ignored or
taken for granted?"

Andrus laughed. "Only a counselor could ask that question with a
straight face. No, Brian, I don't feel ignored or taken for granted. I
feel .... like you're ready to run for it."

A peculiar look crossed Brian's face in response. "Andy...why would
you think that? Because I've seemed distracted lately? Because my
duties have required a lot of my time and energy? Or..or because I've
just been diagnosed with a condition that requires me to constantly
monitor and control my emotional state? You're the one who's been
slipping away in the wee hours without any explanation or...." His
paused mid-sentence as something dawned on him, something he had
either never noticed or simply never believed possible, not in the
context of this particular relationship anyway. "Would it really
matter to you that much if I were ready to run for it?" he asked
quietly.

"Of course it would," Andy replied. He grabbed at the book - one of
the limited paper and binding ones - and stood up because he suddenly
needed to be doing anything but sitting still. "I'm not a complete
asshole."

"No, you're not. But as you once told me, you don't do long-term
relationships."

"No, I don't," the librarian replied. "Didn't." He pulled what
Samantha called his bitchy librarian face, utterly irritated with
himself, and moved to do anything that might distract him as he
talked. "I mean unless ..."

"Unless...?" Brian queried further, slowly cocking his head as he
wondered where Andy was heading.

"Unless you might want to."

Brian rose slowly from his seat, not taking his eyes off Andy. For a
moment, he considered the possibility that Kimberly's latest
medication was losing its effect and that Andy was responding to
emotions that weren't truly his own. But Brian wasn't the one being
particularly emotional right now, so he couldn't be the source.
Whatever was swirling around in the other man's head -- and Brian was
too respectful to try to probe -- the unexpected words were genuine.

"I- I'm not sure how to respond to that," he replied honestly.
"Andy...you've, I don't know, changed the rules," he said, now the one
feeling on the spot and unable to talk. "When we started seeing each
other I told myself that I had to accept the fact that you had no
intention of committing to anything long-term, that...that to do
otherwise would only end up with me getting hurt. So I invested no
expectations in this relationship other than whatever time we had
together. Now you're suggesting-"

"Look, if you don't want to ..."

"I didn't say that! Believe me, if it were as easy as a simple yes or
no I'd say so. I just...Andy, I just need some time to consider
this." No one -- not him, not Madden, hell even Saul Bental -- no one
had considered the possibility that the mysterious Andrus Suder would
be the one wanting more from this relationship than the other was
quite ready to give. It was supposed to be the other way around, at
least if anyone were placing wagers. The
smuggler-turned-diplomat-turned-librarian-turned-whatever-else
considering the possibility of settling into a real relationship while
the taken off guard counselor was stuck in an emotional quandary and
unsure how to respond simply hadn't been in the script.

Andrus frowned. "How much time?"

Brian just stared back blankly, having moved well past trying to
understand Andy's feelings to trying to understand his own. "I- I
don't know." It was then that he started feeling the first twinge of
the emotional disorientation beginning to engulf him. It was the
Zanthi Fever and it would only get harder now to think this through.
"Do we have to figure this out now?" he asked, pinching the bridge of
his nose and lightly shaking his head to try to clear his mind a
little.

"I think," Andy started before a wave of ... something hit him and he
also shook his head. He sat down carefully. "Is that ... ?"

"Yes," Brian answered, understanding that Andy would be starting to feel it too.

It was an odd sensation and disorienting as hell, Andrus decided. "Can
I ... is there anything I can do?"

Brian stood to leave. "No...I should just go....Wait, no, no, I
should stay here where there's no one around to make it worse. You
leave...please," he said, fighting the confusion that was beginning to
cloud his mind.

Despite the situation, Andy couldn't help but smile. "You're asking
*me* to leave my own department." He held up his hands before Brian
could protest. "Okay, I'm leaving. I'll make sure no one comes in."

"Thanks," Brian replied. He re-seated himself and looked at Andy once
more before he left. ~I'm not going anywhere -- not in any sense,~ he
sent, hoping Andy would understand.

Andrus stared for a moment, not quite sure if he could believe that.
But he nodded anyway. ~~I'll be right out here if you need me~~

"The Odd Couple"

Starring :

Cadet Paige Sullivan (Kate)

Operations

Ensign Saiyk (Chris)

Planetary Sciences




There was barely time for Ensign Saiyk to step off the transporter pad
along with the rest of the new arrivals before the USS Galaxy was
jumping back to warp leaving the transport vessel far in its wake.

She was a ship built to live amongst the stars, and the transluminal
realm of warped subspace was her natural habitat. The mere chores of
crew transfers and such may need to be taken care of in Einstein's
universe, but it was Cochrane's to which the Galaxy longed to return.

There was a short introductory speech given by a yeoman to the
assembled newcomers. Details such as personal baggage and room
assignments were dealt with along with an invitation to an upcoming
crew orientation to be given on the morrow.

That said, the fledglings were left to fend for themselves, leaving
naught for Saiyk to do but shoulder his duffel and head-out in search
of his quarters.

The passageways were brightly lit....a bit too much yellow for his
Vulcan eyes, and the ever-present human fascination with
air-conditioning left him quite chilled, but beyond that, the interior
arrangement was something of a marvel.

Circa 2360's architecture with great swaths of beige and brown
carpeting differentiated this veteran ship from the newer all-metal
killers being turned out in the wake of the Dominion wars. The overall
design met with the Vulcan's satisfaction, being crafted in an era of
science and exploration, he had no doubt that his time here would be
well spent. In a fleet increasingly dominated by fast destroyers and
battleships, the venerable explorer classed vessels were something of
a choice assignment.

There was little fuss in tracking down his quarters... the old style
LCARS wall computers proved sufficient for the task, and a mere 15
minutes after beaming aboard young Saiyk was keying in his identity
for the door computer.

It was only when the barrier hissed aside to reveal a double occupancy
room that the Vulcan paused for brief reflection. After 4 years of
yellow light and too frigid temperatures on Earth, he had half been
anticipating the opportunity to customize his room's environmental
controls to Vulcan norm. The all too non-Vulcan decorations -- posters
of various musical groups, a large replication of the Martian flag --
covering one-half of the room, however, indicated a compromise would
have to be in order.

Very well... he restrained an involuntary chill. Stepping inside
towards the empty bed on the right hand side, he tripped over a small
pile of laundry not previously noticed. Catching himself easily in the
light gravity, the scientist in him noticed something amiss within the
offending detritus. Stooping down to look closer he confirmed his
analysis.

A bra.

It was serendipitous that at that very moment, the doors to the shared
bathroom revealed a small, athletically thin human woman in black
cloth running shorts and a matching black sports bra, both of which
had a logo that read: Arsia Gardens Parresies Squares Elite Squad. She
was tying up her hair in a top-knot as she paused, looking at him.

"Zullar," she said, making a face as she dropped her hands and studied
him a moment. "I thought they were pullin' darby, but you're a bayo,
iye." She paused briefly before approaching him and taking away the
bra. "Z'unada strict Vulcans or have you been… terranized nint?"

Saiyk had to restrain a surprised blink, and a fleeting curiosity as
to whether his translator was malfunctioning or not. He had picked out
a few words... strict Vulcan... terran... but little else.
Without a valid question to answer he merely cocked his head to the
side to watch.

As she chirped -- and her speech pattern sounded a lot like chirping
-- the petite human crossed to her side of the room, not that there
was much in the way of space between her side and that left as his.
Maybe a meter and a third wide of corridor cut a straight swath
through the four or so meters between the threshold and simple
washroom she'd just exited.

She tucked the article of clothing into her footlocker and then took
her shoes and socks, sitting on her bed to put them on. She didn't
make a lot of eye contact, seemed to be completely at ease with the
fact that he was there.

"I'm Paige Sullivan, by the way," she said, perhaps the most
understandable statement she'd made in the past forty-seven seconds as
she put a sock on her left foot first.

"Saiyk," he replied simply with an ever so slight bow. For several
long moments he was at a loss. From his experience, he knew humans we
generally modest in mixed gender accommodations. While Vulcans shared
no such taboos, there was a strong desire for personal privacy and
order that he began to sense was rapidly slipping away.

He watched her silently as she dressed for several long moments,
deciding that she was aesthetically pleasing, however wondered if that
assessment was improper.

"Ms. Sullivan," he began formally, "forgive my limited knowledge of
human customs, but I must inquire as to the suitability of our room
assignment. It was my understanding that it was considered taboo for a
woman to share quarters with a male if they were not formally
recognized as a breeding pair. Am I in error in that assumption?"
She looked up from tying her right show and blinked a moment.
"Breeding pair?" she questioned, before shaking her head, brushing a
light lock of plain brown hair from her face. "It's the modern 'Fleet,
y-a. Besides, with gender roles and sexual preference and species with
multiple genders or no genders or... well, Starfleet's basically
phased out gender-based assignments unless the officer specifically
requests such."

As she explained, her speech altered, shifting into a
steady, over-enunciated and blocky form of Standard with a clipped and
formal tone, almost as though she was attempting to mock someone.
"Which hardly anyone does because it's pretty well hidden in the
assignment forms."

She looked at him as though noticing, for the first
time, that he was a Vulcan. "You probably saw it though. Long story
short, my roommate was a zeffin lubo heunda who went Fossy on me and
there was some supposed misunderstanding involving her coming at me
with scissors -- axu, 'beauty tool' -- while I slept. I put in for a
transfer. I'm sure you understand."

"Indeed." He digested that information....not at all certain of 57.2% of the young woman's phraseology. "Then it seems we shall
become... 'roomies' is it not the phrase?"

"That's one term for it," Paige agreed. "Another term is cohabitantly damned."

~Illogical terminology,~ he thought. Lodging practices and mythical
post-mortem spiritual domains were antithetical to one another.

Turning towards his own side of the cramped room, his head swam a
moment in the lighter than normal gravity. Given the presence of the
Martian flag, he presumed that Ms. Sullivan had the environmental
controls set close to her own home...and thus lighter than even the Earth norm Gravity he had become used to.

Again a compromise would be in order, but it would be impolite to
demand such changes so shortly after intruding on her solitude.

Dropping his small duffel on the bare green mattress… he'd have to
find out how to requisition a more suitable meditation rock at some
point... he began parceling out his meager possessions. A few casual
articles of clothing, some holo chips from his time in Pompeii, and a
smallish collection of oil pigments and brush.

His friend Darby back at the Academy had been an aspiring artist, and
at one point convinced Saiyk to give the discipline a try.

"I must ask Ms. Sullivan," he said as he unpacked, "In the interest of
amiable relations between us... if there are any social taboos or
cultural idiosyncrasies that I must be aware of. It would be against
the spirit of Starfleet diversity to inadvertently offend one's living
mate."

"Don't come at me with scissors and I think we're karzi," she said.
"Uhm." She frowned as she sat up straight, fully shod feet settled on
the floor now, bright yellow laces glowing up at them. "Sometimes I
play my music a little loud. I'll wear headphones when you're in, but
I know la have sensitive ears nint, so just tell me if it's
irritating. Otherwise..." She shrugged. "Can't think of anything. I
try to be kinda laid-back. You?"

He turned to face her, standing face-to-face mere feet apart given the
nature of the room. Hands clasped behind his back he studied her for
several long moments before speaking. "I have to this date not
exhibited any predilection towards physical violence Ms. Sullivan.
However should that change I will endeavor to notify you forthwith.
Indeed I shall venture to presume that I will be placed on the
standard Vulcan 36 hour shift rotations that seems to be standard, so
I shall rarely be in quarters by human standards."

He paused, finding himself looking at the bright yellow shoelaces
somewhat intrigued. "Likewise, I have no such musical aspirations so
the choice of auditory ambiance is yours... however," he paused a moment, "I
hesitate to speak of such things given their sensitive nature to my
people, but in light of the close quarter nature of our arrangements I must
ask a boon of you."

"Sure thing."

"Vulcans," he explained, "as you are no doubt aware, are inherently
touch-telepaths, and as such are averse to unwanted physical contact.
By comparison, my controls are much more sensitive than typical and as
such I must ask to refrain from such casual contact that is common
amongst your kind. The results could be......rather emotional"

She stared at him for a moment, processing the formalized speech she
was no doubt unaccustomed to given the vernacular she had thus far
displayed. It was almost possible to view her unpacking each sentence
for its meaning and slowly deciphering what he was talking about.
"So basically: no-touchy," she said, "kensa. No worries, Spike, I'm
not that typa girl anyway. Personal bubbles are good in my book."

Nodding slightly, Saiyk turned to resume his unpacking. Starfleet it seemed was already an adventure into unknown territory.

"Extrasolar planets"


Starring Ensign Saiyk
Planetary Sciences




(OOC-Finally...a mission-oriented post....shock!)




For all things....there is a first time.

For young Ensign Saiyk of Vulcan, this was time for his first planetary survey serving as Science Officer aboard a Starfleet ship of the Line.

Were he human that distinction might have been betrayed by nervousness, excitement, fear, or any combination of all three at the same time.

Instead he noted the event with a simply inclination of his head as he closely examined the results streaming across his panel.

There were currently three robotic probes examining the HD189625 star system. The first was in a high polar orbit above the system plane to get an overall view while the other two streaked back and forth across the orbital belt switching their areas of interest under the close supervision of Saiyk.

There were some drawbacks to having a Chief Science officer whose interests so closely matched ones own. At first Saiyk hoped to glean some gem s of knowledge from the more experienced Lt Kara'nin, but it soon became apparent that the Fruna'lin was disinclined to share in his personal astrometrical research.

So today Saiyk was flying probes.

An important enough task, being necessary for the accurate charting of orbital periods and system population, but far from his own specialties in planetary formation and evolution.

No matter.

"Polar Orbital confirms HD 189625 as G5 Main sequence Primary" he intoned for the benefit of the mission recorder.

"Initial parallax scan of system reveals 7 planetary bodies out to 19 AU with a maximum deviation of 12 degrees of the main orbital plane."

He fiddled with the controls a bit more expanding the probes view to include the more remote regions of the system. The slow moving orbital periods would delay the parallax analysis a bit, but preliminary data pointed towards a typical Plutoid population and the ubiquitous Oort cloud.

Leaving the first probe to its business, his fingers flew over the controls programming in parallel flybys for the close in Probes.

Starting with the first planet out from the central star they would spiral outwards on a Grand tour of the system bringing in valuable scientific data without requiring the Galaxy to make the trip itself.

He programmed four flyby's for one probe, and two for the second on the far side of the system.

The benefits of an Impulse drive was apparent in that the entire survey was projected at being complete in less than 12 hours compared to the decade long Grand Tour in the days of Voyager.

Adjusting the probe's trajectories a bit, he sat back a bit in his chair to reexamine the preliminary data.

No gas giants present. Somewhat of an oddity, but not entirely unheard of.

Planetary formation being his specialty he was already running down known possibilities for such a finding.

The G5 primary was too young for the most exotic of the explanations....atmospheric dispersal resulting from stellar shell expansion.

Unfortunate.

The chance to see the core of a Gas giant after its thick atmosphere was blown away by the pulsating of its central star would be the find of the century.

Fortunately he was Vulcan and as such there was no disappointment....but there was curiosity.

"Planetary Body I….Classification HD 189625 b ....Class D Nickel Iron.....no discernable atmosphere, tidal locked with G5 Primary. Initial scans reveal seismically inert at present."

He tapped out some additional commands and hit the transmit button

Somewhere millions of miles away from Saiyk sitting at his Science station, a robotic probe broke orbit from a rather boring little world, and punching it up to .9c was quickly in orbit around a more interesting subject.

"Planetary Body II .....HD 189625 c…..Class K Silica based crust with extensive crystalline outcroppings. Atmosphere spectroscopy reveals thin carbon dioxide, nitrogen layers.....surface scarring indicative of subterranean fault lines and recent volcanic activity....."

Saiyk paused his dictation to send the distant probe in a low pass along a likely point of interest.

"Addendum…..surface debris at northern hemispherical coordinates 23.56N by 17.22E .…..Scans reveal shattered crystal monoliths and sulphuric dust particles which lends weight to volcanic hypothesis within last......" he paused to run some calculations. "...within last 15-20 years by standard estimations."

The vulcanologist in him desired a closer look at said upheaval, but his little robotic avatar was already rocketing along at near superluminal speeds.

The third planet HD 189625 d, was skipped...it being the primary area of interest and the current destination of Galaxy anyway. No need in duplicating efforts.

In the process of spiraling outwards, the probe catalogued two additional asteroid sized objects, and a number of short term comets.

"PB IV…designated HD189625 e, indicative of Class L....Iron nickel core, seismically active. Mass at 3.2 Terran standard and diameter of 3.78 of said standard."

He paused to examine his data. The high diameter and relatively low mass indicated a rather low density world. Not quite outside to realm of normal, but intriguing nevertheless.

"Surface water present at estimated 22% of surface area in two southern hemispherical lakes and scattered streams. Concentrated nature of said lakes indicative of possible meteor strike as origin for basins. Further scan reveal evidence of cholophyl based plant life in and around aforementioned lake sites."

"Que Bien!" came the unexpected voice from just behind Saiyk.

Swiveling in his chair , he was confronted with the slim form of Ens. Miguel Antonio Sandoval…..Chief of the Botanical Research Division. Saiyk nodded slightly, "Forgive me Ensign Sandoval, I was not aware of your presence…..shall I forward a copy of the initial data to your Department?"

The Latino nodded appreciatively with a smile, and took the opportunity to point out some of the streaming data form Saiyk's probe. "Mira Senor Saiyk….chlorophyllic metabolic synthesis across the spectrum. You have evidence of subsurface plant growth as well?"

Directing the probe into an even lower orbit, Saiyk refined the scans on the botanist area of interest. "Indeed Ensign……submerged plant life evident in both lake areas…..however…." he paused as some unusual data flowed by on the screen.

He was not an expert on life sciences but…..

"Madre de Dios." Sandovla exclaimed with a grin. "Non terrestrial amino acids and plant proteins……you suspect the lakes are old meteor strikes si?"

"Indeed."

"….and these readings indicate seeds of life brought in from some other source." Miguel rubbed his chin. "Alien proteins carried in by the meteors to seed life anew on this planet?"

Saiyk was forced to agree. "It bears further scrutiny, but yes…..I would say that is a sound hypothesis at this juncture."

Miguel was all smiles, already making lists of supplies he'd need to go down to the planet to test his theories.

Let the rest of the ship investigate centuries old radio signals on the third planet…..he had a more important botnaical mystery to solve on the 4th.

"Que bien Senor Saiyk….Gracias…muchos gracias……please forward data to my department, and I'll begin at once. I'll mention your name in my paper!"

With a little whoop of excitement, the El Salvadoran was gone as quickly as he appeared, leaving the young Vulcan to complete his scan.

The final two major planets of the system HD189625 fI and HD189625 fII were a double system.

Equal in mass and orbiting about a fixed la Grange point in space, they were a fascinating…if deadly study.

Gravitational Torsion and Seismic upheavals were common occurrences, and the twin surfaces were daily reshaped and splintered into new forms.

The Vulcanologist in Saiyk was almost drooling at the constant upheavals…..the origins of such a system were an enticing mystery. Most double planets ended up smashing into one another , or having one flung off into space.

To coexist so closely for so long spoke of a delicate evolution that he longed to understand. He allowed himself the conceit of an extra three orbits about the twin worlds charting the complex gravitational flux's before closing out the report for Lt. Kara'nin's approval.

There were other Departments aboard the Galaxy that had need of the Probes, and as such he surrendered his control to the Solar Observatory, next in line.

Rising from his station, the sandy haired Vulcan had to repress a surge of satisfaction…….it seemed the USS Galaxy was turning out to be the Scientific home he had hoped for.

"Lost"

Cmdr. Arel Smith
Colonel For'kel Arvelion

*****

USS Galaxy
For'kel's quarters

She entered the room quietly, with no remorse for overriding the lock
on his door and little concern for the growl he threw her way. All in
all, he looked better than she had expected; she guessed it had
something to do with all that marine training of self resolve and
almost fanatical grooming to remove any facial hair.

Her brother told her to get lost.

She thought about it for a moment and then nodded.

"Only if you come with me," Arel said.

*****

Holdeck Two
Primordial Klingon jungle

The trees were filled with twisted and gnarled branches that made them
easy to climb; the leaves of the canopy were thick and blocked out
most of the sun. Arel thought it was a pretty good replica of the
place she'd once been exiled to.

"View's better from up here," Arel called down from her branch.

For'kel sighed. Tramping through a Klingon jungle wasn't exactly
'his' idea of fun. It made a hell of a training program when it came
to combat drills, but for fun? Yeah, not something he would do on his
own. Still, here he was ... and he pulled himself up rather easily to
Arel's level. "I take it we're going to get to the point of this
eventually, right?"

Arel shook her head. "No point to make, just wanted you to get some
fresh air." She stood easily, reached for a far looking branch without
hesitation, checked her footing, and then pulled herself up.

"So... knowing I hate heat you picked the warmest, wettest climate you
could find, did you?" He didn't bother with looking for a footing,
using his arms to pull him up until he could swing a leg over. "Smooth
move."

"You said get lost." Arel shrugged. "Klingons are literal. Next time
choose your words more carefully."

"Really? So if someone were to say 'fuck you', do you take that as an
order to jump the nearest crewman?" The Stagnorian growled with
uncharacteristic crass, raised an eyebrow, and sat down on the tree
limb.

"Nope," Arel replied, continuing to climb. She'd forgotten how
enjoyable climbing could be, when you weren't running for your life of
course.

She paused and wiped her brow. Maybe she'd program a more hospitable
place next time. For'kel was right, the place was fucking hot. "Look,
I'm not your counselor, you don't have to talk to me. But I'm not
going to let you sit in that room day in and out either so if you
don't like the trees pick some place else."

"I was perfectly fine in my quarters." Fork sighed. "Computer,
transfer to program Arvelion Alpha, transition when ready."

The Holodeck switched over immediately from the hot moist climate of a
tropical jungle to a somewhat dryer, higher-altitude,
temperate-to-tundra style environment. They were on the top of a
small mountain, hill really, about 200 meters above sea-level, on a
cliff overlooking an evergreen forest with clear, fresh water pools
fed by waterfalls and rivers. He swished some of the dirt, which
seemed to have the same consistency as heavy grade, wet sand, and took
a seat on one of many boulders. A chilly wind blew, and there was the
crunching of still thawing dirt as they stepped. "Much better."

Arel sat down on a nearby boulder. "If you say so." She looked out at
the view and had to admit that it was pretty enough but she had
preferred the jungle.

"So... what now?" Fork wasn't really any better at this kind of stuff
than Arel was, so it sort of left a big question out there. "I've
gotta warn you, if you start with the psycho-analysis crap I'm
walking."

Arel nodded. "Want to hike down there?"

Hell, they might as well. "Sure. Have you ever been in a pine-forest before?"

They started to walk. "Perhaps. I never really used to pay attention
to what kind of trees I walked by. Is this a real place?"

"Yes it is. The main city on Al'Klei'sh is just opposite those
mountains. Last time I visited the place they hadn't expanded to this
side of the ridge-line yet, but as fast as that planet's growing
anything is possible." For'kel hopped down to a lower level, a ram
below them muttering angrily as a few displaced pebbles rained down on
him.

"You're going to have to teach me some of these curses one day," Arel
commented as she passed him. For'kel didn't know it yet but they were
now in a race to the bottom of the hill.

He walked down the dirt trail in near silence. He wasn't much in the
mood for a race even if he'd known one was on. "You still talk to
Mitchell at all?"

"Nope," Arel said. "Can't get a hold of him."

"You do realize there are options other than yelling or smoke signals,
right? Ever use the communications systems?"

"I suspect he's telling his lackeys to say he's busy. Gorram smegging pthak."

"And you married him... 'why'?" For'kel asked as he took a short-cut
to catch up with her. "For the novelty of it? Because if that's it,
there's many other ways of joining a freak show."

"Like having a smart ass for a brother?" Arel replied.

"Exactly, that's the spirit." Fork stuck his hands in his pockets for
lack of anything better to do with them and booted one particular
stone for a few paces. "How's Korvin?"

"Good," She said with a sigh. "My grandfather took him to a tournament
the other day and he's been asking for a bat'leth ever since." She
waited a beat, not sure whether talking about his son was okay, before
commenting that Korvin would no doubt be showing off for his cousin
the next time they met.

"His first tournament already, hmmm?" He chuckled. "He's growing up
fast. Seems like just yesterday he was still crawling around, doesn't
it?"

Arel nodded. "Yes it does." But she didn't want to talk about her son
anymore - no use for them both to be miserable. "I'll race you to the
river."

"You know I'll win, right?" He couldn't help but smirk. He knew what
Arel was trying to do, and appreciated the thought. "I'll give you a
three second head start."

"Go frell yourself," Arel snapped right back. "I don't need your help."

"Suit yourself." Fork threw back over his shoulder as he took off running.

"Cheater!" She yelled before running after him.

"Whiskey Lullaby"

Colonel For'kel Arvelion
Lt. JG Ophelia Zamora

 

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"I brought coffee." Her soft voice peeked around the corner before she did. Two mugs in hand, padds tucked underneath arms, Zamora was the epitome of business like appearance. Her dark eyes held a femininity that was difficult to find in her department, yet she held out the hope that the whole world was not evil....just small parts of it.

Placing the mugs down on his desk, Ophelia sat, crossed her legs, adjusted her skirt and cleared her throat. "What are we going to do about 'him'?"

Fork was feeling a headache building up. Contrary to cliche jokes, it wasn't even the lawyer's fault. Every time he heard the name 'Man'darr Maivia' as of late however, he just couldn't help but get ticked off, and stress had a way of inducing headaches. The fact that it really hadn't been front and center on his plate (as if he needed 'more' difficulties) didn't seem to be helping things either. It was probably best that, like a counseling session for the annual psychological reviews, they just got it over and done with.

"Thank you." He gave Ophelia a friendly grin, not really finding it necessary to tell her that he didn't drink coffee. No coffee... no alcohol... like Leah once said 'No wonder you can be such a crab!' "As for Captain Maivia, I don't know, or care honestly, at this point. I'm tired of dealing with Admirals who put the 'ass' in brass, and quite frankly I'm tired of having to defend myself whenever it is either he or Lieutenant London opts to throw a tantrum."

"Then don't. Pass the buck so to speak. The next time either of them choose to take the 'immature' path, recommend mandatory counseling from one of the counselor's on board. Make it with a warning that if they screw up after that, they can have a talk with the friendly neighborhood JAG. There are plenty of disciplinary actions that can be placed upon an officer of Starfleet without putting them in the brig. Everyone assumes that if you are naughty, you automatically get a cell. Not so. Creativity is a wonderful tool to be used to keep certain people in line Fork. My personal opinion? This 'crap' needs to end. I'm sure it's the last thing you need with all that..........." She let her voice trail off before hiding behind her mug while taking a sip of her drink.

Boy, was that the truth. "I'm not the kind of person that forces my problems on everyone else, Ophelia. Nor do I normally issue threats I'm not prepared to carry out. I'm not going to force a transfer to another unit, only to have their CO's clean things up. As for counseling... well I came aboard this ship with admittedly jaded views of counseling, and Lieutenant London's actions have only served to reinforce said views. Besides, in Maivia's case I think there's a serious safety issue for any counselor daring enough to deal with him." Whatever the Admiral's assurances, Fork wasn't about to be responsible for getting a prying counselor killed. "And I think we've established that confinement to quarters and elimination of privileges just aren't effective. He's going to end up making me wish I'd vaporized him when I had the chance." That probably wasn't true... 'probably', but it sure felt that way. His eyes caught a glimpse of a photograph on his desk, one of the few personal effects he kept... Berilyn holding their son and perched between the arm and back of their sofa. A simple snap-shot taken randomly on your average day, but there wasn't anything 'average' about Berilyn's beautiful eyes and lips, or Koren's sparkling eyes. "Maybe it's just time to call it quits."

"I doubt you really mean that. I know that what I've been through is nothing in comparison to what you have experienced Fork, but at times, I felt like quitting as well. This job.....was at times the only thing that kept my head above water. And even this job, was in jeopardy for a while. The one thing....one person that kept me grounded was my son Logan. He was with me in spirit up until recently when he came aboard. I don't know. I don't know what you know of my story, what you care to know or not. But, in the last six months my ex husband was killed, I was found innocent of his murder, and was able to get my son back to me, and had the security of the Galaxy to come back to. It's been a roller coaster and to top it all off, I have counselors crawling up and down my back wanting to make sure that Logan and I are 'ok' through all this. We are not, but we are adjusting to our new life. How can you be okay after your world's been turned up side down? I just want to take a moment to breathe and take inventory. I think....if I'm not being to bold here...that's what you need to do. Breathe and take inventory....."

He had heard a lot of stories while on the Miranda and now the Galaxy, but even Fork had to admit that was a new one as far as the stories went. Definitely a much more human departure from the fantastic tales told of conquering rock-monsters, slaying space-faring octupi, and vanquishing dragons that the crew had become accustomed to sharing. He did as instructed, took a deep breath, and let it go. "Better?"

The unimpressed smirk of a grin laden with pity made it evident it wasn't... but then again Fork wasn't really trying either. "So... how did you cope with it?" He asked in a much quieter voice then the clear, articulate, authoritative tone he normally used in front of his Marines. "Being away from your son, I mean?"

"I didn't cope very well to be honest. Most nights were spent gazing out a port window or window, praying that he 'felt' me. The nights I could get some rest, I had his favorite stuffed animal from when he was a baby squished between my arms in a hug. Days, I'd look at his picture, wondering if he was being taken care of, if he was happy, and when I would be able to provide a safe home for him without the fear of him watching as his dad attacked his mother. I would wonder if he would be able to remember the times he was in his high chair.....hearing me scream as his father knocked me to the ground...punching me. I hoped he didn't see the hurt in my eyes, or the anger at his father when his father was at work. Questions I'll never get answers to I suppose. I found a way to cope, but it wasn't a healthy one Fork. I turned to alcohol to numb the overwhelming feelings of failure after I gave him to my mother to care for while I found a way to escape my husband. Bet that was more of an answer than you bargained for...wasn't it?"

'You can say that again!' he thought to himself, but outwardly he simply gave a compassionate look. Everyone had their own personal demons to slay... some had hordes of them. With Fork it was trying to balance the responsibility of his job and fatherhood while contending with a war, the loss of the person who'd been a pillar of support since he was a teenager and the one constant in his life, oh and all the recent crap. Ophelia's however... defeating something like alcoholism was no small act. Berilyn taught him that first hand. "I'd call that prioritizing. You put your son's life ahead of your own, and therefore recognized his need to escape before you could... and then you made it happen. I'd say that's sound strategic decision making."

"Always the Marine....arn't we?" She chided with his 'strategic decision' response. "Enough about me....I sound like I'm a poor sap. How are you...really doing with everything?"

"I am what I am, and that's all that I am." The Colonel unwittingly paraphrased the great Popeye as he shrugged. "I've seen better days... I don't really know how else to put it."

"Please." She shook her head back and forth while smirking. "Is it the office that has a natural barrier to stop emotions with you guys or something? As soon as you get into the barracks, your emotions shut off? I don't get how guys can just say they are fine when they are obviously not."

He raised an eyebrow, not exactly recalling that he ever said he was all right. "I appreciate the concern Ophelia, but I'd need both hands to count off the number of people I've had ask me what you're asking now. The short answer is I 'don't' know. I don't know what I am feeling, what I should be feeling, whatever have you."

"Ok. I'm not a counselor, I don't even know why I attempted to be one just then. Listen, I should go. I'll see you around I guess." She stood, taking a moment to look at him then look at his untouched coffee cup before speaking. Opening her mouth, she decided against what she was going to say next and turned to head to the door.

He watched her go before letting out a deep breath and running his hand through his hair. Great, now he went and ticked her off... something else to add to the ever-growing pile of problems. Potentially lethal allergies or not, he sure felt like getting drunk right now.
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Back in her quarters, with Logan away at a play date, Ophelia had time to think. Dangerous. Sighing, she made her way over to a small locking end table that rested at the right end of her sofa. Looking to the left, then to the right, she extracted a small skeleton key from her pocket. Zamora paused, studying the key then unlocking the cabinet. Her left hand wrapped around the neck of the long bottle. As she pulled it from it's hiding/resting place, the amberish liquid swirled around innocently in the glass. She brought the bottle up to her eye level, getting lost in the liquid's color and significant meaning.

So much to loose....yet.....the escape would be worth it. Just this once. No one would have to know.

Another week of ongoing drills had been kicked off for the 188th. Every six months to one year every Marine unit had to undertake qualifications training to keep up on their training and techniques. It was like going through boot camp yet again... if boot camp had been condensed to one week. The fact that their biannual battery happened to overlap with the monthly physical training test didn't help things either. But at the very least, that kind of physical activity was a cathartic release.

Iniara, Arel, Jaal, Branwen, and Ophelia had all in their respective ways attempted to help him... that much he could recognize. Exactly how he was supposed to respond though was still a complete mystery to the Stagnorian Colonel. Aside from Iniara who'd expected nothing, it seemed like everyone had anticipated reactions from him... and whatever they were anticipating clearly wasn't showing. Ergo, he figured, being brutally honest and forthright was most definitely 'not' the way to approach things for now on. First thing's first... last they talked Ophelia was clearly upset about something, so that needed to be resolved. Taking a deep breath, he prepped himself for whatever it was he was going to have to deal with, and pressed the chime.

Rubbing her eyes, Zamora propped herself up on the couch. "Come." She mumbled. Upon viewing who it was, she shot up off the sofa, attempting to straighten her appearance as best she could. "I...wasn't expecting you."

"I noticed." The natural Stagnorian penchant for quasi-sarcasm kicking in to full gear, if momentarily. His eyes almost immediately found the exposed bottle, but he was skillful enough to make it seem as if he hadn't seen it. "Just wanted to see what you were up to... I didn't disturb you, did I?"

"Sleeping....but it's okay. Sit...." She offered. "Can I get you anything?"

He shook his head, and found a seat on a chair. "I wanted to apologize for before. It was obvious you were upset."

"I was. I thought that we could talk.....about things. I apologize if I assumed that you wanted to. It was a vibe that I took for something else."

"Don't be sorry." He gave a dismissive wave. "I appreciate the thought, I really do. But it's something I've been thinking about all the time... I really don't want to have to relive it for others too, as it were."

"I can relate to that." Zamora stated simply. "I just wanted to attempt to move on, without everyone sticking their noses in, asking if I was okay. You know what helped me? Doing something weird...unusual."

'Yeah, because dropping out of a perfectly good starship in a freaking torpedo behind enemy lines was all a part of the regular job.' Fork joked to himself and cracked a smile. "I hope that drinking wasn't your idea?"

Her eyes darted over to the bottle, then back to him. "It's a reminder." Leaning over, she grabbed the bottle before lifting it. "I've been sober for....a long time." She paused. "It helps me keep myself on track believe it or not." God, she felt like such a looser admitting that she had a problem. People dealt with issues in different ways, for her, it was to drink. Putting the bottle back, she offered a small smile. "Now you know the lawyers secret. She's not perfect."

The words 'ofcourse not, she's a lawyer' climbed to the tip of his tongue, but Fork bit them back figuring this was one of those times where sparing a verbal jab was warranted. "It used to be a dark secret. You've said you've beaten it... correct?"

She nodded, inching up her sleeve to reveal a simple bracelet with what looked like an ancient coin dangling from it. "Proof that I'm sober. Alcoholics are always tempted to go back Fork, it's a daily struggle. I just thank God I was able to find a sponsor and am able to attend the Galaxy's AA meetings. At times, those damn meetings are the only thing that anchor me."

Everyone had a certain level of self-discipline. Fork himself had always susceptible to the temptation of sneaking a piece of cinnamon apple pie before Berilyn declared it 'appropriately cooled', but he couldn't imagine ever being beholden to alcohol the way that Ophelia was suggesting. Then again, it might have had something to do with that whole physiological intolerance thing.

Ophelia paused, glancing at her chronometer. Straitening her posture, she offered Fork a small, yet timid smile. "Speaking of meetings.....I need to get ready to attend one."

"Oh, I'm sorry." He gave an apologetic smile and stood up. At least that ended a rather worrisome period of silence. "Thank you for your time, Ophelia. And... ummm..." he really couldn't think of any particularly good way of putting it, so he went with the simple way. "Keep up the good work."

"Don't worry about anything, somehow, and in someway, you'll find your way through your tunnel of trials."

"I appreciate the thought." His smile took on a more friendly quality as he left. He doubted very much that he was going to find his way anywhere, anytime soon. At least the Galaxy was a good place to be lost.

She watched him go, her eyes narrowing slightly as his form diminished. 'Finally...alone' The woman thought. The lie about the meeting, it was all part and partial.

Extracting the bottle from it's hiding place, Zamora's mind went black. Actions as extracting the cork, getting a glass, and replicating ice were all mechanical now. She needed, desired this escape from her life as she knew it. Placing the items down on the communication panel, she sighed heavily with the weight of a thousand worries. Sitting, her eyes glazed over momentarily. The tears came as her tears often did, forcing regret, doubt, and fear to the surface of her expressionless face as she poured the liquid into the glass.

TBC